After being attacked by the rich young ladies with hatchets, I chose to enter "sage mode".

She didn't get up to stop or intervene; she just watched quietly, the grievances in her heart known only to herself.

Bai Yu had told Lin Ying what kind of girl Si Yu was, as well as Si Yu's family situation and current status. But what did all that have to do with Lin Ying?

To put it bluntly, whether Si Yu lives or dies has absolutely nothing to do with Lin Ying. What matters to her is that Bai Yu, whom she cares about, shouldn't suffer unnecessary grievances.

Unfortunately, given the current situation, Bai Yu has no choice but to suffer injustice, and she has to respect Bai Yu's choice, remaining silent no matter how aggrieved she feels.

With her delicate hand gently gripping her trouser leg, Lin Ying wanted to bite her lip to vent her inner grievances, but in the end, she chose to gently grip it to remind herself that her lips should no longer be damaged.

Of course, if Bai Yu hadn't anticipated any of this, it would be like Liu Shan personally going to the battlefield and courting death.

However, no matter how much he anticipated Lin Ying's mental state, he first needed to calm down Si Yu, whose emotions were the most unstable. Without calming Si Yu down, things would not get on the right track.

Standing by the door, looking at Si Yu beside her with sorrowful eyes, Bai Yu hesitated for a moment before slowly speaking.

"Sister Siyu, if you really are going to leave, what kind of future will you choose after leaving me?"

"There is no future."

The answer was quick; in fact, Si Yu gave the answer the instant Bai Yu asked the question.

This shows that Si Yu already had plans in mind if she were to leave him in the future.

If there's nothing wrong with your brain, then this "no future" really means there is no future.

"Then...can you not leave me?"

Bai Yu asked again, but his hands and body tensed up as he spoke, because he was afraid that Si Yu would say no.

"I...I didn't want to either, but didn't you already abandon your sister?"

As she finished speaking, Si Yu casually glanced at Bai Yu, her eyes reddening with sorrow, but she clenched her teeth and forced back the tears that were welling up in her eyes.

"No, that's not true, Sister Siyu. I've thought about our future together so many times. We'll have a home, a child, and lots and lots of time to laugh and play together, and..."

Bai Yu spoke at length, expressing the future that both she and Si Yu longed for.

Every word of these is what Si Yu desires most in her heart, and what touches her most deeply.

However, Bai Yu must have known this before he said that. He wasn't deliberately setting a trap for Si Yu, nor did he know the girl's psychology and what she wanted to use to better manipulate her. He just wanted to keep Si Yu's heart in this way.

If there's anything bad about Bai Yu, it might be that he sometimes resorts to extremely drastic measures to win people's hearts.

Of course, his methods would only work on Si Yu, Su Rongxue, Qing Sisi, Murong Liyue, and Lin Ying; the rest would not fall for them.

Standing in front of Bai Yu, looking at his anxious yet sincere eyes, Si Yu wanted to say that she had also thought about our future, but when she thought of Bai Yu having Lin Ying as his girlfriend, she couldn't say it at all, and even felt that she was a bit superfluous at this moment.

"Sister Siyu, these are all things I've thought about, and I've always thought about them. I know very well that I'm not qualified to ask you to agree to anything, but I only have one wish: that you can have a good life in the future. That would be all I ask."

Bai Yu's deep affection goes without saying, but Si Yu's feelings were extremely complicated.

She longed to be with Bai Yu, but Lin Ying was a barrier between them. She wanted to express her feelings, but felt it wasn't necessary.

Contradictions, entanglement, discomfort, and panic are her strongest feelings at this moment.

However, Bai Yu's previous words gave her a platform, which was an opportunity, and he didn't say anything definitively, which gave Si Yu a range of choices.

This range means either you can live a good life in the future, or you will not be separated from each other.

"My sister is not doing well at all. She's in a bad mood, she's not a good person, and the future is not good either. There are only rainy days, winter, and darkness..."

At this moment, Si Yu's emotions suddenly erupted, and her broken voice revealed just how heavy the grievances in her heart were.

However, everything was within Bai Yu's acceptable range. The reason Si Yu acted this way was because she had been suppressing her emotions for the past two days, and it was normal for her to suddenly lose control and explode.

But now what he needs to do is no longer suppress Si Yu's emotions, nor transfer her emotions to himself, but face her as if she were having an episode.

"Sister Siyu, I know you feel wronged. You have an uncle who doesn't like you and even rejects you. You have no other relatives and don't trust anyone enough. They all have ulterior motives towards you. But everyone has ulterior motives. For example, I also want your love. But what do you want from me? Do you even know me?"

Bai Yu's words stunned Si Yu, forcing him to stop his outburst of emotions.

She has no memories of her previous life, so from the current perspective, Bai Yu understands her perfectly. But does she understand Bai Yu?

She silently asked herself, unwilling to admit it but forced to, that she understood Bai Yu, but not as well as she had imagined.

"Sister...sister understands you..."

With a sob in her voice, Si Yu said she understood, but her heart was in greater and greater pain. She felt that she should know Bai Yu very, very well, but she was also very confused, as if she could not find any more fragments in her memory that made her understand him better.

Chapter 49 It's only natural

Slowly squatting down, Si Yu clutched her lower abdomen and sobbed with her head down. Her sudden calmness was a stark contrast to her previous emotional outburst.

Bai Yu could predict everything that had happened before, but he hadn't anticipated Si Yu's sudden change at all.

It's not entirely his fault that things went off track and he didn't anticipate it; the main issue is that in this situation, how could someone who's about to lose their temper suddenly become calm for no reason? It's a very absurd behavior.

"Sister Siyu?"

Bai Yu asked a question with some uncertainty, but Si Yu did not respond. Si Yu remained squatting on the ground, curled up.

Bai Yu slowly followed suit and squatted down, reaching out to touch Si Yu's hand. But the moment Bai Yu reached out, Si Yu, who had been squatting, suddenly raised his head and looked at him.

Their eyes met, and Bai Yu saw the struggle and confusion in Si Yu's eyes, and even a sense of familiarity she had never felt before.

Bai Yu didn't know why the two people who were already familiar with each other could feel an even stronger sense of familiarity, but what she definitely felt was Si Yu's overly familiar gaze towards her.

It was a strange feeling, yet it also made Bai Yu inexplicably panicked and nervous.

"Sister Siyu?"

She asked again softly, her three gentle words uttered with such timidity and hesitation.

Upon hearing this, Si Yu stared blankly at him, her eyes filled with growing affection, and tears unconsciously streamed down her face, which were already slightly red.

"Bai Yu?"

A questioning voice, tinged with uncertainty, came through. Si Yu's tone was very soft, but what puzzled Bai Yu was the reluctance in her voice.

Just moments ago, the two were discussing leaving and staying, and Si Yu was acting quite irritable. So why is there this sudden reluctance and the look of reunion in her eyes now?

Baffled. These two words were clearly visible on Bai Yu's face. Si Yu's changes were too strange, and he couldn't understand why this girl could change so much.

But only Si Yu herself knew that when she vaguely felt that she should know Bai Yu better, she realized that she didn't know her that well. However, she felt more and more that she should have more images of Bai Yu in her memory. It was this strong feeling of familiarity that made many things suddenly appear in the blank spaces of her memory.

These things are none other than all her memories from her previous life before the car accident.

This memory brought Si Yu not only pain, but also unparalleled despair, because death not only took her away from Bai Yu and her own life, but also her baby's life.

Her strongest wish was to have a baby with Bai Yu, and it was this baby that made her choose to live, giving her more to care about and a reason to keep living, which encouraged her in her heart.

But everything was lost in that car accident, and now the sudden resurgence of memories makes her feel as if it were an illusion.

However, all of these things happened in an instant, but Bai Yu didn't know it because he didn't have any memories of being moved by the scene after his rebirth. His memories were all there from the beginning, so he didn't know why Si Yu changed so much. It was mainly because the emotional reaction was too sudden.

"Sister Siyu, what...what's wrong with you?"

With some uncertainty and worry, Bai Yu asked, wanting to reach out and pull Si Yu, but her outstretched hand hesitated to touch her. She had been able to touch Si Yu without any pressure when picking her up at the airport and pulling her into the house before, so why did it feel so heavy now?

"Bai Yu?"

Looking at Bai Yu, Si Yu cried and then laughed. This change in emotion was abnormal in Bai Yu's eyes. At least a yandere shouldn't be in such a split personality, right? Her crying and laughing was no less dramatic than when she was crying and laughing in despair under the bridge.

"Sister Siyu, I...I'll do whatever you say, okay? Please don't keep crying and laughing like that, don't scare me..."

Before she could finish speaking, Bai Yu felt a pair of hands suddenly grab her head, and the next moment she buried herself in two soft mounds.

Bai Yu felt a deep familiarity with the softness of the fabric, and she also fondly remembered the faint scent of roses on the tip of her nose.

"It's my sister, it's my sister! I thought I'd never see you again..."

A gentle, doting voice, tinged with reluctance and grievance, reached Bai Yu's ears, making everything sound so bewildering and surreal.

It's no wonder Bai Yu was surprised that Si Yu was suddenly treating her so gently; anyone in her shoes would have been caught off guard.

The sudden return of her memories, all of which were incredibly real, made Si Yu and Lin Ying look very alike, but she was not so humble as to believe that it was all just a dream.

Being able to hear, see, and touch all proves that it's all real and can't be a dream, especially since it's raining white rain right in front of me.

Moreover, in her memory, Si Yu fully understood that she had died and then come back to life.

A normal person might be confused and try to accept the memories, or even need time to recognize the environment and their own situation. But Si Yu didn't consider where she was or whether her memories were correct. She only knew that she was alive again and had seen Bai Yu again. Her feelings were only grievance and joy.

Si Yu held Bai Yu tightly, so tightly that Bai Yu had difficulty breathing for a moment.

However, no matter how tightly Si Yu held her, Bai Yu never struggled at all.

Being held in Si Yu's gentle and doting embrace was exactly what he longed for.

"Bai Yu, sister... sister knows about our past lives, do you believe it?"

Whispering in his ear, Si Yu had no intention of hiding the fact that she had been given a second chance at life from him.

But these words made Bai Yu's body tremble violently.

If there were no problem with his ears, then Si Yu must have been talking about past and present lives. He had never been reborn, so he would definitely think that this was a sentence that could be the beginning of a romance. But he had been reborn and witnessed Lin Ying's memory recovery after her rebirth, so why couldn't Si Yu's memory recover?

"I'm so sorry, Sister Siyu, I'm so sorry, so sorry, so sorry..."

Bai Yu, who had been squatting down, suddenly knelt down in front of Si Yu, buried her head in his arms, and sobbed, repeatedly saying sorry, looking as aggrieved as a child who had suffered all kinds of hardships.

A grown man crying might seem pathetic and unbearable at first glance, but only Bai Yu knows the pain in his heart that he longs to confide in Si Yu.

If Si Yu didn't have memories of his past life, everything he did would only be considered forced compensation. But with memories, compensation is no longer forced; it's taken for granted.

Chapter Fifty: Si Yu's Memories

Si Yu gently stroked Bai Yu's head, her beautiful eyes narrowed as she softly comforted her.

"Don't cry, don't cry. If you cry like this, it will make your sister sad too, and it will hurt her heart."

Upon hearing this, Bai Yu immediately stopped sobbing. When she looked up at Si Yu, she didn't see any of the previous irritability in her eyes.

This situation should be a good thing in theory, because Si Yu's lack of temper indicates that she is still quite stable. However, a problem arises: has Lin Ying chosen to indirectly forget about her past with him?

Although in principle, Lin Ying should not be mentioned at this moment, Bai Yu knows that there are some things she can no longer avoid. If she does avoid them, what difference will it make from her previous life?

Wasn't the tragedy of the previous life simply my own selfishness, repeated avoidance, and repeated deception?

People may have many opportunities to correct their mistakes, but once something is lost, there is never a chance to get it back.

Perhaps Si Yu is selectively forgetting her memories of Lin Ying, because she had this skill in her previous life, especially after learning about her relationship with Murong Liyue, she would deliberately or self-deceive herself to choose to forget.

If this girl has truly regained her memories from her previous life, then possessing this skill wouldn't be surprising. Of course, Bai Yu's speculations are just that—speculations—and he needs to confirm them to be sure.

If Si Yu truly has memories of her previous life, then the current changes are understandable; after all, it's plausible that her emotions would change upon suddenly gaining memories.

But if this girl doesn't have memories of her past life and is just saying it casually, then she might really have gone completely insane and become mentally ill.