Can not doing what one wants be called rebirth?

Chapter 354 354. What is the top speech technique
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This scene reminded Zhou Sining of her experiences during the New Year's Day.

Like all girls, Zhou Sining has fantasized about her first experience countless times.

It would be better if there is romance, flowers, confession, and it should be grand enough
Like a first kiss, romantic until death.

No matter what, from the perspective of intimate contact, in today's materialistic world, Zhou Si Ning is actually still a very innocent girl.

And many of her truly important "firsts" were given to this man who made her heart flutter.

The first kiss in the true sense was given to Lu Jincheng in Nanhu Industrial Park.

Even in that state of passion, her waist and her curves were all firmly grasped in his hands.

On Christmas Day in the hotel, Zhou Si Ning, after taking a bath, also provided this man with little pleasures that were so embarrassing that he felt ashamed just thinking about it.

It was the first time I encountered it, and the first time I saw it. Once it was touched, it seemed like it could never be erased.

But who would have thought that she had some even more important experiences.

Standing naked in front of the other person, being untied by the other person, allowing the other person to hold her in his hands.
On the day after New Year’s Day, more and more important firsts are inevitable.

A true first experience.

It all happened in the snowy winter, in the picturesque city of Hangzhou, and in a not-so-romantic hotel.
But she said in person that she was ready.

Looking back, when all sorts of emotions such as chaos, embarrassment, confusion, etc. were intertwined, she actually felt it was a bit absurd and ironic.

It was scenes like this that witnessed my most beautiful decade, and also witnessed the loss of everything I cherished most.

That pain, that detail, that slap, that crack.

The memory of falling from the peak of happiness to the ground was like a crack in a smooth life. Zhou Si Ning was unwilling to think about it again no matter what.

Even though she had to admit that the experience had a unique charm and was so comfortable that she couldn't help but think about it over and over again.

This is also the reason why she took a half step back.

Lying in Lu Jincheng's arms, face to face, heart to heart.

Of course the brown-haired girl could see the passion and longing in the other's eyes.

But she still bit her lower lip and stopped decisively before the bowstring of reason loosened.

The grudge in my heart has not yet been resolved.

I don’t know if I can get through it.

"I'm asking you a question."

The night has enveloped the entire city of Shanghai. The lights outside the windows are bright, and the starry sky seems to disappear in the neon lights.

Zhou Si Ning twisted her body and sat up straight from being hugged, looking into Lu Jincheng's eyes.

"Say it."

Lu Jincheng stopped what he was doing and looked at the girl in front of him with a smile.

"Am I just a work relationship to you?"

She was obviously very concerned about what Lu Jincheng had just said.

"How can it be."

The man ruffled her thick hair and laughed.

"Why would I come here during the Chinese New Year due to work? I'm busy, okay?"

"Just kidding, it's certainly not a working relationship."

The girl raised her chin and looked at his expression seriously: "Do you still like me?"

"I like it. I like it very much."

Lu Jincheng nodded.

Without hesitation, with decisiveness.

This is what he means.

"Since we like each other."

Zhou Si Ning blinked, raised her arms and wrapped them around the man's waist, her voice soft.

Halfway through her speech, she paused deliberately and pricked up her ears.

This is of course her little trick.

Once you are sure of each other's intentions and can see each other's feelings, reconciliation is a natural thing.

Getting back together doesn't sound complicated, but the party at fault has to take the initiative to bring it up, right?
She was waiting for Lu Jincheng's logical second half of the sentence.

A few seconds later, she got a completely different answer.

"Using language to define a relationship is a way of showing off your power, and when I own you completely, body and soul, what is there to show off? It's meaningless."

Lu Jincheng spoke calmly, with a slight curve at the corner of his mouth.

What is he talking about?
Why can't I understand?
Zhou Si Ning had never thought that the other party would respond like this, and her eyes widened immediately.

The love in his eyes is real, the words in his mouth are
How can they be so different?
"I don't quite understand."

The girl emphasized it again, and seeing that the other party was still playing Tai Chi and refusing to respond, she decided to just go straight to the point.

"You said you own my body and my mind. Putting my own opinion aside, you're planning to reconcile with me, right? That's what you mean, right?"

"Yes."

When dealing with a scumbag who doesn’t take the initiative or respond, a direct shot is indeed the ultimate weapon.

Lu Jincheng did not deny it and nodded.

He had no room to maneuver for these fatal questions, which were required to be answered.

If he really said no today, Zhou Si Ning would probably turn around and leave the next second.

Even if the other person likes you so much that he or she cannot help but be unable to extricate himself or herself, doesn't he or she still have some dignity in the relationship?

No matter what, he was wrong.

"Then can you please comfort me?"

Zhou Si Ning hugged the man's neck again, and her fluffy hair came closer.

There was a hint of joy in the soft voice.

"You are obviously a fickle person, but you never tried to coax me and all I could say was a dry apology."

The girl pouted her lips, her eyes twinkling, expecting the imagined sweet words to suddenly come.

"I pushed you away just now because I kept thinking about that scene. Please say something nice to comfort me so that I won't remember it anymore."

"Remember what?"

Lu Jincheng asked even though he knew the answer.

"As soon as I saw the layout of the hotel room and suite, I thought of you and her having an affair behind my back."

"I think you have unilaterally given this matter too much significance."

"???"

The brown-haired girl looked up, startled.

"Let's not talk about who initiated it. What happened has happened. We all need to look forward and not punish ourselves for the past."

"Besides, we can't just throw the baby out with the bathwater, right?"

Zhou Sining gritted her teeth in silence. She was always very smart, but she didn't have the ability to respond to Lu Jincheng's words.

What does he mean?
She pressed her temples, trying to understand the implication of Lu Jincheng's words.

"Okay, baby, really, don't worry about it. That time with her was just an accident."

"It's human nature, just like eating and drinking. Once it's over, it's over."

"You can't never eat with me again just because I had dinner with her, can you?"

The man stroked her neck, arms and chin with his hands, his expression gentle and his tone patient.

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Zhou Sining turned her head in disbelief and looked at Lu Jincheng.

It took her five seconds to realize he wasn't kidding.

"no."

Then her body tensed and she shrank back, almost being dominated by the anger that surged in her mind.

"What are you talking about?"

Her throat seemed to be strangled, and her voice was distorted. "How can you make it sound so easy to sleep with her?"

"Because you still care about this matter. If the two of you want to get back together, this is a hurdle you have to overcome."

Lu Jincheng sat up straight and hit the nail on the head.

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Zhou Si Ning didn't know what to say for a moment.

She clenched her fists and tried to prolong her breathing, as if something was about to burst out from the blue veins under her skin.

"Baby, don't be angry yet, calm down and listen to my explanation."

The man noticed her micro-expressions and movements, sighed slightly, and continued.

Zhou Si Ning had a blank expression on her face, and she calmed herself down in silence.

Emotional fluctuations reach their extreme, more like a seemingly calm sea surface, with huge waves brewing underwater.

She laughed out of anger and wanted to hear what unorthodox things Lu Jincheng could say.

Three minutes later, she managed it.

"You said."

"Is such that."

Lu Jincheng looked at her and shook his head.

"You still have misunderstandings about me. You are still using your own common sense template to outline the logic of my behavior."

"You feel that we had such a precious moment, and I should take it very seriously, right?"

Zhou Si Ning looked very aggrieved. She choked and nodded.

“So you’re wrong.”

"If you want to know the real you and get through the subsequent damage of this incident, you have to shed your shell."

"Those rotten and decaying memories will only block your view of continued happiness. What I want to do is to turn them into nothing."

"But that kind of thing!"

Zhou Sining felt the sincerity in the man's attitude, but still couldn't accept it.

“Do you usually read philosophy books?”

Lu Jincheng suddenly changed the subject and changed the topic to something completely unrelated.

"No, I can't even get through a big book on finance."

The girl shook her head.

"Philosopher Foucault said: There is no difference between hitting someone in the face with your fist and penetrating a woman with an indescribable object."

"In fact, the physical damage of the latter is even lower than that of the former."

“The reason why people cannot accept Foucault’s words is that we are all trapped by moral shackles.”

"The harm you have suffered comes from your fawning on the rules of the masses and your own self-imprisonment of your values."

"But."

Zhou Si Ning froze in place again.

The man's words were like a deliberate blow to her worldview.

The inherent concept she had since childhood was that Lu Jincheng was talking nonsense at this moment.

But he looked very serious, quoting from classics, and his absurdity concealed an extremely self-consistent logic.

He seemed to really think so.

He also practices this in person.

It seemed as if having sex with Guan Yongyi was just a trivial matter.

Just like eating, drinking water and going to the toilet, they are normal needs.

If that's the case
Is there any need to be angry?

Whether she was successfully brainwashed or persuaded by fallacies and heresies, Zhou Si Ning at this moment felt that all her complicated emotions were thrown onto a ball of cotton.

"But I still want to say sorry."

"I originally thought that I didn't need to use so many theories to prove my inner thoughts."

"But your reaction means that I made a wrong judgment."

The level of a top master is clearly revealed.

This perfect push and pull caused Zhou Si Ning's mind to fluctuate again.

When it was time to admit his mistake, he explained the reason, and after he had understood the reason, he suddenly started to admit his mistake.

"How come I made a wrong judgment?"

Zhou Sining seemed a little overwhelmed by the man's remarks that were almost like admitting his fault.

"No, it's my problem. Or maybe my thoughts, cognition and worldview are really different from yours."

Lu Jincheng's eyes slid away and his arms loosened around the girl.

Deconstructing inherent ideas and using push-pull methods to find out the other party's bottom line was a tactic that Mr. Lu often used in his previous life.

The use of such rhetoric theories and unorthodox methods also shows that he really likes Zhou Si Ning from the bottom of his heart.

Because faced with the grudge of sleeping with one's best friend, which is impossible for ordinary people to resolve, one can only take an unconventional approach.

The innocent and beautiful first love girl does have unique plasticity.

Lu Jincheng tightly grasped the floating thread of her spirit, hooked her, and let her approach his three views on her own.

Just like I said tonight.

".I don't think so."

Zhou Si Ning hesitated for a few seconds and spoke again.

Every girl hopes to be her boyfriend's soul mate.

The most popular signature these days - beautiful appearances are all alike, but interesting souls are rare to find, which just proves this point.

Lu Jincheng's words were almost an implicit attempt to distance the two of them.

She subconsciously denied it.

"I admit that what you said makes sense, but I need a little time to convince myself."

Zhou Si Ning stretched out her fingers, hooked the straps on her shoulders, and lowered her head involuntarily.

“I don’t think our values ​​are that different.”

She leaned gently against the man, resting her head on his shoulder, and looked over with her little face tilted up.

"Then do you still care so much?"

Lu Jincheng caught her gaze and said mischievously.

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Zhou Si Ning pursed her lips and did not answer.

In other words, she was answering the question with her body language.

She sat up and shrugged, then leaned over, took off her boots and stepped barefoot onto the carpet.

The whole person changed from being visibly tense to a relaxed posture.

She stretched towards the air, and her exquisite curves were just displayed in front of the man.

The suspenders and A-line skirt were a little messy at the moment because of being rubbed against each other.

But no one cares.

She curled up on the sofa, staring straight at Lu Jincheng, letting herself sink between the seat cushion and the backrest, her eyes gradually becoming blurred and distracted.

Before opening the door, Mr. Lu always felt that there was only one thing to do tonight.

He would use every possible means to uncover all the grudges in Zhou Si Ning's heart in this room.

Then use the strength she likes and the real tenderness to make her open herself up again.

It was obvious that at this moment, Zhou Sining's subconscious mind also approved of Lu Jincheng's idea.

Her dilated pupils held an expectation that she herself could not even discern.

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