You are Toyokawa Shoko, then who am I?

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She felt the same feeling from Wakaba Mutsu.

It seems that Mu is the same as her.

I will put Toyokawa Sho's affairs first in my heart.

……

Toyokawa Sho had a dream.

In his dream, he once again dreamed of scumbags.

Seeing this thin, bearded man, he subconsciously took a step back, trying to wake himself up from the dream, but found that this place was still like a cage, and it would be difficult to escape once he stepped in.

Ever since he sent the scumbag to a mental hospital, he has been having the same nightmare over and over again.

He could only watch the scumbag walk towards him, just like he had appeared in his dreams hundreds and thousands of times before, getting closer and closer, until he showed a sinister and crazy smile and said to him.

Why haven't you collapsed yet?

The words were like nightmares, like a sharp nail with dirt in the nail that had not been cleaned for years. The evil and dirty finger was scratching the most painful scar in his heart.

The light in Toyokawa Sho's eyes gradually dimmed.

He numbly looked at the scum who was bending over in front of him and laughing, his lips trembling slightly, as if saying, let me go.

But the nightmare still opened its bloody mouth to him and swallowed him into a hell that would never end.

He saw himself receiving a call from the police station, saw himself picking up the scumbag from the police station, saw himself almost being hit on the head with a bottle by the scumbag, and saw himself being confronted by the scumbag and told that he had been deliberately torturing him all these years.

In the process of falling.

He saw countless versions of himself that made him feel distressed.

These feelings of compassion for the great traumas of the past turned into fragments, slowly woven and pieced together in the heart, and finally sublimated into a powerful belief, a belief that wanted to reach out and save the past self.

The object of this belief is naturally Toyokawa Shoko.

He stretched out his hand, wanting to hold the child's crying cheek, wipe away her tears, and help her face everything she didn't want to face.

But the true words that came out of her father's mouth last night were like sharp knives stabbing into his heart, stinging him so much that he had to withdraw his hands.

Since you have done nothing wrong, life is not dark.

Then what is the meaning of my coming here...

It's so lonely and cold here.

There were familiar faces everywhere, but whether it was Li Xi or Lenai, they were both confused and unfamiliar when they first saw me.

I was like a traveler who had strayed into the snow and ice, curled up in a small cave, relying on them to remember my memories bit by bit to survive.

Even though it was just an extremely weak flame that couldn't even warm one's hands, for the traveler who was about to faint, this flame was a life-saving straw and a kite of hope.

If possible, I would also like to do as my boss said, save my tears for later, and wait for someone to come and pour them all out.

But who is this person and where is he?

In this world where there is no place for me, where can I find someone who can remember me completely and make me realize that I am not alone here?

If there is one.

Anyone is fine...

Let me... forget all this.

Toyokawa Sho prayed silently in his heart. He felt tears running down his cheeks, freeing him from the endless nightmare.

He slowly opened his eyes, and his emotional mental activities returned to their previous normal levels as he woke up from the dream.

His soul stood high up, looking down at the voices that remained in his heart, he sighed, shook his head, cut off his weakness, and continued to face life.

But just as he was about to get up, he felt as if something was wiping his tears... It felt warm and the area that touched his face was very small. It must be a girl's finger.

He raised his gaze.

Looking forward in confusion.

Would anyone do something so intimate to him at this time?

The mist blurred his vision, and he could only vaguely see the general outline. It seemed that a petite girl was sitting in front of him, reaching out to wipe away the redness from the corners of his eyes.

He was stunned.

I thought to myself... No way.

The fact that they had been inseparable for the past twenty-five years allowed him to guess the answer immediately. Before his eyes fell on the other person, his soul recognized the other person earlier than his body.

But why would she come?

She should have classes tonight.

She was so afraid of her aunt, how could she go against her mother's wishes for something so insignificant?

Am I still dreaming?

Is my mind so fragile that I need to weave a dream with her in it in order to return to normal?

In just a few seconds, countless complicated thoughts flashed through Toyokawa Sho's mind. He hesitated for a moment and decided to face the problem head-on. He reached out and rubbed away the mist in his eyes. His vision became clear and he began to reconfirm the answer in front of him.

as predicted.

Sitting in front of him.

It's Wakaba Mutsu.

Toyokawa Sho was so shocked by the facts before him that he was speechless, and a buzzing tinnitus filled his blank mind.

Puzzled. Confused.

And disbelief.

Many expressions emerged on his face, but faded away like the coming and going of fate, and in the end only the same calmness as before remained.

He sat up slowly.

Start thinking about how to talk to the other person.

But this is an unfamiliar question.

He always said whatever he wanted to say in front of Ruoye Mu, and never thought that one day he would need to consider etiquette in front of this person.

So much so that he found himself unable to say anything.

I can only look at each other stupidly like a fool.

The sight is cramped and uneasy.

So stupid.

A few days ago, he was still thinking about wanting to meet Ruoye Mu.

But what if Ye Mu really appeared in front of him.

He became overwhelmed again.

My heart was full of words stuck in my throat and I couldn't utter a single syllable.

He was afraid that Wakaba Mutsu would be like Li Xi and the others, and would not remember anything. He was also afraid that Wakaba Mutsu would be like Nagasaki Suyo, and would say that he was a fake.

Just when he was hesitant about this.

He saw Wakaba Mutsu stand up.

Then, she gently held him in her arms.

The girl was only a little over 1.5 meters tall. Even when she stood up, she was not much taller than him sitting on the sofa. But because of this, his head would be buried in the girl's chest, and the girl's soft and tender cheek would rest against his hair.

The two lean on each other.

The souls that needed salvation from each other found the answer they could entrust their lives to.

In fact, there is no need to use the word "like" to describe it.

Because that's actually the case.

For Toyokawa Sho, Wakaba Mutsu is his indispensable half, a part of his soul that has been integrated into his life, his redemption and expectation in this life, and his most precious relationship.

As for Wakaba Mu.

The same is true.

"Xiang."

Ruoye Mu spoke softly.

Just this one word contains so much power.

Sho Toyokawa, who was held in his arms, slowly widened his eyes.

Harmony...

Remember him...?

"...What if one day you forget or get lost?"

Her voice was so soft that the fluctuation in her tone was almost inaudible.

But for Toyokawa Sho.

This sentence makes people feel more dazed and confused than the breath of the sea and the trajectory of the stars.

When he was a child, he once half-jokingly told Wakaba Mu that they were like Johnny and Xiaoxi, and these two names came from a perspective novel game called "To the Moon".

In the world of "To the Moon", there is a service that fulfills the wishes of dying people by changing their memories. An old man named Johnny purchases this service and wants to go to the moon before he dies, but he doesn't know why he wants to go to the moon.

Later, after in-depth exploration by the two protagonists, they finally understood that the reason why Johnny wanted to go to the moon was because this was a promise he made with his late wife Creek when he was a child.

But Johnny took a lot of blockers in his early years because of his brother's death, which caused problems with his memory structure, so he forgot about it.

Throughout his life, he was taciturn and did not know how to express himself properly. His wife tried to restore Johnny's memory, but not to remember the promise to go to the moon, but to hope that Johnny could be his true self instead of a substitute for his dead brother.

If Ye Mu said this now.

It's the line in the game where the little Creek takes the platypus Johnny gave her and asks Johnny.

next year.

Same time, same place.

Let’s come here again and watch the moon together.

But what if you forget or get lost accidentally?

These simple words broke through all the barriers in Toyokawa Sho's heart.

Until now, he had always been the one proving his identity to others.

But now...it was the other party who proved it to him.

She remembers herself.

in this world.

Someone remembered everything about him.