Can not doing what one wants be called rebirth?

Chapter 357 357. The question that he hesitated to speak

"Yes, of course."

Lu Jincheng nodded.

"My husband is so kind~"

Zhou Si Ning seemed a little embarrassed. She poked her chin hard on the man's shoulder, and her peach blossom eyes narrowed into two beautiful crescents.

Her palm unconsciously stroked back and forth on the back of Lu Jincheng's neck, full of dependence and a look as if she couldn't let go.

"My mother must be very fond of you."

"Really?"

"It's true."

Unlike girls who are cautious when confessing their love to their families, male college students often have no scruples about this matter.

Ninety-nine percent of parents will not stop their sons from dating in college.

As the saying goes, men can't suffer any loss.

Even if you can't achieve a positive result, it is also very good to improve your emotional intelligence and ability to get along with the opposite sex.

Therefore, Lu Jincheng agreed to Zhou Sining without even thinking about it.

As for how Li Yan and Lu Yuqing view him for playing two-timing, that is another matter.

"You are coming to Shanghai this year, so how about I go to your house to play at this time next year?"

Zhou Si Ning raised her chin, her starry eyes flickering with anticipation for the future.

"Sure. The New Year celebrations are very lively there. I'll take you skiing, eating dinner, soaking in hot springs, and doing whatever you want."

"Wow"

The two of them leaned against each other, talking to each other, and together planned activities during next year's Spring Festival.

No matter whether it was just empty talk or not, when talking about these things, Lu Jincheng could easily make her happy.

"It's past eleven o'clock. Isn't Auntie in a hurry to urge you to go back?"

After chatting for more than an hour, Lu Jincheng leaned against the head of the bed, glancing at the wall clock not far away from time to time, and asked curiously.

The sky was already dark, and the neon lights were no longer shining everywhere.

Not to mention Guan Yongyi at this time, even if he was dating Zhong Ruixi in Liaocheng at night, it would be time for him to go home.

"Eh"

Zhou Si Ning blinked her eyes, and the dimples on her lips were clearly visible: "I told my mother that I can't go back."

"what?"

Lu Jincheng was stunned when he heard this.

Before he could continue to ask, the girl blushed and added: "Our family is special."

"Tell Dad that you're home, and then tell Mom that you're going to Dad's place. Basically, you can deceive both parties and spend the night outside."

“Because they are unlikely to contact each other.”

".All right."

Lu Jincheng rubbed his lover's little head to show his understanding.

The love of parents has its own limits, which may be the special feature of single-parent families.

"Where do you want to go tomorrow?"

"Let me tell you, the Shanghai branch of our Dianjin Coffee opened the day before yesterday."

"Really?"

"There are also a few stores I checked in a long time ago. Look, let's go together tomorrow!"

"Does your Dianjin Media have a very popular anchor recently?"

"I saw her slices. Hahahaha, she is really interesting!"

Zhou Si Ning held the phone screen in her hand and moved closer with a smile, letting the chaotic memories in her mind pour out without any order.

The specific words are of little value; the emotions that accompany them are the real story.

The man listened quietly to her mumbling narration, his hands unconsciously stroking the girl's hair.

"It would be nice to lie with you like this more often."

"Your mother may not agree at the moment, why don't you go back to school and try again?"

Lu Jincheng said with a smile.

"Well, it would be nice if I could hold you like this forever."

Zhou Si Ning reached out her hand and brushed away the loose hair by her ears. The soft and sticky sound gradually disappeared in the room.

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Lu Jincheng didn't reply at first, but just looked at the girl lovingly with a smile.

Eternity and longevity only exist in fantasy; the real world is in ruins.

Zhou Sining was of course well aware of this.

The man’s answer was: It’s nice that you think so.

She actually knew that she was not the only one by Lu Jincheng's side at this stage.

But those places that were melted by her can never be frozen again.

The tentacles are beginning to stir, and they will eventually wrap around everyone's throat.

"Didn't you just say you were very tired? What are you doing?"

The moon was bright and the stars were sparse. Lu Jincheng kissed the girl back, feeling the slightly dry skin on her lips.

She was the one who talked most of the night chat, talking about all kinds of daily topics.

Until her mouth was dry and she looked like she needed a lot of water.

But she did not jump out of bed, instead she chose a more subtle approach.

He opened his arms and hugged her again, with deep affection in his eyes.

"I've almost rested enough~"

The girl murmured, her voice carrying a hint of sweetness that made one's heart ache.

"My legs don't hurt anymore, and my waist feels much better."

That's right.

After all, girls who have the habit of exercising will take a shorter time to recover than ordinary people.

The man thought about it and still felt distressed: "Don't we have so many places planned for tomorrow?"

“No matter what”

She spoke vaguely and shook her head at Lu Jincheng.

"I'll get you some water."

As Lu Jincheng said this, he was about to stand up, but was stopped by the girl's arm across his chest.

"no!"

She insisted again.

"Baby, if you stay up late any longer, you won't be able to get up tomorrow."

Lu Jincheng touched her face and spoke with a smile.

"No, it just doesn't work."

Zhou Si Ning muttered repeatedly.

Looking at her bright and stubborn eyes and her blushing face, the man seemed to have no reason to say no.

Lu Jincheng hugged her lazily and relaxedly, his chest pressed tightly against her back.

Since this is her request, give her what she wants.

"Are you satisfied?"

After a long time, Lu Jincheng whispered in her ear.

Zhou Si Ning turned her back to the man, bent her body, folded her legs, hugged her knees with both hands, and curled up like a fetus.

"Ah."

Zhou Si Ning nodded and took a deep breath.

The man just looked at her expression and seemed to understand her for a moment.

This is her ritual.

She is forcing herself to transform and be reborn, to accept something new.

This was her way of saying goodbye to the past.

"Actually, I have a question for you, but I can't say it. I can't recognize myself anymore."

"It's okay baby, you broke your original boundary, so it takes a little time to get used to it."

"It will get better soon. I'll take you with me."

"Um"

Zhou Si Ning buried her head in her arms, her chin against her knees, and nodded slightly.

"Now I really don't seem to care that much." Looking at the brown-haired girl's expression, Lu Jincheng's heart suddenly started pounding, as if he had returned to his green and ignorant teenage years.

As she began to accept his analogies about eating and drinking, something really made no sense.

The meaning depends only on human will.

Zhou Si Ning's soul tree rises tall today, and she has the power to give meaning.

From this moment on, she will grow up unbridled, and Lu Jincheng can only guide her but can no longer suppress her.

This is the seed he planted, and this is the water he watered.

Spiritual satisfaction will multiply physical sensations.

Not knowing how much time had passed, Zhou Si Ning turned off the desk lamp. She was almost unable to walk, but she still walked into the bathroom slowly.

When she came out, the man had already fallen into a trance of sleep.

Lu Jincheng could feel her quietly turning off the light, getting into bed, and crawling in from the other side of the quilt.

The bed was big and the quilt was big enough for two people, but she still curled up on the edge of the bed, barely keeping the quilt covering herself.

Her smooth and soft calves occasionally touched the man, then immediately retracted.

In my ears was her distant yet familiar breathing, which would occasionally pause slightly, like a nightingale convulsing in a dream.

Lu Jincheng fell into a deep sleep.

Sleeping in Zhou Si Ning's quiet sight.

The huge room was completely dark, with only the girl's bright eyes visible, and countless emotions hidden deep in her heart.

She bit her lower lip, looked at the man's peaceful sleeping face, and sighed softly.

She grew up in a family that seemed to be harmonious but was actually divided, and after experiencing the betrayal of her best friend, she actually knew everything in her heart.

The possibility that a boy like Lu Jincheng, whose hexagram is fully filled and whose indicators are terrifyingly strong, can spend an ordinary life with only one woman is zero.

After a conversation with him tonight and listening to his philosophical metaphor about eating and drinking, Zhou Sining slowly figured out many things.

There doesn't seem to be anything interesting to ask about that question.

It’s nothing more than what kind of relationship he has with Guan Yongyi at this stage.

Will you continue to keep in touch after the accident?
Or did the mistress succeed in taking over?
But before he even opened his mouth, the answer was obvious.

Having already climbed onto the bed, how could he easily separate from Guan Yongyi?

If I were Lu Jincheng, and put myself in his shoes, I would never let go of a girl like Guan Yongyi.

Even if I ask him this question, what else should I say next?

Zhou Si Ning lowered her head, and suddenly began to resist this approach, unwilling to think further.

She suddenly felt powerless.

Perhaps if I don't ask for the answer and take other routes, there will be some room for easing the situation.

While hesitating, she vaguely recalled the conversation she had with Guan Yongyi one night.

Now that I think about it, it seems like a very love-brained statement.

But it perfectly interprets her inner thoughts.

"Sometimes, even though I know what's going on, I still hope he'll lie to me."

Did he cheat?

Zhou Si Ning didn’t know.

As long as the heavy love is real enough, Zhou Si Ning seems to be able to put everything else behind her.

In other words, even if Lu Jincheng really answered himself directly.

So what?

He and she, including Zhou Yuanxin who was having dinner with them, had long been connected by the bond of Dianjin Coffee.

Breaking up, being angry, and not seeing him sounds simple.

But this has already happened once.

What about your thriving career?

What about the sunk costs her father invested in her?
Again, she couldn't do it.

What's more, she knew very well in her heart that Lu Jincheng's love for her was real.

Even if she was angry and upset, with Lu Jincheng's personality, he would never let her go.

Zhou Sining, who has always been proud, has absolute confidence in this.

The girl shook her head, sat up, and tried to clear her mind.

I pulled open the half-hanging curtains, and the stars were twinkling, and another scene outside the window spread out before my eyes.

The evening breeze blows gently, the shadows of the trees sway in the air, and the artificial spring water outside the hotel flows into the pond, the scenery is very beautiful.

She looked back at her sleeping lover and couldn't help humming softly.

The sound is as clear and bright as the orchid in the valley.

"You are another scenery outside the window

What am I in your eyes?

Your breath is hidden in my love

When can I be honest with myself~"

When she sang to the key part, she simply crossed her legs, curled her knees, and sat on the edge of the windowsill.

There was a hint of sweetness in the slightly choked voice.

“We never speak of that reason

That I love you
Always seems to lack courage

Others say
The relationship between you and me
No one believes, only cares~"

She didn't sing the last part out loud.

She just sniffed softly, tiptoed back to Lu Jincheng, pulled out her arm, and lay down on him.

“We never confronted that problem.

Those right and wrong questions
It always makes people feel troubled

I will look forward to
Love blooms at dawn

There will definitely be beautiful love~"

Lu Jincheng slept well that night.

After indulging himself many times, he regained his original energy during sleep and opened his eyes at seven or eight o'clock in the morning.

But Zhou Si Ning seemed to fall asleep very late.

She kept a clear distance between herself and him, and never leaned over to him.

It’s a long vacation anyway, so there’s nothing to do if I get up early.

So after Lu Jincheng woke up, he didn't move. He leaned on the bed and continued to rest with his eyes closed.

After nearly two hours, the girl finally turned over.

She lay on the pillow, her eyes hazy, and glanced secretly at Lu Jincheng.

Because she turned off the air conditioner herself before going to bed, it was a little cold, so she rubbed towards the center of the bed and wrapped the quilt around herself more tightly.

Lu Jincheng pretended not to know and just fiddled with his phone, sending work messages to He Ying.

Some materials needed to be sent by her in advance so that the data would be needed when going to Dianjin Coffee in the afternoon.

If you want to be in control, you need to be prepared to face all kinds of possibilities.

Zhou Si Ning's cold feet touched the man's legs when she curled up.

He turned his leg over and pressed on the instep of her foot before she changed her position.

So she didn't move and obediently tucked her feet under Lu Jincheng's legs to keep them warm.

Just like a pair of stable lovers, she seeks warmth in a coquettish manner, and he habitually gives her what she needs.

"You didn't sleep well last night? Get some more sleep."

Lu Jincheng said casually.

"But you slept soundly."

The girl whispered, her cheek sunk into the pillow.

"And snored for a few minutes."

".Maybe I'm tired of you."

Lu Jincheng responded with a smile and smoothed her messy hair with his hands.

"If you don't want to continue sleeping, get up and take care of yourself. It's time for lunch. Don't you have a lot of things planned for today?"

"Ah."

Zhou Si Ning nodded, responded, and sat up from the bed.

She grabbed the quilt to cover her chest, and her smooth white back occupied the man's field of vision in the morning light.

(End of this chapter)