Joker's Band Game Story

"If you have heard the sound of parting, it means that everything is too late. Ah, I can only leave you and go."

"No! It's not too late! It shouldn't be like this! No! That's not right!"

She stood up shakily, wanting to tell them that this was not the case, that she would not abandon Xiangzi, and Xiangzi would not abandon her.

But is this true? Who can she fool? She can't even fool herself now.

She had just stood up but collapsed on the ground again, her eyes were empty and lifeless. She wanted to say something but couldn't utter anything.

"The one who said 'I love you' first (Saying sorry is so painful, saying goodbye is so hard.)"

"It's you! (Even though I'm soaked in tears, I still can't forget you.)"

"But now I am breaking up (it hurts so much because I have already said goodbye.)"

"But it was you (I knew it a long time ago.)"

"No...it's not like that...it shouldn't be like this..."

Shuangshi, who was slumped on the ground, covered her head with her hands. She didn't want to listen, she didn't want to listen at all, she didn't want to listen to anything.

But the singing and the sounds of musical instruments were not something she could avoid hearing. Even if she covered her ears, the sounds still reached her ears and stimulated her heart.

She doesn't want to hear about goodbye, she doesn't want to hear about apologies, she doesn't know, she knows nothing, nothing at all!

'Sayunara~Sayunara~'

"Why... I just... I just want that warm moment..."

When the song ended, Shuangshi still didn't come back to her senses. She sat on the ground and repeated her own words as if in a whisper.

"Okay, I'm done playing, I'll leave this to you."

Taoxiang put away the guitar and ran away with it.

She was indeed not good at dealing with this kind of thing, not to mention that this was a problem that Amamiya Ren herself had to worry about.

By the way, did she cry so shamefully the last time she watched the song that Amamiya Ren gave her?

Momoka couldn't help but ponder and left the practice room.

Amamiya Ren put down her drumsticks and squatted in front of Shuangshi.

He didn't say anything else, just gave Shuangshi a hug.

She is just a little girl who lacks love.

I thought I had found my home in crychic, but I didn't expect it to be shattered so easily.

That's why she wanted to get it all back.

But she couldn't do it, she couldn't do anything, she couldn't find a home, she had no home...

Home is cold, and the warm crychic has become cold again.

Except for her, everyone else has come out of that past, except her, only her...

"I hate you, Amamiya..."

"Well, it's okay."

Listening to the coquettish words of Shuangshi in her arms, Amamiya Ren accepted it calmly.

"Hate, hate, hate, hate! Why! Why do you keep crushing my wishes time and time again!"

Her two hands had been beating Amamiya Ren's shoulders, but the beating was so weak and powerless.

She was out of strength. She hadn't gotten enough rest for a few days and had only eaten some noodles. She simply didn't have the energy to vent, not to mention that she was crying again. She was completely weakened.

"Because your wishes are like bubbles. When they reach a certain height, they will burst. At that time, you will feel even more pain."

If Shuangshi had even a glimmer of hope, he might not necessarily do so.

But unfortunately, her wish is never going to come true. No matter how hard she tries, she is doomed to fail.

That's why he had the warmth to break through this emptiness.

"Only in this way can you walk out of the past and find the real warmth that belongs to you. You are not an old lady half buried in the ground yet. You should not miss the past, but look to the future. You should find a new and warm place."

"I hate you...I hate you..."

Shuangshi Hammer was tired and couldn't hammer anymore. She couldn't cry anymore either, so she hugged Amamiya Ren instead.

Until this time, she could no longer ignore Amamiya Ren's attitude towards her. It was not coldness or hostility, but genuine kindness to her.

"Let me... hold you back..."

Why is Amamiya Ren's embrace so warm?

Why...I hate you so much, but you treat me like this...

I really want to hate you, but why can't I hate you...

Why do you take care of me, why do you care about me so much, why do you hinder me in this way...

I want so much, so badly to hate you, to despise you, but...

Why is your embrace so warm...

(PS: It’s a pity that the liar of the night (shushtaki), it’s a pity that the six songs in the MV of the night are connected to each other. I personally feel that this song can also be used as a mad for Su Xiang in the Mygo plot. As for why it is said to be a Mygo plot... Of course, it is to be justly separated from the hen card! (laugh) Soyo in the hen card is about to strangle Xiangzi to death.)

Chapter 79: There is a reason why Shuangshi is willing to accompany Mu for three days and three nights

"Shuangshi hasn't been here for a few days. Is this really okay?"

Aiyin was sitting in RiNG's shop, she asked with a worried look on her face, she was still very worried about Shuangshi's disappearance.

Deng, who was sitting next to her, lowered his head and said nothing, looking listless, and he didn't know how to answer Aine's question.

Li Xi was still working, and she was packing her things: "Don't worry about her, she can come back or not if she wants."

"Ah~ How could you say that~"

"She's always thinking about Xiangzi. Let them sit at the same table."

Li Xi really didn't give Shuang Shi face when she spoke. Since Shuang Shi didn't want to work hard, why should she bother to do something that would make him feel uncomfortable? Come if you want.

"Well, then I'll just have to ask Brother Lian what to do."

Aine couldn't help but grumble at Riki's words, so she had no choice but to ask Amamiya Ren how to solve this problem.

So Amamiya Ren, who was lying on the bed, received a call from Aine.

He just picked up the phone and saw that the caller was 'Chihaya Aine'. After thinking about it, he hung up the call.

Then he replied in Line: 'I'm a bit busy, message me if you have anything.'

After doing all this, he looked at Shuangshi who was lying beside him and couldn't help but sigh.

Yes, he is indeed a little busy now, busy taking care of Shuangshi.

He never thought that one day he would be like one of his male best friends, lying on the bed and listening to a girl talking about all kinds of big and small things for the whole day.

Shuangshi was indeed in a bad state these past two days, so he had no choice but to ask Mu to help him ask the teacher for two more days off. As for the reason...

I thought I was cured, but it relapsed. Anyway, Shuangshi's academic performance is good, and Yuezhisen is a school for young ladies. Facing the little willfulness of students, teachers are sometimes really helpless.

The salary you earn may not be higher than the monthly living expenses of a young lady. Naturally, your class makes many teachers very easy to talk to when faced with unimportant matters.

It's just a request for leave, so go ahead. You're not causing any harm to other people, so just take a good rest if you want to. Don't force yourself to come to school, as that will only make the problem worse and you won't be able to report to the school.

So it is very easy to take leave in Tsuki no Mori, but even if you take leave, you still have to tell your parents.

This also caused Shuangshi's mother to call back several times. She was busy with work and had no time to come back. Only after hearing Shuangshi say that she was just feeling a little unwell did she let her have a good rest at home.

Although he could understand his mother, Shuangshi still felt uncomfortable when he thought about the fact that he had taken four days off a week and his mother didn't have time to come back.

She lay on the bed holding Amamiya Ren's arm, looking so fragile and pitiful.

"Amamiya, don't you miss your parents?"

Nagasaki Shoyo couldn't help but ask Amamiya Ren what she thought. In terms of family, Amamiya Ren was somewhat similar to her.

Although Amemiya's parents are not divorced, they go out to work more frequently than Shuangshi's mother. They only come back once or twice a year, and each time they only come back for about two weeks.

After all, Shuangshi's mother comes back for a few days every month, and seems closer to her than Amemiya's parents.

"It's okay. They have their own pursuits outside. I don't mind."

After being reborn as a human being, Amamiya Ren did not have the same idea as other time travelers. He just recognized his parents again, and thought that one life was one life. He had been filial in the last life, and he should face the grace of new upbringing in this life.

As soon as I was born, they put down their work and took care of me. Amamiya also knew that my birth was an accident, which hindered their career ambitions.

So I supported them to continue to start their own business outside. I lived alone at home. Seeing that my child could take care of herself, my parents felt relieved. After Amamiya started junior high school, I continued to start my own business to satisfy my career ambition and support Amamiya Ren in all aspects as much as I could.

When Amamiya wanted to learn piano, they paid for it. When Amamiya wanted to learn drums, they bought it for him. Although Amamiya could play instruments, he only started playing in a band in junior high school. He couldn't make money in elementary school. His parents would just swipe their credit cards to pay for whatever they wanted to do. They did everything they could to satisfy Amamiya's ideas and support his desire to play music.

This is their first time being parents, but Amemiya is a child for the second time. He is obedient and sensible, and doesn't make trouble at school, which makes his parents feel less worried. Otherwise, they would definitely continue to stay with Amemiya instead of going abroad.

Although they always wanted Amamiya to travel abroad with them to relax during the holidays, Amamiya Ren was lazy and did not want to travel far, so she had been living in Tokyo. Even in Japan, where trains run throughout the country, she rarely left Tokyo to go to other cities.

So in the eyes of outsiders, Amemiya's parents are irresponsible for letting their child live alone at home, but in fact, Amemiya's family thinks there is no problem, especially Amemiya. Although he is a child physically, he is an adult mentally. If there is someone staring at him everywhere, he will feel uncomfortable all over.

He didn't understand what Shuangshi meant, nor did he expect that Shuangshi would actually think that they were somewhat similar. From an objective point of view, both had busy parents and lonely children at home, but in fact, their emotions were different.

In order to give Shuangshi a better environment, Shuangshi's mother worked hard outside all day, but ignored Shuangshi's growth. Yu Gong's parents confirmed Yu Gong's idea before going out to satisfy their entrepreneurial desires. The difference in the order of precedence is only seemingly the same, but in fact it is very different.

"Really? You're stronger than me..."

Shuangshi leaned on Amamiya Lian and muttered softly.

She didn't expect Amemiya to be so casual. Even though his parents were not around him all day, he still didn't care.

I can't do it myself, to be as strong as him.

But at this time, Shuangshi was concerned about another thing.

"Amamiya, why don't you form a proper band?"

Shuangshi looked at Amamiya. She wanted to hear why Amamiya Ren didn't form a band of her own.

Obviously, his skills are so great, it is impossible that he doesn't have it. His personality is different from Li Xi, he is quite gentle.

That’s right, Wenrou, after learning about the true situation of Amamiya Ren, Shuangshi’s opinion of Amamiya has changed.

She also spent the whole day carefully reviewing the situation on Amemiya's side.

Because Xiangzi left, he temporarily played the keyboard player of crychic. He felt that there was something wrong with the band after his first visit, but he did not directly explain the problem. Instead, he waited for two more times before violently disbanding the band. Even without him, it is highly likely that everyone in the band would leave in the end. The situation of the lights could not last much longer.

When it came to the subsequent reorganization of the band, he also realized his own thoughts and conveyed them to Lixi, asking her to pay more attention and not to forcefully intervene and break everyone up again.

Since Aiyin's guitar skills were not good, he taught Aiyin guitar. Facing a complete novice, he also tried his best to teach her. If he had not planned to revive crychic at that time, the band would definitely become better and better...

Thinking about it this way, I have become the sinner of this band. They are all trying to move forward, but I am... alone...

So she was a little confused. Where is Amamiya? He obviously loves music so much, why doesn't he have a band?

"I've formed a band before."

"Is it disbanded?"

"No, it's just that the person died."

Amemiya didn't explain it very clearly. How could he possibly say something like living two lives? If he really said it, Shuangshi would probably just think he was lying.

Moreover, how could such a thing be easily told to others? In addition, the past life was the past life, and he had no intention of telling others about the past life.

When a person dies, the past should be buried. Recalling the past is just chewing on the happiness that can no longer be regained. It is more like a way for lonely people to kill time. Chewing it a thousand times or ten thousand times, it is impossible to recover the throbbing in your heart at that time.

He was very open-minded, so what he said was vague. He was unwilling to talk about the past in detail, but his words caused Shuangshi to misunderstand.

"I'm sorry... for making you recall these things..."

The hand holding Amemiya couldn't help but hold tighter. Amemiya didn't specify who died. She thought that other members of the band had died, which made Amemiya unwilling to think about it anymore.

Little did they know that the person who died was actually Amemiya.

Girls are often emotional, and emotional people often have wild thoughts.

Every word, every tone, every expression revealed Amamiya Ren's nostalgia for the past and his loss over the end of the band.

It is probably because he has experienced all of this that he doesn't want to see himself reminiscing about the past.

They are really similar...but he is braver than me.