Honkai, why do you only play high-end games?

"Then, life was relatively peaceful after that. My father was still violent, but it still gave me a place to stay, didn't it?"

Lin Wei's voice was still very tired, as if she had just finished her short life.

"Then, I insisted on living, insisted on growing up, and insisted on not falling into madness. I always thought that days like this would end, and I would grow up one day. So I kept on enduring like this. I always thought that as long as I grew up, I would have the opportunity to walk in front of those people, question them harshly about the harm they had done to me, and then take revenge on them for everything they had done to me!"

"How much I loved them before, how much I hate them now!"

Then, Lin Wei started to chuckle again, and covered his eyes with the arm that was still holding the spear, as if he was laughing to tears, or as if the next scene was too absurd to bear to look at, so he just waved his other hand gently as if to drive away a fly, leading to the next scene.

The Lin Wei in the picture has grown up and his body shape is almost the same as it is now, but his face still has a slightly immature look.

"Ten years have passed like this, and I am nineteen years old now!"

In the picture, Lin Wei meets his "grandfather" from that year. He is now very old and walks on the street with a hunched back.

"Ha ha ha ha ha ha ha!"

Lin Wei laughed out loud again, and his waist hurt from laughing.

"You see, this world is so unfair!"

"Time and years are so unfair!"

"Fate is so unfair!"

"They unabashedly side with the party that hurts others, and stand with them to laugh at those who are hurt!"

"When the weak little fellow grows up and has the strength to take revenge, and can stand before them with dignity to seek justice for his past self..."

"They age so lightly, making you feel that all your efforts and persistence have become a complete joke..."

"Ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha!"

Lin Wei completely let go of the devil that was tightly bound in his heart. Although he still had that human face, he had completely transformed into a demon. He was surrounded by deep malice and hatred. He laughed wildly and asked crazy questions.

"Look, this world is such a fucked-up place! It lets fate humiliate you, leaves you covered in bruises, makes you suffer, and even wakes you up from nightmares at night!"

"Then, when you are finally able to take back your lost dignity, it jumps out again to laugh at you wantonly, telling you that it's all in the past and you should look forward, and that all your persistence is meaningless!"

"It makes the victims stronger and the bad guys older! And then it lets them get away with the punishment they deserve!"

"This is the most malicious curse this ugly world can utter!"

"Look, it's just so ridiculous! Now I'm the strong one, and they're the frail old men. If I continue to be aggressive, I'll become the one who bullies the weak, and I'll become the same beast they were back then!"

"I hate to be them, so I have to let it go!"

"But"

"Why! Why!! Why!!!"

Lin Wei's eyes were bloodshot, he screamed, his cheeks were bloodshot, black smoke was rising from his body, and murderous aura was boiling. The Herrscher was so frightened that he couldn't help but take a step back.

The scene reverses and returns to that summer afternoon, the moment when the sky fell.

Lin Wei suddenly rushed into the scene. He grabbed a wood-chopping axe from behind the door and rushed into the crowd that was still strong back then with a wild laugh.

Then, hack, hack, hack...

He hacked and chopped non-stop until flesh and blood flew everywhere, and Lin Wei was still hacking and killing with a wild laugh. He wantonly released the resentment and malice in his heart, and wanted justice for himself, even if he had to turn into a devil!

I don't know how much time had passed, it was as if the entire memory scene had been chopped into pieces by the killing-crazed Lin Wei and disappeared. Lin Wei stood there, breathing heavily, leaning on the spear that he refused to let go of.

After a while, he slowly raised his head and looked at his body. The bloodstains and fragments of flesh that had just been on his body seemed to have never appeared. Then he laughed again, as if he was happy to have avenged a great revenge.

He turned to the Herrscher and said with a smile, "It turns out to be such a refreshing thing to let go of the shackles of morality and the constraints of humanity and to release the craziest side of your heart! Ling, I think I understand your feelings better."

The tone returned to gentle, just like before the two of them stepped into this world of memories.

"…You are indeed a devil!"

The Herrscher felt that he couldn't stand this guy anymore.

"Hahaha, sorry to make you laugh. I'm not a good person to begin with."

Lin Wei showed a devilish smile, and the Herrscher couldn't help but take a half step back.

He is indeed more suitable to be a Herrscher than himself! The Herrscher complained bitterly in his heart.

But it seems like something is missing?

"And then what?" the Herrscher continued to ask.

She was very confused. Lin Wei was clearly a demon who had trapped himself in hell, but why could he still live in the sunshine?

Still struggling to survive?

"Because the world is not that bad after all..."

Lin Wei gave a helpless smile, then stepped into the deepest part of his memory.

The Herrscher's heart moved and he followed closely.

The deeper you go, the darker the memory becomes. But at the end of the memory, there is a beam of light shining brightly in the vast darkness.

"That's it."

Lin Wei muttered to herself, wiped her hands on her clothes, and then reached out to touch it.

The scene flashed, and this was the entrance of the hospital.

Xiao Lin Wei stood beside his father lying on a stretcher, and looked up stubbornly at several people arguing not far away. One side was led by a doctor, and the other side was his father's leader.

"Take it back. Your heart has been injured. Such a serious injury cannot be cured."

The doctor examined my father's wound, then with a grim look on his face, he issued a death notice.

The leader was unwilling to give in and wanted the doctor to think of a solution, so the two began arguing.

After a few arguments, the doctor got fed up.

"Let the family come over. I will talk to the patient's family."

The leader pulled Xiao Lin Wei in front of him.

"He only has this one child, and this is his only father. The child is still young. I am the leader of this injured person. If you have any questions, just tell me."

The doctor looked down at the timid Xiao Lin Wei, a little stunned, hesitated for a while, sighed, and touched Xiao Lin Wei's head.

"Send it in, we'll do our best."

……

Lin Wei, who was outside the screen, watched quietly without saying a word. He only started to chuckle again after everyone disappeared through the hospital gate.

This time the laughter was very light, sounding like crying, but his face was indeed smiling, and he was smiling very happily.

"Look, this world is so absurd, but it's not bad after all, right?"

"It was only the temporary kindness of others that gave me the chance to live. How can I really become a demon?"

Lin Wei carefully held up the beam of light and looked at it in fascination, as if he was admiring the most precious treasure in the world.

“There are many reasons to give up on this world, but only one reason is enough to keep yourself from giving up…”

“Because this world is really beautiful!”

Lin Wei held the light carefully against his heart, letting it merge into one with himself.

Then, the darkness was no longer dark, and other memory images began to emerge.

Outside the hospital room where his mother was dying, his father knelt in front of him and wept...

After my mother passed away, my father took out his diary, read it and silently destroyed it, then went to the kitchen to cook dinner.

Still in that operating room, the father who was bleeding heavily was holding on without losing consciousness, fighting against death.

My father’s leaders and colleagues, those uncles and aunts, often came to visit the lonely child.

"Look, even if I'm abandoned by the world, there are always people who don't give up on me, right?"

Lin Wei returned from the depths of his memory and once again appreciated his past.

The memories are still the same memories, but they are turned upside down.

The grandmother who lost her daughter cried until her eyes went blind, and the grandfather who also lost his daughter stared at the TV all day long.

With two uncles in jail, the future is bleak.

"In fact, in the end, we are all just victims of this world."

“I don’t like this world because it is so ugly; but I can’t let go of this world because there are always some things that are worth working hard for.”

“This is my answer. I don’t want to give up. I want to keep watching to see if the world can become a little more beautiful.”

"So I want to live on. I want to live on with a smile on my face. This is how I fight against this world!"

"No one can defeat me, not fate, not God, not Honkai, not Herrscher, not you!"

Lin Wei's voice gradually became a little fierce.

This was the first time he called Ling "Herrser", and she felt a chill down her spine.

"Ah, sorry, I lost my composure." Lin Wei, noticing that the Herrscher's expression was not right, quickly apologized.

"As an apology and as a parting gift, let me give you a small gift, Ling."

The Herrscher was a little confused. Gift? What gift? What kind of gift could there be in this consciousness space?

Lin Wei did not explain, but just smiled and walked to her side, took her hand, and handed her the golden spear in his hand that he almost never let go.

The originally cold spear seemed to have become warm and comfortable due to being held for a long time.

The Herrscher still didn't understand and tilted his head to look at Lin Wei, as if waiting for an explanation.

"This is something I got from Yaezakura. It's called 'Hope'"

"Take it, don't lose it..."

The Herrscher's heart was moved when he heard the word "hope", and he couldn't help but tightly grip the spear in his hand.

"Okay, I've delivered the gifts. Next, I want to take a break. Ling, go do what you want to do..."

"What do you mean?"

The Herrscher was still digesting the shock of that "hope" and asked blankly.

"That is to say, I'm lending you my body. I want to have a good sleep. I'm really tired after all this journey..."

"Remember to return it to me when you're done."

"I hope that when we wake up, both you and I can have a new life."

Lin Wei laughed, pushed the Herr from behind, and sent her away.

He opened his arms as if to embrace the world, then looked up and fell into the endless ocean below and disappeared.

"Hey! You guy..."

The Herrscher couldn't catch him in time, and watched him disappear before his eyes. He stomped his feet in hatred, glanced at the golden spear in his hand, and couldn't help but hold it tighter.

"You actually trusted a Herrscher, Lin Wei, don't regret it!"

He turned and left. His eyes went dark, and the Herrscher's consciousness returned to his body.

When he opened his eyes, he saw Fu Hua looking at him anxiously, as if waiting for someone to return.

The Herrscher snorted in his heart, hating both the face in front of him and the guy who acted on his own.

I suddenly felt like having some fun.

Revealing a sincere expression that was unique to Lin Wei:

"I succeeded, Fu Hua."

Testimonials

This book will be on the shelves tomorrow. For the first time in my life, I feel some emotion.

First, let's clarify three things:

1: This book is not a story about the protagonist being abused

2: This book focuses on a healthy, sunny, positive and optimistic attitude.

3: The author is a fun-loving person, but not a Taoist.