Uneasy daily life

Yukino Yukinoshita stammered, "It's not like we have to do that kind of thing... It would be strange if we had to do that kind of thing to achieve something!"

[That's true, but I think it's more effective to approach it from this angle—just like Yukino tries to balance reason and emotion, so does the jerk, and even does it better than Yukino, managing to get away with it flawlessly every time.]

Yukino Yukinoshita gritted her teeth and retorted in a disordered manner, "You...you say so much, why don't you do something about it?!"

[Because Yukino thinks this is fine, isn't it Yukino-chan who's troubled and conflicted? Isn't Yukino-chan the one who wants her boyfriend to feel the same joy as her? Isn't Yukino-chan the one who's dissatisfied with the current situation and throwing a tantrum?]

Yukino Yukinoshita teased with a grin, then suddenly said seriously: "I just looked up the definition of sexual behavior and found that, broadly speaking, any behavior that arouses sexual desire can be considered sexual behavior—such as eye contact, touching hands, smiling at each other, or even having erotic fantasies alone..."

Snapped.

Yukino Yukinoshita hung up the phone and raised her hand to rub Knight on her leg to calm herself down.

Definition? Who wants to define such a thing!

"Meow~"

The cat makes a comfortable meowing sound when being petted.

Yukino Yukinoshita hesitated for a moment, then reached out and turned on her computer, typing in the search bar... Yes, this was an act of serious research, learning about the unknown, and expanding her knowledge.

Holding a cat in her arms, her eyes glued to the screen, she was somewhat engrossed in reading, yet occasionally worried that someone might suddenly appear...

Huh? My sister wasn't teasing me after all?

Broadly defined sexual behavior includes eye contact, smiling, and conversation. These behaviors, which seem ordinary to outsiders but whose underlying meanings are understood by both parties and generate sexual desire, can all be considered sexual behavior. For example, there are euphemisms between couples that are too shy to say directly, such as "Come to my room," "Let's go to a hotel," or "Take a shower."

Narrowly defined or procedural behavior: further physical contact, caressing and touching, including but not limited to kissing and other forms of contact.

Direct sexual behavior: giving birth.

So, is using hands... considered a narrow definition? Or rather, a process? Does this fall under the category of violating the mother's agreement?

Yukino Yukinoshita felt a little dizzy. She buried her head in her mouth, cuddling the fluffy cat, and glanced at the closed door before turning back to search for new knowledge.

Actually, what the agreement with my mother really meant was quite clear...

Sure enough, the search results suggest that women should avoid direct sexual activity before the age of 21, as their bodies, which are still developing, may be affected, greatly increasing the likelihood of developing various diseases later in life. It seems that the person who wrote the entry is very professional, as they included some case studies in the content to offer advice.

Given her mother's personality, this was clearly the case, and she agreed with that. That kind of thing was still too early, especially considering their current relationship… well, she felt that since she had fallen for him, she didn't strongly object. However, out of rational consideration, if Bai Jun was simply in heat…

What am I thinking?

Yukino Yukinoshita took a deep sniff of the cat to calm her thoughts, brushing away the fantasies and shyness that had surfaced in her mind, but some thoughts were still flashing and colliding.

Qianbai-kun... must think so too, right? Calm and rational, and with the willpower to carry it out.

In my sister's words, she won't get drunk.

He usually expresses his emotions very richly, but deep down he is probably very calm.

Only I can understand the doubts about whether Bai Jun truly understands joy. Isn't it unfair that I'm the only one immersed in the joy and embarrassment brought by this relationship?

Furthermore, Bai Jun didn't bring up anything about disappearing in the future. What was his intention? Or was he deliberately waiting for me to bring it up? Bai Jun could definitely guess that Yuihama would relay the message to him...

Yukino Yukinoshita gathered her thoughts and slowly made up her mind.

There's no point in getting to the bottom of things or asking too many questions.

All I want is one thing: to let Bai Jun experience this indescribable joy, to make this relationship more equal, and to let Bai Jun also feel this complicated and rushed ending... I can't always be the one who is anxious and fluctuating between joy and sorrow, can I?

Of course, don't even think about typing it by hand! Vulgar! Vulgar! Pervert! Monkey!

That kind of thing should come after kissing!

This isn't the formulaic process my sister described; it's clearly a thoughtful, gradual, positive, and healthy dating process!

"Meow?!"

Knight was suddenly being roughly petted. Looking at its owner, whose expression was quite interesting—sometimes gritting its teeth, sometimes confident, sometimes pursing its lips, sometimes panicking—it couldn't help but let out a puzzled meow.

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What have you been up to lately, bro?

"Ouch... Who are you? Calling so early in the morning."

It's me! It's your older brother!

"Was it a scam call?"

【I'm Masashi Okita!】

"Holy crap! The director of 'The Untamed'? Why are you calling me instead of pursuing your own dreams?!"

Just as I was feeling smug that a beautiful day was about to begin, I turned around and saw a kind of gloomy beauty in the sky!

Bai Ying suspected that he had prepared a dark room for her!

"My dear brother, since our last collaboration, I've made several films... Haven't you seen a single one? Haven't you bought a few tickets?" Okita sighed, feigning bitterness. "I've watched you write TV drama scripts, participate in projects by famous foreign directors, and rise to prominence. You've probably already forgotten about your old brother, haven't you?"

“Indeed,” Bai Ying said in a heavy tone, “There is already a thick barrier between us.”

It's okay! Let's break through this barrier with the passion of joining hands again and prove that our friendship only grows stronger with time!

Okita Tadashi said, "[My little brother has some free time lately, so I imagine you've come up with some fresh and interesting stories on the fly? I'll bring them to the screen myself!]"

"Doesn't the director of 'The Untamed' prefer to direct and act in his own films?" Bai Ying asked with interest. "You have to believe in yourself. Even if you can't write anything right away, just go into a dark room—hey! Inspiration will come!"

I've gained weight, I've gained ten pounds.

Okita was unusually calm.

"Elaborate."

[Living in a small, dark room every day, waking up to think, thinking about food, eating and sleeping, sleeping and waking up, eating all the food in the refrigerator until I changed it several times, until I was shocked to realize I had gained ten pounds...] Okita Masashi's voice became ethereal. [So, why do people think?]

Alas! The director of "The Untamed" has ultimately gone mad and is now suffering the consequences!

Bai Ying replied with a smile, "It's alright, we can think about this problem slowly."

"Brother! I know you're talented. You can write, act, and even be an acting coach. You're a natural-born screenwriter... oh wait, I mean, a natural-born professional!" Okita Masahiro said in a booming voice. "You should be free lately, brother. Let's work together to create something amazing! Plenty of salary guaranteed!"

"I do have a story I want to write. I'll send it to you when I'm done. I'll have the result within seven days."

[As expected of my brother, he only needed seven days!]

"I mean, if there's still no news after seven days, just forget about me, bro. You're a bad person, we're not a good match."

"Hey bro, I've redesigned and upgraded the little dark room. I installed some portable fitness equipment, and through scientific methods, I can convert the energy my body expends into inspiration..."

"What did you say? I'm in the elevator, the signal is bad!"

Bai Ying shouted loudly as she hung up the phone, wiped her forehead with lingering fear, and continued eating her breakfast.

Even if he goes astray, becomes fat and greasy, he still refuses to turn back on this wrong path. I'm afraid the director of "The Untamed" is beyond saving.

I do have a story I want to write about recently, but I don't have many drafts saved up for my light novels...

No problem, I have faith in my talent.

Bai Ying put the notebook into her schoolbag and confidently left home.

Hehe~ Let's try drawing inspiration from heroes, extracting some of the shy energy of youth, and giving the story more color!

Making a hero feel shy and awkward is too easy. When facing a battle, just saying "keep your promise" is enough to leave the hero speechless, at a loss, ashamed and indignant, and causing him to abandon his armor and flee in disarray!

Beneath the cold, icy face lies soft, fluffy snowflakes. If you scoop them up in your hand, they melt in your palm; if you wave them forcefully, they scatter and fall in abundance... The closer the relationship, the faster the feelings melt, turning into a gurgling stream that bubbles out.

Hehehe! Delicious inspiration...

The situation is somewhat different from what I predicted.

Bai Ying walked to school, a thoughtful expression on her face.

Yukino Yukinoshita walked on his right, half-embracing his right hand, her expression calm.

Feng Bin and Hua walked along, glancing at the two of them sideways. Like a fish that had just come ashore, their mouths opened and closed but no sound came out. Like a silly goose, their necks moved nimbly, but their heads remained frozen and unchanging.

Strange! How strange! What happened? Did the hero hear those things from the deadly chef, and suddenly start acting irrationally? Could he be pondering the bizarre question of whether 'hands-on sex' counts as sexual intercourse,' and his online search led to a logical lapse? Understanding sex, acknowledging sex, actively indulging in sex?

This is the time to... I see!

The white figure stared at Yukino Yukinoshita's profile. Her eyes were fixed straight ahead, her dark sideburns covered her ears, and her profile was bathed in the morning sunlight, radiating a warm, slightly tipsy feeling.

Let me see—

Nothing surprising.

Keep going, you can do it! Don't always let the white fungus lead you by the nose.

Being upright and honest means being fearless and undaunted, even if other students at school see it!

Hmm, what am I doing... I wish Toyohama wasn't here.

Did Bai Jun's heart race? Did he? He definitely did, my heart was racing too.

What's the date today? What day of the week? What classes do I have?

As can be seen from the preceding text, Bai Jun's character is portrayed in depth, explaining why he is more proactive, and foreshadowing the plot to come.

Yukino Yukinoshita struggled to suppress the surging thoughts that were about to overflow; her mind was in turmoil.

Bai Ying couldn't help but frown. Hiss—there was only a tangled mess that was impossible to see clearly. I couldn't even figure out what the hero was thinking.

"Hey……"

Feng Bin and Hua couldn't help but speak up: "We're almost at the school gate."

There were already a few students on the road casting curious and attentive glances.

"Is that so?" Yukino Yukinoshita said indifferently and calmly, "Considering that Haku-kun has the looks to attract attention, as his girlfriend, I should keep an eye on him to prevent him from growing up uncontrollably and hurting those innocent junior girls. Besides, it's just holding hands on the way to school, there's nothing strange about it. We have a special relationship."

Feng Bin and Hua scratched their faces, saying strangely, "I didn't ask you that..."

Yukino Yukinoshita: "...Anyway, that's how it is. Haku-kun, you don't have any objections, right?"

"of course not."

The white figure bent her knees slightly and moved forward in a half-sitting position, making herself the same height as Yukino Yukinoshita. Then she tilted her head and leaned on Yukino Yukinoshita's shoulder: "That's right, it's normal for couples to do this kind of thing. It's just to punish single people and make them suffer in the sun."

A faint breath brushed against the side of her neck, leaving an unusually noticeable burning sensation. Yukino Yukinoshita's steps became a little stiffer, and she felt that the people at the school gate were casting more stares at her.

We've all seen couples holding hands quite a few times, but it's much more novel for the man to act like a little bird clinging to a woman.

Calm down and think about it carefully. This must be Bai Jun's plan to seize the initiative, force me to give up first and flee in disarray, thus naturally dismantling my actions!

Yukino Yukinoshita felt a sense of relief, paused slightly, glanced sideways at the white figure on her shoulder, and gave a cool, slight smile: "Is this how Shiro-kun acts as a boyfriend? Is he the baby-type boyfriend? If I were to reach out and pat his head, that wouldn't be a problem..."

Hmm? You want to take the initiative in the relationship? Perhaps you're planning to use this as an opportunity to resolve the issue of commitment? Or, from a courageous perspective, are you taking the initiative to do something intimate to balance your emotions and justifiably cancel out the commitment?

Bai Ying thought for a moment, a smirk playing on her lips. "Don't underestimate me. You can't even let go of your sense of shame. You think you can lead a war?"

A few surprised gasps suddenly rang out at the school gate, accompanied by a sudden burst of chaotic discussion.

The white figure lifted Yukino Yukinoshita's back with one hand and wrapped the other arm around her thigh, which was covered by black stockings. He then used both hands to support her slender body and held her firmly in his arms. With his head held high and chest out, he strode confidently toward the school gate.

Yukino Yukinoshita was a little dazed. As her body was suspended in the air, she instinctively reached out her hands, trying to grab the white figure nearby to maintain her balance. It wasn't until her body swayed a few times with the other person's steps that she suddenly came to her senses, feeling as if her whole body had exploded from the inside out.

Extremely ashamed and indignant, she raised her hand to push him away, twisted her agile and powerful waist, swung her legs vigorously, struggled fiercely to break free, and returned to the ground. With the venomous tongue stuck in her throat, she strode quickly into the campus, turning like the wind.

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Why am I always the first to lose?

Calmly reflect on the situation—it's normal to fail. That's a white fungus that loves to multiply in public, and I don't like to emphasize relationships in front of others because it feels like I'm deliberately performing. So it's normal to fail because I can't adapt to public environments.

If he dares to feed himself in public, Bai Jun dares to mix two lunchboxes into one, so that everyone can eat from the same lunchbox!

He dared to kneel down on one knee and recite a poem to Xuexia after she publicly admitted that she had a special relationship with him!

I tried to change the seating arrangement in the activity room, moving the chair closer to him, and he dared to sit on my lap!

Using external attention to try and deeply sway Bai Jun's mind is simply courting disaster.

Revise the battle plan—don't try to take the initiative in public, Bai Jun will prove even more proactively that no one can cause more trouble than him.

"Under the snow... a princess carry at the school gate..."

Wow...how daring...

"The chairman and vice-chairman of the executive committee..."

In a corner of the classroom, several girls were whispering gossip.