I, the Lord of the Fifth Heavenly Throne, flow out of all things!

When he heard about Erya and Mengmeng's abilities, he had already begun to wonder if there were many people with super powers in the world.

But now after hearing what Kagura Ren said, I realize that there really are some people in this world who are born abnormal.

Being able to see information about everything is a very powerful ability.

However, because he saw more with this ability, his brain couldn't bear it and he became mentally retarded.

This is the price of ability.

"I first met her in the hospital. As soon as she saw me, she hugged my waist and buried her head in me. She refused to let go even when Erica came, and she said in full, 'It's quiet here, I don't want to leave.' Erica and I were stunned at that time, because it was the first time that Erica's sister spoke clearly and in full, and it was also the first time that I felt a sense of reality that was different from usual."

"I later found out that she couldn't see any information from me, so she felt very quiet and relaxed when she got close to me. As for why I could feel a sense of reality from her, haha... maybe it's just like you said, it's the resonance between abnormal people."

At the end, Kagura Ren couldn't help but smile bitterly.

He does not reject his own abnormality, after all, it is innate.

But he... also wants to live a normal life.

It's not just the reality of being alive, but also the reality of love, the reality of hate, the reality of anger, the reality of sadness... He wants to experience them all.

That’s why I want to be a human being.

"I thought I could live, grow old, and die like a human being, but..."

Kagura Ren's expression fell completely silent. He sighed heavily and said to Li Yuanhai helplessly, "You have seen Erica's hair color. In addition to albinism, my girlfriend also has a heart disease. She was sent to the hospital for emergency treatment not long ago, and my sister's physical condition suddenly worsened and she was also admitted to the ICU, so... Erica and I came here together."

For some reason, Li Yuanhai felt a sense of sympathy.

He and the other person came here because of the most important person to each other.

Li Yuanhai could imagine that if Kagura Ren lost the conditions to be a human being, she would either be completely desperate or completely crazy.

Live like a human being, or live a distorted life?

For Kagura Ren, he is facing such a cruel choice.

At the same time, he is slowly being deprived of the choices from the former.

Kagura Ren is trying his best to do what a person should do. He can't be like a normal person.

There is nothing more cruel in the world than giving you hope of getting better and then throwing you into the deep quagmire.

Ps: Please vote and recommend. After the protagonist takes the seat, this is the reason why Duan Mulian's self-destruction factor was born. His self-destruction factor is himself in his dream...

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Chapter 141: Decapitation Hurricane, Four Arms of Iron and Blood.

Chapter 141: Decapitation Hurricane, Four Arms of Iron and Blood.

I saw Li Yuanhai and Kagura Ren talking to each other on the sky curtain.

Everyone understood the common points between these reincarnations.

Most of the people who come to this main god space are those who are not satisfied with their lives.

Li Yuanhai because of his elder brother, Kagura Ren because of her family and lover, Erica also because of her sister... Everyone has a painful past.

I am not sure about the others, but I guess it is the same.

If we were to say who is the most twisted here, it would probably be Kagura Ren.

He was abandoned along with his sister when he was young. He didn't know if it was because of his congenital deformity that he suffered from depersonalization disorder. With his weak sense of reality, it was difficult for him to live a normal life.

"This mental illness symptom... is somewhat similar to [wear and tear], Ruotu..."

Zhongli put down the teacup in his hand and sighed heavily. After hearing the symptoms of personality disintegration described by Kagura Ren, he couldn't help but think of the mental illnesses that belonged to them, the immortals.

That's wear and tear.

In practical terms, wear refers to the loss of machine parts or other objects due to friction and use.

But on the continent of Teyvat, wear and tear is not on the physical level, but refers specifically to the spiritual level of people or "things".

As time goes by or various experiences pass, things or people change in understanding, cognition, personality, etc., and these changes are generally bad.

Time has smoothed out the edges, and this phrase is the most appropriate to describe wear and tear.

Zhongli and his friends were mentally worn out because they had experienced so many things.

Symptoms of attrition and depersonalization are somewhat similar in the symptoms they cause, but the course of their development is different.

"It must be very painful for such a person to live, right?"

Hu Tao, who was chewing a candied haws at the side, couldn't help but reveal a sympathetic expression on his face.

In her opinion, it must be painful for a living person to live like a walking corpse.

"Perhaps, he even has very little of that emotion."

Hearing this, Zhongli shook his head.

From the beginning till now, he had never seen any fear on Kagura Ren's face or even in her eyes.

Thinking about what the other person said before, the most real sense of being alive that I can feel is when I am close to death.

He also understood that danger would only make Kagura Ren excited and obsessed.

……

“Kagura, since we all have things we can’t let go of in reality, if only one of us survives in the end, let’s help each other a little.”

After listening to Kagura Ren's story, Li Yuanhai realized that they both had things they couldn't let go of in the real world.

Therefore, Li Yuanhai, who had never pleaded with anyone other than his elder brother, made a deal with him in a requesting tone.

He didn't have 100% confidence that he could return to the real world alive.

If one of them lives and the other dies, I hope that the one who survives can take care of the person they can't let go of in reality.

Although this was a good deal, Kagura Lian couldn't help but complain about Li Yuanhai, saying:

"Don't raise a flag at this time."

"Ahem... Sorry."

Li Yuanhai, who has studied in Japan for a long time and is familiar with the two-dimensional flag-planting joke, showed an embarrassed expression on his handsome face.

He also knew that he had just said something very unlucky.

“…I promised you.”

Kagura Ren was silent for a moment, and finally nodded slightly.

Li Yuanhai also smiled when he heard this.

If this main god space really has such magical power, then not only the people Kagura Ren wants to save, but also his disabled elder brother can recover their health.

The deal with Kagura Ren was just an insurance policy.

For the sake of his elder brother, Li Yuanhai must survive at all costs.

In the first half of the night, Kagura Ren and Li Yuanhai were keeping watch while exchanging swordsmanship with each other.

Time quickly came to the second half of the night, and Li Yuanhai and Kagura Ren went to take over their shifts and rest. They would need to fight a desperate battle early tomorrow morning, and they had to get their mental and physical conditions in good shape.

……

The next morning, when the dark environment outside gradually became bright.

Everyone woke up and gathered together.

Royce and his team checked their remaining ammunition, and then together with the others, took all the weapons and equipment collected by Nolan in the drilling machine.

When Nolan saw this scene, his black cheeks twitched a little, and he felt a little reluctant and heartbroken.

He originally planned to rob these guys of their equipment, but in the end he joined the team.

After living in this hunting ground for a long time, he has developed severe schizophrenia and often talks to non-existent friends alone.

But no matter what, continuing to stay in this place is the difference between dying early and dying later.

Kagura Ren's plan gave everyone present hope of escaping this hell, and the same was true for Nolan.

So, instead of just scavenging in this damn place and living there, I might as well take a gamble with everyone.

"What, you want to use this place as a trap?"

Nolan, who was already wearing the Predator equipment, felt reluctant and conflicted when he heard that Kagura Ren was planning to set a trap in his home, that is, in this drilling machine, to attract the group of super Predators.

If their plan fails, this place can still be used as a base.

Now it is used as a trap to hunt those guys, which will definitely cause great destruction to this place.

That's why Nolan, who has lived here for a long time, feels conflicted. After all, he is mentally unstable.

"Are you familiar with the jungle, or are those guys familiar with it?"

In response to Nolan's dilemma, Kagura Ren turned her head and looked at him expressionlessly, and said something that no one present could refute.

They were not familiar with the jungle conditions at all. Even Nolan, who had lived here for a long time, was no match for that group of super iron-blooded warriors even though he was familiar with the jungle.

Kagura Ren turned her head and looked around, then looked at Nolan and continued in a deep voice:

"This is your territory. You are most familiar with it. The success rate of hunting them here is the highest, and it is also the safest for us."

"…Okay, you convinced me."

Nolan hesitated for a moment and then agreed to what Kagura Ren said.

This place is his home, and no one knows it better than him.

It is because of familiarity that it is safe.

"Okay, then let's set up the traps first and set up the retreat route. The traps are divided into internal and external groups, and we will also be divided into two groups..."

At this time, seeing that everyone had reached a consensus, the mercenary Royce began to decorate the place with everyone.

Because Kagura Ren reminded Royce that Nolan was a scavenger wandering around the hunting grounds, and he might have been eyeing their equipment from the beginning, so he contacted them.

For safety reasons, Nolan must not be allowed to disappear from sight.

In addition to Nolan being familiar with this place, someone else must be familiar with this place with him.

Everyone seemed to have been busy for more than three hours since the beginning of the morning.

After the traps inside and outside were set up, Kagura Ren asked Nolan to take his people and Royce and others to find a pool of water.

"Uh...do we have to apply these like a boar wallow?"

Doctor Edwin watched as almost everyone jumped into the pool, then picked up the wet mud and smeared it all over his body, with his mouth twitching slightly.

"You don't need to apply it as bait. The masks of those alien bitches can capture heat, so we must cover up our body temperature!"

Royce, whose whole body, inside and out, was covered in wet mud, glanced at Edwin, who was clean, and spoke in a flat tone.

Because of the two Predator masks that Nolan and Kagura Ren snatched away, everyone with combat experience clearly understood the purpose of Kagura Ren asking them to do this.

"Hmm...I really want to take a bath."

Erya and Mengmeng both looked at Erica, who was smiling in front of them, with tears in their eyes, and grabbed handfuls of wet mud with their hands to smear it on her and themselves.

As girls who love cleanliness, this is the first time in their lives that they are so dirty.

However, this is to survive, we have to endure it, there is nothing to complain about.

After everyone was disguised, everyone began to take their positions.

Isabella was in charge of sniping, and she had to stand in a hidden place with a wide field of vision. Nicholas, the heavy firepower man, was buried in the pile of stones by everyone. Nolan, who could use his equipment to become invisible, was lurking with Royce...

After everyone was ready, Kagura Ren supported the trembling Edwin, and walked into the drilling machine with Mombasa and Cuchillo under everyone's nervous and solemn gazes.

About five minutes later—

"boom!!!"

There was an explosion, neither too big nor too small, at the top of the drilling machine, and all the people in ambush immediately tensed their bodies.

Because this is the signal to start the plan and it is also the movement that attracts the Iron Blood Warriors to come.

The Iron Blood Warrior detected the movement through the equipment on his body, immediately locked the direction of the sound source, and approached the drilling machine.

Those who were in ambush or hiding all held their breath.

About two minutes later, Royce and Nolan's pupils shrank in the dark. From the perspective of the Predator's mask, they both saw clearly that there were five Predators attracted over there.