I am your deceased love sustenance 1

Such scenes of looking at each other with tears in their eyes have happened countless times in the past year.

Each time, the two of them ended up hugging each other.

So...this experience of crying alone in the middle of the night is quite rare.

[Could it be that Xiao Sui also cried when I fell asleep? ]

Li Xi thought as he wiped his tears.

Yes, right? Yes, right.

Her Raven Girl definitely did that.

Li Xi still remembers the night when Chitose cut his wrists. Before going to bed, Chitose kept saying "I'm sorry" to him.

Until the cuts appeared on her arms, this idiot was thinking about her shattered music dream and whether the girl in her heart would be sad.

Chitose Noshiro was such a person.

Chitose Noshiro is such an angel.

An angel...how could he look back at his own life?

Angels are all 1,000 years old, and even if they fall, they still look straight ahead.

"age."

Li Xi stared at Qiansui's sleeping face for an unknown amount of time.

As his consciousness began to fade, Shiina Riki whispered Chitose's name for the last time tonight.

"I like you. I want to say I like you to you for the rest of my life... I love you the most."

You are my best friend.

She wanted to kiss the other person's lips.

But after thinking about it, I gave up.

Just think of this kiss as saving it for the future.

Wait till the show is over next month...

Shiina Riki must give Chitose a deep kiss.

It would be a kiss without any other movements, just pressing lips against each other.

Ch236. She prepaid her future

"Fool."

After Lixi fell asleep, Qiansui's eyelashes trembled a few times.

She gently kissed Lixi's lips, and looked at her good sister, who was the first one to have such an intimate behavior with her, both in simulation and in reality, with a loving and nostalgic look.

Yes! They are super gold-level friends!

"Don't be afraid to kiss... and don't even think about saving it for the future... the future... well. There's no future."

Let’s consider the kiss just now as compensation for you.

Today I gave you the kiss you planned to save for later.

From now on, don't miss this kiss anymore.

Because, unbeknownst to you, Chitose Noshiro has already paid you back everything she owes you.

Whether it's a kiss or something else.

As long as you want...Lixi, as long as you want.

I will give it to you in the end if I can represent Qiansui.

Except...the vow to grow old together.

Grow old together and go to the beach to see the flowers and admire the moon... Isn't it romantic?

But... this is the only thing I can't do.

Sorry.

"My world is shrinking, and time is running out, so I'll just give you an extra incense stick."

In the darkness, Chitose Noshiro once again approached the corner of Riki's lips.

She whispered in the softest of voices.

"Feel sorry."

If I can simulate you again in the future, I will definitely experience a century-long journey with you.

Chitose's hand, which was placed on Riki's cheek to wipe her tears, began to move downwards.

If...it's really possible.

I'm really, really, really sorry.

I really want to live in reality.

……

When Shiina Riki opened his eyes again, it was already noon.

Yesterday was Friday, and today is a day to sleep in.

But Lixi couldn't sleep in, she still needed to make some food for her little one.

"Ouch~ I'm so tired and my body is sore."

My limbs are sore, and my stomach is... so thirsty. It's rare to feel this thirsty. My body feels sticky, too. Is that sweat from last night's nightmare?

Li Xi recalled those nightmare fragments.

She dreamed that she was competing with Crychic's teammates for Chitose Noshiro. In the end, after she struggled to smash the heads of those traitors one by one with a drumstick, Chitose finally belonged to her again.

"call…"

Li Xi wiped the non-existent sweat from his forehead, tensed his insteps, and lightly touched the carpet in front of the bed with his toes.

She stretched out by the window, drawing the curtains so Chitose could get some more sleep.

"After the dream, did something really explosive happen... I forgot."

Anyway, there was a scene that was very rock and roll. Li Xi remembered her hugging Chitose Noshiro, who was wearing a white dress similar to Marilyn Monroe's, and kissing her passionately while standing on a sea of ​​blood and corpses made up of fragments of the band girls.

Ah...that was a truly unique and grand scene.

"I'm afraid I'll never forget it."

Before walking out of the room, Li Xi turned back.

She looked at Qiansui's elegant and lovely sleeping face, and an idea came to her mind.

"Actually, even if I told you that it was me who caused your deafness... you definitely wouldn't blame me, right?"

This is what Li Xi thought of yesterday when he was half asleep and half awake.

This is undoubtedly a very desperate thing.

After all, Chitose was that kind of person.

This is the most desperate thing.

Even if that person ruined her life, she would still smile and shake her head and say it was okay.

"Alas, my poor little girl."

Li Xi helped Qiansui cover herself with the quilt again and pulled up her nightgown which was rolled up to her waist.

"It's the last month, come on! Xiaosui."

……

It's the last month! Keep going, everyone!

On the first day of rehearsal, Qiansui was barely holding on.

On the third day, Qiansui took a rare break to catch his breath, and Lixi took in everything.

But she was powerless to do anything.

During the first week, the band continued to practice and their coordination improved, but Qiansui's health was getting worse day by day.

Li Xi felt distressed, but every time she saw Qiansui sweating and looking exhausted but with a big smile on his face, she was speechless.

Starting from the second week, Chitose could no longer fully participate in the rehearsals.

Sometimes she could only join in during the ensemble part. She wanted to follow along throughout the whole process, but was rejected by everyone.

Because when he went to the hospital for a follow-up check-up the following week, he found that Chitose's hearing was still declining, which made Li Xi so anxious that he stamped his feet.

Day 1, day 2, day 3 of the second week...

Finally, time flies and it is the third week.

"I'm so tired."

Shiina Riki put down the drumsticks and pushed his hands back but missed the target and almost fell to the ground.

"Pfft, little Lixi is such an idiot."

Chitose was also extremely tired, and everyone was chatting happily in the rehearsal room.

It seemed that because of being busy, no one paid too much attention to the upcoming performance.

The band's atmosphere during these two weeks was very harmonious. It seemed as if everyone knew that the band would be less together in the future and therefore did not want to leave any regrets. Everyone tried their best before the final performance.

"Mu, isn't it tiring running back and forth between two bands?"

"Not bad, not tired."

Mu's dark circles became darker and darker, and Qiansui could see that this little girl had made a lot of efforts to maintain the balance between the two bands.

After spending more than a year together, Chitose Noshiro was indeed deeply impressed by the little cucumber girl in front of her.

She is sometimes stupid, sometimes smart, often cold but never lacks enthusiasm.

If we meet in a simulation in the future, Chitose will do his best to carve the other person's life!

"I heard..." Mu hesitated for a few seconds, and finally chose to speak, "Xiang said that the performance is next week, can Xiaosui still hold on?"

"I?"

Qiansui looked at his increasingly thin body in the floor-to-ceiling window, tilted his head and blinked.

"Of course I'm perfectly fine, don't worry."

She returned her gaze to her hands.

As expected, there was another ugly scar on my wrist.

My fingers are covered with four or five band-aids. I don’t know what’s going on, but lately I’ve been getting cuts and scratches all the time.

This may be a reflection of poor health.

"Xiao Sui, take off your hearing aids and go home."

Lixi handed over a bottle of Pocari Sweat. Although she had already drunk half of it, Qiansui drank it without hesitation.

"Well, bye everyone! We don't have rehearsal tomorrow, and it's the weekend~ Have a good rest~"

"Okay~ Goodbye, Xiaosui~"

"See you!"

"Goodbye..."

boom--

When Li Xi closed the door of the rehearsal room, Qian Sui collapsed into his arms as if he was familiar with the place.

"Huh... I'm so tired. I can't hold on any longer."

Her current exhausted appearance was a stark contrast to the talkative Chitose from a moment ago. [So why are you still trying to show off in front of them?]

Li Xi scratched Qiansui's nose to express his dissatisfaction.