Real teaching, but diary flow

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As if silenced by a sudden silence, a new line of ellipses appeared in the diary.

However, Subaru Natsuki was not in a hurry and maintained the same posture.

This is just a tiny part of what sincerity and earnestness truly are.

Although he knew very well that this approach could not demonstrate that he was truly reflecting on his actions or had actually changed, a mere lecture could not truly make him understand anything.

But that's how it should be, that's how it has to be.

The most sincere thing he could do was to let go of his meaningless pride.

I started asking for help.

I don't want to.

Holy crap, I'm just a stinky Yunzi, I'm really not a hardcore fan.

Are you fucking kidding me?!

Did you really not practice kneeling like that during Return to Death? I shouldn't be affected by Return to Death, so why don't I remember it?

You're truly invincible, aren't you?

A dead pig isn't afraid of boiling water, huh?

Put away your pretense; my heart is not made of stone and cannot be swayed.

Just as Natsuki Subaru suppressed the slight disappointment in his heart and continued to kneel, the words in the diary finally showed a glimmer of hope.

However, well, after all, I am the god of the new world.

God is merciful, God is benevolent, God is forgiving.

Do you even know what divine grace is? Hmm?

Be grateful.

Although I don't know the ending either.

But at least some time before that, I was still paying attention to you.

Otherwise, I wouldn't be so resentful.

You are now in the Sanctuary, and after dying many times, you should actually be able to clear the Sanctuary this time.

Upon closer reflection, I realized that I don't seem to know much about your future development either.

Sigh, just saying whatever comes to mind.

Don't worry about it, you'll eventually beat the game with the death return feature.

What I can selectively mention are the possibilities that may occur, and the impossibilities that have never occurred.

In other words, it may explain the path of your original sin.

It's still a riddle. For some reason, people like them always seem to add a touch of riddle when they speak.

This isn't to belittle Subaru's godfather; after all, among all the people he's met, his godfather is one of the most straightforward and clear-headed.

But as expected, he still couldn't help but make some connections.

What's wrong with these people?

Don't ask questions, because of time and length constraints, I'm too lazy to serialize every little story for you.

So all I can give you is a story outline, not what you'll actually face later.

Rather, it's what's called, yes, what can be called an 'IF' line.

You'll soon see the 'endings' he throws at you from Echidna's side, all sorts of 'look at the impossible now'.

What I'm going to say is nothing more than something similar.

As if giving Subaru Natsuki a little time to breathe, he paused for a moment, or perhaps he was pondering how to best summarize the plot.

The book was written down.

Extra Chapter: I laugh at that jealous, reckless, greedy, and foolish man; only my godfather will live on forever.

(This chapter includes a diary of the IF lines)

[First comes the starting point called arrogance.]

What begins in the name of arrogance will naturally be the original sin known as arrogance.

Your starting point is the gut hunter.

She is an enemy you absolutely cannot defeat. Even if you use every trick in the book and exert all your strength, you are still extremely weak and, even with the powerful weapon of death and return, you still absolutely cannot defeat her with what you currently have.

Yes, you are successful now. You are very lucky to have encountered Reinhard after only a few deaths.

But this is what it is.

What if you hadn't encountered Reinhard?

Once, twice, three times, one after another, repeated deaths and failures.

A sense of powerlessness will gradually well up in your heart, and a feeling of despair will begin to spread. Perhaps you will choose to give up? No, you will not choose to give up.

You will continue to die.

Until he arrived silently after nearly a hundred deaths, he swung his blade and easily annihilated an enemy you could not possibly contend with.

You are insecure; you are inherently quite insecure and sensitive.

Given your sensitivity, what thoughts would you have if an absolutely invincible 'light' appeared before your eyes?

Oh, right, envy, then jealousy, and finally, of course, hatred.

"Why are you so strong? Why are you so strong that I have to kill them all before I can even reach your level?"

From that day on, this feeling will remain forever in your heart.

It becomes the foundation upon which your arrogance rests.

You will rescue the Bowel Hunter, making her and her sister Melly cards in your hand, and gain her help to quell your complex emotions, which are dominated by hatred.

You will join the Witch Cult and explain your reasons for returning to this cause in the name of the Gospel.

You will rewind hundreds of times to kill the Sloth, and give this as an achievement to Roswaal, making the achievement of the extermination Emilia's possession.

You will become the Archbishop of Sin, the Pride Bearer, Subaru Natsuki.

He killed the Archbishop of Greed, eliminated other threatening candidates for the throne, and attributed all the credit to Emilia, all to push her to that position.

In the eyes of the world, she would be a hero who defeated the Witch Cult's "sloth," "greed," "gluttony," "wrath," and "lust," eradicating the evil that had long afflicted people in misery.

At the end of her journey as a hero, Natsuki Subaru will face the man she has envied, been jealous of, and hated from the very beginning.

Sword Saint, Reinhard.

He is truly too strong, powerful in every aspect, an unbeatable force.

The world is blessed with favor. He may not be omnipotent at this moment, but as long as he prays, the blessings he desires will descend upon him.

All the blessings imaginable and all the blessings unimaginable will be bestowed upon him.

He is too strong.

It's so powerful that you have to kill everyone around you to reach that level.

You can't defeat Reinhard.

But you can defeat the 'Sword Saint'.

Spirit, reputation, and character.

Any angle is fine, any angle is acceptable, as long as everyone is sacrificed, he will be 'defeated' by you.

In this way, the ending you have carefully prepared will come.

Emilia will kill Subaru Natsuki, the Archbishop of Pride.

Even if she knew absolutely nothing about it.

She had no idea you existed, she was completely unaware of your sacrifices, and her feelings for you were utterly inexplicable.

So arrogant.

Natsuki Subaru: "..."

silence.

The beginning, the starting point, a past that could never have happened.

Despite the abundance of keywords, he still felt a fleeting moment of resonance.

Reinhard is too strong.

Even in the most impossible possibilities, is there no way I can defeat him?

But... to be honest.

"That's really... arrogant."

So arrogant.

He softly repeated the evaluation given in the diary.

Then the next page was turned.

Secondly, there was the anger that caused the mansion to collapse.

The unfolding events, which were originally on track, crumbled due to the witch's aura and the hunt.

Strangulation, blockade, lack of oxygen, death.

They went too far.

Therefore, the emergence of rage is a logical progression.

The process and means are no longer important; the tedious and meaningless things are simply the most correct use of 'death return' to put you on the throne.

then.

The 'King of Purification' was born.

I can't remember the origin of this name. All I can recall is that extremely tyrannical and unrestrained figure, which bears some resemblance to my own style.

Flip a coin.

Then, they decide the life or death of others simply by looking at the front and back sides.

Just like back at the mansion, like two sides of a coin, if she had done it a little lighter, if she had done it a little harder.

They will all lead to completely different results.

Let fate decide.

Individual strength is not important. For those who have returned from death, physical training is difficult to bring back to the starting point. Once death comes, the results of their efforts will vanish.

So, should we rely on magic?

No, not at all.

It relies on intelligence.

What is known is the safest; what is unknown is the most frightening.

You possess the means to attain 'omniscience'.

Therefore, everything about others will be laid bare before your eyes.

One moment you could hold a knife to the other person's neck and relentlessly make them reveal all the impressions that only exist in their mind.

The next moment, you can return to death, to the moment before that, and 'read' the other person's mind.

It's very simple, isn't it?

As long as similar actions are repeated, and erroneous words are corrected repeatedly.

You will be able to win over anyone.

Yes, there's no need to kill them. You will become the most familiar and trusted partner to them.