I tightened my grip on Zhiyun's waist, not daring to let her escape my control, as if letting go would cause Zhiyun to go back and take the lives of those three girls.
"Don't be so nervous." As if sensing my grip, Zhiyun comforted me with words that were hard to define as reassurance: "I haven't even started yet, have I?"
I could tell from Zhiyun's unspoken meaning that I wasn't at ease.
"As long as you love me more than anyone else, I won't care about anything else." Zhiyun pulled out one hand and took the hand that was on her waist and brought it to her full breasts. Her soft body had a size that a high school student couldn't achieve. It wasn't very noticeable normally, but after the restraints were removed, it became very clear.
"So, let me see just how much you love me, brother. Even if it's just my body, I want you to be completely infatuated with me."
"...It shouldn't be like this."
“But brother, your hands and your words don’t match up.” Zhiyun’s smile grew wider and wider: “Come and pamper me.”
Chapter 234 Past Events
While feeling the warmth emanating from Zhiyun's body, I continued to ask her questions.
"Why do you...why do you like me, Zhiyun? I don't think I'm anything special." This is a very important question, and it's the origin of my current situation with Zhiyun.
"Why?" Zhiyun thought for a moment, tilting her head cutely, but the atmosphere at the moment made it impossible for me to feel cute: "As far as I feel, it's the kind of feeling where you fall in love without realizing it, and then you become completely unable to extricate yourself without realizing it."
"That's hardly an answer."
"You're so naughty, bro, trying to make me say something so embarrassing."
"...I think you shouldn't be ashamed of such questions anymore now."
“Girls’ thoughts… are… very complicated.” Zhiyun’s voice was broken and intermittent. As for the reason, I naturally knew very well, but now it seemed that I could no longer stop. Whether it was the need of the current situation or my own thoughts, it seemed that I could no longer stop.
"But if I had to say... ever since I can remember, my mind has been filled with thoughts of you. At first, it seemed like normal sibling affection, but later... when was it? Was it when you chased away that stray dog that still scares me a little when I was very young? Or when you stood up for me when my classmates bullied me and chased away those bad kids? Or when you took the blame for me when I broke Dad's ugly but incredibly expensive vase? Or when you stayed up all night with me to study before my exams, even though you didn't get good grades yourself? Or when I was sick and Mom and Dad weren't home... There are so many things I can't even remember them all. But there's one thing I'm absolutely certain of, and that is... I am the happiest person in the world." A blissful expression appeared on Zhiyun's face.
I don't remember many of the things she said very clearly, but I can't say I have no impression of them either. I know what her mindset was when she did those things; I was just doing what an older brother should do. I didn't feel there was anything wrong with it, but these things seemed to have a different meaning for Zhiyun.
"I'm sorry, brother, I'm a bad girl... I know this kind of thing shouldn't be allowed, but the thought of being with you, of being possessed and loved by you forever, makes my body uncontrollable... I first realized this when I was five years old, right? I remember it very clearly. It was during vacation, and the weather was very hot, much hotter than now. You had just come from outside and wanted to take a shower, but you didn't realize I was showering and just opened the door." Zhiyun recounted her memories in a soft voice. I slowed my movements, and Zhiyun seemed lost in her memories, unaware: "I remember your expression very clearly then, like you hadn't expected it at all, wanting to look but not daring to... I was about to greet you, but you quickly said sorry and then closed the door. I suddenly realized that I'm a girl, and you're a boy. Isn't that silly? It's something I should have realized a long time ago."
"But the thought that my favorite older brother was interested in my body made me feel like an electric current was running through my body, making me feel tingly and even my breathing quickened. I think I started to like that feeling. I wanted you to pay more attention to me, to look at me more, but at that time, although you were very gentle, you didn't seem very interested in me. I was so sad then, and I kept looking for ways to make myself more attractive. From then on, I've been maintaining my figure and making myself more charming, hoping that you would look at me a little longer."
"Then, I became more and more dissatisfied. I wanted to be closer to you, like in the novels I read, to be able to hug and kiss you without any restraint. But that's impossible, right? I really want to do it, but I don't think you'd agree, bro. So... hehe, bro, your first kiss actually happened on the morning of your twelfth birthday. Even though you were still asleep, and it was my first time too, so I didn't dare to kiss you for too long, but that feeling was really addictive."
"Well... let me think... from then on, I would sneak a kiss on you every day or two while you were asleep. But soon I realized I still couldn't satisfy you. I worried for a long time about what to do. After about a month, when I learned that there were many things boys and girls could do together, I couldn't resist trying it that day. Even though you didn't wake up, you made some very enjoyable sounds. I actually wanted to go all the way, but I was a little afraid you would suddenly wake up and hate me for doing something bad. Also, sleeping pills are bad for your health, so I didn't..."
The warm sibling relationship I had built in my heart was shattered by Zhiyun's words, and the purity between Zhiyun and me was long gone.
“There’s something I need to tell you…” Zhiyun’s voice suddenly became much softer. She turned her head and looked at me with a flushed face: “I secretly installed a hidden camera and eavesdropping program on my brother’s phone. Although it was very clumsy, my brother doesn’t know much about electronic devices, so he didn’t seem to notice it.”
What was that? I was puzzled by Zhiyun's words, and then I searched my brain for relevant information. Although I still couldn't figure out the details, I understood at least one thing—I had been being observed by Zhiyun all along. She knew my every move and every word.
"I'm so sorry, but thanks to this, I have a general idea of what kind of girl you like. I'm trying my best to become the kind of girl you like... If you're still angry, how about I apologize with my body?"
Zhiyun, who had stopped moving, started moving again: "I've seen some techniques online that might make you feel good, brother. Let me try them. You should like them."
Like? ...When the object of my affection is my own sister, can I really like her?
My body seems to be more honest than I thought.
But why... I always feel that Zhiyun's words so far have been a bit strange.
Chapter 235 The Perfect Little Sister
There's something wrong with what Zhiyun said... but I can't figure out exactly what's wrong.
I briefly went through everything that had happened between Zhiyun and me so far in my mind. I thought of our intimate moments in the early morning, and... that strong, almost tangible, scent that made me feel suffocated. It was something that had suddenly appeared in my room; there shouldn't be anything like that in my room.
When I got home, the first thing I saw was my angry sister. I went back to my room to comfort her. Although she had shown that she was quite ready to fight, I didn't think she would actually do it. Why was that?
The most obvious change was that Zhiyun's expression and tone changed noticeably after my reassurance. She no longer seemed particularly angry about the matter and even forgave me, obediently returning to her room. This was the direct reason I felt relieved. Another point, less important and even based on unprocessed environmental cues, was that I didn't detect anything suspicious.
I extended my recollection further, recalling my first time with these girls, and I discovered something... My union with the three of them... the four of them, all happened unexpectedly.
I never imagined that I would end up in this kind of relationship with March and the other two girls at March's house. I went there with the intention of getting some information, but I didn't expect Yezi to be there too... It was all arranged by March. When March opened her door and I saw the three of them wearing only their underwear, I understood what was going on. But I didn't resist at the time.
Setting aside the self-deception I was using as a pretext, I admit that I was indeed tempted when I saw the bodies of those three girls. All the missed opportunities I had made before had only alleviated some of that desire; something deeper was building up inside me. Seeing them made my heart begin to stir. However, I'm not the type to act recklessly. Although I had the thought, I didn't have the guts to act on it. At the time, there were also things called bottom lines that restricted my actions. Even so, I simply gave up the right to act and didn't resist.
What truly made me submit... began when I fed her a large amount of that fragrance in March's room. An endless surge of desire, like a force that would push me to the limit, uncontrollably took over my body... In the most absurd of circumstances, I took the virginity of these three girls in one night. The root cause was that I also possessed the most primal, yet abnormal, desires; the most direct reason was that I had already lost the ability to resist when March and Yoko touched me... These things only briefly disappeared that night.
I could freely touch March's body while embracing her, and I could also say no to March when she was in a high mood... My actions became unrestricted, and at the same time, the scent that seemed to indicate my desire disappeared from that room.
I used to think it was the scent from the sachet I placed under my bed in March, since I even lost my mind when I touched it, but... now it seems that's not the case, or rather, it's not just that.
There is no such thing in my room.
I became incredibly sensitive to that smell; I could clearly perceive even the slightest trace. This stemmed from an extremely high level of mental vigilance. If it truly existed and I could sense it, I don't think I would let it go so easily. However, before Zhiyun revealed her true thoughts, I hadn't smelled even a tiny bit of that scent. When I finally felt it… I was completely paralyzed.
No, I felt it... but I didn't want to believe that such a thing could happen, so I ignored the very faint scent on Zhiyun... This is my own fault.
Like standing on the beach looking up at the sky, only to find the rising tide already up to your waist when you come to your senses, I was unable to move when I sensed something invading my room. I could only watch quietly as the fragrance filled the entire room... The strong smell was even more noticeable than at home in March, as if it were squeezing out all the air in the room, and every breath felt like inhaling a deadly gas.
I felt Zhiyun's body, and in order to regain control of it, I did the same thing to her as I did to Yezi and the other two girls. In the end, surrounded by this fragrance, I took Zhiyun's virginity.
This scent… its appearance always foreshadows something happening, like it's designed to influence me in advance to coordinate with the four girls' actions, restricting my body and mind. However, it's not something inherently present; it's not perceived by the four girls. It could appear anywhere… on someone about to undergo change, as if influencing them, or perhaps… prophesying some unknown phenomenon, telling me what, where, and who will change next.
I held Zhiyun's soft body in my arms, carefully feeling her, burying my head in her long, smooth black hair. Even in this contact, I didn't smell a trace of that scent...
Indeed, Zhiyun is the girl who has most aroused my desires so far. This is not only because she is my sister, but also because, as she said, she knows what type of girl I like and has become that type herself. She has a well-proportioned and slender figure, without any excess fat, fair, smooth and elastic skin, a large bust, and soft hair that flows down in the air, carrying the fragrance of jasmine. She also has a lovely face, and having lived together for so long, she has a personality that I find incredibly satisfying... Even Yezi, Sanyue, and Linyin have never made me feel this satisfied.
Zhiyun is the one who best resonates with my heart... as if she were created entirely from my own heart, someone who exists solely for me.
I found myself slowly becoming obsessed with her.
Chapter 236 Trembling Laughter
Zhiyun's intermittent and rapid panting continued without stopping, and her fair skin turned pink due to the rush of blood, making her feel very warm.
I gently stroked her body, moving in and out of her, my mind and body becoming extremely sensitive. I pressed myself against Zhiyun's back, burying my head in her hair once more, and gently inhaled... I was certain I couldn't smell anything other than jasmine.
This morning, I took Yezi to the rooftop of the teaching building. When I got there, I was stunned by Yezi's alluring figure, and then I smelled that scent. I was terrified and took a step back, just like the first time I saw Yezi on the rooftop. I almost fell over the low railing, but just like before, Yezi pulled me back. In terms of losing my life, this is definitely not a good thing.
At March's house, the situation was slightly different. I only smelled the scent after March and Yezi pulled me into their room. I didn't smell it when I was standing at their doorway. Was it because the house was well-ventilated? Such a strong scent couldn't have just dissipated like that; there was no way I wouldn't have smelled it. But I only smelled it after entering the room. Was there a decisive difference?
Then, on the rooftop of the main building, right here now, though not today, that was the first time I tore down the protective barrier of desire, the first time I willingly let a girl do that for me. Although initially I couldn't resist because of contact with Lin Yin's body, my condition was very strange at the time; I didn't resist this abnormality in time. Before that, something affected me… it was a sudden, inexplicable mental breakdown, like water being poured into my brain, regardless of whether I could handle it, almost making me scream. Because of this, I stopped looking at the sky, developing a psychological aversion to it.
Then, I thought of going outside for a walk, but from that moment on, things became very strange. Why did seeing the sky remind me of those things? Why, when I felt fear towards the sky, did I think of being exposed to it? While it's understandable that I didn't want to stay in the classroom and wanted to go out for a walk to relax, why did I suddenly think of finding Lin Yin? In essence, looking at the sky triggered a storm of images in my brain, and this effect hasn't subsided yet. This mental turmoil led me out of the classroom, to the main building, and successfully to Lin Yin, which then led to something beyond friendship, resulting in the situation we're in now.
It feels like pressing a button and triggering a series of chain reactions... What's going on?
And that's not all; the information I gathered on the rooftop of this complex went far beyond that. Did I smell that scent? I thought carefully, but couldn't recall… Too much time had passed. No, it must be that so much has happened since then, crowding out my memory, leaving me with only a vague recollection of what happened on this rooftop that day—I turned bad, Lin Yin's mouth and tongue felt good… Besides that? What else?
And that laughter—this laughter appeared so many times, almost in every single thing that happened: when I was looking for information about March at school, when I was being intimate with Lin Yin on the roof of the main building, when I was hugging Ye Zi on the roof of the old teaching building, when I was passing by the intersection in front of my house… There were so many times that I could hardly remember them all. When did it disappear?
Moreover, that laughter felt incredibly familiar, so familiar it sent chills down my spine. I could instantly recognize it the moment I heard it again, but I just couldn't picture its owner's face. Now it's different. Now, a perfectly fitting girl is being conquered by me, her waist pinned down. She's a girl, I know her intimately, her voice is beautiful, she knows me inside and out, she could be anywhere, and she harbors an intense interest in me with ulterior motives—my sister, Zhiyun, whom I'm currently enjoying the collision and fusion of our bodies.
I know exactly when she will laugh, what she will say, and what her laughter will generally feel like... I need to confirm this; I can't not confirm it.
My movements didn't stop; my hand slid from her waist to her chest, helping her to her feet. She was a gentle, intelligent, and somewhat quirky girl. What should I say?
“Hey, Zhiyun…”
"Ok?"
My hands gently kneaded her round, full body, as if I had abandoned everything and was completely immersed in her body... Even without pretending, I was probably in a similar state.
"I really do have an amazing younger sister."
“Yes, yes…” Zhiyun turned her face to the side, and I could see her beaming with an uncontrollable smile: “Such a beautiful sister with a great figure, who would do anything for you, you must be the happiest brother in the world, right?”
"It seems so." I kissed her on the cheek. "If I had known it would be like this, I might not have needed to find a girlfriend."
"Ha... Don't I know you? You say that, but would you agree to give them up?"
I paused for a moment, and Zhiyun's face showed an "I knew it" expression, but she didn't seem unhappy at all: "I knew it, I knew it... But, it's not so bad. Whether it's the class monitor or the other two, they're all quite good-looking. Is this what they mean by keeping a low profile most of the time, but going all out when the time comes?"
Aren't you the same?
"That's why we're a family, right?" Zhiyun's smile didn't fade. "It's just that we're closer than other siblings, right, brother?"
“Other people’s little sisters wouldn’t sneak into their brothers’ rooms in the middle of the night to attack them.” I patted Zhiyun’s bottom, and she let out a soft, seductive breath: “Tonight, is that alright?”
"Of course...you can...hehe..."
I heard the words I longed to hear, in the way I both hoped and least wanted to hear—that laughter that sent shivers down my spine.
Chapter 237 A Brief Recollection
I sat against the wall, holding the naked Zhiyun in my arms, the scent of photinia lingering in the air. She was enjoying the afterglow of her climax, her whole body flushed and warm, and I was still inside her, feeling her warmth, but without any other movements.
I held her in my arms, her chin resting on my shoulder, facing me, our bodies pressed tightly together, so she couldn't see the expression on my face as I was thinking.
I'm certain that the laughter was Zhiyun's; there's no mistake. I could tell just by listening to it once.
But does this mean that Zhiyun witnessed what happened to me? Looking back, what exactly did I go through this time?
Although I've had many experiences of going back and forth, nothing of significant importance has changed, or perhaps I just haven't thought of it.
First, there's Lin Yin, the girl I first came into contact with on this timeline. I wanted to intercept her 24 hours before being killed by March, but I ended up intercepting her younger sister, Lin Yin, which led to my relationship with her.
Looking back now, Lin Yin's problems weren't numerous, but they weren't few either. First, as San Yue's younger sister, she was also influenced by San Yue. Judging from her later actions, their relationship could never be a normal sisterly one… Their unusual feelings definitely existed before I entered their lives. This is evidenced by the testimonies and attitudes of Lin Yin and San Yue themselves. Lin Yin was willing to use her body to take San Yue's punishment, which, while containing a desire to surpass her sister in some way, primarily stemmed from their very close sisterly bond. San Yue's immediate recognition of Lin Yin's body after seeing the photo I took proves her familiarity with Lin Yin's body, and her furious reaction further illustrates their relationship.
Lin Yin's problem lies in the immense pressure her parents put on her, coupled with her older sister's excellence and the unhealthy bond between the sisters, which distorts her sense of self-worth. She strives to maintain her class monitor position beyond her capabilities in order to surpass San Yue. Her parents compare her to her sister, yet she feels no anger towards her sister and never considers resolving her troubles by eliminating her point of comparison, San Yue. The close relationship between her and San Yue is evident, but this also seems to preordain her being influenced by San Yue.
Secondly, there's March. She's the key figure who connects Ye Zi and Lin Yin. Without her, I probably wouldn't have known that a girl like Lin Yin existed.
March has many questions, some answered, some not. March is our class monitor. Her heart is twisted by the pressure from her parents. She shoulders the burden of both sisters, protecting her younger sister, but in doing so, she herself becomes incredibly twisted. She excels academically, is one of the top students in the class, and consistently ranks among the top in the class and grade. Her personality is impeccable; she is gentle and kind, the perfect image of a model student in the eyes of all teachers—this is the image she presents to her parents, teachers, classmates, and even strangers—a deliberately crafted image. At the same time, she also has an inner image that she has never concealed.
This persona she projected was almost the complete opposite of the one she presented to others. She was filled with curiosity and desire, open, bold, and...satisfied with this image. She deliberately put herself in a difficult position when she wanted to kill me. She wasn't afraid of death and tried every means to get me to violate her body. Or perhaps it was because I was already poisoned, and she was confident in her own body; it was just a way to buy time... I think that's unlikely. A simple thought leads to the conclusion that March at that time was different from usual. It seemed like a side of her that no one knew: hysterical after her plan was thwarted, filled with insane murderous intent, and completely disregarding her reputation and life. As she said, that plan was everything to her, something she was willing to give up her life for.
This time, I didn't experience that night. My contact with March came directly from when I obtained Lin Yin's photo and then threatened her to communicate with me. During this conversation, I revealed that I possessed crucial information about her and the various threats I might pose to her sister, Lin Yin. She tried to pretend, proving she suspected I was bluffing. Her open nature seemed to be exposed to anyone other than her sister for the first time, and this was proven by the fact that I took the virginity of three girls at March's house that night. Given March's personality, if someone knew her true nature, she couldn't possibly remain innocent. This proves that I was the first person to know her true nature.
But so far, March's crazy nature hasn't resurfaced. I transferred her life goals onto myself, and I accepted the nature she unleashed. This nature, along with her previous plans, all stemmed from her attempt to take revenge on her parents. After being accepted by me, she consistently showed a tendency to want to be close to me. She was more proactive in seducing me than I was. This behavior, completely contrary to her identity as a young girl, should have revealed something, but I briefly overlooked it.
My goal was clear: to save Ye Zi, who was about to jump to her death the following night. But to save Ye Zi, I had to die; to survive, I had to deal with San Yue. However, things went wrong while dealing with San Yue, which led me to meet Lin Yin. This is the full picture of all the "extra" events that have occurred so far—all events stemming from my desire to save Ye Zi.
But on the day I saved Yezi, before nightfall, something happened. Leaving aside the times I encountered March in the early morning, it wasn't until my midday break that I looked up at the sky as usual, but something unusual occurred. The images that flooded my mind are now replaying themselves in reality, one after another; what I initially thought were absurd and laughable have become reality before my eyes. Is this some kind of premonition?
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