I am always pushed back

In fact, he didn't know what to do about this matter.

As he walked, Wang Chuan saw a bench on the path ahead. After hesitating for a moment, Wang Chuan woke up Fu Hua who was distracted.

"Fu Hua, there's a bench in front, should we take a rest?"

"Ah good!"

Suddenly she came to her senses and realized that she was distracted and not listening to Wang Chuan's memories. Fu Hua couldn't help feeling a little sorry for Wang Chuan.

But after sitting down with Wang Chuan, Fu Hua stiffened for a brief moment and then leaned her body into Wang Chuan's arms.

"Captain, can you lend me your shoulder?"

"If it's Fu Hua, it doesn't matter how long it takes."

I closed my eyes and snuggled in this familiar and warm embrace.

Fu Hua really wanted time to stop at this moment forever.

You don’t have to think about all those messy things anymore, just quietly experience this beauty.

"But, this is impossible......."

Deep in Fu Hua's heart, there was a voice that was talking to itself excitedly and lostly.

Chapter 6 of Yandere Fu Hua

For Fu Hua, the brief moment of joy in the amusement park may be the only memory that can make her feel at ease during this period of time.

That afternoon, quietly and calmly, Fu Hua leaned in Wang Chuan's arms.

She is no longer the outstanding squad leader, the powerful Valkyrie Fu Hua, a boxer, or the Red Kite Immortal.

At that time, she was just like the little girl thousands of years ago who had not yet become a fusion warrior of the Fire Moth.

Enjoy life simply and peacefully, instead of letting time erase all the memories of the people who are important to you.

At that time, Fu Hua actually opened her eyes quietly and looked at Wang Chuan secretly.

She thought in her heart that her loss of power might be God's mercy to her. Because in this way, she could grow old with Wang Chuan and stay with him until he was reduced to ashes.

Until the dust also dissipated in the void and could no longer be found.

But, I am not his wife... I am just his Valkyrie. Is our current relationship just a purely subordinate one?

Suddenly, Fu Hua felt a little pain in her heart.

It is possible that I will not be the person he will stay with in the future, and he may be surrounded by a group of bold and beautiful ship girls.

Or... Valkyries...

Her heart was a little confused. Thinking of these, Fu Hua found it difficult to remain peaceful in the embrace that she was addicted to.

Because the longer you indulge in it, the harder it is to extricate yourself. If you find it hard to get it later...will you go crazy?

"So, Fu Hua, why don't you take action now? Or...stay by his side and drive away anyone who tries to get their hands on your treasure, so that he will always belong to you..."

"Well?!"

Suddenly awakened from the sweet words of the extremely bewitching inner demon in her heart, Fu Hua, with cold sweat on her forehead, also startled Wang Chuan who was leaning on her.

"Fu Hua? Are you... okay?"

"Nothing, Captain. I just suddenly realized that my luck seems to be very bad all the time, and I'm a little depressed."

This was an attempt to change the subject in order to prevent Wang Chuan from noticing that something was wrong with her, and in fact Fu Hua succeeded.

Seeing Fu Hua who seemed to be troubled by the difference in her luck, Wang Chuan smiled slightly. Then Wang Chuan took the initiative to hold Fu Hua's hand and walked towards the amusement park.

"Well, Fu Hua, today the captain will share some of his luck with you."

Smiling at Fu Hua like that, Wang Chuan knew that Fu Hua's luck was not good, so much so that one time Fu Hua tried to draw for the thing she wanted countless times but couldn't get it. Finally, Kiana hit her with one shot, and Fu Hua was very grateful for what Kiana did.

Therefore, this time Wang Chuan wanted to share some of his "luck" with Fu Hua, so that Fu Hua could also experience the joy of drawing.

Just as Wang Chuan had expected, Fu Hua miraculously won the lucky prize in the lucky draw in the amusement park.

"Look, Fu Hua, the captain has given you some luck~"

"Ah."

On the surface, Fu Hua was slightly happy to agree to Wang Chuan's request, as if he was trying to win her credit. However, in reality, Fu Hua was in a deeper dilemma.

"Why are you so nice to me... If you keep going like this, I really won't be able to extricate myself......"

In Fu Hua's heart, the voice that was like a demon bewitching her appeared again.

"Alas~ Why do you want to break away from this wonderful thing? Or rather, why don't you want to take it for yourself? Hahahahahahahahahaha~~~~"

The last voice had a wanton and sarcastic smile, as if it was mocking Fu Hua's true self.

Even though she was becoming increasingly confused in her heart, on the surface... at least Fu Hua was still forcing a smile.

However, this forced smile only made Fu Hua feel more uncomfortable, and then she fell into a vicious cycle.

Yes.

Just like the original intention of this amusement park trip, Fu Hua had a very happy day. With the company of her important person, everything seemed so beautiful. In her long memory, she finally had something worth remembering.

However, after this, Fu Hua felt even more uncomfortable.

I could have endured loneliness, because I had long forgotten the feeling of warmth. But why did you have to break my darkness again and spread that brief warmth to my world............

Just like the brief spring days at the amusement park faded away, Fu Hua once again fell into the days of the Valkyrie on the Hyperion.

Training, attacking, resting. Training, attacking, resting... These days of repeating over and over again are really depressing.

But for Fu Hua, the only person who could be considered the sun was busy with other things that were very important to him.

The result was that Fu Hua became increasingly restless and uneasy.

Should I just blame him? No, he is not wrong. So is it my fault?

Fu Hua lay on her plain bed, looking at the starry sky outside the window, looking at the universe that was so deep that it could contain everything, or the world of the abyss. She was thinking quietly and excitedly.

What was silent was her body, while what was excited and agitated was her heart and her soul.

Once again, Fu Hua felt extremely disgusted with Honkai.

But this time, the reason for the disgust is different from before.

Because the collapse destroyed his life and took away the Wang Chuan that belonged to him!

Obviously, if Wang Chuan had not died from the final blow of the Collapse Emperor, he and I could have lived together happily. Perhaps after a long time, the feelings that had not yet been expressed would slowly be revealed.

But now, this Wang Chuan no longer belongs only to Fu Hua.

"Yes.....He doesn't belong to me.....It's broken....Damn it..."

Muttering this in a low voice, Fu Hua's body could no longer be as calm as before.

Gradually trembling, gradually getting angry, and then clenching his fist, he swung a blow into the air that could open the sky!

In the end, nothing would happen in the air. Fu Hua also dropped her arms as if in fear of losing something, and fell into a deep sleep with her thoughts as her pillow.

................

In the land of China, collapse is about to once again invade this rich country.

And this time, the guardian of the land of Shenzhou, the Red Kite Immortal, seems unable to show up.

"Captain Wang Chuan, huh?"

During the video call, Archbishop Otto looked at Wang Chuan with a hint of scrutiny, muttering to himself in a low voice.

In the other part of the video call, Wang Chuan remained silent, and Archbishop Otto did not let the silent atmosphere continue to develop.

"An extremely high-intensity Honkai reaction has occurred in Shenzhou. I need you to lead the Hyperion to Shenzhou to fight the Honkai."

"As ordered."

At the last moment of the video, Archbishop Otto looked at Wang Chuan who was doing his job impartially and silently turned off the communication.

"Hmm, what an interesting person."

Thinking of the expression on Fu Hua's face when she joined Tianming and saw Wang Chuan, Archbishop Otto couldn't help but smile with a hint of playfulness.

Chapter 7 of Yandere Fu Hua

During these uneventful days, Fu Hua lived a very ordinary life.

Life is repetitive and boring. Every day is filled with the same almost fixed things, with little change.

If I had to say what changes there were in these repetitive days.

"Mei! Why can't I draw anything?! Last time when I helped the squad leader draw, I got one on the first try!"

Looking at Kiana, whose face was now countless times darker than hers, complaining to Mei in such a miserable way, this was perhaps one of the few things that could make Fu Hua feel a little better in these repetitive days.

But it was only a little bit, the tangled things were still tangled in my heart. Or rather, the degree of tangledness was even greater than before.

In a sense, this is also a novel experience.

After all, this is the first time for Fu Hua to be so persistent in loving someone in these past eras.

This was the first time I had someone who was important to me in that sense. At the same time, it was painful, because that beauty had been buried.

While sweating profusely on the fitness training machine, Fu Hua never stopped thinking about these things for even a second.

But slowly, the physical training machine stopped.

Fu Hua also adjusted her breathing and pace according to the slower rhythm.

The glasses that served as a communication device sent a message to Fu Hua. Looking at the brief and concise content, Fu Hua's eyes brightened and her whole aura became sharp.

Ten minutes later, Wang Chuan's Valkyries all started firing at the bridge of the Hyperion. Wang Chuan was neatly dressed in the captain's uniform and had been waiting here early.

Standing up and straightening his back, Wang Chuan glanced at the Valkyries who were ready to go in front of him.

Then, he spoke with a little haste.

"According to the test results report of Dr. Einstein at the Mandate Headquarters, a Honkai energy reaction that cannot be underestimated was discovered in Shenzhou. According to the order of Archbishop Otto, we will go to Shenzhou to eliminate the Honkai."

After a pause, Wang Chuan carefully looked at the spirit of each Valkyrie, and finally, he nodded with satisfaction.

"Then please get ready now. We will drop into the densely populated areas of Honkai energy in Shenzhou in half an hour to conduct exploration and combat. Disband now."

"Honkai... is it happening again in Shenzhou...?"

Inevitably, after receiving this news, Fu Hua suddenly felt uneasy again.

It took her a lot of effort to calm down. She stopped thinking about the scene where Wang Chuan was pierced through the chest by the final blow from the Collapse Emperor. The scene kept replaying in her mind.

It's painful, uncomfortable and desperate.

But Fu Hua was in a daze as she walked in the corridor. She knew clearly that this was the Hyperion and Wang Chuan was alive and well, but she could not suppress the feeling of fear and loss at all.

No, that feeling of panic has reached its peak.

Turning her head decisively, Fu Hua's tense nerves began to fear what now seemed almost impossible.

Turning back, Fu Hua walked quickly towards the bridge, because Wang Chuan should still be there.

But this fast pace made Fu Hua feel uneasy.

What if Wang Chuan was experiencing something, and I was only a few steps away from saving him? What if...

Fu Hua was thinking anxiously, hurriedly and agitatedly in her heart. In the end, she ran wildly in the corridor, completely ignoring the sight of other staff members on the Hyperion.

'It's almost there, it's almost there!'

Thinking excitedly in her heart, Fu Hua arrived in front of the glass door of the bridge. The extremely nervous Fu Hua subconsciously punched through the glass door and rushed in.

"Crash..."

That was the crisp sound of glass breaking on the ground.

Fu Hua, who was so impatient and anxious, rushed into the bridge and saw the figure she was worried about standing there safely.

Wang Chuan, whose attention was attracted by the noise of the door being broken, saw Fu Hua with a face full of uneasiness and anxiety. He felt a little worried about Fu Hua but also a little strange.

What on earth made Fu Hua become what she is now?

In Wang Chuan's opinion, Fu Hua should have been a mature and reliable squad leader, but now...

"Fu Hua, what are you doing......"

Wang Chuan stopped asking Fu Hua halfway through with a bit of worry.