I, who advocate giving up, feel like a disqualified person

According to this logic, the legend of solving math problems in dreams is also true, right? Otherwise, why would anyone fall asleep during a math test?

戏言

I don't know why, but I suddenly recalled sleeping during a math test... Back in elementary school, I never imagined I'd end up doing that. After all, I was a devoted student back then. But when I finally struggled to understand those strange, hard-to-remember formulas, I felt so powerless... like I'd been hung up and beaten.

That’s right, being hung up and beaten by a concept like mathematics that has no substance... ahahaha... it’s still a bit embarrassing in the eyes of those who are good at mathematics.

To be fair, anyone facing an opponent they cannot defeat would of course run away, otherwise they would just be giving away their lives.

Therefore, escaping is not a problem of lack of fighting spirit, but a lack of strength. Those who say that they don’t work hard enough are all idealists.

Many people say that "avoidance will not solve any problem"

However, facing the problem may not necessarily solve it. If you do it without full confidence, things will only get worse.

It's not shameful... There's absolutely no shame in escaping anything. What's shameful is thinking you're great when you're actually not.

That’s right, they are the kind of people who are terrible at playing games but think it’s not their problem.

Anyway, I looked around and saw that those guys still hadn't come back... It was good that there weren't any people around, because I could have some peace and quiet for a while. Although my eyes were still a little sore... But if I sleep any longer, I'll probably get dehydrated by the sun...

"Ah... so thirsty..."

Suddenly I realized that I was still facing the scorching sun.

Although I don’t know how long I slept, I found myself sweating a lot when I woke up... However, I vaguely remember that it was not a nightmare.

I seem to remember some extraordinary things...but I just can't remember who the other person is...Ha, forget it, it's okay if I can't remember such things.

"Let's go buy something to drink..."

I clearly remember the shops where you could buy drinks.

After all, I have bought a lot of cups, although none of them are for myself.

The moment I stood up, a gust of wind suddenly blew, humid and a little hot.

It seems... summer is coming...

Chapter 29: Jokes

I don’t know what’s so good about the sea.

After all, it's just a big pond... It's just constantly surging, and it's salty. You can't drink it directly, otherwise you will become dehydrated... Ah, the old problem of a science student has come back again, although I later transferred to the liberal arts class.

I've always heard that the sea is charming...but I just can't feel it at all.

Lu Yunzi didn't see any point in staring at the sea to the bottom.

However, Ah Hao, who was staring at the sea in a serious daze, with his hair blown by the sea breeze, was enough to make one stare at it for a long time... Maybe this is the difference brought about by different objects.

Are you still thinking about what happened before noon? Or... are you thinking about the script or something else... Come to think of it, it seems like I'm the only one with no past worth remembering.

I just spent my time in kindergarten, elementary school and junior high school quietly, and I have almost no contact with the friends I knew now.

Life is so ordinary that it is hard to tell whether it is good or bad.

If... my past had more stories... wouldn't it be better... then I could probably try to exchange our pasts with Ahao.

Unfortunately this is impossible....

"Well, it's about time to go back, right? Ah Hao."

Lu Yunzi suddenly remembered that he still had a task to complete...it was the game proposed by Lin Yuchuan...He originally thought that it would be easy to persuade him, but it turned out not to be so smooth.

It's not just that things aren't going smoothly, but after saying such inexplicable things, it's hard to even bring it up... Besides, he's definitely not that enthusiastic about this kind of thing.

I'm in trouble... Why did I agree to participate in that event?

"Um..."

As Ah Hao spoke, he stood up.

"By the way, don't you think our team lacks a bit of sociability? We're always spontaneously splitting up into groups and running around...some of them are barely visible at all."

Ah Hao suddenly asked Lu Yunzi.

"Ah...that's indeed the case..." Lu Yunzi nodded.

Isn't that what we are doing now...

"Well, I mean... I prefer to read or write quietly by myself most of the time, but when it comes to group activities, I absolutely have to make them lively. You know how I manage the club, right? So... this somewhat bleak picture is a bit disappointing to me."

Ah Hao said this while scratching his hair in some trouble.

"Well... this is probably the planner's fault, right? After all, Miss Rin didn't propose any activities."

That's right, this is her fault.

Well, except for activities proposed to girls in private.

"Why don't we give her some suggestions? After all, the whole day is almost over, and we can't have fun without having fun." Ah Hao suggested, "After all, we're not the planners... but it's always good to offer suggestions that will make everyone happy."

"Well, first of all, we should gather everyone together." After all, it is a group activity.

"Ah... then let's split up." He seemed to agree... but...

"...Why do we have to act separately? Can't we act together?"

Lu Yunzi expressed a different opinion.

"But it's more efficient to split up... We need to make sure we have enough time for fun..."

"Alright, alright! Leisure time doesn't require efficiency." As she spoke, she had already taken Ah Hao's left arm. "I said we should look for it together, so let's go!"

“…efficiency, efficiency…”

"Don't mention it again!"

. . . . . . . . . . .

When I arrived at the store again, I found that the queue was much longer than in the morning.

...Do these people even get thirsty at the same time as I do?

"Forget it..." I was about to turn around and leave, but suddenly found that there were a few more people behind me...which meant that I was already standing in the queue.

In other words... I spent time queuing...

Well, since I'm already in line, I might as well wait. There's nothing else to do anyway.

Having said that, there are really a lot of people... If I were at home, I wouldn't be in this exhausted situation with no place to complain. Instead, I would be lying on the sofa in my pajamas, watching the morning news with a smug look on my face, reporting that the highway was jammed due to high traffic volume or that a tourist attraction was overcrowded.

Don't be too cool.

But that's just how people are... Even though they know a lot of people are going on a trip, they still join the vast army of travelers with thoughts like, "Maybe there won't be that many people" or "Even if that's the case, it would be a waste if I don't travel during the holidays."

Yes, I am one of them this year, and I don’t feel proud at all.

Isn't this just evolving towards the evil real life?!

So I refuse to take photos of scenery or take a few selfies and post them online. In my opinion, such behavior is "self-display" due to the desire for attention.

"Oh, even though I'm a contracted author, I'm still a nobody~" "I'm not a big shot, I'm just a nobody" "Even though I have over 10,000 collections and am a VIP, I'm still a nobody" Such behavior... This is just inviting people to complain, and it's also a different kind of showing off, right? Absolutely, right?

In short, this kind of behavior is a manifestation of a lack of inner strength.

But my heart is strong enough. Loneliness is a kind of cultivation and attitude, which is rare.

It’s not because no one will read it even if I post it.

Come to think of it, adults are more likely to travel during holidays than high school students like us.

So... is it possible that Nan Ge was stuck on the highway and couldn't get to school because of traffic? In that case, he would have missed several self-study periods...

But if you think about it again, Nan Ge can't even find a boyfriend, so why would he have any reason to go out and have fun? He's probably just living a decadent life at home...

Damn, I feel so envious.

"Iced coffee, please." Suddenly, I heard the voice of a passerby ordering, and then I realized that it was my turn to order.

"......"

There are quite a lot of varieties... I said this habitually reaching to the side... Ah, I think I put my wallet in my coat, and then took it off and draped it on the chair when I took a nap because it was too hot...

"...wait...wait..."

I forgot my wallet... and it's almost my turn. I can't just leave the line now, run back to get my wallet, and then come back to line up again! Wouldn't that look stupid?

But doing nothing... still won't change anything... Do I really have to be stupid again? Even though I've done it many times, I still want to think less about the embarrassing things I've done when I'm daydreaming...

"Ah, I found it."

Senior Lu Yunzi, who was holding the arm of her senior, greeted me first.

"Hey, Sheji, what are you buying?"

...Wow, is this going so well?

. . . . . . . . . . . . .

"Thanks, I'll pay you back later..."

In the end, it was my senior who took the initiative to pay for me...

"No need to pay it back. It's only right to treat the younger generation to a drink."

The senior is very generous.

"Ah... okay then..."

Since you mean well, I won't be polite.

It's not my fault, though. The swim trunks don't have pockets... Even though they're swim trunks, we still have to consider the needs of those who wear them but don't go in the water! Only by considering consumers can we capture a wider market!

"It just so happens that you are the first one we found, otherwise...what would you do?" Senior Lu Yunzi asked me in a joking tone.

"Throw oneself into the sea."

I took a sip of the iced milk tea and it was surprisingly delicious... It seems that in the summer, any liquid with ice becomes even more delicious, even ordinary water...

"No way..."

"You have to at least swim to deep water. Jumping into the sea here is useless."

Senior, please don't be so serious at a time like this... Are you teaching me how to commit suicide?

"Just kidding. In this situation, of course you just have to accept your fate and queue up again."

"That's it..."

“Actually, there are lifeguards nearby…”

"Okay, let's leave this topic behind." I interrupted my senior.

Why do we have to start the topic with jumping into the sea?

"Speaking of which, why are you guys hanging around here... and looking so intimate?"

I asked pretending to be unconscious.

“Ah~ah...! Do they look intimate?!” Excited and blushing.

"Because we need to gather all the participants." Indifferent.

Ah...the two people's focus and attitude are different.

"Yeah...I...we have an event planned."

"My relationship with Yun Zi has always been like this, what's so strange about that? I don't think we're close at all."

Still indifferent.

"..."

Oh, what's going on.

The air...the air suddenly became quiet.

Senior, don’t look so depressed... Don’t take it seriously, he was just saying it casually!