The cycle begins to repeat itself today.

Chapter 227 The Beginning of Collapse

I tried to stop it from happening, but I found myself completely paralyzed. When I realized I couldn't resist, I tried to close my eyes, but I couldn't even manage that simple action. I also thought about letting my body go, like I did at home in March, and allowing it to follow its own desires. That way, I might lose consciousness amidst the pervasive fragrance, at least I wouldn't have to witness all of this unfolding before my eyes.

But... none of it worked. I resisted this happening, but I couldn't control my body's natural reaction to touching Zhiyun's skin. I couldn't take any defiant actions in this situation, I couldn't make myself lose consciousness, I couldn't escape from here, and I couldn't make Zhiyun stop what she was doing.

Finally, with a clear mind, I absorbed everything that had happened before me into my mind, turning it into the deepest memory. My incredibly sensitive body transferred all the touches to my brain, just like with Ye Zi, San Yue, and Lin Yin. I pierced through Zhi Yun's proof of being a girl, and also destroyed my own bottom line as a human being.

Amidst Zhiyun's soft moans, my hands unconsciously climbed up to her waist and gently caressed her. Her carefully maintained, smooth skin gradually warmed up, and Zhiyun's hands moved from my chest to her own waist, covering my hands and guiding them upwards.

She was panting, smiling slightly, her eyes gazing at me with eyes that seemed to hold boundless affection: "So...we're connected now...brother..."

My reason crumbled at Zhiyun's call. Even though I knew I shouldn't do such a thing, my body seemed to unleash a desire stronger than ever before, uncontrollably stimulating every inch of Zhiyun's skin. Zhiyun, having recovered, slowly began to move. The pleasure and stimulation, more than ten times greater than before, seemed to overwhelm me. A strange fragrance permeated the air, so intense it felt suffocating.

I have never understood Zhiyun as deeply as I have tonight... Even if I commit suicide and go back to twenty-four hours ago, I can never erase this memory. Even if I die, I will fall into the abyss with this sinful memory. Her body is like the most perfect fruit condensed from desire, tempting me to taste it bite by bite.

From Zhiyun pressing down on me, riding on my back and bouncing around, to sitting opposite me, holding her waist, letting her rise and fall in front of me, and then later, me pressing down on her, kissing every inch of her skin, letting her writhe beneath me... I don't know when I fell asleep. When I realized I was asleep, music came from the darkness, but it quickly disappeared.

My eyelids felt heavy and I could barely open them. I was still a little sleepy, but there was something soft against my body that was moving around... Ah, it was Zhiyun... I struggled to open my eyes and saw Zhiyun lying on top of me. Our noses touched, and I saw the happy smile on her face.

"Good morning." Her voice sounded gentle and energetic, quite different from my current state. I was about to sit up when I realized that Zhiyun was lying on top of me... I could clearly feel the difference between Zhiyun and me—the temperature and texture of her skin, not some lifeless fabric.

What happened last night was real. I've confirmed it again; I can still feel the softness of a dough ball in my hand. Zhiyun has a great figure; she's only a high school student, yet her breasts are so large that I can't cover them with one hand… What am I thinking?

I realized I could move again and wanted to stretch a little, but Zhiyun let out a soft cry of surprise: "Wait a minute..."

I felt that I was still connected to Zhiyun, and I slept with Zhiyun for one night... Contrary to my cold heart, my body probably became hot again, and Zhiyun's body probably felt the same way.

"I'm so happy to see you so energetic. But it's time to get up. Was that your alarm clock?" Zhiyun said, her arms still wrapped around my neck, not seeming to want me to get up. "You went to school so early. It's only five o'clock now. Sleep a little longer... Mom and Dad will sleep until seven-thirty."

Five o'clock... Oh right, I still need to go find March.

"I..." I wanted to ask Zhiyun to let me up, but I didn't know what to say, or rather, I didn't know how to talk to her. This situation was just too abnormal for me.

"Phew...it won't disturb your schoolwork." Zhiyun lowered her head and kissed me. Her tongue boldly swirled in my mouth, teasing my tongue and intertwining with mine. I unconsciously bit her tongue lightly, but Zhiyun seemed to be stimulated even more, and her body pressed against mine also reacted, her hard nipples teasing my chest.

After a while, Zhiyun ended the kiss. She was panting and her body was getting hot: "Hold me... let's take a shower together... you don't want to go to school with this smell on your lips, do you?"

I had no particular thoughts and simply followed Zhiyun's instructions. I got up from the bed, and Zhiyun was still holding me, her legs wrapped around my waist. We were still connected, and I held her buttocks to prevent her from slipping down. With her in my arms, I walked naked towards the bathroom in this still dark house, which was only illuminated by a faint light.

Every step was a bumpy one, and these small bumps gave Zhiyun and me a great thrill. We went into the bathroom and closed the door. Zhiyun leaned in again, kissing my cheek and shoulder… I knew what she was thinking, but I didn't intend to refuse. I cursed myself in disgust as I slowly helped Zhiyun stand up, letting her lean against the sink, facing the mirror.

What can I see? Zhiyun, so moved that her expression is almost breaking down, and myself, who is cursing myself to die a horrible death while slowly accelerating while holding Zhiyun's waist.

It was already 5:20 when we finished showering. I washed up with Zhiyun, who was satisfied, helped her dry off, and dried her hair. Then we went back to the bedroom together and got dressed. The smell in the bedroom hadn't dissipated, but Zhiyun lay down on the bed again.

"It smells so good..." She took a deep breath, savoring the scent, then looked at me again: "I'll sleep a little longer, you go to school first. I'll tidy up the room, don't worry."

I didn't say anything, and I didn't even know what kind of expression I had. I picked up my schoolbag, went into my bedroom, and then out of the house.

Chapter 228 Useless Substitute

I walked forward under the cover of darkness. Apart from the faint sound of my own footsteps, I could hear nothing. It was a time when even dogs barked and roosters crowed. The darkness had not yet dissipated, and the dim light from the streetlights seemed more like a trap to lure prey. I moved slowly toward the place I had agreed to meet in March at the same pace as usual.

A gentle breeze blew by. Although it was still summer, the light morning breeze sent a chill through me, reaching right to my core. I couldn't help but hunch over, pulling my hands into my pockets. I touched something unfamiliar. I took it out and glanced at it… it was the small flashlight I'd bought before.

Because of Zhiyun, the plan I originally planned to carry out was not executed... But is that really important compared to my current situation?

My sister, Zhiyun, the closest and kindest family member in the world to me, had a relationship with me… Is this even allowed? Even though she's not by my side now, the feeling of her body still lingers in my hands. Every blink, her soft, white form flashes before my eyes. Perhaps it's precisely because such a thing should never happen that the impression it left on me after it actually occurred is so profound.

This isn't something that can be solved by starting over. Even if time were to rewind, my memories wouldn't change. What has already happened will never disappear, and the remaining memories will be forever preserved in my mind. It's also a fact that Zhiyun and I crossed the line of our original relationship, and as for what I was supposed to do... I simply can't calm down right now.

An indescribable and unexpressible emotion was spreading through my body, causing me pain, and there was no way to resolve it.

I arrived at the foot of March's building. Even though the sky hadn't brightened, I could still see the two sisters, March and Lin Yin, talking and waiting for me on the other side of the bridge. I didn't walk towards them immediately. Instead, I looked out over the bridge railing at the river flowing quietly below, a height of several meters. Although the river wasn't particularly turbulent, the chances of survival after jumping from that height were still slim.

My hand rested on the fence as I pondered the meaning of death for me.

I cannot die now. My "death" is merely an illusion, a means to take me back twenty-four hours, but this means will not erase my existing memories. It is not a right to regret, nor a privilege, but a punishment, a curse... Even if what happened can become nothingness, its consequences will remain forever in my memory, absolutely indelible. The more unforgivable something is, the more vividly it is remembered.

Having gained this ability to be immortal, I have lost even the right to be weak and to run away. Death is not an option for me. Even if I jump off this bridge, fall onto the riverbed, and drown in the river, I will gain nothing and lose nothing except the memory of falling and drowning.

I walked towards March and Lin Yin. They had noticed me pausing briefly at the bridgehead long ago, but they remained quietly waiting for me. When I reached them, they turned and walked towards me, one on each side, as if by prior arrangement. March seemed about to say something, but my hands reached out to their waists, putting my arms around both sisters. Amid their strange expressions, I led them into the dilapidated little garden.

There was no familiar, strange fragrance, nor any seductive advances from March or Lin Yin. Driven by my own will and thoughts, I lifted the skirts of the two sisters, recklessly assaulting March's body while using my free hand to tease Lin Yin's youthful form. I deliberately positioned March with her back to me, her hands supporting her on the stone table, striking the same pose as Zhiyun, attempting to use this image to erase my memories of Zhiyun. But the more I continued, the more varied my poses became, the more I realized that everything was constantly confirming those images that had inexplicably flashed through my mind. The constantly twitching memories I had created were not only failing to erase the images of Zhiyun, but were actually making my ever-burning desire boil over.

There was no gentleness from the start. I roughly and tirelessly ravaged the two girls' delicate bodies. I don't know how long it lasted, but I released my bodily fluids and strength between the two sisters' embraced bodies. I let out a long breath, feeling somewhat weak, and placed my hands on the stone table on either side of March's shoulders, looking down at March, who was lying on her back with a look of despair. Lin Yin was lying on top of her sister, her back to me. I couldn't see her expression clearly, but judging from her limp body, she should be in a similar state to March.

I remained like that for a while, regaining some strength. I stepped back, letting the bodily fluids drip from March and Lin Yin's bodies, and sat down on the stone bench beside them. After waiting a while longer, March and Lin Yin, having recovered, got off the stone table, looked at each other, and then both of them looked at me.

"You don't seem to be in a good mood today." March touched her lower abdomen and squinted her eyes. "You poured so much in... I hope I'm not pregnant?"

I was a little startled. I looked up at March and saw her half-smiling expression. I realized she was just joking with me.

"You're so nervous, how about I try to improve in some areas?" She hugged Lin Yin from behind, her hands wandering restlessly over her lower abdomen and chest. "If Xiao Yin and I each have a daughter, wouldn't we be even happier as a family of five?"

I looked at March, who was making nonsensical jokes, and didn't say anything. March seemed a little annoyed, let go of Lin Yin, and walked up to me: "What's wrong with you today?"

I thought of Zhiyun again, and my expression might have changed a little, but I didn't want my emotions to have too much of an impact on Sanyue and Linyin, so I avoided the topic in the gentlest tone possible.

"Help me clean up, it's time to go to school."

March rolled her eyes and called Lin Yin, who was still standing next to her. The two of them squatted down in front of me.

Chapter 229 A Fleeting Fragrance

After parting ways with Lin Yin, I walked side by side with San Yue. I asked San Yue why we weren't walking ahead today. She tilted her head slightly and said, "What does it matter? It's just once or twice. You don't seem to be in a good mood today either. Although you won't tell me what happened, this is all I can do."

"You know I'm in a bad mood again."

"If you were in a better mood, would you have such a dark expression like today?" March smiled. "Even though it's not even dawn yet, I can still see your expression clearly. It's like... you're feeling down, you don't know what to do, and you even want to die. We really are a good match."

I looked at her silently, wanting her to give me an explanation. And just as I expected, March began to speak: "I've said it before, haven't I? I hate my parents, but I can't rebel against them. My expression back then was probably exactly the same as yours now, right? Is this some kind of fate?"

"...Is it that obvious?"

“Of course.” After looking around in March and not seeing anyone, he quickly approached and said, “I won’t make you tell me what happened, but if there’s anything you need me to do, I think I wouldn’t refuse.”

Her hand slid over her dress, revealing her equally alluring figure in the air. I grabbed March's hand, but she quickly guided it to her chest: "Are you crazy? What if someone sees us here?"

“There’s nobody here right now. Besides, this place is right in the gap between two surveillance cameras, so nobody will see us.” March licked her lips. “It’ll take about ten minutes. Want to come?”

March is getting bolder and bolder, but I have to be more cautious. Besides, even if March talks for ten minutes, it would all be over if any one of them walked by during that time. I can't take that risk.

I reached out and pulled March's tank top back up onto her shoulders, glaring at her: "Nonsense."

"I think it's quite interesting," March said with a regretful expression.

"Let's see if you still have the energy to say that after lunch." I walked past March and continued towards the teaching building. March smiled and quickly followed: "Of course I have the energy, you do. There are two of us, Yezi and I, so don't complain about being tired."

March and I entered the teaching building together. When we reached the last floor, I let March go ahead for a couple of minutes while I waited for about half a minute before going in myself. March gave me a perfunctory greeting, and I nodded back before returning to my seat. Yezi was already sitting down and reading. My arrival made her stand up, and I simply said good morning to Yezi before returning to my seat.

I had just put down my backpack when I noticed Ye Zi seemed to be secretly watching me, so I simply looked directly at her and asked, "What's wrong?"

"No, no..." Yezi shook her head in a panic. I stretched out my right hand and gently rubbed it on Yezi's thigh: "I will punish children who lie."

"I..." Yezi's face turned red, and then she stammered, "You look... like you're not very happy..."

I glanced at Ye Zi. I'd tried to adjust my mindset slightly when she comforted me in her own unique way back in March, hoping to at least appear less obviously unhappy, but it seemed I'd failed. I shook my head.

"So, do you have any way to make me happy?" I asked Yezi, somewhat curious about what she would do.

I watched as she nervously glanced around the classroom, her hand then groping on my leg, unzipping my pants, and gently releasing my weapon, which had become aroused from touching Yezi's body. She began to slide it up and down. Yezi's hand was soft and slightly cool, very comfortable. I sat upright, enjoying it, not wanting to think about anything. In this environment, the stimulation I felt was even more intense, and after a short while, I ejaculated. Yezi's hand was covered in a milky white, sticky substance.

I remembered I had tissues in my drawer, and I was about to take some out to wipe Yezi's hands when I saw her lower her head and lick her palms. I thought I had gotten a little used to such absurd things, but my heart started pounding again.

The classroom windows were open, and a breeze was blowing, so I wasn't particularly worried that the smell would spread inside the classroom.

Yezi cleaned me up with her hands and tongue, but I wasn't satisfied at all. Could a normal person maintain such vitality after such intense activity in such a short time? I haven't researched it, but I know it's definitely not normal. But what can I do even if I know it's abnormal? The situation won't change at all.

I straightened my clothes and leaned closer to Ye Zi's ear: "Go upstairs and wait for me."

Ye Zi blushed, nodded, stood up from her seat, and walked out of the classroom. After a while, I also stood up. When I reached the classroom door, I noticed that March seemed to be watching me. I subtly shook my head at her and then walked out of the classroom. It wasn't very late, but it wasn't particularly early either; I figured more students would be arriving soon.

I climbed from the lecture hall to the rooftop, where Yezi stood a little ahead, wringing her hands and waiting for me. I walked towards her, unabashedly placing my hand on her shoulder, and slowly descended from there, feeling Yezi's soft body.

"Come on... take off your clothes." Yezi obediently took off her clothes and threw them on the ground. I admired the naked, shy body of this young girl. Yezi was still the same as before. Even though we had been intimate many times and she was now completely naked, she was still somewhat shy and wanted to cover her body.

She's still as adorable as ever, unchanged.

But I... have become someone I no longer feel.

I suddenly caught a whiff of a familiar fragrance, so familiar that it startled me, and I took a step back. However, that small step caused my foot to hit the edge of the rooftop, and my body fell backward.

I was stunned for a moment, then I felt my hand being grabbed and quickly pulled back to the rooftop.

Ye Zi looked shaken: "It's too dangerous over there, let's move a little further in."

I followed the leaves, but a sense of doubt began to creep into my heart.

Chapter 230 Unreasonable Development

I sat on the floor. When Yezi and Sanyue came up earlier, they had cleaned up a small area. As long as it didn't rain, there was almost no need to clean it again. Girls are indeed more tidy, but their purpose in cleaning wasn't so simple.

Holding Yezi's waist, I looked into her trembling yet loving eyes, my heart filled with complex emotions. I wasn't troubled by Yezi's feelings; she always expressed her likes and dislikes so simply, and even doing something like this gradually calmed me down. Feeling the warmth enveloping me, I poured my own feelings into Yezi's body, gently holding her, and the world seemed to gradually become peaceful.

After catching her breath for a while, Yezi seemed to have recovered a bit, and her body started moving again, unwilling to stop. I held her to keep her still: "That's enough, we have class soon. Let's rest for a bit."

Yezi nestled obediently in my arms. Although I couldn't see her expression, I could clearly feel her warm breath. I held her close, my gaze passing over the back of her head, and looked towards the spot where we had climbed up.

Just now, over there, I smelled a familiar scent. It was definitely that scent I'd smelled so many times before—the one that ignites my desire, that fragrance that takes over my body. But why is it here? Is it leaves?

I lowered my head and sniffed gently. Aside from the lingering scent after the initial confusion, I didn't detect any other aromas that particularly caught my attention. Had they been masked? After all, that scent was very faint…

I tried to recall carefully what happened when I smelled that scent… Nothing much, except that I saw Ye Zi's pure white body again, and that was when the scent wafted over, just a faint trace. Was it this thing that aroused my desire?

However, I brought Yezi to the rooftop by my own thoughts and will. I hadn't smelled this scent before, so it didn't stimulate my desire. Or maybe it was because I hadn't smelled it much, so it didn't stimulate me much. Didn't I feel the stimulation it produced for me?

Why is it here? Although it's not the first time... no, in my memory, has there really been a smell like that around the teaching building? It seems not... it seems like there has... I can't remember.

The smell startled me and almost made me fall off the roof. If Yezi hadn't grabbed me, I might have gone back to twenty-four hours earlier.

If we could go back twenty-four hours... what happened to Zhiyun wouldn't have happened. But the memories wouldn't disappear...

I shook my head, not wanting to think about it anymore. After spending some time with Ye Zi, and with her help cleaning myself up, we got dressed and sneaked back into the lecture hall from the rooftop when no one was around.