I am always pushed back

Thinking of this, Wang Chuan carried Fu Hua, who gradually closed her eyes in his arms, to the bed and gently covered her with a quilt.

Before leaving, Wang Chuan saw Fu Hua holding her glasses tightly in her hand.

After hesitating for a moment, Wang Chuan quietly took the glasses from Fu Hua's hand and carefully wiped the lenses that were wet with tears.

Gently, the door closed and Wang Chuan left. However, Fu Hua's eyes slowly opened on the bed.

"Isn't this an illusion or a dream? He hasn't changed at all."

Chapter 4 of Yandere Fu Hua

Just like a flash in the pan, beautiful things always fade away so quickly, or hide in the deep darkness.

Fu Hua is still melancholy today.

Melancholy, dissatisfaction, and even some jealousy.

This was a huge change for Fu Hua herself and the former Chiyuan Immortal. How could the Chiyuan Immortal and Fu Hua at that time become jealous of others?

However, Fu Hua was very envious of Wang Chuan's interaction with the other Valkyries. At the same time, she was envious, but because of her own reserve, she just sat quietly by the side.

An unknown feeling called jealousy slowly grew in my heart.

As a Valkyrie, Fu Hua and her captain Wang Chuan undoubtedly have a very good relationship. If they were to be rated on the intimacy they could achieve now, if Wang Chuan was more proactive, there would be no problem with a full score.

However, there are many other cases like Fu Hua where the relationship is just as simple as that between a Valkyrie and the captain.

Major Himeko, Rita, Theresa who for some reason also arrived on the Hyperion, as well as the familiar Kiana and Raiden Mei.

"Captain... I don't really hate you that much. If it was the captain's order, I might try to obey it. Um... Hey! That's not what I meant!"

In the aisle, Kiana and Wang Chuan walked side by side.

However, Kiana at this time was a little different from her usual carefree Paramecium image.

The dialogue was like a young girl's first love, hinting at something. In the end, it was the classic tsundere. Kiana left Wang Chuan behind, covered her face and quickly ran away.

Facing such a Kiana, Wang Chuan looked at the back of the energetic girl walking away and smiled helplessly.

Wang Chuan was not an emotional idiot, but he knew that he should not return the girl's feelings. Perhaps, it was just that Kiana was wrong.

Liking and loving are not exactly the same.

If you only look at Wang Chuan and Qiyana, this might be like a love drama. However, if you add Fu Hua who has been following behind Wang Chuan from a distance...

If Kiana had seen Fu Hua's unhappy expression at that time, she would have been a little scared even if she had a big heart.

After all, the honest squad leader that I was familiar with would actually show such a terrifying expression...

In fact, Fu Hua was also very distressed.

Unlike Kiana, she didn't know how to express herself. Perhaps her facial expressions were only suitable for being calm and decisive in battle.

It has been too long. In one era, time has erased too much of Fu Hua.

These erased parts may also contain the expression of love that Fu Hua might have once had.

Even if she once had it, Fu Hua has long forgotten it now. She doesn't know how to express it and is even a little afraid to express it.

Just like the Wang Chuan who once belonged to him. The relationship between the two of them was clearly only separated by a thin film, but no one had torn it open or pierced it.

Because of this, Fu Hua's expression also became depressed. Her beautiful eyes lost so much color at this time.

Silently, following behind Wang Chuan from a distance. Watching Wang Chuan from a corner unknown to anyone. This might be considered a kind of happiness for Fu Hua now.

But when she saw those Valkyries having close contact with Wang Chuan, Fu Hua really felt uncomfortable.

Sour and bitter.

Even when Wang Chuan met me quietly, I was able to accompany him forward.

That sour feeling still remains in my heart.

When I lowered my head, I saw my toes.

After hesitating for a moment, Fu Hua tentatively pressed her ordinary chest.

Very flat, without any ups and downs. Although this body shape is very convenient for her to fight and do various intense sports, Fu Hua is starting to become a little concerned.

"The Captain seems to like bigger breasts..."

Just when she was feeling melancholy like this, Fu Hua seemed to be suddenly awakened and found that she was actually paying attention to things that she had obviously not cared about before.

Why is this.

It must be because he stole my heart.

As she thought about it, Fu Hua became a little distracted. She didn't know where her thoughts were drifting to, and she didn't care what was in front of her. The only thing she was thinking about was the one and only him.

Then... I thought of Wang Chuan interacting with other Valkyries and looking at their smiling faces.

Once upon a time, it was clearly just my right.

Besides, now, because there are many things to deal with on the Hyperion, Wang Chuan is gradually getting busy. Fu Hua also feels that she hasn't taken the initiative to chat with Wang Chuan for a long time.

"Monitor, be careful!"

"?!"

Suddenly, Mei rushed to Fu Hua and killed the Honkai beast in front of her for the dazed Fu Hua.

"What's wrong with you, squad leader? It's not like a squad leader to be in a daze during a mission."

Facing Mei's concern, Fu Hua couldn't help laughing. She didn't expect that she would be so distracted. It was so severe that she seemed to have teleported from the Hyperion to the battlefield.

Fu Hua focused on dealing with the Honkai Beasts, and when the final boss was about to appear, she was slightly distracted. She looked at Kiana who was communicating with Wang Chuan through the communicator.

"Captain~~"

"........"

After hearing Kiana's coquettish voice towards Wang Chuan, Fu Hua fell silent, and was unusually silent in her heart.

She didn't want to pay attention to how Kiana was acting coquettishly with Wang Chuan. After all, she still had a Honkai BOSS to deal with.

After a while, the Honkai Beast BOSS appeared.

“Inch Power, Open the Sky!!”

Fu Hua calmly delivered a critical hit with astonishing statistics, and then the Honkai Beast BOSS was killed instantly by Fu Hua.

Mei, who was standing by, looked very distressed as she watched this scene.

"As expected, there is something wrong with the squad leader. Perhaps I should suggest to the captain that Fu Hua relax a bit...?"

.....................

A week later, Fu Hua and Wang Chuan were walking side by side on the path in the amusement park.

In fact, this was originally intended to be a vacation for the Valkyries. Wang Chuan led all the Valkyries to the amusement park to relax.

But during the trip, Mei suddenly pulled the others to go play other amusement facilities, leaving only Fu Hua and Wang Chuan together.

So, the atmosphere was very subtle. This was a temporary journey for Fu Hua and Wang Chuan.

Chapter 5 of Yandere Fu Hua

It was very plain and peaceful. Fu Hua and Wang Chuan walked quietly on the sparsely populated path beside the amusement park.

Although they were walking side by side, Fu Hua did not chat with Wang Chuan calmly as usual. On the contrary, Fu Hua seemed a little overwhelmed.

After all, Mei pulled the other people away in the middle of the process, and left with a smile, saying that she was enjoying herself. How could Fu Hua not see such an obvious intention?

Although, Wang Chuan was indeed kept in the dark.

I heard that it seems that because Wang Chuan’s childhood growing experience in this life is completely different from that in his previous life, so even in most of his personality and inner qualities, Wang Chuan is still the Wang Chuan that Fu Hua knows.

But when it comes to matters between men and women, Wang Chuan is not that sensitive.

"captain.."

Her lips moved slightly, and Fu Hua finally asked the question she wanted to know.

"By the way, Captain, what kind of environment did you grow up in as a child?"

After all, Fu Hua would still be curious about the different experiences of Wang Chuan in this life and the Wang Chuan who belonged to her in the previous life.

"This."

As if recalling some interesting memory, Wang Chuan smiled faintly. But for some reason, Fu Hua's heart tightened a little.

Perhaps it should be said that this is the sixth sense from the Red Kite Immortal.

"Actually, when I was little, I didn't know who my parents were."

"Hmm? Captain, have you been abandoned by your parents?"

After hearing what Wang Chuan said, Fu Hua felt a little distressed. At the same time, because of some influences from the Internet, she inevitably had an idea.

"It would have been great if I could have met him when he was still a child... I heard that this is called... raising a young boy?" Fu Hua seemed to have followed Wang Chuan into the mode of reminiscing about the past, but she was thinking a little strangely. Or maybe Fu Hua was a little strange in the eyes of others recently.

"Not really. It's just that the sisters who raised me didn't tell me about my parents. Although I was still very concerned at first, I got over it after a while. After all, I already have family I can rely on."

In Wang Chuan's smiling words, Fu Hua's ears caught the obviously unusual information.

"Captain, what kind of people are your sisters?"

While asking this question, Fu Hua paid special attention to the changes in Wang Chuan's expression.

"My sisters." When talking about his sisters, Wang Chuan's smile became very bright. Fu Hua seemed to be infected by Wang Chuan and smiled too. But her smile was a little uneasy.

"They are actually all ship girls. I was raised by ship girls. Before I became a captain, I was also an admiral, but I gave up this identity temporarily for some reasons."

"Speaking of them, it was actually Lexington and Shokaku who raised me. Bismarck also cared about me a lot. As for their sisters, Saratoga, Zuikaku, and Tirpitz, they are all troublesome people."

Having said this, Wang Chuan paused, and the expression on his face became a little helpless but also seemed happy?

"Saratoga, Zuikaku and Tirpitz sometimes team up. One time, when Lexington and Shukaku were out on business and Bismarck was not at home, they flirted with me and told me to marry them when I grow up."

Speaking of this, Wang Chuan seemed to recall the time when he was a child, at a loss as to what to do when faced with the teasing of older sisters, and he couldn't help but laugh softly.

Although Fu Hua still had a smile on her face, she felt very uncomfortable in her heart.

KanColle is a product that has appeared in the past decade or so.

There are naturally ship girls on the land of China, and Fu Hua has also paid attention to information about these ship girls.

Powerful, with the mission of fighting against a new type of Honkai force called the Deep Sea, and extremely loyal to his admiral.

Thinking of Wang Chuan's seemingly joking words recalling the past, Fu Hua felt very uncomfortable.

She knew that based on the information revealed in Wang Chuan's words and the general attitude of the ship girls towards the admiral, they were absolutely serious, even though they were just joking.

Thinking about this point all the time, thinking about Wang Chuan's ship girl, and thinking that maybe one day he would put a ring on someone else, the feeling in Fu Hua's heart gradually became stronger and more sour.

Even though Wang Chuan was still talking about his so-called childhood with them, Fu Hua seemed to be listening.

But Fu Hua really couldn't listen to anything at all.

This feeling suddenly felt like my most important things had become someone else's favorite toy. Obviously, obviously, those were my rights.

"Obviously, I was there first..."

Subconsciously, Fu Hua's fists were clenched tightly and trembling.

And her smile became a little forced.

Because every time Wang Chuan talked about that memory, Fu Hua's regret would increase. Because during that time, it was she who could have created the memories.

As long as the original Wang Chuan didn't sacrifice himself to protect himself. And if Wang Chuan didn't sacrifice himself at that time, as long as the collapse didn't exist, or as long as he didn't protect Shenzhou at the beginning, let that promise fade away in time like his own memory...

As if she was suddenly awakened, this time, not only her clenched fists were shaking, her heart was shaking as well.

After all, doubting myself in this way, suddenly having the thought of not keeping the promise... am I abandoning my past self?

"No, why don't you just be who you are now? Throw away those unimportant things. As long as you get him, you will have the meaning of rebirth."

Suddenly, Fu Hua seemed to have a demon in her heart. However, the proposal of this demon lady was very confusing.

With such inner conflict, Fu Hua's facial expression unconsciously became tangled and worried.

In fact, Wang Chuan had already slowly lowered his voice and slowly stopped recalling the past.

He looked at Fu Hua, who had completely fallen into self-barriers on the road, and was obviously a little worried.

Without saying a word, Wang Chuan slowly accompanied Fu Hua on the quiet path. Fu Hua did not notice when Wang Chuan stopped reminiscing, but was caught in a struggle between himself and others.

Remembering that Mei came to him specially a few days ago and expressed her concern about Fu Hua's mental state, Wang Chuan rubbed his forehead in distress.