I am the emotional sustenance of your deceased

"Huhu, little Sushi, you are still that silly kid."

Now let me punish you severely!

I'm going to tickle your armpits until they smoke!

……

"Sister! Sister! Hurry up and get up! What kind of sweet dream can make the alarm clock not wake you up?"

"Mmm, it's Sushi..."

"Su Shi? Who is Su Shi? Is she the younger sister I met outside?"

"Well!"

Qiansui felt a chill down his spine and suddenly jumped off the bed.

"Su Shi? Who is Su Shi? Chitose, I don't know."

Under her sister's confused gaze, Chitose Noshiro quickly fled to the bathroom, and she poured herself with handfuls of cold water to wake herself up.

"Ah, Xiao Sushi, you really love me. It's rare for me to have a good night's sleep, but you still don't let me go. Really."

Today is Thursday! It’s the fourth day since I got to know Xiao Deng and Xiao Lixi!

Tomorrow is the weekend. As a student, the time period I look forward to most is from Friday afternoon to Sunday noon.

During this period, the students' laughter was many decibels higher than usual.

"I want to go out and play with everyone. It's nice to sunbathe on the beach, or drink soda at the pier! Or why don't you all come over to my house for dinner? I can prepare bulgogi bibimbap and ginseng chicken soup."

Yes! A dinner party! We must have a dinner party in the future!

It would be best to cook all these foods that Qiansui still remembers vividly, and then generously let everyone eat them all without hesitation!

If they like to eat it in the simulation, then there is no reason why everyone in reality would hate it.

After quickly washing up, Chitose, with a piece of bread in his mouth, said a slurred goodbye to his sister and quickly went out.

She slept in for ten minutes today, so Xiao Xiangzi next door must have left without waiting for her.

Turn the key, grab the handle, and welcome the new world outside!

boom--

A soft collision sound rang out! This was a violent conflict between Qiansui's heart and Xiangzi's heart, a fantastic symphony brought by waves of soft waves.

"Woo wow! Hello, Xiao Xiang! You didn't leave!"

Although there was some human cushioning, the impact still brought a little pain. Before thinking about whether to help Xiangzi rub the affected area, Qiansui first greeted him good morning.

"Ahem...yes, I...I got up late this morning...Do you want to go with me? If not, I'll leave first."

Child, are you being arrogant?

"Pfft, okay."

Although he didn't know what Toyokawa Shoko was thinking, Chitose felt inexplicably happy when he saw the little Shoko in front of him who was as soft and glutinous as a rice cake.

This kid is so stupid. If she wasn't waiting on purpose, why didn't he pause at all when he said, "I got up late too?"

It was obvious that he was waiting for her on purpose.

Toyokawa Shoko, you're still a tsundere, right? Do you think waiting for me is shameful and embarrassing? You're such an idiot if you think that.

"Want to hold hands, Xiaoxiang?"

Chitose said this subconsciously, after all, she often said this to the victims in the simulation.

"I don't need it. Why don't you hurry up? We're going to be late."

"Hey! Is that so? Wait, where did the bread in my mouth go?"

The two girls chatted and walked slowly towards Yuqiu.

Although Xiangzi said he didn't want to hold hands, Qiansui still subconsciously held it.

This is the beginning of a typical day for ordinary girls.

……

This is... the beginning of a day for a girl who wants to become human.

Gao Songdeng lay listlessly on the table and took a nap. The heavy dark circles under his eyes made the little penguin look like a red panda.

"Xiao Deng? What's wrong with you? Didn't you get enough rest?"

Eri, who was sitting on the other side of the class, passed by and asked with a concerned tone.

But Gao Songdeng no longer had the strength to answer.

"So satisfied...see you again...so satisfied...ah..."

"Huh? What are you talking about, Deng?"

"Oh, it's okay... I... couldn't sleep... and I had a nightmare... a very long nightmare..."

In the dream, I returned to the dark and bleak working life after Qiansui's death.

The dream was gray, because Chitose's passing caused her world to lose all color.

Everything was burned out, and only white ash remained in the world.

Until Nagasaki Suyo...her old friend asked her to take care of her daughter in the hospital.

Ah, what a delicate little princess she was, with the same eyes as Chitose, the same hair color as Chitose? The same face as Chitose...

If her name wasn't Nagasaki Chitose, Deng would have almost thought that her Noshiro Chitose was the reincarnation.

Haha.

"Haha...Alas."

Even though there are thousands of words on the tip of the tongue, when the red lips open, all that can be uttered is a long sigh.

Takamatsu Deng's life is full of sighs and silence, and if nothing unexpected happens, it will remain like this until she closes her eyes forever.

"Little light! Light light light light light!"

Chitose's little face suddenly appeared in front of Takamatsu Deng. Deng was not scared, but almost kissed her.

"!!!"

"Years old! Good morning..."

"Good morning, I missed you, Xiao Deng."

"Eh?!"

Ch165. Her life was completely ruined

"Good morning, Xiaosui!"

"Good morning, good morning, good morning! Deng Deng, how come you turned into a red panda penguin? Did you stay up late and do anything bad? Hey."

"Ah? That kind of thing doesn't happen!"

"Really? Xiao Deng was crying and begging me the night before yesterday, saying that she didn't want me to leave your house and wanted me to sleep with you. How come today you say you don't want to do anything bad?"

"Woo! Sui! That's not...anything bad!"

What can I do before class?

Of course, we have to have some fun and tease the cute Miss Penguin with Dark Circles before class.

So cute, can you make the other person blush just by saying a few sweet words?

Xiao Deng is indeed one of the cutest idiots.

Sitting back in his seat, which was behind the lamp, Qiansui stretched his fingers forward and began to play with Xiaodeng's braids.

What? Doesn’t Gao Songdeng not wear braids?

That’s easy. Qiansui can just give her a few small ones.

With the help of system gain, the fingers are indeed more agile and lighter than usual.

In just a moment, Qiansui, with her hair braided, finished massaging the back of Deng's neck. The child was trembling, and he must have been impressed by his superb massage skills.

No matter how Qiansui plays, whether it's braiding or tickling, Deng will hold her breath and remain silent.

She said nothing, but her earlobes turned red.

"Xiao Sui..."

In the last minute before class, Deng secretly turned his head.

She lowered her eyes and whispered in a voice that only the two of them could hear:

"Does such a thing as a lifetime really exist?"

"Of course, no matter how many times Xiao Deng asks me, I will answer Deng Deng's question confidently, seriously, and patiently."

Qiansui raised his voice and said firmly:

"I swear, we will be good friends forever!"

"For a lifetime?!"

"Yes, the real deal for a lifetime!"

In the classroom, they looked at each other with laughter.

……

In the closet, she opened her eyes in the dead silence.

"..."

The wood of the wardrobe smells nice, and the clothes above my head have a pleasant scent of laundry detergent and the smell of the sun.

But Su Shi smelled a rotten stench.

What does that smell like?

Oh, that’s the smell of my moldy soul... That’s okay.

The world is so dark and home is so quiet... It’s so nice.

Just close your eyes, your life will be over.

I have to go to class today.

Su Shi was too lazy to even ask for leave. She didn't want to look at her phone, type, or be eroded by the light.

She wanted quiet.

She just wanted to curl up in the closet with her knees hugged until she could no longer breathe.

"Ugh."

Was the thin sobbing sound coming from my own throat?

So pitiful, Nagasaki Suyo, you deserve it!

Hahahaha, you deserve it… you deserve it…

[What's wrong, Xiao Sushi, are you unhappy about something? ]

After waking up, Su Shi fell into a daze involuntarily.

She seemed to see the mature and loving older sister standing in front of her again.

If her mother were here, she would definitely pick her up...even if she can't hold herself anymore.

[Mom! Mom! Don’t cry!]

My daughter also appeared in my fantasy.

Su Shi seemed to see again the cute little girl who loved her pulling at the hem of her skirt.

If Chitose were here...she would definitely look at me with her big pitiful eyes.

She would care about herself with a cute voice that tinged with tears...

She is one of the only three people in Su Shi's memory who cares about her.