Joker's Band Game Story
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When ⑹lin?g②?侕桑似巴巴私君 Yang Yugong Lian said the word 'used to it', Shuangshi's eyes became more complicated.
She didn't expect that the situation at Amemiya's home was like this. Couldn't he see his parents on weekdays?
She didn't ask further questions like "Don't you feel lonely?" As someone who rarely spends time with his family, Shuangshi can roughly understand Amamiya Ren's thoughts.
In terms of family, she and Amamiya Ren share the same suffering.
Shuangshi lowered his head and ate noodles, being extremely silent at this moment.
She quickly finished the whole bowl of noodles. She was indeed hungry. After taking the first bite, she couldn't hold back and swallowed the whole bowl of noodles.
Her stomach was already reminding her that she had nothing, and the hunger even made her head a little dizzy.
"thanks for treatment."
Putting the chopsticks on the table, Shuangshi expressed her gratitude. No matter what she said before, at least today she was grateful to Amamiya Ren.
"What are you going to do next?"
Amamiya Ren and Shuangshi finished their meals at about the same time. He picked up Shuangshi's bowl and stacked it on top of his own, then picked up the chopsticks and took them to the sink to wash the dishes, and casually asked her what her plans were for the future.
"After that... I don't know."
When it comes to what happens next, Shuangshi is a little confused.
Xiangzi could no longer be called back, and she had lost her goal. She looked very depressed.
"Why, you don't plan to stay in the band you're in now?"
"I don't want to stay anymore."
Seeing Shuangshi lowering his head as if his heart was broken, Amamiya Ren lowered her head and continued to wash the dishes: "Really? You promised me that if you lost, you would accept Aine and Rakuna. Are you going to regret it now?"
"I didn't kick them out of the band, I just quit the band myself."
"Really? What about the lifelong band you promised me?"
"How can there be a lifetime?"
When Amamiya Ren mentioned this, Shuangshi couldn't help but lower his head.
Yes, there is no such thing as a lifetime, and there is no such thing as a community of shared destiny. She is the only one who has been thinking about crychic. No one else is thinking about it except her.
It seems that everyone treats this band as a thing of the past. Obviously everyone is still there, and obviously everyone just missed it because of some coincidence, but why can't they reunite?
"Then they'll be short of a bassist in their band."
"Why don't you just go and play for them? If you care about them so much, why don't you just be their bassist?"
Shuangshi's eyes had become empty, and her voice was no longer strangled. Instead, she used her natural voice to communicate with Amamiya Ren.
She already felt tired. After sleeping for a whole day, her body was repaired, but her heart was tired.
She no longer wanted to think about the band. She wanted to escape, to run away, to stay away from the so-called band.
She was already hurt too badly.
"Really? Then do you want to be the next Toyokawa Shoko?"
While washing dishes, Amamiya Ren continued to ask Shuangshi: "Like her, you left the band without saying a word? You just held a live show, and you had your own agreement, and now you want to become the person you hate the most?"
"I don't hate Xiangzi."
"Really?" Noon 1> Qi ⒏? (. Eight) "Oh, k? abandoned h? ⒍ lead
Amamiya Ren tilted his head and looked at Shuangshi. His eyes were fixed on Shuangshi who looked like he was dead. "Then I would like to ask you a question. If Xiangzi wanted to form a new band, what would you think?"
Chapter 78: Liar
Formed a new band?
Shuangshi was completely stunned when she heard Amamiya Ren's seemingly convincing answer.
Why? Why would she do this?
Left crychic and then started a new band on your own?
What about crychic? Isn't that a joke?
"why is that……"
"That's why I'm saying, you should think about it again. Do you really want to be the next Toyokawa Shoko? Leaving the band without a word, and then doing something that your teammates can't understand at all."
After washing the dishes, Amamiya Ren stood up and walked to Shuangshi's side: "Now that you're awake, go out for a walk. You should be fine, right?"
"Um……"
Shuangshi hesitated for a moment, but finally nodded and waited for Amamiya Ren to go upstairs to change his clothes. He watched him carry his two daily musical instruments, and the two of them set off to another place - RiNG.
"Why... did you come here?"
Shuangshi stood at the door of RiNG, her eyes turned to Amamiya Ren: "I don't want to see Li Xi now."
"She's not on the schedule today. I brought you here just to let you listen to a song. Why, when have I ever lied to you?"
Yu Lingmeng Qi Ji Chan Temple Jiuqi Shaanxi Gong Lian said, and then she took the lead and walked into the RiNG.
Indeed, no matter what he said before, at least on this point, Amamiya Ren did not lie. He had never lied to Shuangshi.
This also made Shuangshi believe his words and followed him into RiNG.
At the front desk, Amamiya Ren saw Miss Rinrinko, and he greeted her: "Miss Rinrinko, is Momoka here?"
"Momoka? I'm helping out in the kitchen. What can I do for you?"
"I want to borrow her for a while, is that okay?"
"Oh~Okay then~"
Miss Rinrinko was very generous and agreed to Amamiya Ren's request.
She went to the kitchen and called Taoxiang out. Taoxiang was struggling with coffee beans there. When she heard that Yu Gonglian came to find her, she came out curiously: "What's wrong?"
"Do me a favor and play a tune, and then you can be the lead singer."
Amamiya Ren said, handing her the guitar on his back: "Here, your guitar."
That’s right, Amamiya Ren didn’t bring his guitar today. He didn’t have any extra work today, so a bass would be enough. But in fact, he didn’t even need the bass for this performance.
The end of the live show also meant that he no longer needed to go to Shimokitazawa to teach Aine and Kita guitar. The two of them had already made some progress in guitar playing, and they only needed to practice with their friends.
As for the money that Aine's father had given her before... the intensive practice in the past two weeks had completed this month's teaching, so it wasn't wasted. In the future, Amamiya Ren wouldn't need him to keep giving her money, it was enough that the teaching had already gone beyond the novice level.
"Okay... that's fine. It's rare to be able to relax for a while. Where's the song?"
"here."
Amamiya Ren skillfully handed a score to Momoka. Momoka looked at the score and quickly said that she had no problem.
She is quite strong in the field of guitar, and she is not famous only because of the problems with the songs she wrote.
After all, it's a bit too niche, and her songs are somewhat biased towards the field of art music.
There is no virtual singer in this world, so Shuqu is not popular. It is a very niche and unpopular thing. In addition, without the blessing of the virtual singer, her song becomes even more niche.
It can only be said that it is a matter of fame. If she were famous, those songs would naturally attract a lot of audiences. But if she were not famous, these songs would be like fine wine sealed in a jar, without any flavor coming out, and no matter how shallow the alley is, the aroma of the wine would not come out.
Therefore, the idea of New Diamond Stardust is right, but the approach is not quite right. In Amemiya's opinion, gaining popularity through transformation is a wrong choice. A better choice should be to ride on the popularity rather than changing the style. After all, style affects the audience. If you keep changing the style, it will only affect your fans. Except for the die-hard fans, most of the fans will easily quit.
However, everyone has their own aspirations, and it is difficult for him to change other people's minds. Everyone in Diamond Stardust is an adult, and since they are adults, they should pay the price for their actions.
Compared with those adults, Shuangshi is still too young, so Amemiya plans to educate her and let her relax.
Maybe this song can bring some changes to her heart.
"Planning for music therapy again?"
Taoxiang watched the song and couldn't help teasing Amamiya Ren. She glanced at Shuangshi who was standing behind Amamiya Ren with a confused look on his face, and probably guessed what was going on.
It was similar to my experience, both needed a song to resonate with me, so what happened to this kid? Was he frustrated in his relationship?
Looking at the lyrics of the song, Momoka found it somewhat interesting. She was a little curious about what had happened to this girl that made Amamiya Ren write this song in response.
"Don't think too much. Let's go to the practice room... Ms. Rinrinko, is there any vacant practice room now?"
"There should be... Wait a minute, I'll go take a look for you. Momoka, you stay at the front desk for a while."
Miss Rinrinko wiped her hands and walked outside. She had to leave the cafe to check the current situation, and there were indeed no more people to help.
The other working students will have to wait for a while before coming. It's still a bit early for working time now.
Soon, Rinrinko found a practice room for Amamiya Ren. The practice room was very small and usually no band members would come here to practice.
Those who can come to RiNG group's practice room are generally not short of money, so naturally they would not say that the group is such a small place.
But for Amamiya Ren, this time it was enough, because the only people to perform were him and Momoka, and the only audience was Souyo.
"Are you planning to...play?"
"Well, it's not the first time. By the way, Lian, don't you plan to record this song into a CD?"
"No rush, write a few more songs and record them together."
As Amamiya Ren said this, he sat in the drummer's seat and prepared to start playing the drums.
After both of them were ready, the song began to play.
As the strings sounded, the drums followed, and the leisurely music suddenly came to your face.
But in this music, Shuangshi heard a hint of sadness.
"Woo~ woo~ huh~ ah~"
"Recently, I feel that the love from you has become lukewarm. I tried to warm it up again, but it can never be restored to its original state."
This song is clearly about love, but for some reason, Shuangshi feels so heartbroken.
She seemed to hear herself in this song, experiencing the same unrequited love as the character in the song.
'My heart gradually became uneasy, and from anxiety it turned into disappointment. I don't know when the heart that once loved you was forgotten, and only hatred remained.'
"I'm really tired, and I even started to use boring lies like 'I don't have the confidence to love you' to cover it up."
As if she was talking about Shuangshi's inner experiences, she felt confused and heartbroken about the current situation.
Uneasy, disappointed, and hateful, will she start to hate Xiangzi next?
Shuangshi couldn't help but touch her chest. She examined herself and found that she seemed to really hate Xiangzi.
Or in other words...hating everyone, hating the whole world.
She was probably tired, she had spent so much energy to revive Crychic, but it was all in vain, and she was beginning to feel tired.
"It was you who said 'I love you' first! But now it's you who broke up first!"
'fraud! ’
The short chorus part made Shuangshi lose her mind. She slumped in the chair, staring blankly at Amamiya Ren.
This is her voice, this song is what she thinks in her heart.
The liar...is it Xiangzi?
Do I really... not hate Xiangzi?
I just buried all of this... I just became numb and stopped thinking about it...
'Wherever I go in this city, it seems like you are everywhere. The pain is unbearable and I just want it to end.'
"No, don't sing anymore, don't do this..."
Shuangshi could no longer accept it. She covered her chest and felt great pain.
But neither Amemiya nor Momoka listened to her, but continued to play and sing, which continued to make Shuangshi's heart even more painful.
'On that night when I was almost completely disappointed in you for being too selfish, I was alone in a dim room, crying while thinking of you.'
Ling+-Meng first release "No! Xiangzi is not like that, she is not..."
Tears flowed down Shuangshi's face again. The more she did this, the more it proved that she was deeply in love.
Faced with Xiangzi's words, she still dared not recall them completely. The more she thought about the situation at that time, the more heartache she felt.
Those suffocating words were so cold and so hard for her to accept.
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