Why are there only loser heroines around me?

Rainy night, elevated road, Maybach.
wore.
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When a person is sitting somewhere, he always thinks about the girl who has been with him for many years. He always feels that she will suddenly walk into the restaurant, attract everyone's attention, and then sit down next to you, support herself on the chair with her hands, stare into your eyes, and say, "Buy me a Coke."
He didn't expect that there would actually be a girl sitting next to him.
.....
Blue hair, delicate and cute, lively, with all the necessary elements.
But when it comes to feelings, he is so timid that it is outrageous.
His unlucky junior fellow student had never drunk the leftover drink from his senior sister, but Yanaijian did it easily.
She doesn't dare to confess her feelings. She is obviously very sad but still pretends to be fine. She wants to eat a lot after a breakup. You advise her to get the person she likes back, but she wishes others happiness.
He could always see the shadow of another person in her, but when he came to his senses, he found that he was looking at a strange face.
Even the gender is different.