I am your deceased love sustenance 1

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When your story in this simulated world comes to an end, the world will not stop.

Time will continue to pass, and the diary, hearing aid, crow, food...even this house, will eventually become a series of suicide notes recording the life of the poor girl named "Chitose Noshiro".

而…

Chitose turned her head and looked at Shiina Ritsuki who was drowsy on the bed.

As Chitose said, time flies.

Now they are facing the challenge of further education, and soon they will report to high school.

These are the last few weeks before spring break ends.

The black-haired girl who belonged to her had grown a lot bigger than before. She had developed better, and her musical level, knowledge reserves, and social etiquette had also improved a lot.

All of this was taught to Shiina Riki bit by bit by Chitose during their daily interactions.

After all, she has lived for more than 30 years in total.

Finally, Chitose figured out how to start writing.

The tip of the black signing pen rubbed against the paper quickly, and only the rustling sound was heard.

A month after that performance, I started performing more frequently.

[Double-team, supporting, double-team, Crychic's trend suddenly became unpredictable. ]

From Shimokitazawa to Akabane, we've been performing in many venues. Crychic has been a success.

I still remember that stormy night, playing against a band whose members were essentially all college dropouts. The intense performance still makes me feel thrilling even now when I recall it.

This is the feeling I want, a wonderful experience of writing a brilliant chapter in my life... I'm very grateful to Li Xi for letting me join the band and helping me burn brightly.

I hope there will be more performances in the future.

Click till.

Chitose Noshiro, who had gradually matured and was becoming more like herself in the real world, put away her diary, drank the hot milk in the cup, and returned to her bed.

"Hmm? Baby, why don't you take a break?"

Li Xi was sleeping soundly, breathing heavily.

Chitose gave Riki a gentle peck on the forehead before removing her hearing aid.

"I'm ready to rest. I just took some cold medicine."

"Come on, come into my arms...it's warm in my arms."

Shiina Riki forced herself to open one eye, she lifted the quilt and welcomed Chitose.

"You're not running away, don't worry, idiot."

Big idiot Lixi!

Ever since chasing Toyokawa Shoko on a rainy night and using that characteristic on herself the next day, Noshiro Chitose has been suffering from minor illnesses.

She often falls ill every other day, but this may also be related to her thin constitution, the high intensity of her daily playing and the high frequency of her stage performances.

"Year-old... take a break these few days... there are no performances this month... we have to prepare for school to start..."

Both Shiina Ritsuki and Noshiro Chitose chose Kamigaoka. Ritsuki said that this was the starting point of their friendship, and it would be even better if they could finish high school here.

Think about it, just going to school, every inch of ground he walks on can bring back memories for Li Xi... Hehe, of course it would be a blessing to be able to replace Chitose.

"Okay, ahem, eh, I really can't stay up late lately."

The hearing aid was taken off, wiped, tidied and put away. As the light in the bedroom suddenly went out, another day passed.

"Lixi, I love you the most. Good night."

"Good night, I love you the most too."

This good night blessing that only Lixi can hear can really make Lixi let go.

Only at this time did Li Xi dare to say something he usually didn't dare to say:

"Xiao Sui... do you think best friends can get married?"

"I really want to be with you forever."

……

"Hehe... marriage, wedding... it's so lively, but... it's so hot..."

Shiina Riki fantasizes about a better future every day.

She dreamed of Xiaosui, they had started a family and built a career, they...

"Lixi, Lixi..."

"uh-huh?"

Shiina Riki's eyebrows twitched a few times.

There seemed to be a very clear call coming from her dream, it was Xiaosui's voice.

Are dreams so real?

"Lixi... wake up... Lixi..."

It wasn't until he felt someone gently patting the side of his cheek that Shiina Riki realized he wasn't dreaming.

"Hmm, Xiao Sui?"

Confused, Li Xi turned on the desk lamp.

She found Qiansui twisting and turning in her arms, her little face unusually red.

【What's wrong? Are you feeling unwell?】

"Hmm! I want to..."

What are you thinking about?

"I want to...vomit..."

"what?"

Lixi immediately jumped out of bed, put the hearing aid on Chitose, and then helped Chitose walk to the bathroom.

But Chitose Noshiro didn't even make it to the sink before she started covering her mouth to prevent herself from vomiting.

Even when he was only a few steps away from the sink, Chitose showed signs of collapsing.

Soon, she started vomiting, and it didn't stop immediately.

Lixi patted Qiansui's back in pain. She watched Qiansui vomit for more than ten seconds before he recovered, but she was powerless to do anything.

"What happened? How can it be so serious? I'll go call an ambulance... Xiao Sui, you..."

"Don't worry, it's okay, it's not that serious..."

After rinsing his mouth, Qiansui leaned weakly in Lixi's arms.

"Let's... go back and rest for a while. If things don't work tomorrow morning, we can go to the hospital. It's so late now, and taxis are so expensive..."

"Stop talking such idiotic things... Come with me to see a doctor!"

Li Xi immediately hugged Qiansui in his arms, rushed downstairs, and waited for a long time downstairs before calling a taxi.

[Xiao Sui, are you still feeling uncomfortable? I brought some water, would you like to drink some first?]

"I... I've already said that I'm just too tired and my body is a little tense. Vomiting is normal. It's not the first time..."

[Idiot! That's something we should pay more attention to! Stop talking, let's go check it out first.]

Seeing his beloved looking weak and powerless, Li Xi's heart ached even more.

[After seeing the doctor, I'll take Sui out for breakfast. Shall we have some rice balls?]

"Ugh, don't talk about food, don't... Li Xi, don't mention food anymore, it makes me feel sick..."

"Eh?"

Arrive, register, and seek medical treatment.

Shiina Riki has always been with Chitose.

She had a vague bad feeling.

Ch226. I really hope you take better care of yourself

It seems that memories of Chitose Noshiro always revolve around the hospital.

Well... the hospital has unknowingly become a place where Riki often brings Chitose.

Li Xi sat next to Qiansui, and her thin girl was receiving an IV drip.

"The first time you rescued me was also in the hospital. If you knew, you would definitely hate me."

"Ok?"

Today is Chitose without the help of hearing aids.

Noshiro Chitose tilted her head, not knowing what Riki was talking about.

[It's okay, I just want to know if Xiaosui is feeling better? ]

"I don't feel like throwing up anymore... I just feel really weak."

[No energy? I'll take you to eat something delicious later.]

"No, the thought of food makes me feel sick again... I'm so tired, can you let me rest for a while?"

【certainly. 】

So Shiina Riki's shoulder became her Crow Girl's pillow.

The weight coming from Chitose Noshiro was so light that Riki felt uneasy.

I don't know how long ago it started, but Chitose Noshiro has become lighter and lighter.

It seemed like he was about to become as thin as a balloon and float away from the world.

"Ms. Shiina, could you come over here for a moment?"

The hard soles of her shoes made a clattering sound as the attending physician, Ms. Huizuka, walked up to Riki.

She was wearing a mask, with only a pair of golden pupils visible, which made her look inhuman.

But Li Xi didn't have time to care about these things.

"Ok!"

After putting the fragile Chitose in place and leaving her small bag for Chitose to use as a pillow, Riki was taken by Ms. Haizuka to a corner where Chitose could not see her.

"Excuse me! Has Xiaosui's report come in yet?"

"Hmm...but how should I put it, Miss Shiina might need to put in a little more thought in the future."

"Eh?"

Li Xi blinked in confusion.

……

Li Xi blinked absentmindedly.

"You mean… anorexia?"

What the hell is anorexia?

Anorexia...Why does this word appear in her daily life?

This isn't right.

"Oh, yes, anorexia. Miss Noshiro, have you been in such a tense state for so long without any rest? Is your diet irregular?"

Dr. Huizuka was like a butcher holding a chainsaw, constantly pushing Riki to the edge of the cliff.