You are Toyokawa Shoko, then who am I?

"Then...we'll meet on the moon someday, idiot!"

talking.

Involuntarily.

Finally, I let go of the tension.

The man choked and cried.

He has never liked crying since he was a child.

Under the extreme education of his family, he always believed that crying was a sign of weakness and a wrong act that was unbecoming of a member of the Toyokawa family.

Although he later no longer considered himself a member of the Toyokawa family.

But the habit of hating to cry was still deeply engraved in his soul.

So in his opinion.

If you really can't help crying.

There are only two places in this world where you can cry.

One is in front of yourself.

another.

It was in front of her.

57

Chapter 57 You know, I have always been a good cook.

When I started crying.

Toyokawa Sho was still able to control himself.

She just sobbed, her face buried in Wakaba Mu's chest, her ten fingers grabbing her petite back like cat claws. She was afraid that if she grabbed too hard, it would hurt her, so she let go of her strength and just gently pulled her clothes.

However, once the tears break through the many constraints set in the heart, they are like a flood that breaks through a dam, and the more they flow, the more uncontrollable they become.

Tears streamed down my face, and the weakness in my heart grew into a big tree that blocked out the sun. Its lush branches and leaves covered up my daily dignity and self-esteem, creating a shade for people to rest, allowing them to break free from the cage of reality and find shelter under the shade.

After Wakaba Mutsu gently stroked her hair for a while.

Toyokawa Sho could no longer hold on to pretending that nothing was wrong over the past few days. The confusion and pain in his heart, as if they had found a lighthouse to vent, all came out at once.

"Mu..."

He choked and trembled, raised his head and looked at Ruoye Mu, whose face was full of heartache. He did not let Ruoye Mu hug him anymore, but reached out and held Ruoye Mu in his arms.

He had thought before about what he would say to Ruoye Mu if he could see him again.

For example, the pain of traveling through time, the confusion of knowing that one's identity in this world has been replaced, the loneliness of not being recognized by familiar people, and the psychological trauma of being beaten by Toyokawa Shoko's father.

These things weighed on his heart like a mountain of poison, like a bottle of strong poison spilled on the ground, corroding his flesh and blood all the time, until his body and mind were pushed to the brink of death and kicked off the cliff.

There are too many words I want to vent and too many grievances I want to express.

But in the end, all these voices came together into one sentence.

"From now on... don't leave me again..."

There was a mixture of moist breathing and a broken and delicate voice whispering in his ear, like teeth biting his earlobe, which made Ruo Yemu's heart tremble.

She is still constantly loading up her memories with Toyokawa Sho, and her heart is filled with every little detail between them.

So when she heard Toyokawa Sho say these words that were almost begging her, she felt a pang of pain in her heart.

At the same time, there was an indescribable feeling... that made her feel very satisfied.

Because Toyokawa Shoko would never say such a thing to her.

I won't cry in front of her, and I won't hug her tightly like this.

It was as if he treated her as the only plank he could hold on to in the rough and windy sea, as if he could not survive without her.

This feeling of being valued was so wonderful and so strong. In the past fifteen years, no one had ever expressed such heavy emotions to her.

So much so that now, she actually enjoys being held in this embrace...

Ruoye Mu felt his cheeks flushed red, as did his earlobes and neck, all very hot...

This novel feeling was like Pandora's box. Just opening it a little made her fall into it uncontrollably.

She instinctively wanted more of that kind of attention.

But compared to her own desires, she felt more distressed by Toyokawa Sho's crying.

So she let Toyokawa Sho hold her on the sofa, and her cheek, which was extremely hot due to shyness, pressed against his chest.

She felt that instead of talking, staying quietly by Toyokawa Sho's side might make Toyokawa Sho feel better. Of course, the main reason for making this judgment was that she could not speak.

She didn't know how to respond to Toyokawa Sho.

I was afraid that replying with just one "good" would make her seem too perfunctory.

She was also afraid that saying too much would make it seem like she wasn't expressing herself clearly, so she avoided the topic.

I thought about it like this for a long time without saying a word.

She raised her head and looked at Toyokawa Sho, and saw that Toyokawa Sho loosened the hug, wiped his tears with his hands, took several breaths, then lowered his head and gently rested it on her shoulder. His silver-blue hair hung down, and her expression could not be seen.

Leaning against my shoulder like this, I'm like an abandoned dog, drenched by the heavy rain, who has met someone willing to take him in. Or maybe it's like a tired traveler with a bad fate, little luck and little destiny, who can't find a place to stay in a turbulent era because of his beautiful appearance.

Broken and delicate, it's heartbreaking.

Ruoye Mu's heart trembled violently. Most girls have no resistance to the scene where a boy they like reveals his vulnerable side to them.

Of course she is no exception.

When Toyokawa Sho rested his forehead on her shoulder, her mind went blank, and the urge in her heart to hug him and fill all the scars almost reached its peak.

She lowered her eyes distressedly and wanted to say something, but when she thought of her disastrous communication skills, she couldn't help but lose her spirit. In the end, she could only rub the other person's hair and comfort him clumsily.

She couldn't help but think in her heart.

Can I really comfort the other person by doing this?

The answer is certainly yes.

For Toyokawa Sho.

It would be enough if Ye Mu could appear in front of him.

He leaned on Ruoye Mu's petite shoulders, his cheek touching her delicate black hair. With a sore nose, he could clearly smell the girl's faint body fragrance. Everything he felt from her soothed his exhausted heart.

It’s like a lost traveler has found a lighthouse to guide him forward, and a lost person who has been wandering in a foreign land has returned to his long-cherished homeland.

That sense of security and peace of mind as if he had his feet on solid ground was what Ruoye Mu gave him now.

He slowly raised his head and looked at Ruoye Mu. Looking at this girl who was as delicate and cute as a porcelain doll and was looking at him worriedly, he turned his head away and rubbed his face hard with his hands. After he adjusted his expression, he looked at her again.

Nothing was said.

Just staring at each other quietly.

There was a bright smile on his face and he was in a visibly good mood.

When Ye Mu was looked at like this, he awkwardly avoided the sight.

She was now sitting on the sofa with Toyokawa Sho, the distance between them was almost touching. Her face still retained the warmth from the hug they had just had, and her earlobes were visibly red.

She recalled those memories that she couldn't even describe. Even if she just went through them in her mind, they would quickly pass by. She had to clasp her fingers tightly in her palms to barely suppress the restless memories. An idea popped up in her mind involuntarily.

Xiang looked at me like this...

Do you mean you want to... uh, kiss me...?

But, I don’t know how to do this…

Although I have memories, I... don't dare to look closely...

Wakaba Mutsumi's porcelain-like cheeks began to turn red again, and she found that she was not really resistant to this matter.

Whether it was Toyokawa Sho holding her in his arms just now, or Toyokawa Sho telling her not to leave me again, she felt very... wonderful.

This feeling of being deeply needed is exactly what she has longed for in her heart for a long time.

She closed her eyes nervously, and her heart began to beat faster.

Although he felt uneasy about stepping into the presence of adults, it would be a relief if this could make Toyokawa Sho feel a little better.

Then... she would convince herself and be prepared.

"Don't push yourself, Mu."

However, things are different from what you imagine.

Toyokawa Sho didn't kiss her.

Or perhaps it was because she had received too many memories, causing her thoughts to become confused, leading her to make wrong judgments.

She lowered her head somewhat embarrassedly, and retracted her fingers slightly on the sofa. Her legs, which were covered by her skirt and revealed a soft outline, also came together a little, and she didn't know where to look.

Toyokawa Sho suppressed his smile, and only raised the corners of his mouth slightly. His tear-red eyes regained their former luster, and his face was no longer filled with forced sadness, but with a relaxed look that came from the heart.

In fact, Ruo Yemu was right.

He really wanted to kiss.

Unlike Toyokawa Shoko, Toyokawa Sho clearly understands his feelings for Wakaba Mutsu.

For this sister who has been with him for twenty-five years and has been involved in almost every aspect of his life, Toyokawa Sho can frankly admit in his heart his feelings for Wakaba Mutsu.

There's nothing to be shy about.

He just likes harmony.

The reason why he restrained himself from kissing him was that, on the one hand, he needed to consider how much Ruo Ye Mu actually remembered about him, whether he really recalled all his memories with him, or whether he only recalled small fragments like Li Xi.

Will the interweaving of memories from different worlds create a feeling of pain or confusion?

Did you skip class today?

How should I face my aunt when I get home later?

He needs to confirm all these things one by one. If he kisses, the next step will be lip licking. There will be no effective communication information, only the purest lip licking. It feels great!

On the other hand, Mu is only fifteen years old now and is still far from being an adult. Even if he doesn't consider the age issue, he still needs to consider another thing that is very important to Mu.

That is, this is Mu's first kiss.

No matter who you are, the first kiss is a very important memory, especially for girls.

Although Mu's personality does not allow him to have any romantic requirements in this regard, even if they kiss now, Mu will remember it like a treasure for a long, long time.

I would think about it on the way back in the car, and also when I went to bed at night. Perhaps the fatigue and tiredness of the day would slowly dissipate with the memory of this kiss, and then I would fall asleep with a satisfied mood.

But Toyokawa Sho still hopes to give Wakaba Mu a romantic first kiss as much as possible, at least that's what he did in the previous world.

But then again...

first kiss...

At this time, Toyokawa Sho thought of Toyokawa Shoko. When he first traveled through time, he mistook Shoko for Mu and kissed Shoko by accident, thus taking away her first kiss in a daze.

Although that girl probably has no memories, if I have the chance in the future... I should still compensate her.

Toyokawa Sho shook his head, brought his thoughts back to the present, looked at Wakaba Mutsu who was still a little shy, and took the initiative to ask.

"Mu, how much do you remember about me?"

"... probably, all of them."

Ruoye Mu opened her pink lips and replied softly, "It's just... these are just rough memories. It may take a long time for me to truly recall them all."

“All, everything…?”

Toyokawa Sho was shocked by the answer, his amber eyes widened and disbelief was written on his face.

All of them?

In other words, can Mu remember it for a full twenty-five years?

But can Mu withstand such a huge amount of information?