Can not doing what one wants be called rebirth?

Chapter 166 164. The Embarrassed Female Supporting Character
In the sleepless night with lights on in Jiangcheng, there is also a window that belongs to Guan Yongyi.

Her sadness tonight started with a group of photos in the circle of friends.

Before nightfall, the short-haired girl was still at Le Ying Law Firm, handling an intellectual property case.

"Guan Guan, go home early today. My sister has a date tonight, so it's still in time to prepare the information tomorrow."

The supervising lawyer Shang Lingzhi walked ahead and waved to her with a smile.

"Okay, Sister Lingzhi."

Ten minutes later, Guan Yongyi put down the file and the pen, took out his mobile phone as usual, and planned to check the messages before going back.

However, there were no unread messages in the private chat, and the group was very quiet, with only a few sporadic reminders about the weather.

Is it because I have set it not to be reminded, so the message does not pop up?

We should talk at least a few words a day on weekdays.

She flipped through the address book again, found the man's name in the note, clicked into the chat window, and saw the same old messages.

It doesn't seem to be a software problem at all.

She sighed softly, moved her fingertips, and blocked the man cleanly and efficiently.

As the sun sets, she is the only one left in the office.

The short-haired girl piled up the thick files, pulled open her long-sleeved jacket and put it on her shoulders. Before going home, she casually browsed her circle of friends and suddenly saw a group of photos posted by Zhou Si Ning.

There are two dolls in the photo.

A photo of Pikachu and Squirtle.

There is no complicated text, just two numbers and a clean emoji expression.

3＞56!

Simply sharing life and happy moments is exactly Zhou Si Ning's style.

She suddenly felt sad.

At this moment, she couldn't help but let her imagination run wild. Under normal circumstances, Zhou Sining would not go to the video game arcade alone, let alone go and catch two dolls by herself.

I was at the company welcoming new students with Lu Jincheng in the morning, and I must have gone on a date in the afternoon.

Then
What do these two numbers mean?
Zhou Si Ning and I had also been to the arcade and knew the latter's expertise in catching dolls. After some analysis and reasoning, it seemed that they should be game coins.

In other words, when Zhou Sining and someone else went to catch dolls, she used three coins and that person used 56?
When dating a girl, I don’t know how to find an activity that I am good at.

What an idiot.

She took a deep breath in the empty office and locked her phone tightly.

If you don’t want to send it, then don’t send it. It’s fine to be alone in the future.

Life is not Tiny Times. The supporting actress also has her own persistence. She is not obliged to compete for favor with the heroine. After discovering the man’s indifference, she must act decisively and turn away gracefully.

So she put on her clothes, faced the empty marble floor, and spoke in a tone as relaxed as possible without even glancing at her phone.

"Okay, I wish you happiness."

She also fantasized about it on the way home in the car.

If you turn in another direction and drive to Optics Valley World City, and walk into the row of claw machines at City Star, what scene will you see?
Arm in arm?
Fingers intertwined?
Or wearing couple shirts?

It’s a pity that the short-haired girl doesn’t have the courage to witness other people’s happiness.

She only felt that the air in the car was extremely oppressive. The city of Jiang was bustling with traffic on the autumn night. She opened the car window and stepped hard on the accelerator.

The wind was whistling in my ears, and the female voice in the car stereo was calm and composed.

Perhaps there was sand in the wind, and dust got into her eyes, which then began to feel sour and quietly turned red in the night.

It was already dark when she got home. She walked into the house exhausted, dropped her bag, changed her clothes, and lay down on the bed.

Mianmian jumped onto the bed, lay down beside her obediently, and rubbed her arm.

One man and one cat lived together in the dark for a long, long time.

Every night before going to bed in the past, Guan Yongyi would gently turn off the desk lamp, rub the furry little cat on his chest with his fingers, and whisper something when the night broke into his pupils.

"Good night, Mianmian."

At this moment, she turned sideways, hugged Mianmian in her arms, held its round little head in both hands, and kissed it.

"Mianmian."

"Meow~"

The ragdoll cat blinked his eyes, and they were as blue and clear as gemstones.

It knew its mother was calling it.

But it doesn't understand what the meaning of its own name is.

Every word I say is not about loving you, but every word I say is about loving you.

The sadness she felt along the way suddenly made her admit her weakness.

For example, admit that you still have some expectations in your heart, and admit that your behavior just now was a bit arrogant.

So she released Lu Jincheng from the blocked list.

What are he and his bestie doing now?
Holding hands, hugging, kissing, and then confirming the relationship?
Guan Yongyi didn't think about it for too long.

The vibration of her cell phone interrupted the little drama in her head. She was moved and quickly picked up the phone without even having time to check the caller ID.

The moment I heard the word "Hello" from the other end of the phone, I showed a look of disappointment.

"Yeah, Mom."

It’s mother Lin Lifen.

"I was in a meeting just now. What's the matter with the call?"

On the other side of the microphone, there seemed to be some noise coming from Lin Lifen's side.

The red circle firms are full of elites, and the top management is extremely busy.

“I want to go home for a few days.”

She vaguely felt that if this continued, the WeChat group named Ran Dong would become a model young couple and an 800-watt light bulb.

But she could only feel upset and could do nothing.

She planned to hide back home and be an ostrich that saw nothing.

Taking a long vacation, waiting for them to be together openly, and then coming back to bless them after adjusting her mentality, is also a good idea. At least she thinks it's a good idea.

"Go home? What home should you go back to?"

"Are you sick? Are you feeling unwell?"

Lin Lifen spoke very quickly.

"No, no, Mom, I'm a little upset."

Guan Yongyi didn't know how to express it, so he just bit his lips until they turned white.

"You want to go home when you're in a bad mood? Why, Guan Yongyi? Why don't others clamor to go home? You are so precious?"

".I."

"I heard from Li Suying that your classes are not fully booked every day, and the tasks assigned to you by the law firm are not that many. You can't even handle this little pressure, so you want to go home?"

"What's the point of going home? We are preparing for the listing of Yantang Dairy recently. Do I have time to coax you, or does your father have time to coax you?"

Lin Lifen spoke rapidly, not wanting to listen to Guan Yongyi's explanation at all.

In the mother's mind, her daughter cannot endure hardship, and being in a bad mood is just an excuse to escape.

"Okay, I have a meeting. Isn't tomorrow Double Eleven? If you're in a bad mood, go buy something."

Lin Lifen hung up the phone.

Two seconds later, a sound of gold coins came from Guan Yongyi's Alipay.

【Alipay received, 20,000 yuan.】

call.
Mom, I don't want money.
Guan Yongyi let out a long sigh, and the complicated emotions faded from her cheeks little by little like the tide, leaving only traces of a bitter smile.

I don't know where to hide even if I want to.

A huge feeling of powerlessness came over Guan Yongyi. She lowered her fingers, and with a "bang", the phone fell into the crack of the bed.

Her mind was in a mess and she bent down in a daze to pick up her phone, but accidentally bumped into the corner of the table and almost overturned the small table.

The glass on the table fell down, just avoiding her head and falling to the tile floor with a "pop" sound, as crisp as a broken heart.

Water and tea leaves spilled all over the floor, and glass fragments flew everywhere, seemingly hitting her eyes.

The floor, pants, and sheets were all wet. Seeing her expression, Mianmian wanted to jump out of bed again.

"Don't jump! There's glass on the ground!"

Guan Yongyi lay on the ground, looking at the messy scene, almost having an emotional breakdown, and inexplicably wanted to scream.

Fortunately, she is a strong mother.

With red eyes, she stood up, picked up Mianmian first, and walked to the next bedroom to drop the kitten off.

She closed the door and ran to the balcony to get a rag, but she didn't notice that she had stepped on water under her flip-flops, and the floor was also wet. She accidentally slipped and finally fell on the clothes rack on the balcony, turning the rack upside down.

Full of clean coats, underwear, and socks, smelling of the sun, dried, they fell to the dusty balcony floor.

The whiteness was stained with the dirty dirt on the ground, as if it had turned into a black face.

Just like the fate of the supporting roles she played, it was extremely embarrassing.

The short-haired girl sat on the messy ground, her heart dead and her cold face full of numbness.

She was like a robot being debugged, and for a moment she didn't know what kind of emotion to mobilize to deal with everything that happened today.

After a few seconds, she gathered her strength and bent over, mechanically picking up her coat, underwear and socks one by one from the ground around her.

There were several of her favorite beautiful clothes, entangled together like a kiss, and she threw away her usual cautiousness and pulled them apart with force.

But these clothes seemed to be deliberately against her. The sleeves were like the Jiangnan in JJ Lin's words, and they had to entangle each other and linger in the world.

When she saw the corner of the shirt, she suddenly thought of Zhou Sining in Lu Jincheng's camera.

My smiling best friend also seemed to be wearing a white shirt today. She looked beautiful and matched the man perfectly.

So she pulled harder, using all her strength, and finally heard a "swish" sound.

She looked down suddenly and found that what was torn was the custom-made plaid skirt that Lu Jincheng had given her.

This world is all a dream.

Just taken out of the water, washed clean, one size fits all, new, a hot-selling product that people are fighting for online.

She treated it as a treasure and never had the chance to wear it once.

A long and thin crack appeared on the plaid skirt, like the last straw that finally broke the camel's back.

It was like a gap that fell from the sky, giving a reason for all the venting.

"Wow"

The short-haired girl finally couldn't bear it anymore, and burst into tears in the empty and deserted house, among a pile of clothes waiting to be washed and sorted.

Her cries echoed in the room.

She was a little reserved at first, but later she let herself go, with snot and tears mixed together, and she forgot the whole world.

Later, Guan Yongyi got tired of crying, so she stopped and wiped her nose with her clothes. She felt her throat was dry, so she planned to get up and get a bottle of beer from the refrigerator before crying again.

Just as she was walking from the balcony to the living room, she heard a strange sound coming from the coffee table.

Buzz, buzz, buzz, like the annoying buzzing of flies.

It turned out to be a mobile phone that was thrown aside.

She sniffed, wondering if anything could be worse than the current one, while looking at the caller ID.

The moment she saw the name, she suddenly wanted to cry even more.

My whole heart seemed to be filled with acid, like a hydrogen balloon that flew high into the sky and then broke into pieces, or was hit hard by a gun.

The person who called was Lu Jincheng.

"Hey?"

She controlled her emotions, her voice sounded as if she had a cold, and her speech was nasal.

There was silence for most of the day, and only two words were spoken.

"Open the door."

(End of this chapter)