In his previous life, he certainly wouldn't have been so direct and bold in the face of the current situation. But now it's different. He'll say what he likes and express what he loves, because if he doesn't express his liking and love boldly, he might never be able to express it again at some point.

Having experienced loss before, he understood this better than anyone. Perhaps most normal people still cared about saving face, or were even too shy to do so, but Bai Yu no longer needed to worry about saving face. If he didn't have the courage to express himself, was he going to wait until he lost it again before speaking up?

"Sister Siyu, are your black stockings a one-piece or something?"

Not only did he touch the silky, warm surface, but Bai Yu also started asking some strange questions.

However, Si Yu, who was no longer having an attack, decisively told him.

"A spaghetti strap dress with lace trim is easier to take off."

"That's great, I like it, but look at how many wounds you've scratched on your beautiful belly, it's starting to bleed now."

As soon as she finished speaking, Bai Yu turned her head and opened her mouth to lick away the trickle of blood that had just appeared on Si Yu's lower abdomen.

The tingling sensation made Si Yu tremble slightly all over; it wasn't pain, but rather an itch.

"White Rain...stop, I'm ticklish~"

Looking up at Si Yu, who was blushing and looking down at him, he saw that this girl's skin was as beautiful as cream, her teeth were as white as melon seeds, and her slightly parted lips were even more alluring. The look in her beautiful eyes was like a rosebud, full of tender feelings.

"I love you, Sister Siyu."

After looking into Si Yu's eyes for a full ten seconds, Bai Yu said what she most wanted to say at that moment.

Upon hearing this, Si Yu suddenly stuck out her pink tongue playfully and replied.

"Your sister loves you too."

When Si Yu is not having an episode, she is truly loving, her love flowing endlessly like a mighty river, without ever ceasing.

"Shall we go out now?"

Although the atmosphere was perfect at that moment, Bai Yu knew she had to break it.

Si Yu's illness was stopped by her targeted medication, but she still had to face Lin Ying and Si Yu outside.

"Go out, your sister will prove to you that she loves you more than she does."

As Si Yu said this, there was still a hint of ferocity in his eyes, as if he were about to have a life-or-death battle with Lin Ying.

Seeing this, Bai Yu couldn't sit still any longer. She immediately stood up, put her hands on Si Yu's shoulders, and looked very seriously into her eyes as she spoke.

"You can say whatever you want to resolve the issue, but please don't settle things privately, and don't do anything behind my back to harm the other party. If anything happens to any of you, I will choose to leave with you. I mean what I say, and I will leave without leaving a trace."

Bai Yu's words were both a reminder and a warning. She wasn't only telling Si Yu now, but also Lin Ying later when they went out.

Si Yu and Lin Ying are the two gentlest among the five women. At least when they turn evil, they usually only hurt themselves to gain more love and respect, which is the exact opposite of Murong Liyue, Su Rongxue and Qing Sisi.

Therefore, discussing things with them now is much simpler than discussing them with Qing Sisi, Su Rongxue, and Murong Liyue.

Si Yu was clearly not satisfied with these words. She might not be able to bring herself to hurt Bai Yu, but she might not be able to do the same to Lin Ying.

Originally, this girl was thinking that if she couldn't eliminate Lin Ying directly, she would use some tricks, but after Bai Yu's words, she had to give up that idea.

If she hadn't witnessed Bai Yu cutting her wrists in front of her, she would have hesitated. But after seeing Bai Yu smiling as she faced death, she dared not doubt it at all.

If Lin Ying disappears, Bai Yu will disappear as well. So, isn't everything she did indirectly eliminating Bai Yu? What's the point of her living without Bai Yu?

Si Yu's thoughts and understanding are actually quite similar to Lin Ying's; both women believe that without Bai Yu, there is no meaning to anything.

Of course, Qing Sisi also has a bit of that vibe, but this girl is very aggressive. Murong Liyue and Lin Ying are different; they can love even if it means death, making them the top-tier version of yandere.

Bai Yu currently faces Lin Ying and Si Yu, who are in a slightly more moderate position. The three women who follow will become increasingly difficult to deal with and overcome.

The story told in Chapter Fifty-Three

In Bai Yu's not-so-large living room—

Lin Ying, Bai Yu, and Si Yu sat on the sofa. After two days, when Bai Yu almost died, the two women finally calmed down and started talking.

However, the two women still looked at each other with unfriendly eyes, especially Lin Ying. She hated Si Yu to the core. If it weren't for Si Yu, Bai Yu wouldn't have tortured her like this. Moreover, Bai Yu, who was fine when she went in, came out with several more wounds on her face. For a moment, she really wanted to pick up a knife.

She raised her hand gently, wanting to touch the scratches at the corner of Bai Yu's eye, but she was afraid of hurting Bai Yu, so she hesitated and didn't dare to touch it.

Lin Ying gently pursed her lips, feeling extremely wronged. Bai Yu's injury was a thousand times more painful than her own, because in her heart, Bai Yu was everything to her.

"Bai Yujun, you're so cunning..."

She weakly accused Bai Yu, but it was more accurate to say that Lin Ying couldn't bring herself to say anything harsh; her soft voice only revealed her grievance.

Si Yu, who was sitting to the side, couldn't understand what Lin Ying was saying, so she could only grab Bai Yu's arm and ask.

"What did that woman say?"

"She's talking about me... how did I get hurt again?"

She looked at Si Yu with a wry smile, but Si Yu immediately looked away. After all, it was her fault that Bai Yu was injured.

"Alright, Sister Siyu, I need to tell you all about how we met and fell in love, so that you can all know about it, okay?"

"Go ahead and speak."

Si Yu nodded and did not object.

Turning to look at Lin Ying, Bai Yu repeated the same sentence to her in the language of the island.

Lin Ying was even less likely to object, and she nodded demurely and murmured a soft "Mmm".

Seeing that both women agreed, Bai Yu began to tell them his story, switching between his two languages.

This story is very long, yet also very short. It's long because their love ultimately failed to have a beginning and an end, and short because their love came with great passion but disappeared without a trace when it left.

"Sister Siyu, do you know? When I learned of your departure after leaving Murong Liyue's place, I felt like I had lost my soul. I missed seeing you for a very long time. Everyone had forgotten you, as if I was the only one who knew there was a girl named Siyu in this world. I was both scared and panicked. I was scared that no one would remember you anymore, and panicked that I might forget you too. After making some inquiries, I roughly guessed that it was your uncle's family who sent people to look for you, so... in a fit of anger, I killed their entire family..."

Bai Yu was describing in detail everything that happened after Si Yu left him.

Lin Ying had heard this story before, but Si Yu had not.

Bai Yu kept talking and talking until she got to the part where she came to the island country to see Lin Ying again and went to find her and Qing Sisi. When she received the news that Lin Ying had left, Si Yu was already crying her eyes out, sobbing and unable to catch her breath.

Everything Bai Yu said happened to him. The feeling of gradually walking towards despair was too oppressive and painful. Just listening to Si Yu made his heart ache. How must Bai Yu, who had experienced it, feel?

It is more cruel and heartbreaking for the world to abandon you little by little than to abandon you from the very beginning.

"In the end, I sent a WeChat message to Murong Liyue and Su Rongxue from under a bridge not far from this building to say goodbye, and then left in the same way that Lin Ying left. At that time, I was actually a little lonely. It's quite ridiculous that someone who is already full of mistakes would end up lonely."

Smiling at Si Yu, Bai Yu appeared to be describing someone else's story as if it had nothing to do with her own. But Si Yu knew that this was his ending in his previous life, an ending a hundred times more painful than theirs.

"So, Sister Siyu, you don't necessarily need to accept my arrival. I'm already very satisfied to be able to see you again."

Si Yu didn't respond or say anything; she just looked up at Bai Yu, choking back tears as she cried, feeling an unparalleled heartache in her heart.

In Bai Yu's story, he recounts that he was always destined to die, and describes his journey step by step towards death and despair.

But Si Yu saw these things as wrong, and as an ending that shouldn't belong to Bai Yu.

She could hate Bai Yu's philandering and the fact that his love was being scattered, but she never thought of letting Bai Yu fall into despair and depravity without even a chance to atone for his sins.

Bai Yu gently wiped the tears from Si Yu's eyes, then turned to look at Lin Ying, who was sitting on her left. He wanted to tell her his story in more detail.

In the end, Lin Ying and Si Yu were no different; both cried their eyes out.

Bai Yu was simply telling her own story without intending to do anything special. She just wanted the two women to know all her mistakes and to express the pressure she was under.

But now, with one crying on his left and another sobbing on his right, it's as if he can't help but feel sad.

"I'm not saying this to move you, but just to let you know that it was my series of mistakes that led to that outcome. Before, I only thought about running away, so this time I chose to face it and cherish it even more. I can't lose you, but you can leave me behind. So, can you get along well in the future?"

Si Yu: "No."

Lin Ying: "It probably won't work."

Bai Yu felt that she had told her whole story, and the two women's reactions were so intense that they could at least understand her situation and feelings a little. But who knew that their answers were still that they couldn't get along.

Actually, Bai Yu was overthinking things. The reason the two women were so upset was not because they knew about each other's situation and fate, but because they were sad for him.

So, despite all the emotional entanglement, neither woman truly connected with the other; they only connected with Bai Yu. Consequently, their dislike for each other remained unchanged.

Si Yu was probably a little better to Lin Ying, because Lin Ying never did anything to reject her from beginning to end.

But Lin Ying is different. She doesn't reject Si Yu because of Bai Yu. On the contrary, Si Yu has repeatedly shown that he rejects her and even hurts Bai Yu. She is more disgusted and hateful towards Si Yu.

Silent hatred is actually the most dangerous, but fortunately, Bai Yu had already told her about the conversation she had with Si Yu inside the house, that she must not hurt the other party.

Otherwise, Si Yu might just disappear without a trace one day.

Don't think Lin Ying wouldn't do it. Apart from Bai Yu, whom she would cherish and protect like a precious gem, she would dare to kill anyone else who harms Bai Yu.

Of course, she also belongs to Bai Yu. If someone tries to take her away without Bai Yu's consent, she will do the same. The people like Fujiwara Ishizo in her previous life are the best proof of that.

Chapter 54 Planning and Methods

"Seriously, you two older sisters, can't you understand each other at all? We at least have memories of our past lives, right?"

Turning to look at Si Yu, Bai Yu avoided Bai Yu's gaze. When Bai Yu looked at Lin Ying, Lin Ying stood up and bowed gracefully, indicating that her dishes were almost ready and she would be leaving briefly.

To put it simply, the two women listened very carefully to each other's stories and realized that they both loved Bai Yu, but they still didn't want to accept each other easily.

Of course, while the current situation hasn't reached the best state that Bai Yu had envisioned, it has at least achieved the basic goal of not openly targeting the other party.

Overall, things didn't go in a bad direction; in fact, they developed somewhat in a positive direction.

Of course, just as Bai Yu was feeling that things were at least moving in a positive direction, the next second she saw Si Yu get up and go to the kitchen to tell Lin Ying that he was going to cook for Bai Yu and asked her to leave for a moment.

While there's nothing strange about this behavior, the fact that she made Lin Ying move aside seemed somewhat intentional.

Lin Ying and Bai Yu couldn't communicate because of the language barrier; without Bai Yu acting as a mediator, they would be completely unable to communicate.

Of course, even now that Bai Yu and the other woman are together, they haven't thought about having any extra communication with each other.

Seeing that Si Yu wanted to cook but Lin Ying ignored her, Bai Yu covered her forehead, wanting to say something but not knowing how to start.

This is the most troublesome part. No matter which side he speaks on, the other side will definitely feel unbalanced and think that Bai Yu is biased towards someone else.

"Ahem, Sister Siyu, can you each do it once? There's no need to fight over it, okay?"

Upon hearing this, Si Yu turned around and gave Bai Yu a resentful look, her eyes filled with unwillingness and resentment, as if she were saying that Bai Yu was biased.

Seeing this, Bai Yu could only immediately try to make amends.

"Can we go to the beach together in a few days when I feel better?"

Upon hearing this, Si Yu hesitated for a moment, even glancing at Lin Ying beside him, before nodding in response.

"Okay, is it alright if we don't bring her?"

His words were full of hostility from the start, but it was fortunate that Bai Yu had told them not to scheme against each other, otherwise they definitely wouldn't have said anything directly after that, and many dangerous problems would have arisen in private.

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