I, who advocate giving up, feel like a disqualified person

There are too many works with styles similar to Japanese comics... Maybe it’s because of the current aesthetics, but I always feel that they have lost their own characteristics.

Maybe I'm too picky...

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About the creation of this chapter.

When I was writing this chapter, I kept unconsciously recalling my own emotional experiences...

Although I'm often teased as being single, there are still many girls I like...but there's only one who actually confessed my love to me.

I don’t know if my fate is destined to be filled with things that are different from others...The ending of my confession was unclear.

"Oh, I see...you can go now."

He looked embarrassed but actually said something like a refusal.

Is this a rejection? Could you please explain it more clearly? Or at least be more firm in your tone?

I feel like I'm living in a dream.

Now, if I really want to summarize the content of this episode...

It is very sad for people who are always unable to face their own feelings.

It is also very sad for people who always feel that they are inferior to others.

People should always live their own lives.

People...there are always things that they don't have the courage to touch.

People who are used to loneliness, even if they realize that loneliness will bring bad things, still cannot get rid of loneliness.

This is probably what I want to express.

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Whether they admit it or not, adolescent boys and girls will always have a moment when their heart is moved by someone. If not... it means they haven't met him or her.

However, if you have someone you like, then don't choose to have a secret crush on them. Confess boldly. If it works out, it works out. If it doesn't, just give up and study hard without any regrets. This is the way to treat your feelings.

Speaking of which, it's time to move on to a new chapter...

The next few articles that will be updated are... daily life? Because according to the time in the work, it is time for the winter vacation, and I want to talk about the protagonist's story during the winter vacation.

I hope everyone likes the daily life without any plot...

Finally, thank you all for your support, and please continue to support me.

Ah, right.

After the update, I decided to say something to the girl on my friend list whom I hadn't contacted for a long time and to whom I once confessed my love.

As for the outcome...I'll tell you in the closing remarks of the next chapter.

Transitional leisurely vacation

礼物

I opened my eyes slightly and looked at the ceiling which was still blurry in my vision. My body felt the warm feedback from the quilt.

So... I don't want to get up...

Just like that, I squinted my eyes and felt the comfortable temperature. Although my body remained lazy, my mind became more and more clear.

More than once...I thought back to myself last night.

I'm so embarrassed. I can't help crying, right in front of Ye Hui... Come to think of it, what's the reason... Is it the guilt of not giving Ye Hui a proper return, or the joy of receiving a gift, or is it the touch of being touched by Ye Hui's willingness to give?

Well... let's not think about these things...

At this moment, the cell phone on the bedside suddenly rang.

I didn't set the alarm...it seems someone called me.

So I finally had a reason to turn over and changed to a comfortable side position. By the way, I touched my phone...it was so cold.

"Hey..."

I began with a token greeting.

"Hey, Sheji, where are you? Why didn't you come to school?" Liu Yan's puzzled voice came.

"...Didn't we say that we'll have a break this morning and classes will start tomorrow?" I said and couldn't help yawning.

"That's true..." Liu Yan's voice came again, with a hint of helplessness, "But you should know, right? We have to see Jiayin off, and you are the only one missing from our class... Could it be that you did it on purpose..."

Before he could finish, I hung up the phone.

Ah... I wanted to forget about this by sleeping, but it had to be like this...

I sighed and closed my eyes again.

Chapter 1 Gift

"Yo!"

When I opened the door after being knocked for a long time, the guy who appeared outside made me want to close the door.

"ha..."

I had no choice but to respond to the guy's enthusiastic greeting like this.

"What are you talking about? Even though it's a holiday, you're such a loser, you idiot."

My cousin Ye Jin, who always seemed to me to be full of energy, appeared before me for some reason.

No...if you think about it, you will know why. After all, today is a holiday...Christmas.

"What did you do today? You didn't stay at home all day, did you?" Ye Jin asked as he walked into the house and took off his hat and gloves that were covered with snowflakes.

"ha..."

I didn't know how to answer, so I looked away.

"Have you been sleeping all this time? It's already five in the afternoon, and judging by your condition, I don't think you'd even eat dinner if I hadn't called you, would you?"

After saying that, Ye Jin looked at me helplessly while I was wearing winter pajamas.

"Well...don't worry about it..."

I waved my hand to signal her to sit on the sofa, and then I sat down too. I turned on the TV and poured a cup of hot water in my hand.

"You are so lazy..."

Ye Jin complained like this and sat down.

“........” “..........”

They looked at each other speechlessly.

"So...what are you doing here? Go home quickly..."

I said to Ye Jin in an impatient tone.

"Hey! On such a joyous holiday, your lovely sister chose to accompany you, an empty-nest brother, instead of shopping with her friends. You should be moved to tears, right? What's so cold about this?"

If I were to burst into tears because of this, then I would be abnormal, okay?

"...So what are you doing here? I don't think you're here just to keep me company..."

Before I could finish my sentence, I suddenly noticed the advertisement playing on TV.

"Hey...are you still trying to drag me shopping?"

I feel weak all over when I think of this horrible thing.

"Of course, brother, you should change your lazy behavior. Besides, I came here specially, shouldn't you risk your life to accompany a gentleman?"

"I don't think you're worth my life..."

Before he could finish his words, she stepped on him hard.

...really irritable.

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“Isn’t this still coming out?”

Ye Jin, who was walking beside me, looked at me with an unhappy expression.

“That’s because I need to eat…”

At this moment, I am walking on the street where snow is still falling, wearing the scarf that Yehui gave me... I don’t know if it’s a psychological effect, but I always feel very excited.

"Since you're out, why not go shopping with me? Besides, we have to give gifts for Christmas, right?"

Ye Jin's incessant chattering also gave me a headache.

"Speaking of which, do you really need to proactively mention giving gifts?"

I raised my own doubts.

"If I hadn't told you, you wouldn't have given it to me, right? And you wouldn't take the initiative to give gifts to others, would you?"

I always feel that this sentence sounds particularly harsh.

"That may not be the case..."

I whispered back.

"What did you say?" Ye Jin seemed not to hear clearly.

"nothing..."

I evaded the question and looked away.

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"Then I'm welcome."

After entering the restaurant, Ye Jin sat down and directly picked up the menu to start choosing his target... When have you ever been polite... His tone was quite straightforward, just because it's not you who is paying, right?

"...You didn't eat."

I thought this guy came to see me after having dinner at home.

"Of course, because an empty-nester like you could have any accidents at home, and time is of the essence."

"It's not your turn to worry about this. Don't say such unlucky things, bastard."

Then that guy did the head-banging and tongue-sticking gestures...it was still pretty cute...well...uh, never mind.

Just wait quietly for the food to be served.

"Um?!"

After looking at me for a while, Ye Jin seemed to suddenly realize something and his expression became extremely frightened.

"Hey... why are you making that expression..."

This expression is good enough for an audition. He can definitely play a supporting role in some horror movie... the kind that gets scared and then dies.

"Brother... I remember you never wore scarves and gloves before. No matter how cold it was, even if you had a cold, you would refuse to wear them because it was troublesome..." Then she pulled my scarf.

"Hey, hey, hey, what are you doing?"

Because I used a lot of force, I was worried that it would be torn.

"She didn't take off her scarf even in the heated store, and she was very resistant when it was pulled. But the scarf wasn't expensive... So it couldn't have been bought by her. Judging from her reaction, it must have been a gift from someone important to her..."

What kind of weird reasoning is this...

"Snapped!"

Ye Jin slammed the table suddenly, which scared me.

"What are you doing?"

"Brother, you have a girlfriend!"