The goal of life is to break up all couples

Yumiko Miura couldn't help but frown. They were really a group of geniuses. She could tell at a glance that Shiina Riki's feelings for Matsueda Azusa were not just friendships between teammates. He could actually make the band atmosphere like this... She could only say that the words that Matsueda Azusa used to scold Tamaki Shintaro could be used to scold himself.

BYD deserves it.

But even though she thought so and cursed so, Yumiko Miura felt that she still couldn't leave Matsueda Azusa, who had run off to who knows where, alone.

Oh, I am really worried about the minister.

Nagasaki Suyo came back to her senses from her trance, and her eyes gradually became firm - as long as Matsueda Azusa had not said the words "quit the team" in person, everything could still be saved.

She could tell that Songzhi Zi and Xiaoxiang were different. When Xiaoxiang said she was quitting, she really meant it. Her heart was made of iron, and if she was going to cut ties, she would do so completely, not even bothering to reply to her messages. But Songzhi Zi was different. Even if she didn't want to talk to her, she would still try to persuade her earnestly when she met her. Just like her, in Songzhi Zi's heart, the band and its members held a special place, not something she could easily let go of...

So, if she kneeled down and begged Matsueda Azusa, as long as she said "I can do anything you ask of me"... Matsueda Azusa might come back!

Nagasaki Suyo's eyes were determined, and she said without hesitation: "No matter what, I will go find Matsueda-kun."

At this moment, everyone backstage clearly heard a familiar voice suddenly coming from the stage.

"Hello everyone, I'm the guest bassist, Yamada Ryo. Today's live would have ended here, but the store manager has prepared a little Easter egg for everyone..."

"I'm the guitarist and vocalist, Azusa Matsueda. Today, I'll be performing an original song with Ryousenbei..."

"?!"

Backstage, everyone at Crychic widened their eyes in surprise and rushed out without hesitation.

What is the situation? !

Miura Yumiko was startled by the group of people in the band, but she couldn't miss the show, so she quickly followed them.

Soon, Matsueda Azusa and Yamada Ryo were seen standing side by side on the stage.

The lights are brilliant, and pine branches and catalpa pluck the strings.

【Laughing and laughing】

[Your face flashes by]

【Sadness and Happiness】

Everything is shattered at this moment

Countless scenes flashed through Matsueda Azusa's mind: the original Crychic, Toyokawa Shoko, the current Crychic, Shiina Riki... scenes flashed by like a movie.

Where is my heart?

Who exiled it?

Why Don't You Love Me Anymore?

Why did you turn around and forget?

The breathless Shiina Riki rushed out from the backstage regardless of anything, holding the edge of the stage and breathing heavily. He raised his head, but his vision was obscured by the bright lights and he could not see Matsueda Azusa's expression and face.

The lyrics sung by Matsueda Azusa hit her heart like a sledgehammer, and her heartbeat almost stopped suddenly.

Shiina Riki had countless words in her heart that she wanted to explain, saying that she had not forgotten, really not... but she couldn't open her mouth.

This song... is it talking to her? It is talking to her! This is the reproach that Matsueda Azusa can't express in front of her, but the emotion contained in it is already fully presented in the lyrics.

[bite it, bite it]

【Promise made with sincerity】

Why am I crying?

【You can defeat me at will】

Matsueda Azusa looked down and saw Shiina Tatsuki holding the edge of the stage. He subconsciously tightened his grip on the microphone, and his voice became bitter and hoarse.

"No...that's not the case..."

Shiina Riki murmured softly, clenching his fists tightly. His nails left deep marks on his palms, almost cutting through the flesh. "I didn't mean to break my promise... I never thought about it..."

Wasted, wasted

【My best years】

You were planted by me

【I spent my whole life】

Repaying, repaying

Why do flowers bloom but no fruits?

Matsueda Azusa closed his eyes, and the beautiful past of Crychic emerged in his mind again.

Whether it was the past or the present... In his heart, they were all beautiful things that he wanted to keep. But why was it that all beautiful things, all things he wanted to hold on to, were always so easily destroyed? Why was everything so short-lived?

Whether it was Crychic created by Toyokawa Shoko, or Crychic rebuilt by Matsueda Azusa later... why did they always die like drifting clouds?

The current Crychic was the seed he had planted himself, but why had it come to this? Who was at fault? Shiina Tatsuki, or him? Should Shiina Tatsuki stop lingering on the past, or should he not have held such high hopes for all this? Or was it everyone's fault...

You were planted by me

Why did destiny fail?

[It is difficult for heaven to respond to this disaster and it is difficult to avoid it]

Most good things are not strong, and the colorful clouds are easy to scatter and the glass is brittle.

Matsueda Azusa examined himself and found that... he might be a compromise between Toyokawa Shoko and Nagasaki Suyo, indulging in the beauty of the past but having to give up when it was irreversible.

Pathetic self-esteem mixed with pitiful prayers makes up the ridiculous pine branches and cattails.

But from today on, the weak Matsueda Azusa is dead.

You were planted by me

【Planted with love】

On the stage, Azusa Matsueda looked down from a high position.

Crychic, the place he had rebuilt with his own hands, the place he had poured all his heart and soul into, the place filled with love... the place he valued most, the place he hoped others would value most...

Shiina Riki and Matsueda Azusa's eyes met, but she only felt a piercing chill. That unfamiliar look made her feel as if she had lost everything...

It was as if an invisible hand had grabbed her throat, preventing her from uttering a single word.

They say, they say

You must live well

You are connected to my blood

【Devote my life】

Crychic, Crychic, infused with all of Matsueda Azusa's love and hard work...

That's it for now.

A community with a shared future? Such a thing doesn't exist. Matsueda Azusa's entire experience has proven this. Placing one's hopes on others, hoping for their attention and love... is a foolish act that only brings harm.

Only you are trustworthy and reliable. Only when you are alone can you avoid getting hurt.

How could this happen? How could this happen?

Let it fall into depravity

Azusa Matsueda walked to the edge of the stage, squatted down, and put the microphone aside.

A tear fell from the corner of his eye, and Songzhi Zi whispered:

"Sorry, Lixi...I need to...quit Crychic."

64

Chapter 64: Passing Five Gates and Killing Six Generals (?)

The music ended and the crowd dispersed. With the end of Matsueda Azusa and Yamada Ryo’s performance, the live performance also came to an end.

The audience below the stage discussed:

"What a beautiful song, full of emotion."

"The lead singer was trying so hard, he sang as if he had actually been dumped!"

"I'm not sure. Last time, the lead singer was a guest performer with the Ending Band as an opening act. This time, they said they were members of the band Crychic, but at the end of the performance, he was on stage with the Ending Band's bassist..."

"If you ask me, with such heartbreaking singing, I'm afraid the band is going to disband. This fits my stereotype of the band very well."

Yamada Ryo walked off the stage holding the bass, and Hong Xia and Goto Ichiri quickly came up to meet him.

"Matsueda-kun..."

Hong Xia hesitated and asked: "Did something happen? I heard the audience around me say that it was..."

Yamada Ryo didn't comment, neither nodding nor shaking his head. He simply changed the subject and said, "Why is Hongxia only paying attention to Songeda? I performed very well, so give me some praise. As for Songeda... give him some private time and let him handle his own affairs."

Upon hearing this, Goto Ichiri couldn't help but quietly plead, "Ryo-senpai, if it's really like what those audiences said, that Matsueda-kun wants to quit his band... well, I want to ask... can you..."

"I've already invited you."

Yamada Ryo knew what Goto Ichiri wanted to say and shook his head regretfully: "He didn't agree."

Goto Ichiri lowered his head in frustration.

"But there may not necessarily be no chance."

Yamada Ryo whispered, "Since he has nowhere to go next...Hong Xia, you wouldn't refuse to take in a homeless child, right?"

the other side.

Instead of walking off the stage directly with Yamada Ryo, Matsueda Azusa chose to leave from backstage.

There were no other Crychic members to be seen here, only Takamatsu Deng was left squatting there in a daze, autistic.

Matsueda Azusa couldn't help but frown slightly. "Shiina Ritsuki, you were the one who brought Takamatsu Deng back to Crychic, so why are you leaving her here now? Is Takamatsu Deng in such a condition that she can be left alone?"

Without caring about anything else for the moment, Songzhi Zi quickly walked over to Gao Songdeng: "Deng? Why are you alone here?"

Gao Songdeng slowly raised his head, his expression twisted with pain. He clenched the notebook tightly with both hands, almost crumpling it: "Azusa... why did you quit Crychic? Did I mess up again? I'm sorry... I couldn't sing well again, it's all my fault... It's so painful, so painful that I can't breathe... Bands and such, I hate it the most, it's the most painful..."

Songzhi Zi closed his eyes and sighed.

How come even Takamatsu Deng knew he was quitting Crychic? He'd only just told Riki, and hadn't told anyone else yet? Could it be public knowledge now?

Although he didn't know how Takamatsu Teru knew about his departure in advance, he did anticipate that Takamatsu Teru might react this way. However, he didn't expect that in such a situation, no one would be there to watch over her. Even Shiina Riki had just run off the stage.

What the hell is going on? Now that he's brought Takamatsu Deng back, he should be responsible for it. Leaving her here alone... Matsueda Azusa is really afraid that Takamatsu Deng will turn into a small chandelier.

And most importantly, Takamatsu Deng was indeed innocent in this matter, and Matsueda Azusa couldn't bear to say anything to her.

He was pulled back by Tatsuki Shiina without knowing it, and he was dreaming of continuing the band for his whole life... I can only say that Matsueda Azusa and Tatsuki Shiina are really not doing things in a decent way.

“…It’s not the light’s fault.”

Matsueda Azusa squatted down helplessly and patiently explained to Takamatsu Deng: "I want to quit the band for my own reasons. There are some things I can't accept, so I have no choice but to quit."

"Azusa...what's the reason?"

Gao Songdeng sobbed and asked back: "What is it that you can't accept? Azusa, can you please not quit Crychic? I will try my best. Didn't we agree to form a band for life?..."

"……Feel sorry."

Songzhi Zi had no way to answer.

His reasons... Gao Songdeng was probably incomprehensible. After hearing them, she would only blame herself for the mistakes.

At this moment, Hachiman Kailing hurried to the backstage. She was relieved to see Takamatsu Deng and Matsueda Azusa together.

"Matsueda, leave this to me."

Hachiman Hailing stepped forward, pursed her lips, hesitated for a moment, and then spoke: "I'm sorry, I couldn't stop Li Xi. This matter...it is indeed Li Xi who did something wrong, but I hope you...no, please don't blame her too much."

Hachiman Kailing actually felt a little guilty about everything that happened. Whether it was when Li Xi quietly pulled Takamatsu Deng back to Crychic, or when Li Xi left Takamatsu Deng and left the backstage just now, she was unable to stop Li Xi.

Although she knew that what Lixi did was wrong, she still couldn't find the heart to stop her, and in the end everything went in the worst direction.

She felt guilty towards Matsueda Azusa. In fact, as a member who joined Crychic later, she could understand Matsueda Azusa's persistence, and she also had a sense of belonging to the Crychic that Matsueda Azusa rebuilt, but... her preference for Shiina Riki was even better.

Matsueda Azusa breathed a sigh of relief, stood up, and nodded to Hachiman Kailing: "Thank you for your help, Kailing. Please... comfort Deng."

But what neither of them expected was that Takamatsu Deng also stood up and grabbed Matsueda Azusa's wrist tightly: "Azusa! Why is this happening? Why is it that everyone knows and understands the reason, but I'm the only one who doesn't understand? I don't want everyone to hide things from me. Even if it's hard to understand, I want to know what everyone is thinking! I want to become a human and be with you all my life!"

no solution anymore.