I, who advocate giving up, feel like a disqualified person

Why are you always testing my interpersonal relationships? This is a live broadcast.

"...Well..."

Perhaps because she saw that I was a little hesitant, she smiled and said to me:

"Don't be nervous, Sheji-kun. The questions I just asked were actually selected based on a survey of everyone's concerns. They're just a small sideshow before the show begins, so don't worry."

Didn't they say this show just started? And didn't they say they were looking for Rin Hanekawa at the beginning? Why does it seem like they're targeting me now!?

"Ha... Actually, my relationship with my senior is pretty good, but we don't see each other very often... I can't understand why he has this inexplicable trust in me..."

"Oh, so this is the legendary love at first sight?"

"No way! Why did that word appear?"

Ah, it's over, I forgot it was a live broadcast, and suddenly I started complaining...

"Well, don't get excited. I just think you and Senior Sun are getting closer."

"Ah... Actually, I didn't approach him intentionally. He just wanted to ask me for something... something about writing..."

I always feel like this sentence is a bit...

"Oh... so... you're the passive one?"

".......What?"

"Ah, nothing much. Okay, we've finished the audience's questions. Now, let's get to the content of this program..."

Was the question just now an additional one?

"When you think of high school, what comes to mind? The shyness of love, the hard work of studying, or the pain of growing up? No matter which one it is, the events that happen around us are all filled with the spirit of youth."

I've become unexpectedly serious...

"I believe all the clubs and classes have already prepared for the upcoming cultural exhibition, right? So, can you tell us what Sheji's class has prepared?"

"...Ah, it's nothing actually... We're planning to publish a class publication during the event... We haven't decided yet whether to give it away or sell it... But if we sell it, I guess no one will read it, haha."

"...Ah...the class publication? That sounds really exciting..."

No need to say polite words... I feel very lame...

"So, what are your expectations for this cultural exhibition?"

"Well... something to look forward to..."

【True Title】

I want to convey something to the unknown girl

"Well... something to look forward to..."

I thought about it and cleared my throat.

"Before that, I want to say something... both to everyone and to one person... a person whose name I don't know.

Well... what exactly does youth mean to me... I don't know, but there will definitely be no love, no worries, only the choice to give up.

In my opinion, life is a series of choices, and you have to give up something.

But now it seems that everything is just fate."

What I'm going to say next...I can't tell you now...

I suddenly realized...

"What's wrong?"

"...No, it's okay...it's just...well, everyone, just enjoy the cultural exhibition."

"..." She glanced at me, not knowing what she was thinking, "Well, let's move on to the next question..."

[Easter eggs?]

Because of the fateful meeting, because of the fate, we became connected, and because of the fate, we knew each other's names and hobbies, so... With Christmas approaching, why not use this cultural exhibition to express your feelings to the people you care about?

It's not about getting any results, but about conveying your feelings, which may lead to an unhappy ending... However, life is not always smooth sailing. Only when you express your inner feelings will the other person notice.

Whether you are expressing or receiving, you should carefully consider your response... That's it."

The person who has not changed in memory

"Answer the next question... No, haven't I answered the previous question yet... Anticipation for the cultural exhibition." I reminded the announcer on the other side.

"Ah...wasn't that just now considered an answer?"

"Of course not... I just said some words before answering..."

Your comprehension ability is really...poor.

"Oh, that's how it is."

She looked as if she had suddenly understood.

"Let's continue with the previous question. What are your expectations for the upcoming cultural exhibition?"

"Looking forward to it... I'm most looking forward to the performance of the drama club... After all, it's something that my seniors asked me to do. The second is the performance of the music club." I thought for a moment and answered.

"Oh? Why are you looking forward to the music club's performance?"

At this time, I definitely cannot say that I participated in the writing of the lyrics... because I always feel that it will be suspected of showing off, and it will be embarrassing if asked.

"Because I have a good friend in the music club, and he told me that he would be performing at the cultural exhibition, so as a friend, I definitely have something to look forward to."

"Oh, so that's it."

"Well, actually, there are still many things I'm looking forward to. These two are just the ones I'm most looking forward to."

"Okay, thank you for your answer, let's move on to the next question."

I won’t tell you that what I’m most looking forward to is Yehui’s class activities.

Chapter 30: The person who has not changed in memory

The radio show has finally come to an end and I can finally take a break...and I haven't eaten yet.

After leaving the broadcasting room, I thought for a while, went to the convenience store not far downstairs to buy some bread, and bought a drink from the vending machine on my way back to class.

Sitting in my seat, I sighed and continued to look at the remaining submissions...so tiring.

.............

"Ah, Sheji is very busy, with all the review and program participation." Jiayin's voice suddenly came from behind.

"Yeah..." I couldn't help but sigh again, "It's really busy with the cultural exhibition coming up..."

"Hehe..." She laughed twice, and the sound was quite nice...

"By the way, Sheji mentioned on that show that he was looking forward to the music club's performance, right?"

"Ah...ah, yes..." I said, turning back to look at Jiayin, and our eyes met.

Ah, I blushed for no reason.

"Hmm..." She didn't avoid my gaze. "Anyway, I will work hard, so when the time comes, you have to go and appreciate it seriously."

"Oh, I will definitely go."

"Yes, it's an appointment."

.............

The noon show didn’t seem to have any impact on me, and I continued to be ignored by the class... Well, that’s good.

"Oh, right." I remembered something, so I stopped the forced work for a moment and turned my head towards Rinsen River. "Hey, remember to go to the music club with me after school today."

"..." Rinquanchuan seemed to be disturbed by me unintentionally, so he showed an impatient expression, and his answer was only a cold word: "Oh"

"...Um..."

I didn't continue talking, but continued looking at the submissions... and then wrote down the list of those I was satisfied with.

In fact, I think it would be better if there were more people reviewing the articles. If I were the only one to review them, because of my personality and ideological experience, I would definitely pick out articles that are more to my liking. But this is just my personal opinion and does not represent the opinions of others... So I still think it is inappropriate for me to be the only one reviewing them.

But now that things have come to this, I won’t care too much about it.

..............

"Ahh..." I stretched in my seat, quickly glanced through the list of selected passages I'd copied, and glanced out the window. I stood up and walked towards the monitor's seat, but Lin Yi had already left.

I put the list on her desk and looked back at Rinquanchuan who was reading a book while waiting for me.

"Okay, let's go."

...........

It was Liu Yan who opened the door. She was originally surprised to see me, but when she saw Lin Quanchuan next to me, her surprise became even more intense.

"Ah... Shaji and Rin-kun... hello there."

"Yeah." Lin Quanchuan responded coldly.

"Well, can you let us in first?" I looked at Liu Yan who was blocking the door without any self-awareness.

"Ah, okay." He walked out and made way for Linquanchuan.

"Hey, how did you convince her?" He asked me in a low voice after watching Rinquanchuan enter the activity room.

“It’s a bit complicated…”

"As expected of a master..." Liu Yan gave him an admiring look.

"Okay, let's chat later..." I said as I entered the music club activity room and saw Mo Xiaozhi smiling at Lin Quanchuan.

"Ah, Sheji, long time no see~" As soon as he finished speaking, he gave me a warm hug.

"Ah... well... long time no see..."

I didn't know how to react, so I just touched Mo Xiaozhi's head which was close to my face...it was quite cute...

"Hey..." Mo Xiaozhi let go of me and took a step back. "You must have something to say today, right?" He glanced at Lin Quanchuan behind him.

I also followed Mo Xiaozhi's gaze to look at Lin Quanchuan, and then found Jiayin's eyes full of questions.

"Actually... Mo Xiaozhi should know that Lin Quanchuan is the president of the Tea Ceremony Club..."

"That's right~" Mo Xiaozhi replied happily.

"So, I want Rinsenkawa to perform on stage with you guys... Don't worry, she has an amazing singing voice."

"Well... so, there are two lead singers now?" Mo Xiaozhi glanced at Jiayin, "Um... Jiayin, you... don't mind, right?"

"Ah... me?" She seemed to have not thought it through, and cast her eyes towards me, then hurriedly looked away and lowered her head.

......

It was then that I suddenly realized... I hadn't considered Jiayin's feelings... But, this matter can no longer be changed... So, although I feel a little sorry for Jiayin...

"Ah, having two lead singers shouldn't be a problem at all, and there's still time. We just need to practice working together well."

I looked at Mo Xiaozhi and said.

"Indeed..." Mo Xiaozhi looked at the other members, "I think everyone should have no objection?"

"Ah... well..." "I don't have anything to do..." "Why don't you listen to... um... her singing first?" "Yeah..."

I walked over to Rinsenkawa and said, "Hey, what do you think? Can... can you show it to me?"

"Ah... This feels a bit troublesome... And with so many people..." She seemed a little worried. "Besides... doesn't Jiayin already have a lead singer?"

"...Is that so..." I thought, "If there were fewer people, could we sing?"

"Oh... in that case... probably..."

"Well..." I smiled, "I understand."

"Everyone, listen to me..."

................

Now I and all the music club members except Mo Xiaozhi are in the corridor in front of the music club.