There is no cure for love

But I met Lan Qin, a red rose blooming in the dark night. An unexpected one-night stand made me fall into the whirlpool of extramarital affairs and I couldn't extricate myself.

After that night's mistake, I never saw Lan Qin again. I thought it was just an accidental mistake, and it should end where it started. During that time, every time I looked at Meng Zhirou's tenderness

I couldn't let go of her demure appearance. Her greetings and greetings were normal, but they made me extremely guilty. I swore in my heart that that night was a secret forever, and I would treat Meng Zhirou twice as much as I would in this life.

Look at other women more often.

But I didn't expect that just when I thought everything was calm, Lan Qin appeared in front of me. When she stood downstairs in my company, I suddenly felt that the matter would not end so easily. At that time, I was scared to death.

, it is not an exaggeration to say that, I am usually a very decent person, and my colleagues all know that, I hurriedly pulled Lan Qin away and talked with her in the coffee shop. She did not mention what happened that night at all, just said, "

Are you happy that we meet again?"

I'm happy for you uncle!

Lan Qin got closer step by step, leaving me with nowhere to escape. I admit that although I firmly chose Meng Zhirou in my heart, Lan Qin's enthusiasm, her cheerfulness and youth made my heart unwavering.

Slowly wavering. Meng Zhirou is a traditional woman, reserved and generous. She can go to the hall and the kitchen, but she lacks a bit of fun. We have been husband and wife for many years. There is more of a family relationship between us. The passion during love and newlyweds has faded over the years.

The loss gradually returned to mediocrity.

She is good at everything, and I can't find anything to criticize about her. Except in bed, it has gradually become a routine between us, and she has no requirements in this regard. I admit that I am bored with her.

Lan Qin's enthusiasm and unrestrainedness attracted me.

She is like a red rose blooming in the dark night, enchanting and gorgeous. No matter how much I refuse, she will never give up and get closer to me. At first, I stayed with her for fun. At first, I went to a hotel to book a room, and later

It was her home, and I slowly fell into her gentle home, unable to extricate myself.

One time when I went home, Meng Zhirou was reading a novel. She especially liked Zhang Ailing. She fell asleep on the sofa with the book in her hands. I picked up the book and read it, and happened to see a passage that made my heart tremble.

I started to feel guilty, would she have random thoughts after seeing too much of this?

That passage said, "Perhaps every man has had two women like this, at least two. He married a red rose. Over time, the red one turned into a smear of mosquito blood on the wall, and the white one was still "in front of the bed"

"Bright Moonlight"; Married to a white rose, the white one is like a rice stick on the clothes, but the red one is like a cinnabar mole on the heart."

My heart sank and I quickly closed the book, and then she woke up.

When I got home, Meng Zhirou was an impeccably good wife. Her meticulous treatment of me and her filial piety to my parents made me feel guilty. Especially when I saw her drinking alcohol every time because of bad children.

The earthwork that I got, and the painful look of me holding the toilet and vomiting, really hurt my heart.

Especially, I know exactly which medicines have no effect on her.

I comfort myself every time, maybe because those medicines can cure her?

At first, Lan Qin was a really good lover. He was obedient to me and had many tricks. He never interfered too much with my family. When the two of us were together, we just played casually and didn't talk about anything else. But gradually , I found that Lan Qin started playing with my mobile phone, and sometimes even used my mobile phone to send text messages to Meng Zhirou, saying that I would go back later, and even chatted with her on WeChat, sitting alone and giggling, you You know, I was scared to death when I saw Lan Qin like this.

After being together with Lan Qin for almost two months, I began to lose contact with her. Anyway, Meng Zhirou and I were married and we had agreed to never leave. She had a perverse temper, but if she knew about me If I cheat, she will definitely leave me. And what I fear most is that she leaves me.

So, I started to cut off contact with Lan Qin.

Lan Qin went crazy, calling me every day, or blocking me downstairs at work. That day, she sent me a text message, saying that if I didn’t see her, she would go find Meng Zhirou. She said, Shen Yi, you understand My personality is that I will try my best to get whatever I want. What I can’t get, no one else can get it. Then, I went down to see her, and when we met, she had no other intentions at all, and she happily pulled me along. I went to eat, and then I went to the bank to transfer money to the card where I saved money at home. When I came out, I met Meng Zhiwei.

He discovered the secret that I had painstakingly hidden, and saw Lan Qin kissing me in the street. He was so angry that he beat me, and immediately told his mother-in-law after returning home. I thought they would tell Meng Zhirou and ask her to divorce me. After all, I She refused to marry Meng Zhirou in every possible way. When we first got married, we were so poor that we couldn't open up the blame. When Zhirou went back to borrow money, her mother kicked her out in a few seconds, saying that the married daughter had spilled the money. water.

But I didn't expect that after my mother-in-law scolded me, she actually asked me to borrow three hundred thousand yuan. She said that she was old and the house at home was not good. She had to have a good place to live her life. She had raised Zhirou by herself. The eldest daughter will naturally have to take care of her when she gets old. She said, "If Shen Yi, Zhirou had casually married a rich man and lived a good life, our family would not be like this now."

The mother-in-law's words were cryptic, and I could tell that what she meant was, if you don't give me the three hundred thousand, then divorce my daughter. Without you, she would be able to marry someone richer than you in any minute. Good days.

Then, I gave the money, 300,000 yuan, every cent. On the day I took the money, my mother-in-law said that no man would avoid cheating, but he had to know how to control himself, and when he got home, his wife would still know how to greet him.

This is not the first time I know the face of my mother-in-law. Over the years, I have taken out more than 100,000 yuan in my hands. I thought she was Meng Zhirou’s mother, so I gave the money. Where is her brother? You made a mistake for the first time and you lost a bet, why didn't you come to me? In the past, you thought you were a relative, so I didn't care.

But when I took out the 300,000 yuan, I couldn't help but wonder, what did the Meng family think of me, Shen Yi? A cash cow? At first, I agreed to give 300,000 yuan because I was afraid that Meng Zhirou would find out about my cheating. But when I took out the money, I suddenly felt that I had been cheated by my mother-in-law and brother-in-law.

Bits and pieces of dissatisfaction from the past emerged bit by bit, slowly making me feel chilled, speechless, and that the family was unreasonable.

All my worries were released by Lan Qin, and I fell into the whirlpool again. This time, I hesitated to get out of the whirlpool, because I discovered that Lan Qin was the daughter of the chairman.

I finally understood the meaning of Lan Qin’s long, sarcastic and confident smile after reading my business card on the morning of our one-night stand.

However, these are not important anymore, a very despicable idea is gradually brewing in my mind.

Yes, this time, I am reluctant to give up Lan Qin.

When Meng Zhiwei called me again to borrow money, I was completely angry. The last time he called me was 300,000 yuan, and this time he was talking about 100,000 yuan. Look, he said it so nicely! Before I hung up the phone bitterly, I just said Three words, "impossible."

I don’t want to make excuses for myself, but I have to say that it was Meng Zhiwei’s phone call that strengthened my determination to divorce Meng Zhirou. During that time, Lan Qin began to ask me, Shen Yi, we are all like this, why don’t you divorce me yet? ?Does the yellow-faced woman who guards your family want me to be an underground lover for the rest of my life? Shen Yi, do you think my father will agree if he finds out?

Lan Qin began to force the marriage, using her rich and powerful father as a bargaining chip. I began to hesitate and promised that we would get divorced soon. Although I hated her approach, I admitted that it was precisely because of her family background. , I am willing to divorce.

You can call me vulgar, you can call me despicable, you can call me shameless. I don’t care. It took me ten years to get where I am today from Cong Village, but I am not as good as an airborne kid. Why? Because he has I have a rich father. I don’t have a rich and powerful father. I have struggled all these years by myself. No one knows the hardships and sufferings involved.

By catching Lan Qin, I can save myself many years of struggle, which Meng Zhirou cannot give me in this life. You will think I have no conscience, right? Haha, it doesn't matter, I think so myself.

However, Lan Qin couldn't wait any longer. Every time I came home, she would try to leave some traces on my body in an attempt to let Meng Zhirou know. For example, a piece of hair or a wisp of perfume.

Lan Qin forced me step by step, and I planned step by step. At first, I thought about leaving some money for Meng Zhirou. After all, we have been married for many years. We can't be too cruel, otherwise we will be punished by God.

But Meng Zhiwei actually called Meng Zhirou about borrowing money. He was threatening me nakedly. I couldn't bear it, but in front of Meng Zhirou, I still agreed to borrow money. When I answered the phone, Meng Zhiwei called The proud laughter in my heart made me even more determined.

I've had enough of this family!

Don’t you just want money? Okay, then I won’t let you get even a penny. You know the next thing. I transferred the house to my parents, and then used my family’s savings to buy it. I bought two sets, one for my mother and one for Lan Qin, as gifts for her. If I don’t give her something practical, Lan Qin’s parents will still look down on me.

However, it was indeed an accident for Lu Yun. She saw me and Lan Qin together in the mall, and she rushed up and beat Lan Qin. Lan Qin was so angry that she scolded me for being useless. I thought Lu Yun would tell Meng Zhirou, but she didn't. She knew Meng Zhirou, and it was impossible for her to believe it without definite evidence. But I didn't expect that Meng Zhirou already knew it.

Her humiliation and humiliation once made me feel regretful. I even thought about breaking up with Lan Qin. I would be struck by lightning if I failed to live up to such a wife. But after all, ten years of love has never been worth money and status. My temptation. I know very well what I will get if I catch Lan Qin and enter the Lan family. She is the only daughter of Chairman Lan. A hundred years later, everything about him will belong to Lan Qin. I caught Lan Qin , that is, capturing everything about the Lan family.

My remorse for Meng Zhirou comes from the bottom of my heart. I swear, but these remorse are all acting. It is equivalent to me finding an opportunity to pour out the repentance in my heart. It is too uncomfortable to hold it in. But I can't give up on Lan Qin.

. To stabilize Meng Zhirou, she just wanted to successfully buy a house. She would not get the money during the divorce.

With such thoughts, I feel that I am simply a beast. No, I am worse than a beast.

Meng Zhirou is simple and kind, and I thought she would not do anything, but I forgot that she has two devoted besties beside her, the smart and wise Mo Lin, and Lu Yun who is willing to go through fire and water, and she has been helping secretly.

The lively Lei Feng Chen Jinting. She hired a lawyer to draft a divorce agreement, and then hired a private detective to deal with me. Haha, you see, my wife is quite smart.

On the day of the rape, I was completely humiliated. When she broke in with someone, I was ashamed at that moment. After hiding it for so long, I was afraid of today's scene. She looked at me sadly, her eyes

It was full of despair. There was no need to pretend anymore. I chose to break the can and break the pot. Sooner or later, I would have to know anyway, so why bother to pretend anymore?

But I didn't expect that Meng Zhirou, who had always been gentle and timid, would actually carry a knife. When I fell to the ground, I lost consciousness. After waking up, in the hospital, Lan Qin hugged me and cried, saying that she was pregnant.

I almost had Meng Zhirou tortured to death. She asked me to get divorced as soon as possible. It doesn't matter whether I have money or not. She is not short of this little money.

I also thought that when things got to this point, it was me who couldn't help her after all, so she could talk about whatever she wanted.

But her mother, who is obsessed with money, only talks about a house and a million. Why? Every penny is my hard-earned money. Why should she open her mouth like a lion? Is it because of her daughter that she doesn’t know the truth?

Bullshit! Threatening me? Hum, it doesn’t matter, I won’t give you a penny!

I never thought about suing Meng Zhirou. This is my life. I deserve it. I admit it. Who made me do so many fucking things to hurt her? I laugh at myself. She didn’t kill me. My life is already settled.

I'm lucky.

Before I could call someone to get her out quietly, she had already come out. Who else could help besides Chen Jinting? I am a man, and I know very well the emotion in Chen Jinting's eyes.

Therefore, I was not surprised at all when Chen Jinting came to negotiate with me. He said, "Meng Zhirou is not easy. After ten years of relationship, why should we reach such an extreme level? She doesn't know anything. She is divorced and has no money. How can she

How are you living? Shen Yi, if you are a man, be smart. If you feel that you can't afford the money, fine, I will pay for it. No reason, just because I think she is a good woman. As a man, Shen Yi,

I despise you."

I hate Chen Jinting inexplicably. Really, what qualifications does he have to stand in front of me and accuse me? Meng Zhirou hasn't even divorced yet, but he has already set his sights on this villain!

"Who do you think you are? Why should I listen to you? Chen Jinting, I haven't divorced my wife yet, why are you so anxious? Why do you despise me? First look at what the hell you are.

." I said mockingly.

Chen Jinting remained calm, worthy of being a weathered old fox in the shopping mall. He looked at me indifferently and said coldly, "Shen Yi, let me tell you this once. I agree to divorce. If you don't want to pay alimony, I will. If I

I didn’t hear the news about your divorce with Meng Zhirou tomorrow, so let’s see you on the headlines in Beicheng the day after tomorrow. I think Director Lan will come to express condolences to you as soon as he sees the report. If you give Director Lan a good reputation, he will definitely be grateful to you.

"Don't worry, the photo is very clear. I believe anyone who knows you can recognize it." Chen Jinting dropped a card, glanced at me, and left.

How did I feel at that moment? Humiliation? No, I felt guilty and at a loss.

I always thought that I was hard-hearted, and I thought that love was not worth money and status. But when I found out that Chen Jinting fell in love with Meng Zhirou, I felt sour in my heart. It could even be said that I was jealous.

But so what? Things have not turned around at all.

The only thing I can hold on to is Lan Qin. I have given up so much just to catch Lan Qin? But why do I feel uncomfortable?

After marrying Lan Qin, I was not as happy as I imagined. She was so ignorant that she showed my mother a bad look on the first day. She was so angry that my mother took my father to take revenge and went back to the countryside that day. When I left, I

Mom said to me, "Son, you will regret it sooner or later!"

Sure enough, I regretted it. Lan Qin is a crazy woman, and the rape incident left a shadow on her. Whenever she was unhappy, she would vent out on me, but I couldn't speak out or refute. I worked hard to get into their

Family, but what did his parents do to me? Didn’t they look down on me? In their eyes, I just outshined Lan Qin.

The seeds of hatred quietly sprouted in my heart, and I swore that one day, all my shame would be washed away with blood.

Meeting Jia Jia was an accident. Her innocence and youth reminded me of Meng Zhirou when I was in college. She had long flowing hair, was shy, quiet, and gentle. I don’t know how I feel about Jia Jia, but when I was with her,

Together, I always feel relaxed. She works in a cake shop, with a shy and sweet smile. The first moment I saw her, I knew, yes, it was her.

Jiajia is very simple and works hard. She never asks me to buy anything for her. She refuses anything that costs more than fifty yuan, saying it is too expensive. When we go on dates, she always chooses the place.

She always took me to eat delicious and cheap snacks at roadside stalls in some streets and alleys, and she never went to shopping malls. I asked her why, I was not short of money, and Jia Jia said, but I don’t think it’s about money.

The problem is, you don’t have to be happy only by shopping in shopping malls and spending a lot of money, right?

Jiajia reminds me of Meng Zhirou from the past.

When we first got married, we were very poor. We lived in a basement or a tube house. We couldn't even afford an electric fan. We didn't eat meat for a month or two. We always walked and went shopping in free parks. We didn't buy two things in a year.

The clothes we bought were bargains found at street stalls. We were bullied and we had no way to fight back. We could only go home and hug each other and cry. After we cried, everything was fine again. We were poor, but we lived happily.

Everything is too long ago.

After Lan Qin had a miscarriage, she became even more irritable and went crazy all day long. She checked my mobile phone every day to see if I smelled of other women and if I had other women’s hair. She even asked my secretary to tell me my schedule for the day.

Report it to her. She is simply a crazy woman. Whenever she tortures me until I want to hit the wall, I will think of Meng Zhirou, but she is no longer mine. I know that she is married to Chen Jinting.

Whenever this happens, I go to Jiajia. In her place, in her gentle embrace, I can always find comfort.

When my mother was seriously ill, Meng Zhirou came to see my mother. This kind-hearted woman was still willing to come after I did so many things that hurt her. Looking at her pale face, I felt extremely uncomfortable. She

He has changed a lot, he looks much more capable, and he has added a bit of charm. This is something he didn't have when he was with me before.

After leaving Owen, she seemed to become a better person.

Lan Qin came to the hospital to make trouble and rushed to beat her. I got angry. What right did she have to beat Meng Zhirou? But it seemed that it was not my turn to take action. Chen Jinting came. The anger on the face of a calm and indifferent man,

It was very scary. Two slaps struck Lan Qin so hard that she didn't dare to say a word.

Chen Jinting said, my woman, my wife. He kept declaring his ownership of Meng Zhirou.

To be honest, when I saw Chen Jinting leaving the hospital with her arms around her, I suddenly felt an unprecedented despair.

I suddenly realized that I had missed the most cherished thing in my life. My lover.

When my mother passed away, the last words she left for me were, "Son, live a good life."

Live your life well, hehe, this day and this life will be like this.

Now Meng Zhirou has changed, she is confident, capable, and brave. She is no longer the timid and fearful person she used to be. She would come to me or Lu Yun and Mo Lin whenever something happens. I believe she is still the gentle and virtuous wife.

, but not mine.

I found that she has a special charm now. I can’t tell what it is. Maybe it’s a gift given by time.

The wind by the river was very strong and violent, and my hair was messed up. The phone rolled in the river, and I don’t know where it was washed away. I should go back, that crazy woman Lan Qin may have already gone

She went to my company to find my secretary. She is like a mad dog when she is manic. She will bite people. The scar on my arm is still aching. If she makes trouble again, her rich and powerful father should say something.

I don't know what to do and I don't know how to coax his precious daughter.

When will the days like this come to an end? It may take another year or two, but don't worry, the seller said that the powder I mixed in the chairman's coffee has slow medicinal properties and is not easy to detect, but it just takes a long time.

I will not divorce Lan Qin. Once I choose some paths, I can't turn back. I have no choice but to be patient.

Everything I want, time will give me. I have no doubt about it.

On the way back while driving, I remembered the day of Lu Yun's company cocktail party. I had also gone there. But as soon as I arrived at the venue, I saw her and Chen Jinting. From a distance, I saw a group of women surrounding her and asking her who Chen Jinting was.

She was sitting quietly in a beautiful white dress, like a blooming white magnolia, dignified, generous, elegant and beautiful.

In the past, Meng Zhirou would have been timid when facing such occasions, but that day, she was calm and unhurried, and even said with a proud tone, "I am his wife." Then, she lifted up her skirt and walked towards Chen Jinting with a bright smile.

She called out shyly, "Jinting." Chen Jinting held her shoulders, looked at her affectionately, and gently reached out to help her smooth her hair and tuck it behind her ears.

The happiness on her face hurt my heart.

I heard the sound of my heart bleeding.

Once some people miss something in this life, they will miss it again and again.

That pure white rose is no longer mine.

Suddenly, I missed Jiajia so much that I drove to her school. I found a classmate on the roadside and borrowed a mobile phone to call her. I was surprised that I remembered Jiajia’s number and dialed the number. She knew it clearly.

A stream-like sound reached my ears.

"I'll be out right away!" With a girl's unique aura, her voice was full of surprise.

I stood next to the car smoking cigarettes, one cigarette after another, watching the students coming and going at the gate of the university campus. Among the crowd, I saw Jiajia in a white skirt running towards me with a bright smile on her face.

I remembered that ten years ago, I worked a summer job and bought a bicycle. I wanted to take Zhirou around with me. At that time, we didn’t have telephones, so we had to ask my classmates to send messages. I pushed the bicycle and waited happily at the school gate. With her long hair flowing and a white dress on, Zhirou walked towards me. Her smile dimmed everything around her.

"Shen Yi, here I come!"

Do you think this is Jiajia or Zhirou?

I have no idea.........