I am the emotional sustenance of your deceased

"Thank you for finding me in this corner of the world."

Ch341.The only thing that remains unchanged is my love for you

So gentle.

The gentle heat surrounded Nagasaki Suyo, and she was about to drown in the sweet and hot lake of heaven.

[The world just a moment ago was still as bitter and sour, and I was clearly falling into a saltwater lake made of tears just a moment ago...]

How come the world suddenly became clear?

Nagasaki Suyo calmed down a little.

But the depression in her heart was still as hard to dispel as a thick layer of clouds.

"Are you really years old... Are you really, years old?"

She stretched out her hand, but it was trembling like a dead branch swaying in the wind. Qiansui could see that Su Shi wanted to touch the side of her face.

"It's me. You can ask me this question countless times, but I will always answer you patiently."

Even if you ask thousands of times.

[A very reassuring answer...right?]

Su Shi has received this kind of reassuring answer countless times.

"Thank you for finding me in this corner of the world."

The salty taste of tears still lingered between her lips and teeth, tasting comparable to the waves caused by her daughter Chitose Nagasaki falling into the sea before her death.

【But, my dear Chitose Noshiro. 】

Nagasaki Suyo struggled to get up, got out of bed, stood barefoot by the bed with her back to the moon, and stared at Noshiro Chitose.

[But you've given me this kind of gentle and reassuring response too many times, and each time it didn't end well.]

Whose fault is it after all!

【It’s mine.】

Ugh.

Su Shi covered her face, not wanting to drift down like a kite with a broken string.

"Xiao Sui, you said..."

Nagasaki Suyo was ready to ask a very strange question.

"Ok?"

Chitose Noshiro was ready to answer all kinds of strange questions that Nagasaki Suyo might ask.

"You said... If I tell you that you are actually the same as my mother... No, no, I have always regarded you as my mother... Hmm!"

Su Shi slumped on the ground with her arms folded over her chest, staring blankly at the crack in the floor.

"I've always thought of you as my mother, a companion who could become my mother... But I also feel that you are my daughter... I will always want to be your mother... Do you think I'm weird?"

Yes, Su Shi, yes.

If I didn't know what you and I had been through, I would have even wanted to call the police after hearing your horrifying words.

Noshiro Chitose then got out of bed and tried to hug Suze but was pushed away:

"Don't come near me... I'm already a grown-up kid. I can't let you hold me... You must want to comfort me, right? But am I... really worthy of your comfort?"

"I really want to get in touch with you, but people like me have become strange in your eyes... Am I a special person who needs care? Sorry, that's not what I meant, but I really..."

"Don't say so much, you just want to come to my arms and act like a spoiled child, right? If you don't take the initiative, then I will take the initiative for you!"

Noshiro Chitose waved her hand and said that she was not here to listen to Nagasaki Suyo crying and whining about her self-suppression and internal consumption.

She is here to heal Nagasaki Suyo!

Let all the girls' flaws, troubles and problems disappear!

[Explain this with my embrace, Nagasaki Suyo! ]

No matter how reluctant Su Shi was, Noshiro Chitose directly pushed Su Shi into his arms.

The victim cried and made a fuss, mumbling strange words over and over again, such as:

[Stay away from me and you will be unhappy] [Come closer to me and I will hug you more] [Let go quickly, I hate this] [Don't let go... I didn't say no]...

But who can understand what you say?

"My dear baby, I just heard a little baby wanting a hug. Don't cry, don't cry. I'm here. If you cry, I'll be sad."

Before saying this, Nagasaki Suyo was still resisting slightly, but as Chitose finished speaking, Suyo instantly stopped moving.

"Mom...huh? Ugh."

"Yes, yes, mom is here. Mom will always be with her daughter. Don't cry, okay?"

Although the words were those used to coax a child, combined with his embrace and his actions and expressions, Nagasaki Suyo seemed to have been coaxed into a baby.

"Mom! Wuwu... I was wrong. I will never disobey you again... Please don't leave me, okay..."

It was not until this moment that Nagasaki Suyo finally found an outlet to vent her emotions.

"Mom... woooo, I've missed you so much over the years."

During the long period of being placed there, Su Shi had become somewhat unconscious.

The sadness was so great that the happiness that could be savored was turned into an accelerator of sadness, which caused Su Shi to be attacked by the beautiful memories of the past whenever she thought that "the world is still beautiful".

The story is still beautiful, but it becomes tragic and sad because of the ending.

"Good boy, you've worked hard over the years. Mom loves you the most."

"Ugh."

After crying and shouting, and feeling heartbroken, Su Shi gradually woke up.

She thought she knew it better than anyone else... Noshiro Chitose was just playing along to coax her.

The thousand-year-old mother in her dream had passed away long ago.

It’s just that Chitose in real life is too gentle…

[She really... She even learned to speak in an extremely embarrassing motherly tone just for me, a love-starved freak... She's so kind.]

[It was already late at night, but he still woke up and ran over just for me.]

"Sorry, Mom. I'm being willful again... woo woo."

"It's okay."

Noshiro Chitose's tone changed and her voice became childish.

"After all, Mom, you've worked so hard too! You've done me a great job raising me up!"

"!?!?"

"Is this... Xiaosui's voice?"

Chitose kissed Su Shi on the side of her cheek.

It was just half a second, but it shocked Su Shi's life.

[Such a familiar touch... My daughter also kisses me before bed...]

If my Nagasaki...Chitose were still alive, she would be about this age now.

"I'm sorry, Xiaosui, it's my fault that Mommy didn't take responsibility."

"If Mom hadn't been busy at work that day, she would have noticed something was wrong with you earlier..."

"No! Damn it! If I had kept you by my side from the beginning, it was me who brought you home, but I failed in my duty—"

Just like what my mother and father did to me when I was little...

Whimpers and nasal sounds surrounded the air.

Nagasaki Suyo cried heart-wrenchingly and she could no longer control her mouth.

All the pain and heartbreak that had been pent up for decades were thrown out in an instant.

"Mom has done her best."

Qiansui smiled sweetly, and the moonlight became her fill light, showing her most perfect side.

But Nagasaki Suyo didn't know that Noshiro Chitose was also crying.

Qiansui's tears mixed with Su Shi's tears, and no one noticed.

"Stop blaming yourself!"

"After all, Xiao Sui! I love my mother the most... After all, Qian Sui, I love Su Shi Shi the most."

The tone of voice changes, but the only thing that remains unchanged is the heart.

Ch342. Unfortunately, I am not your mother or daughter.

Chitose Noshiro...what a good friend.

This was one of the few thoughts that went through Nagasaki Suyo's mind when she regained consciousness after crying herself tired.

How bad could a person be if she could accept her friends treating her as material for their dreams?

The soul was shaky, wandering and spinning in the air, and finally Su Shi suppressed the fatigue in his body.

Just now, the little sanity she had left completely collapsed. She had originally thought that she could remain emotionally stable forever.

The culprit was Chitose, who kept calling her "Mom" or "Daughter".

The different voices used by Chitose Noshiro brought out memories of Suyo.

【I remember now…I remember everything!】

I remembered everything now... This kind of thing is really terrible.

Su Shi found herself awake again when she blinked one of her eyes. When she came to her senses, she found that she had no idea how long she had been crying.

Crying is an essential part of a heart-to-heart talk between mother and daughter. I really miss it.

She remained in Qiansui's arms like a baby.

[Even though I've been so presumptuous, you still treat me so gently? Obviously...]

The sobs pierced the night sky, but they were unable to push away Chitose who was hugging Su Shi.

[I said so many strange things, and you simply chose to play along with me...to comfort me, a little girl who had a "nightmare."]

"I thought you wouldn't come."

The whining look is really embarrassing, Nagasaki Suyo thought.

After she said this, she tried to quickly adjust her mentality and state in silence.

"Why, are you mad at me for not coming here sooner?"

During the half hour that Nagasaki Suyo was mumbling incoherently, Chitose had been constantly switching between three voices to accompany her madness.

Such interaction immerses people and drags their spirit back to the seaside in their dreams.

Nagasaki Suyo could not forget the splash of waves when her little child fell into the sea. She firmly believed that it was the corner of the robe of the god of death.

"It's not that... I'm happy you can come so late... It's just that I'm always forgotten, and I'm a little scared."

"What are you afraid of? What can't you ask me for? We are best friends, my dear Su Shi."

is it?

Su Shi remembered the last person who said this to her. Her name was Toyokawa Shoko.

Although I no longer have any feelings for Xiangzi, let alone being friends, I don't even have the desire to see him again.

But when I take stock of the wounds and scars on my body, I will remember her again.

The harm caused by Toyokawa Shoko cannot be avoided, and no one can cover up Shoko's determination when he swung the knife.

"I believe you, 20, I do. But... I still feel uneasy. Maybe others are easy to deal with, but I'm super troublesome... If you don't want to be troubled by me for the rest of your life, just leave me... I'm too fragile..."