Uneasy daily life
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"speak English."
Feng Bin and Hua moved their feet and touched the edge of Bai Ying's shoes.
"To give an example, imagine your mom constantly telling you that you're not as good as your sister, and you start to feel that you're not as good as your sister either. That's like planting a seed of evil within you. Then, day after day, year after year, you feel that you're not as good as your sister and can't satisfy your mom, so you have to listen to your mom and keep working hard. Since your mom is never satisfied with you, you can only keep working hard. This logic keeps looping and solidifying, imprisoning you within it..."
The white figure described the scene in a sinister, low voice.
"Get out of here, stop bringing up things that upset people. Besides, it's all in the past."
Toyohama Kazuka pouted, still puzzled: "So what did you do to Yukinoshita?"
Bai Ying looked at her with a smile.
"..."
Recalling Yukino's three-step sequence of being distracted, being teased for her clumsy movements, and fleeing in panic, Toyohama Kazuka involuntarily took a step to the side warily, feeling that this so-called "Demon Seed of the Dao Heart" was a bit scary: "What do you want to do?!"
"Hehehe—I'll let you experience it for yourself! Behold my Demon Seeding Technique of the Dao Heart!"
"Hey! Get the hell away from me!"
I don't want to be teased like Yukino!
Feng Bin and Hua decisively covered their ears and ran away, with the white figure chasing after them at a leisurely pace.
Look, the stick figure has already fallen victim to this.
Bai Ying happily chased after Feng Bin and Hua, feeling a surge of admiration for the hero's pure affection.
If you lose a commissioned duel, you have to do something to yourself—that kind of inexplicable, half-added promise has no logical basis whatsoever.
The commissioned duel begins with deciding who will be the boss—a very simple bet.
As a result, the hero seemed to have opened the door to a new world and couldn't help but start to care about matters between men and women.
As the saying goes, if you gaze long enough into an abyss, the abyss will also gaze into you.
The more you care about sex, the more you ponder sex; the more you ponder sex, the more you become sexy; the more you become sexy, the more you care about sex.
The logic got stuck.
Tsk tsk tsk, given the hero's personality and mindset, she naturally won't keep promises or bets she doesn't approve of just because others say a few words. Conversely, she will strive to keep promises and bets she approves of and won't make excuses to break them.
Her flaws were revealed when she started paying attention to erotic issues!
I brought it up unintentionally, and because I cared about it, I panicked and couldn't treat it calmly. Because of the panic, I tried my best to deal with it, and I put more thought and action into it. Because of the effort to deal with it, I unconsciously took the completely unrelated promise seriously. Because I took the promise seriously, I tried hard to keep the agreement. Because I tried hard to keep the agreement, I started to struggle back and forth between denying and affirming it.
The helplessness of shame, the earnest effort to face it, the contemplation and panic regarding relationships...
Like a cat seeing a toy snake, it stares warily, refusing to let its guard down. It tentatively reaches out and nudges the snake, and when the toy snake moves at the touch, it immediately retracts its paw, maintaining a safe distance. It doesn't dare to look away and expose its back, yet it is cautious enough not to attack violently, trying to scare the enemy away with its eyes...
If you control the toy snake with a remote control and make a single movement, the cat immediately arches its back and lets out a threatening growl, showing both its timidity and sensitivity.
It's really fun.
A meticulous person isn't afraid to be meticulous with others, but is afraid to be meticulous with themselves.
Bai Ying had already planned out the subsequent script. Whether the hero gradually calmed down and realized that the logic of the bet was completely invalid, and righteously refuted and refused, and Bai Ying then meticulously analyzed and proved the first ending of "the hero being lewd", or whether the hero preferred a romantic relationship, suppressed his shame, and whispered that it was not impossible, and Bai Ying then meticulously analyzed and proved the second ending of "the hero being lewd".
Alas! I can already imagine the delicious scene of the hero wishing he could be reduced to ashes on the spot!
Perhaps because I've never had a normal friendship growing up, I'm particularly naive and sensitive about matters between men and women after I developed that awareness.
Normally, whether male or female, if they accidentally awaken to sexual awareness during their school years, they will start to share their shyness with their peers, and eventually gradually develop a normal understanding of sexuality. They will no longer have such a strong reaction to relevant topics and become a sexually aware person.
A startled reaction, a twist of the body, a blush of shyness, a scolding tantrum, and a runaway.
It's so cute.
While the brave are still young, let's have some fun, or they'll be past their prime.
Bai Ying pondered leisurely. This Dao Heart Demon Seed Technique was a bit difficult to work on the stick figure, and also a bit difficult to work on the hero plus. The former was a bit clueless, while the latter was a bit too enlightened. But it wasn't without flaws that could be created. As for 9528...
Hmm, it's hard to say for sure.
Is he determined to carry on his rebellion to the end, challenge his promise to his aunt, and go all out for thrills, or does he feel that he has found his own weakness and is trying to break through in this area, turning the tables on himself?
It's hard to say for sure, but one thing is certain: 9528's behavior is very hesitant. It seems brave and absurd, but if she were to stand up for herself, she would probably just laugh it off.
After all, she wanted her feelings to become a genuine emotion that she could truly understand, rather than an emotion that was performed to suit a particular occasion and to express joy or sorrow.
So there's a 20% chance it will actually happen.
If you're serious, Auntie will be serious too. She's not the type to change her mind easily, and things could easily turn into a return to the old environment of Yukinoshita's home.
After all, giving daughters freedom is out of love, and if they take that freedom and misuse it, love will lead to taking it back.
Bai Ying found the situation quite troublesome and began to seriously consider countermeasures.
Trying to manipulate me? If I invite my aunt and older brother over, and then, during 9528's feigned arousal, I lure them in, I'll catch them red-handed by my parents...
Jie Jie Jie.
……
……
[My previous assessment of him as a jerk, combined with Xiaojing's assessment... it seems quite plausible. If that guy approaches their current relationship with the attitude of 'helping his girlfriend grow and become more excellent and rational through the experience of dating,' then it's normal that he doesn't have that impulsive infatuation! Tsk, that promise he made with his mother wasn't just to persuade her; it's something he genuinely believes in!]
"I think Bai Jun's view on love is the right one..."
[So why did Yukino-chan call me to talk about this? You must have noticed, right—considering the future, the impact, the changes, the purpose of love… Yes, all of these are very correct, but they don't include the "love" you're looking for, right? More impulsive, setting aside gains and losses, the joy and excitement surging in your heart, at that moment your mind is completely focused on the other person, unable to think of anything else. Yukino-chan gets drunk so easily, she must often feel this way, which is why she thought even a jerk like me would feel this way, right?]
"...Where is my sister?"
There were moments like that.
"Can your sister... do that?"
[No way! I'm only twenty! A pure and innocent college student! Giving this jerk a little attention and watching him act like this is already my limit! I don't even know if I'll run away on the spot if he takes the initiative, or if I'll just smash him to the ground with an aikido... To be honest, I'm still hesitant. I can't be sure if the feelings I get from physical contact are genuine or just a hallucination caused by hormones.]
"My sister was unusually candid today."
[There's nothing I can do, my older sister is just too useless. Her effortless handling of things is all an act, sob sob. I can only rely on Yukino-chan for this kind of thing!]
"W-What do you mean by relying on me?!"
[Because only Yukino-chan, who gets drunk very easily, is most likely to get that rascal drunk! Go for it! You can do it!]
Who can do that?! You're making it sound like I'm easy!
Yukino Yukinoshita retorted irritably, "Sister, which of your words are true, and which are you joking?!"
[Xiao Yang doesn't know~]
All they do is play dumb and act cute!
Yukino Yukinoshita hesitated for a moment, took a deep breath, and said, "Sister, I think your judgment might be wrong. Haku-kun doesn't have any fetish for physical contact. He's clearly a... pervert!"
【Huh? What did he do to you that he was being lewd about?】
"...Wasn't there a commissioned duel before?"
Yukino Yukinoshita's voice was like a shaken soda, bubbling with emotion: "He keeps saying... weird things every now and then... He said that if I lose the commission duel, he'll make me, make me use my hands... In order to win, he deliberately didn't mention Hachiman's commission, it was clearly premeditated... Even though that kind of thing is wrong, he deliberately keeps bringing it up, he's not the cleanliness fanatic my sister talks about, he's clearly a pervert."
[…Yukino-chan, do you know why I always manage to tease you so accurately?]
Yukino Yukinoshita immediately said, "Because of your twisted personality."
No, it's because Yukino's reaction was so easy to understand and so funny.
Yukinoshita Yukino: “?”
[Stepping on it creates a pit, a breath melts it, and a thrown pebble makes it extremely noticeable—isn't this exactly what happens when that jerk exploits your weaknesses?]
"no?"
[Yukino-chan, how could you take that weird bet seriously? Think about it. It was just a verbal wager, the stakes were completely unequal, and you even found it hard to accept, but you seriously considered it and took it seriously. Isn't that strange? Who treats something like that as a wager? You were clearly led astray by that jerk.]
"……well?"
[Hiss—thinking about it now, it seems like I was the one who enlightened Yukino-chan? Around that time, Yukino-chan started paying attention to relationships, learning about things between men and women outside of textbooks, and then she started dating that jerk… Oh, I see. Yukino-chan has become a perverted child.]
"No way!"
Yukino Yukinoshita vehemently denied it: Impossible! Absolutely impossible! If it weren't for Haku-kun's constant, relentless hints, how could she possibly be thinking about such lewd things? From any perspective, it should be Haku-kun who's being lewd, not her... right?
What is your attitude towards helping scumbags play games?
"..."
[Huh? If it turns into a snow turtle, then we can't discuss it anymore, right? I think things are fine as they are now. I don't have any intention of actively interfering in the relationship. After all, I occasionally feel a dizzy, drunken feeling from this jerk. As long as we continue this relationship, one day I'll be able to believe it's a genuine feeling. Anyway, that's all for now. I'm hanging up...]
"Sister, my hand... well, does that... does it count as breaking the agreement?"
Yukino asked in a low, strained voice.
Okay! Let's define what constitutes sexual behavior...
"shut up!"
Yukino Yukinoshita wished she could just explode on the spot.
I must have been stupid to discuss such embarrassing things with my sister!
Wait! This feeling of wanting to hang up the phone and immediately explode...
Bai Jun, could it be that you really meant to tease me, which is why you said those nonsensical things?
After releasing her explosive emotions, Yukino Yukinoshita calmed down and thought things through.
Based on Bai Jun's past behavior of simultaneously solving problems and creating more problems.
Based on the evaluations of her teacher and older sister, Bai Jun transcends her casual outward behavior and displays a calm and clear logical approach to her goals.
Considering my current situation and performance...
The possibility that Bai Jun's actions were intended as a joke, with the aim of making himself more composed and rational about sexuality, is—
1000%! !
Chapter 51 The Brave Warriors
Let's temporarily shift our thoughts away from the erotic topic of Yao and Bai Jun...
Is it a joke?
Was it really just a prank?
Let's play tricks on each other as always!
After Yukino Yukinoshita pointed this out, Yukino Yukinoshita thought about it more and more and felt that the logic was clearer. That poisonous fungus was just a way to tease her! This was not a vulgar statement made out of a lewd thought, but a scheme to make her feel anxious, conflicted, embarrassed and flustered!
After thinking about it carefully, it becomes clear that Bai Jun really longs to do something lewd, even though she has plenty of opportunities... I'm not talking about myself, but about my sister.
My sister mentioned before when she was dealing with herself that she had made some shameless advances, but Bai Jun had fooled her.
The self that cares, the self that strives not to lose in the commissioned duels, the self that, after losing, feels guilty, falls silent, and runs away every time it hears Bai Jun's pointed words...
White Fungus is enjoying itself, isn't it?!
Yukino Yukinoshita became angry. Besides feeling extremely ashamed, she was overwhelmed by a strange emotion that she couldn't quite put her finger on, whether it was annoyance or resentment.
Only when you take it seriously, only when you care, only when you feel ashamed and embarrassed about it...
"It's really too much."
Yukino Yukinoshita muttered something under her breath.
"So it's up to you! Give that jerk a good beating, make him pay!" Yukinoshita encouraged. "Dare to set a trap for our clever and adorable Yukino-chan? That jerk's got a death wish. Let him see how terrifying Yukino-chan can be when she's serious! Grab her weakness, turn defense into offense, and crush her!"
"?"
Yukino Yukinoshita asked in a cold voice, "What shameless things are you saying, sister?"
[Since you're boyfriend and girlfriend, isn't it normal to do some naughty things?]
What the hell!
"That kind of vulgar thing—"
"Holding hands, hugging, kissing on the cheek, kissing on the lips—these actions should be taken step by step, naturally, with a serious atmosphere—that's what Yukino-chan thinks, right?" Yukinoshita Haruno seemed to be turning over on the bed, making a slight noise. She said with interest, "I think that rascal probably thinks the same way, you know. Look at the promise he made with his mother, he's thinking very far ahead."
“I think that’s how we should think, and that’s how we should do it,” Yukino Yukinoshita whispered. “How can we just do it casually…”
"Even though I think that, it's hard for Yukino-chan to do it, isn't it?" Yukinoshita Haruno suddenly said. "She's too easily intoxicated. Not only does she enjoy this intoxication herself, but she also hopes that the rascal can experience the same intoxication... Aren't you very disappointed? Wanting the rascal to experience this intoxicated feeling is somewhat conflicted with rational thinking."
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