After being attacked by the rich young ladies with hatchets, I chose to enter "sage mode".

After all, how can emotions change so drastically? Even a yandere shouldn't have such erratic emotional changes. But even so, Bai Yu will still take responsibility for Si Yu to the end, because love can overcome all difficulties and travel across mountains and rivers to reach her.

In her previous life, Su Rongxue, Si Yu, Qing Sisi, Murong Liyue, and Lin Ying overcame one difficulty after another because they loved her, but she always avoided their advances, and the ending was only tragedy.

Love is always a two-way street; once one side chooses to go in the opposite direction, the distance between them is predetermined.

"Sister Siyu, do you...do you know that we promised we would never let go of each other's hands?"

When Bai Yu said those words, he was filled with anxiety and uncertainty. He desperately wanted Si Yu to have memories of her past life so that she would understand the meaning of his words. Yet, he was also conflicted and didn't want her to have those memories.

Having memories means that Si Yu's condition has not worsened, nor has she gone completely insane; she is still Si Yu. But it is precisely because of these memories that she knows her baby was lost in the previous life. That baby was her most cherished, and the source of all her happiness. How painful must it be to lose those memories?

Just as Bai Yu was feeling nervous, Si Yu reached out and gently took his hand, saying something that only they knew from their previous life.

"You said you would hold my hand forever and never let go, and I know that."

Upon hearing this, Bai Yu tried to control her contorted, pouting, and choked-up expression of grievance, but if a person's emotions could be controlled so easily, then perhaps they wouldn't be human.

"Sister Siyu, I love you. You've always wanted me to say this to you. I swore that if I had the chance, I would tell you I love you every day, every minute. I love you so much..."

Kneeling on the ground with trembling hands, Bai Yu carefully touched Si Yu's fingers. He dared not reach any further, not because he lacked courage, but because such joy was so illusory, more unreal than a dream.

Losing Zaijian was already the greatest blessing God had given Bai Yu. But the fact that Zaijian and Bai Yu still had each other's memories made God pity someone like him who shouldn't have been pitied in the first place.

Bai Yu's thoughts have long since ceased to be selfish and self-serving; instead, they have become somewhat pessimistic and self-denying.

In his view, he was a worthless, selfish, and despicable person in his previous life who only knew how to revolve around himself, and that he was only fit to atone for his sins and make amends for the past in this second life.

But he never considered that perhaps Si Yu's memory recovery was not a favor to him, but a redemption for Si Yu.

"Sister heard it, she heard it all! Isn't saying it every minute too much? Once a day is fine, sister will be very happy just hearing it once a day~"

Si Yu tilted her head slightly, tears streaming down her face, yet the smile on her lips was incredibly beautiful.

"Okay, whatever Sister Siyu says goes..."

As soon as she finished speaking, Bai Yu trembled and opened her arms to slowly and heavily embrace Si Yu's delicate body. The embrace was not tight but very light, as if she was afraid of accidentally hurting her.

Si Yu could tell from Bai Yu's previous words that Bai Yu also had memories, but she didn't seem to find it incredible. For her, being able to love again was enough, and there was no point in thinking about so much. Besides, she had nothing else to consider.

Bai Yu was different; he was surprised for a moment, but since Lin Ying had also regained her memories before, his surprise was only fleeting.

Making amends and compensation would be much more difficult before Si Yu had the memories of her previous life, because there are many, many things that need to be made clear to Si Yu again, and the compensation would be quite forced.

But things are different now. Si Yu actually has the memories of her previous life, so compensation becomes a matter of course. There's no need to talk about many things anymore, such as the matter of Murong Liyue, which Bai Yu no longer needs to mention.

Of course, even so, it only reduces the difficulty relatively, because besides Murong Liyue, there are also Su Rongxue, Qing Sisi and Lin Ying.

For Si Yu, one more person was already enough to drive her to the brink of collapse. If three more came, and Bai Yu didn't handle it well, it might lead to an irreversible end where she completely descended into a yandere state.

Now that Si Yu has the memories of her previous life, how could she not know Murong Liyue, nor could she not know about Lin Ying, whom Bai Yu had discussed with her before? Yet she is selectively avoiding and forgetting.

For her, not thinking about it would be much better, so that she wouldn't feel so bad.

"Bai Yu, can I still have a baby, sister?"

Looking sadly at Bai Yu, Si Yu's tone was full of apology, because in her opinion, the baby was lost because she insisted on driving out, and it was all her fault.

It was her fault. The reason why Si Yu hasn't collapsed yet is because she has been reborn. In Si Yu's view, if she can live again, then the baby can too. It just depends on whether Bai Yu is willing.

Chapter 51 Sister is waiting for you to take the initiative

Si Yu is currently talking to Bai Yu while having completely eliminated her memories of Lin Ying and Murong Liyue.

But Bai Yu couldn't just follow Si Yu's lead like this, because if he continued down this path, wouldn't it just be the same deception as before? Temporary happiness would only allow the darkness behind it to expand infinitely, which would be a losing proposition.

"Sister Siyu, since you and I both remember each other, then... then let's not selectively avoid many things, okay?"

"Ok?"

Looking at Bai Yu with a puzzled expression, Si Yu seemed not to understand his meaning.

“Sister Siyu, you know in your heart, and you understand completely that I am a very selfish person. You still have many, many choices. Before you lose anything, why not choose someone like me and make do?”

Bai Yu was speaking to Si Yu very seriously, because he would not persuade Si Yu to accept Murong Liyue and Lin Ying, nor would he force her to choose him.

Put yourself in Bai Yu's shoes. If he were in Bai Yu's shoes, would he be able to accept that another boy likes the same girl as him?

Therefore, he would never take the initiative to offer advice, because such advice would still be selfish and even violate moral and psychological bottom lines.

However, he also had to consider the possibility that Si Yu would not choose to leave him at all.

Moreover, given Si Yu's personality, there's a high probability he won't choose to abandon her. Even if she leaves this world, she won't say anything about abandoning Bai Yu.

Her love was as vast as the stars and the sea, while what she could give was as insignificant as a grain of sand, yet this insignificance was all he gave.

"No, no, no! Why would your sister leave you? Are you going to leave your sister too?"

Looking at Bai Yu with a pitiful expression, Si Yu clearly had no desire to mention or even recall anything about Lin Ying and Murong Liyue.

But Bai Yu couldn't back down at this time. Let's be blunt. At least the road ahead is clear and not shrouded in gloom.

"Sister Siyu, I know you don't want to talk about these things, but I, Bai Yu, am indeed no good. I love you, I love Lin Ying, I love Murong Liyue, and I also love Su Rongxue and Qing Sisi. It's ridiculous, isn't it? How can there be such a person?"

Looking at Lin Ying with a self-deprecating smile, Bai Yu wasn't pretending to be pitiful or shifting her position to the weaker party; she was simply speaking the most genuine truth from the bottom of her heart.

Si Yu, who had been looking at him with gentle affection, suddenly became irritable and desperate, not wanting to hear any of this.

Bai Yu could imagine and understand this situation, and upon seeing it, she immediately said.

"Sister Siyu, our relationship right now is just that of ordinary good friends. We don't have any real relationship whatsoever. We both have memories of each other, but your choice remains unchanged..."

"I don't want to hear it, I don't want to hear it!"

Covering her ears, Si Yu screamed, not wanting to hear what Bai Yu was going to say next. She collapsed to her knees on the ground, shaking her head wildly, her long black hair in disarray.

Just as Bai Yu was about to reach out to stop Si Yu, Si Yu started tearing at her own clothes. She was only wearing a thin short-sleeved bodycon dress, and she ripped off her outer garment in a couple of moves.

The black bra and fair skin were immediately visible to Bai Yu.

"You're only saying these things because you don't want your sister. Why don't you just die? You...don't want her anyway..."

As soon as she finished speaking, Si Yu started scratching her lower abdomen with her fingernails. She was very strong, and each time several bloody claw marks appeared. This girl had no intention of showing any mercy to her smooth lower abdomen.

Perhaps such clawing wouldn't be life-threatening, but Bai Yu knew very well that if she didn't stop Si Yu and let him continue like this, it would definitely lead to more severe self-harm.

Bai Yu lunged forward and grabbed Si Yu's hand. Because Bai Yu was kneeling on the ground, she looked down to pull him up, but Si Yu swiped her hand across her face, leaving three bloody marks along her right eyebrow to the corner of her eye.

However, Bai Yu didn't care about any of that. He just held Si Yu's wrist tightly. Because Si Yu had just been discharged from the hospital, he had used all his strength to hold Si Yu's wrist. But how much strength could a weak person have?

"Sister Siyu, this is my first time. Didn't you say we wanted a baby? How about we have one now?"

Bai Yu knew that she was in such a weak state that she couldn't catch Si Yu at all, so she could only whisper these last resort words.

Upon hearing this, Si Yu was stunned. Her previously collapsing emotions paused, and her dull eyes showed a slight fluctuation as she stared at Bai Yu.

Seeing this, Bai Yu knew that her words had an effect. After all, she really wanted a baby, and a yandere's love meant that if you dared to give it to her, she would definitely reciprocate with absolute trust.

He leaned forward and gently kissed Si Yu's rosy lips, his hands weak but stubborn as they began to grope her.

Si Yu's delicate body trembled slightly. She did not resist, nor did she become agitated and scratch wildly again. She simply allowed Bai Yu to invade her consciousness.

Just as Bai Yu thought, she longed to build a family with him and desired to be a housewife with her baby.

The kiss was very light, like a dragonfly skimming the water. Bai Yu wanted to pick up Si Yu, but found herself extremely weak. She could barely even hold him, let alone lift him up.

Turning over and lying on her back, Bai Yu weakly uttered the most humiliating words she had uttered in her three lifetimes.

"Sister Siyu, I'm really weak and have no energy. Why don't you take over and give me a go?"

Staring blankly at Bai Yu lying obediently beside him, Si Yu raised his hand and gently stroked his cheek. His irritability and madness had vanished, and he spoke softly.

"I'll come back when you're better. I like it when you take the initiative."

What does it mean to be capricious? Si Yu is the best example of that right now. Just a moment ago she was going crazy and breaking down, grabbing wildly, but now she has suddenly become gentle.

This is what yandere is all about. If you can't clearly understand what they think and want, then you'll only feel confused and helpless when facing them.

Slowly closing her eyes, Bai Yu felt utterly powerless, but this guy's second brother was quite capable.

As the saying goes, what does it matter to the younger brother if the older brother is in trouble? If the older brother is incapable, the younger brother is not incapable either, right?

Seeing Bai Yu's reaction, Si Yu opened her mouth slightly and spoke in a voice barely audible.

"You want to?"

“Sister Siyu, if it weren’t true love, how could it possibly look up and point at you in such a weak and powerless state? It’s the impulse and expression of loving you.”

Bending down, Si Yu gently gave Bai Yu, who only wanted her, a warm kiss.

"I love you too, but I'll wait until you're better before I take the initiative to push you down."

Seeing how quickly Si Yu recovered from her illness, Bai Yu realized that she could accept the sudden changes in her emotions without even noticing. This was strange, as if she herself wasn't quite normal anymore.

Chapter 52 Targeted Treatment

Lying flat on the ground, Bai Yu looked down at Si Yu, who was looking down at him. He didn't know what he was thinking in his weak state, but he subconsciously reached out and patted Si Yu's chest.

They're so cute, bouncing around like that—that's the first impression after taking the photos.

When Si Yu saw this, she just rolled her eyes at him and gave him a reproachful smile, completely losing the irritability she had shown when talking about Murong Liyue and Lin Ying.

It wasn't that Si Yu had forgotten these things, nor did she selectively forget or avoid them. It was just that she knew very well that Bai Yu was willing to give her everything she wanted, and in comparison, they were able to suppress each other.

Yandere is the ceiling of pure love, and Bai Yu has to use targeted methods to change their views. If it were a normal person, they would not only not fall for it, but would even beat up Bai Yu, this scumbag. But Si Yu is not normal, so it is predictable that she can accept targeted methods.

Of course, once targeted medication is administered, the medication cannot be discontinued. This is similar to medication prescribed for yandere patients, which can temporarily stop them from having an attack and accepting things they would otherwise not be able to accept. However, this is only temporary, and the medication must be taken at all times.

To put it more bluntly, it's like drugs. From the moment Bai Yu injected Si Yu with the drugs, it became impossible for him to get rid of them; he would only become more and more dependent on them.

However, Bai Yu was able to do these things because she was well-prepared. If she hadn't prepared and had spoken recklessly, wouldn't she have dug a hole for herself and dragged Si Yu down with her?

"Sister Siyu, may I lie on your lap and use my knees as a pillow?"

"Okay, lie down."

Smoothing her bodycon skirt, Si Yu leaned against the wall, stretched out her long legs encased in black stockings, and patted her thighs, gesturing for Bai Yu to lie down.

She carefully moved her head to Si Yu's lap. The scent of roses was very faint, but it smelled very warm and cozy.

"Sister Siyu, I want to touch the black stockings."

Si Yu, who had just raised her hand to touch Bai Yu's cheek with a smile on her lips, froze upon hearing this.

It wasn't that she thought Bai Yu's words were too bold, nor that she was unwilling to do so, but rather that the words were indeed too abrupt and seemed particularly inappropriate in the current situation.

"Touch...touch me..."

A slightly shy voice came from behind, and the next moment Bai Yuzhen reached out her hand.