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"Senior...don't you realize you said something wrong?"

I quietly reminded the senior beside me who looked calm.

"Hmm? Did I say something wrong?"

No way, this guy has absolutely no self-awareness at all. Setting aside Senior Lu Yunzi's stance, no one would want to be told by someone they have feelings for that they're not close, right? After all, we're all classmates, so saying that is really inappropriate in my opinion.

"Um...that's it..."

Seriously, do I really have to point this out?

"It's okay..."

The depressed senior student suddenly interrupted me.

"I'm used to it." Senior Lu Yunzi patted my shoulder and gave me a forced smile.

“Is that so…”

Words can no longer express my feelings, so it’s better to respond with a smile at this time.

It's really great... You can forgive the senior even though he said such excessive words, what will he do in the future... It seems like I'm thinking too much.

Alas~ It seems that the senior is really a sinful man. He actually made the senior so sad.

【＊Actually, I’m not that much better...】

"What are you talking about... I can't understand you since just now." The senior looked puzzled.

"It's okay, it's okay." I waved my hand and changed the subject. "Speaking of which, what exactly is this activity you mentioned? It's so interesting. I'm very interested..."

"Ah...activities, actually, it probably isn't anything new to you."

"..."

Is it really okay to be so direct? Although I know that Senior must have a reason for saying so.

"Because I just suddenly remembered that 'beach volleyball' that Li Du mentioned. Although I don't plan to participate, it should be possible to use this to bring everyone together, right?"

"Oh, that's how it is..."

But this proposal was not made by Senior Jia, but by Liu Yan.

"Hey? Ah Hao, aren't you going to participate?"

Is this where your focus is?

"Well, whether they participate or not still depends on whether they are active..."

"You're so cunning! Since you're the initiator, you have to take responsibility and participate. Do you understand the role of a leader?"

"...Okay, okay... Let's go find someone first..." He said, looking at me, "Sheji has to come too, otherwise we'll get separated again."

"Ah...oh..."

I was a little worried that I might be disturbing my senior, so I looked at her as if asking for her opinion.

"Is it okay? I'll go with you guys."

"It's okay, it's okay~"

Even though my senior said this, I actually refused in my heart. After all, who wants to be a third wheel?

Although it's not lighting up yet.

Chapter 30: Pursuit

"Speaking of which, let's go find Senior Jia first."

I was a little worried that the guy would get beaten up for hitting on me. If Rin Hanekawa got disturbed, who knows what she might do.

"Sure, but do you know where he is?"

The senior expressed some doubts.

"Hmm... I can probably guess."

It's where there are more idle people.

. . . . . . . . . . . .

We ended up searching the few pool halls and other places that could provide leisure time, but we didn't see Senior Jia anywhere... unexpectedly, it didn't go according to the routine...

"Why don't we split up and gather here after we find him," suggested the senior.

"Well, okay, if you find anyone else, ask them to come back as well." I said and prepared to go in another direction.

"Oh, I see."

. . . . . . . . . .

Actually, there are not too few shops here... Although there are not too many, it still takes a long time to finish shopping, and the people around will also affect your walking speed.

Anyway, I was drinking milk tea while walking on the way to find Senior Jia... and looking at the shops along the way.

Then, a figure in a restaurant caught my eye.

It was indeed Senior Jia. Since there weren’t many people there, I could see Senior Jia sitting at the front desk right away.

He was sitting sideways on a high chair, holding a collection of essays he'd found somewhere. He pushed his glasses up and looked at the shy girl. She was quite good-looking, judging by her clothes... a shop assistant? She looked like a shop assistant, right? So young...

Speaking of which, business here is a bit quieter than over there... Is that why he's picking up girls here? He's so innocent and unpretentious... Forget it, let's get him out quickly. After all, other people still have business to do.

"Um, before..."

I greeted him as soon as I walked in, but he seemed not to notice me. He turned to the clerk and said slowly in a low and elegant voice:

"I watch you go away, how lonely it is at sunset. How can I keep my brows furrowed without words?"

"....!"

What came out of my mouth was such a poem... Although I don’t know who wrote it, it feels so amazing.

"It's... it's from the book in your hand, right? How could you possibly have come up with it on your own... Are you kidding me?"

The girl's face was red, and it seemed that she had a good impression of Senior Jia... He is worthy of being a senior, and he is unexpectedly good at it.

I've noticed. Is she just hiding her shyness when she says these words? She must be fascinated.

It's entirely possible. After all, the clerk looks quite young, about our age. Could he be working part-time during the holidays? Meeting Senior Jia was truly unfortunate. This guy is quite the con man.

Should I disturb him?

"Ahaha~ Your intuition is right. There is indeed such a sentence in this book." His eyes were full of approval.

"So... you were lying to me?" The salesgirl made an angry expression, but I didn't think she was angry at all.

"No, I wrote this poem. The reason it appears in this book is because it is part of a collection of my writings."

"Really? That's amazing..."

Sure enough...his admiring expression returned immediately.

"........"

Forget it, I can’t stand it anymore. I can’t tolerate this guy showing off anymore.

"Alright, senior, it's time to go."

I said as I quickly walked over and patted his shoulder.

"Ah... Welcome." The girl seemed to have just realized that she was a clerk, so she was a little at a loss for a moment when she saw me coming.

"It's okay... I'm here to take you back, senior. It's time for us to meet up." I gave a smile that I thought was handsome.

"Oh, that's how it is..."

What's with this expression that seems so calm even though I'm smiling? Is it better for me to not smile so easily? Or is it that smiling just doesn't suit me?

She looked at the senior beside me with some concern.

"Is it okay? Since your friends are all looking for you, you should go back quickly. I'm almost ready to...go to work, haha."

He still has some awareness as a store clerk... Congratulations, congratulations.

"Ah, it's the state..."

"Yes, it's me."

What is this subtle expression?

"What are you doing here? Are you trying to persuade me to go back? Even if I do go back, it's too early."

Is that impatient look of yours complaining? Why didn't you just stop running around? Are you leaving the group now?

"Well, it's not a good idea for you to flirt with girls here...right? You should go back and play with us."

"This isn't just idle chat; it's an exchange of knowledge. You might not believe this, but this shop assistant just started high school, just like you. So, she's also my underclassman."

"Um...um...I live in the city, and this time I came to help out at my relatives' house. Then I accidentally found out that Senior Jia is a very good top student."

...I'm curious how you knew that.

"Look, this is what happened. I didn't do anything bad."

I didn't say you were doing anything wrong, so you're just admitting it yourself.

"No...you are not even in the same school. Senior, you can't just randomly recognize a school girl like this."

"You can't say that, junior. There's a saying that goes, 'All schools in the world are one family,' 'All schools in the world are brothers,' 'We are all students now.' So, she is my junior, and also your peer."

That makes sense... but that's weird! I've never heard any of these words before! And they're just weird twists, right?

"Let's stop the discussion here..."

"You can't give up halfway."

...It seems that I can't persuade him? What should I do?

"Um... well, would you like a drink of something first?"

The girl suddenly handed over a menu.

Did you remember your identity at this time? !

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【summary】

Hello everyone, I am...a disqualified person who spends the whole day at home after the college entrance examination.

Yes, it’s finally over... The so-called "turning point in life", "thousands of troops crossing a single-plank bridge" and so on... Actually, after actually participating in it... it’s just like that.

I have done what I know how to do, but I still have no idea what I don’t know how to do.

I didn’t take the scores too seriously...is it because I didn’t have any expectations? Ha, who cares.

All in all, the three-month vacation is here.

As expected, after the college entrance exam, I was completely free, and my decadent lifestyle returned. Then, during the school term, my phone, which had complained that I didn't have time to pamper it, finally lost its vacation.

No wonder some people ask for their phones to take a break. Sometimes my phone is so hot that it burns my hands, but I still can’t bear to put it down.

The whole world seems to have become boring because of the rising temperature. I had originally planned to restart "You May Not Believe It" during the summer vacation, but now my schedule is too stable, and I can just write an article of about 3000 words in a day.

Um... are you asking what I usually do? Hearthstone and anime, I've been catching up a lot lately... Sakura Tank, Golden Jigsaw Puzzle New Game, and Dragon Maid and... I think I gave something away... I suddenly think yuri is pretty good, what should I do?

Forget it, the boat will naturally go straight when it reaches the bridge.

There’s nothing I can do. Let’s look forward to the changes next month.

Anyway, this is a chapter that I feel is particularly long and leisurely to write. Because it's the holiday...

However, it is not actually that easy, because I have also introduced a plot that is not very reassuring.

Some of those plots will be explained in this chapter, and some will be explained in the next chapter or later.

By the way, the two-word title that has been used now is a tribute to "Kamen Rider Kuuga", because the title of each episode is also two words, which looks very exciting.

Well, see you in forty chapters.