After being attacked by the rich young ladies with hatchets, I chose to enter "sage mode".

He glanced at Lin Ying apologetically. He knew very well that he was an individual, a person, and that when he tried to hold Si Yu's arm, he would inevitably overlook Lin Ying's feelings.

These things were unavoidable, but the moment he did them, he already planned how to make amends to Lin Ying for the hurt she had suffered.

After all, the treatment of Si Yu must be the same as that of Lin Ying. Otherwise, such unfair treatment might keep things calm for a while, but after that period, it could lead to irreversible consequences at any time.

"Sister Siyu, you still don't believe me?"

Looking up at Si Yu, Bai Yu's eyes were full of pleading and nervousness.

The way Si Yuyin bit her lip and walked away after hearing his words showed that she still couldn't quite accept the current situation.

However, Bai Yu was well aware that Si Yu was trying to impress her. If Si Yu truly couldn't accept her, she would have left while she was unconscious. Why would she still be here waiting for her to wake up? After all, Lin Ying was there too, so it wouldn't matter if she left.

"Sister Siyu, you can hate me or hit me, but please don't leave me. If you have to leave... I hope it's you who abandons me instead of having to leave."

Si Yu slowly clenched her fists. She desperately wanted to break down and cry, and she also wanted to end it all because every moment she felt pain.

But everyone has a glimmer of hope and expectation. If a person is not completely without hope, it is still very difficult for them to give up their life.

Although Si Yu is currently in a state of despair and pain, she is not completely without hope.

Although Bai Yu and Lin Ying have indeed started dating openly, Bai Yu's attitude has repeatedly shown that he has someone else in his heart. Even though love shouldn't end in separation, it has to be admitted that Bai Yu seems to really love her.

"I've never asked for much, just a little love, a little care, and a warm family. You can probably achieve anything, but can you provide a family?"

Suppressing the sobs in her heart, Si Yu spoke her heart out, word by word, in a trembling voice.

Bai Yu did not hesitate at all on this point, because if she hesitated, things would become more complicated.

If you hesitate when someone asks you if you love them back, even if it's just for a moment, it shows your lack of resolve.

So, after Si Yu said those words, Bai Yu immediately responded with a response that didn't even take her to heart.

"Can't we become a family?"

This statement may sound outrageous, and in this day and age, such words are considered morally corrupt, distorted in their values, and even a sign of utter arrogance and ignorance.

But for Bai Yu, who has been reborn twice, all of this is currently the only answer.

If they can maintain a stable separation, they can both be happy in their time apart, while Bai Yu can choose to live a lonely life by herself.

But now, based on the evidence from both lifetimes, I have no way of achieving the possibility of exchanging my own tragedy for their future happiness.

After all, none of the women are normal people; they are all neurotic, so they can only resort to abnormal methods and methods that cannot be understood by common sense. Even he himself can be abnormal.

"is it possible?"

Si Yu shook her head at Bai Yu's bizarre remarks and directly asked three words in return.

However, these three words did not sound cold, nor did they completely indicate a rejection of Bai Yu's suggestion; they were merely a superficial question.

As for whether it's possible or not, Bai Yu is very clear that Lin Ying is willing. Although he will definitely feel a little uncomfortable, as long as he can find a balance, everything will be fine. However, he may live a very tiring life.

But Bai Yu felt that no matter how tiring his life was, he couldn't let them suffer. Scenes from his previous life were still vivid in his mind and tormenting him.

"Why not? Let's go home and talk to each other alone."

Bai Yu didn't tell Si Yu the reason in the hospital because Lin Ying was there, and some things could only be explained clearly when the two of them were alone.

However, it was clearly impossible for him to go back like that. With the needle removed and the wound reopened after falling to the ground, he would have to call a doctor for treatment.

"I'll call a doctor for you."

After saying that, Si Yu turned around and walked out quickly, so fast that Bai Yu didn't have a chance to stop her.

The moment Si Yu left, Bai Yu also wanted to go out.

It wasn't that he was worried Si Yu wouldn't call a doctor to come and see him, but rather that he was afraid the girl would just leave in a fit of anger.

Just then, Lin Ying couldn't sit still any longer. She stood up, grabbed Bai Yu's wrist, and for the first time, truly the first time, she choked up as she spoke her grievances to Bai Yu.

"Don't move, she has no right to let you do this..."

Feeling the trembling jade hand holding his arm, Bai Yu could sense Lin Ying's dislike for Si Yu, which he could understand. However, she didn't understand how painful the despair he felt when he sat under the bridge waiting for death was; it was more powerless than death itself.

"It's alright, boss lady. Don't be so biased towards me. Sister Siyu didn't do anything wrong. I'm just paying the price for my mistakes all along. Everything is what I should and must pay."

After saying that, Bai Yu reached out and squeezed Lin Ying's hand. It was soft and smooth to the touch and felt very comfortable, but Lin Ying did not let go of him. She still held on to him tightly, and her trembling hand showed her unease.

He lowered his head and gently kissed Lin Ying's forehead, gazing tenderly into her beautiful blue eyes, and said softly.

"Let's go on a date in a few days. We haven't really experienced what it's like to be a couple yet. How about going to the beach? I want to see you in a swimsuit."

Chapter Forty-Seven: Let's Go Home and Talk

Bai Yu is undeniably a master at changing the subject, and even after doing so, he habitually flirts with Lin Ying.

In this situation, it's easy for Lin Ying, who is already completely defenseless against emotions in front of him, to fall into fantasies of dates, the beach, and swimsuits, making her more willing to listen to him.

Just as Lin Ying let go, she quickly grabbed back. Although she had to admit that Bai Yu's words were very effective, and she silently allowed Bai Yu to leave, Bai Yu was injured and she had to stay with her.

"I'll go with you. Let's go get a doctor."

After saying that, Lin Ying helped Bai Yu walk step by step towards the door, and just as the two of them stood at the door, Si Yu had already gone to call the doctor over.

However, as soon as she returned, she saw Lin Ying helping Bai Yu walk out. At this moment, the feelings that had been suppressed in her heart suddenly burst out.

Perhaps she never intended to learn anything about Lin Ying, after all, a rival in love is still an enemy, so why bother to understand her joys and sorrows?

"What are you doing? Bai Yu was already very weak, and the fall just now reopened his wound. Go back and make sure he lies down..."

Si Yu didn't use any profanity in her words to insult Lin Ying, but the anger in her tone clearly indicated that she was implying Lin Ying's lack of understanding.

Did Lin Ying have many feelings for her? That's clearly impossible.

However, this girl didn't say a word back to Si Yu, because she was already used to being criticized. As long as Bai Yu wasn't mentioned, it was fine. Of course, more importantly, she couldn't understand Mandarin.

At this point, Bai Yu definitely cannot remain silent. If she stays silent and lets Si Yu push all the blame onto Lin Ying, then the two of them will be even less likely to get along in the future, and the conflict will only escalate.

"Sister Siyu, it's not Lin Ying's fault. I was the one who wanted to go out. I thought you were leaving. I'm sorry."

Looking at Bai Yu's apology beside her, Lin Ying pursed her lips gently, feeling very wronged. In her opinion, Bai Yu had no need to apologize to Si Yu at all. The two of them had no romantic relationship to begin with, so if she wanted to leave, she should just let her go. Why make things difficult for herself?

But she wouldn't say these words, nor could she. The reason Bai Yu thought she wasn't suited for this chaotic world was because she didn't know how to explain herself or understand that she also had the right to refute those who belittled her.

However, at this time, Bai Yu naturally had to act as Lin Ying's window to the soul, pointing out the mistakes that she shouldn't have to bear.

As an intermediary, he also has to do some things and make explanations in order to achieve a balance.

Si Yu gave Lin Ying a deep look and then stopped making things difficult for her. Although Lin Ying was indeed dating Bai Yu, she had never stopped her, and she didn't know why.

If he were in a relationship with Bai Yu, he would do anything to make her leave, no matter what means he used, even if it meant cutting his wrists like Bai Yu did, just to force him and her to separate.

Unfortunately, Si Yu wasn't Bai Yu's girlfriend; Lin Ying beat her to it.

Therefore, Si Yu also disliked Lin Ying. In her mind, Lin Ying was the kind of girl who pretended to be gentle and kind, who stole someone else's man and then put on a pitiful act.

"Lie back down quickly."

After saying that, Si Yu reached out and, ignoring Lin Ying's actions of supporting Bai Yu, grabbed Bai Yu's other arm and walked towards the hospital bed.

Bai Yu, the middleman, could certainly sense the confrontation between the two women at this moment, and she could sense it perfectly.

Lin Ying is quiet and doesn't like to cause trouble, but that doesn't mean she likes Si Yu. Si Yu, on the other hand, wears her heart on her sleeve.

However, at least before the onset of their illness, the two women behaved in ways no different from normal girls, making them relatively easy to handle.

Lying on the bed, Bai Yu had Lin Ying sitting demurely to her left and Si Yu with her arms crossed to her right, seemingly angry but unable to muster any anger towards Bai Yu.

This situation was rather uncomfortable for the doctor who came to reapply the medicine and bandage Bai Yu.

Even outsiders could sense the tension between the two women. Although there was no argument or conversation, there were inexplicable sparks flying in the air, and being caught in the middle made one feel like they were caught in the middle.

Time flies by.

Before they knew it, it was the next day. Bai Yu felt a little better and asked to go home. It wasn't that he was stubborn, but he knew very well that he had to calm Si Yu down completely as soon as possible.

She doesn't seem to be having an attack right now, but that's because I've been forcing her to ignore her emotions; delaying it will only make it worse.

Of course, neither of the women wanted him to be discharged and go home the next day. Even the doctor did not recommend doing so, since the safest course of action was to stay in the hospital for observation for another day.

However, no one could understand Bai Yu's panic and sense of urgency. After all, once Si Yu returned to her emotional state, he would have no way to stop her in his current weakened state.

Don't ask Lin Ying why she can't help. Bai Yu thinks Lin Ying doesn't want to stop Si Yu from doing something foolish. At least, it's obvious that neither of the two women is satisfied with the other. Why should she stop Si Yu from doing what he wants?

Despite repeated requests, Bai Yu was finally discharged from the hospital. After all, the patient's word is law, and doctors and caregivers do not have absolute authority.

When taking Bai Yu home, the two women sat in the back seat of the taxi on either side of Bai Yu, each holding one of her hands, as if they were ready to snatch her away at any moment.

Pulled and tugged by the two women, Bai Yu was taken home. Already weak, she looked even weaker and more powerless.

There was nothing he could do; the two women's actions of pulling him over and over only made his already weak body even worse.

"Bai Yujun, I'll cook for you. What would you like to eat?"

As soon as Lin Ying got home, she planned to cook for Bai Yu. It wasn't for any other reason than to prove that she was better to him than Si Yu and was more willing to give to him without expecting anything in return.

Si Yu couldn't understand Lin Ying's words at all, just as Lin Ying couldn't understand her words very well either. If the two of them really started arguing, language would probably be a barrier.

However, Bai Yu is not concerned about the language barrier between the two women, but rather about Si Yu's condition.

"Boss lady, let me talk to Sister Siyu alone. There are some things we need to discuss privately."

As soon as she finished speaking, Bai Yu was about to turn around and talk to Si Yu when she felt Lin Ying's hands tightly gripping her arms.

"What foolish thing are you planning to do? You can't keep doing this. If you leave me... where will I find you?"

Chapter 48 My sister understands you

Looking at Lin Ying's pitiful expression and her sorrowful and pleading eyes, Bai Yu felt very guilty and reluctant. After all, it was easy to understand what Lin Ying meant by "searching"—it wasn't about finding him in the human world, but about how to find him after death.

The more I understand her, the more I realize just how deeply and intensely she can love me.

"Don't worry, there are some things I know how to do. You should know that I've told you about Sister Siyu's experience. There are no secrets between us."

After saying that, Bai Yu patted Lin Ying's hand that was holding hers, then turned to look at Si Yu beside her.

When Si Yu saw Bai Yu looking at her, she quickly turned her head away, with an expression that said, "I don't care at all."

If you didn't care about the rain, you could just stand upside down to wash your hair and eat.

"Sister Siyu, let's go inside and talk. There are some things I need to discuss with you privately, is that alright?"

Upon hearing this, Si Yu did not refuse, after all, she also wanted to know what Bai Yu wanted to say to her.

Standing up, Bai Yu went into his room first, followed by Si Yu.

Under Lin Ying's watchful gaze, the two closed the wooden door.