The cycle begins to repeat itself today.

I have a pretty good resistance to those fantasies; at least so far I haven't done anything particularly outrageous. Of course, I can't control situations caused by bodily instincts, but I'm already grateful that things haven't turned out the way I fantasize.

I closed my eyes again, somewhat boredly observing the images in my mind. What were initially fleeting images began to change as my attention increased, transforming from static photographs into a dynamic, video-like process. I felt I had gained some knowledge that might be useless, or perhaps useful.

As I closed my eyes and recalled these things, I heard a soft laugh, very soft. If it weren't for the quiet surroundings, I might have missed it. However, there's a subtle, or perhaps obvious, difference between the imagined sound in my mind and the sound in reality. It wasn't difficult to notice.

I sensed that soft chuckle and immediately tried to open my eyes, but the delay persisted, and the effect even lasted longer; I couldn't open my eyes for quite a while. Not only that, my body seemed to have become more sensitive. I felt Lin Yin's head, which had been resting on my hand, leave my grasp, and even the hand she had been holding was released.

I suddenly had a bad feeling and started to panic. For the first time, I managed to suppress the fantasies that were constantly bothering me. Even so, I still couldn't control my body. I even felt like I had lost control of my body. Only my incredibly sensitive body made me feel like I might still be alive.

But whether she would survive was another matter entirely. Considering that Lin Yin was March's younger sister, and given March's personality, I, who already lacked confidence in Lin Yin's character, naturally wondered if she might harbor any potentially fatal thoughts.

I sensed Lin Yin's movements and also felt a dangerous aura... but it was different from the deadly danger I had imagined. I felt a pair of soft hands grasp my hand and move it to the side. Then, I felt those hands, which didn't belong to me, move to... to a place that wasn't appropriate to be mentioned.

Gradually, I felt a part of my body exposed to the air. I became increasingly anxious, but I couldn't control my body at all. My sensitive body relayed what I was experiencing to my brain many times over. A warm, moist sensation, more tender than anything I knew, reached my mind, and the slightly hard parts further stimulated my nerves. My mind became hazy in that instant.

"laugh……"

I heard that soft laugh again, but it was quickly overwhelmed by intense stimulation and pleasure. I was left with only the feeling that "this laugh is somewhat familiar" before sinking into an unprecedented ecstasy. My body was out of control, and my soul trembled as if it were about to leave my body.

I wanted to clench my teeth, but I couldn't even do that. I tried my best to control my body and open my eyes, but the feeling, amplified many times over, completely disrupted my mind.

Even under such stimulation, my thoughts were exceptionally clear. I thought about the experiments I had conducted before, and felt some hesitation, but now that hesitation was gradually being overwhelmed by desire. Anyway, what's done is done…

I surrendered my body to desire, briefly and partially gaining control over it.

I opened my eyes and looked down slightly. I saw that Lin Yin, who had been lying on her side on my lap, had rolled over and was now facing away from me, her head bowed below. My reason and consciousness lasted only a second before they failed me.

"laugh……"

I heard that soft laugh again, and then my consciousness went dark.

Chapter 158 Unrestrained Desire

When I regained consciousness and the scene before me began to overlap with my memories, I saw Lin Yin with her hands on either side of my legs, staring intently at me. Her glossy lips, reflecting the faint light of the sky, were damp, and I could even see a hint of silvery-white at the corners of her mouth, different from her skin.

The events that had just occurred were replaying in my mind. I moved my hand and found that there was no obstruction. I did not feel that my body was in contact with Lin Yin. It was probably because of this that I was able to recover from the state of not being able to control my body.

Even so, I can't pretend that what just happened didn't happen. The part of my body that was exposed to the air because of Lin Xue's actions has not been retracted.

I should have been angry at Lin Yin for acting on her own initiative, but I found myself unable to be angry. Even so, Lin Yin's actions were still a huge challenge to my self-control, something I couldn't allow to happen.

I looked at her with a cold expression and said, "What are you doing?"

"I..." Perhaps because she sensed the coldness in my words, Lin Yin paused slightly. Her previously alluring expression and movements changed, becoming somewhat hesitant, probably due to the nervousness I had described: "I saw you looked too tired, so..."

"This is not an excuse. I should have said this before: such things are not allowed without my permission." I used a rather stern tone.

Seeing Lin Yin become somewhat flustered because of my words, I felt bad myself. Because of what had just happened, Lin Yin was completely unprofitable; her actions shouldn't have brought her any satisfaction, and I suffered no real loss. From this perspective alone, my reprimand of Lin Yin was quite harsh and unforgiving.

However, Lin Yin's identity is unusual, and I must be more cautious when dealing with her. Even if I am the beneficiary of such a thing, if she acts without my orders, it means that she still has some degree of resistance to my words, enough to defy my commands. This should be a normal thing, but it is not normal in the current situation.

However, blaming Lin Yin is not what I want. In my opinion, her situation is not suitable for being blamed. She is already the one with the most obvious pressure at home, and my blaming her will only add to the pressure she already has. Perhaps Lin Yin, who was fine before, will change under this continuous pressure.

Lin Yin looked dejected and at a loss. She withdrew her hands, which had been supporting her legs, and knelt on either side of my knees, straightening up and lowering her head. She had changed to this position halfway through the operation, seemingly because it was more comfortable for her.

Should I have scared her like that? I started to question my own actions. Why did she suddenly want to do that? That's something that's bothering me. She had already closed her eyes and was almost asleep. The atmosphere should have been quite relaxed for both of us. There shouldn't have been anything that would suddenly make her do something like that... No, maybe there was.

I gritted my teeth. Ultimately, this was my own fault. The atmosphere had been pleasant; I'd deliberately let her lie on my lap, wanting to test the effects of my interactions with these girls. But once we made contact, those damned fantasies flooded my brain like they were free, and I couldn't control myself, causing my body to react. Although I later separated my head from Lin Yin's with my hand, Lin Yin, who was lying next to me, should have sensed something was wrong.

Thinking about this, I felt even less angry with Lin Yin; instead, I resented myself for not being able to control myself. Even when I tried to control my body later, it was only because I had chosen to surrender to my desires. If I had gritted my teeth and persevered, I might have been able to stop things from going on like this.

"Never mind..." I sighed, but I couldn't move right now. Lin Yin's thighs were right on either side of my legs, and I could touch them with the slightest movement. If I did, things would become much more complicated. Part of my body was still exposed to the air, and it even seemed to be getting more energetic again because I was thinking about what had just happened.

I carefully moved my arm to keep my body from swaying, picked up my phone which was lying next to me, and glanced at the time. Only a few minutes had passed.

What should I do next? I looked at Lin Yin; she had her head down, lost in thought. And what she was looking at was…

I bit my lip. This girl... is still thinking about these things.

If I told Lin Yin that I chose not to forgive her, on the one hand, she might become extremely respectful and even obedient to me; on the other hand, she might develop even stronger resistance because of my rejection and disgust, since fundamentally I haven't bound Lin Yin. Besides, I wasn't even angry with her to begin with, and I didn't want to gamble on the outcome.

On the other hand, if I forgive her, she should be able to remove this pressure, but this is the result of her disobeying my orders, which is something I also do not want to happen.

And because of my current state, I feel like there's a fire burning in my heart. What just happened hasn't made things any better... but going deeper into it is obviously not a good idea.

I remembered that laugh.

"Lift your head up." I looked at her with a half-smile. Lin Yin raised her head and was a little stunned when she saw my expression.

"I can forgive you for what just happened this time, but only this once, do you hear me?"

A look of surprise appeared on her face, and she nodded obediently.

I wanted to make Lin Yin laugh again, while I still had some memory of that laugh, to compare the two. But it would be too strange to ask Lin Yin to laugh out loud now. Even if she did laugh, I doubt I would get the result I wanted.

I felt Lin Yin's gaze; she was subtly observing me and the other part of me.

Since things have already come to this... I felt a bit resigned, or perhaps I just wanted to satisfy my own desires, so I raised an eyebrow.

"...Whatever you want today."

Chapter 159 The Beginning Time

Lin Yin continued to act recklessly, while I abandoned my original intentions and enjoyed myself. When Lin Yin touched me again, my body lost control once more. Because I no longer felt timid, I began to boldly try my own actions.

My attempts to push back or curl up were thwarted, whether slight or determined, rendering me immobile. Yet, when I tried to approach or touch Lin Yin's body, even just to stroke her hair, my movements became completely unimpeded. I realized one thing… this situation had nothing to do with the strength of my feelings; it only had two effects due to what I was doing.

Firstly, there were no obstacles to any intimate or even more intimate thoughts I had with Lin Yin. Even just wanting to touch a strand of her hair, I didn't feel the slightest resistance. In fact, when making such a move, my senses would become more sensitive, and even the slightest touch would make me tremble involuntarily, almost wanting to let out a comfortable groan.

Secondly, I cannot smoothly control my body in anything unrelated to the above situation, and may even completely lose control of it. Furthermore, my brain generates numerous fantasies, trying its best to align my thoughts with the former state.

If this situation continues, I probably won't be able to do anything anymore. My will is weaker than I thought; I've found that once I've had some contact with Lin Yin, it's very difficult for me to resist. Thinking about what happened to me in the classroom, it's possible that not only Lin Yin, but also Ye Zi, San Yue, or even anyone else of a different gender, would have turned me into this.

I've come up with a word that perfectly encapsulates my current situation—a beast.

This saddened me somewhat, but it was an unavoidable situation. In the time to come, my contact with the three girls, including Lin Yin, would only increase. March, who was already showing similar signs, was a given, and what Lin Yin was doing wasn't just a dream. I was also fully aware of Ye Zi's situation, whom I was about to save. Could I really fight back against them in this situation? I didn't hold out much hope.

Even while thinking about these things, my body is still immersed in pleasure, as if a gap has formed between my soul and my body. This situation should be related to the flashback event I experienced, but I still have no clue about the flashback event. Where should I even begin to investigate this?

However, if we can't find a breakthrough by going back in time, what about the current situation? Is there any possibility that could allow us to gain a deeper understanding of the truth?

When exactly did this begin? I recalled all the things I had experienced, but until this morning, a similar situation had only occurred once—I think I was sleeping at home, my consciousness wandering in the darkness, still unable to fully wake up, but my body felt as if it were being enveloped, caressed, and licked by something, and I still couldn't control my body. At the time, I was aware that this situation might be related to regression, but then so many things happened that I ignored it.

Apart from that, nothing like that has happened since.

Sitting in the classroom, looking out the window, my mind suddenly went into overdrive. Countless fantasies flooded my brain, causing a splitting headache that nearly made me scream. Just before I could actually scream, the pain vanished like a gentle breeze. And because of this, I instinctively didn't want to stay in the classroom, nor did I want to sit in my seat looking out the window at the scenery I had seen countless times before.

The first thing that came to my mind was to get out of the classroom; I didn't want to stay inside anymore. The thought of coming to see Lin Yin naturally followed.

This idea had come to me before. It was a rather unnecessary thought that came to me when I was once again slightly doubting March's identity. Originally, I didn't want to do this on purpose, but that incident happened by chance, and I wanted to get out of the classroom but had nowhere to go, so I came to check on Lin Yin.

But when I came to school that morning, starting from the bridge, March kept holding my hand, their intimacy almost as close as Lin Yin's, yet I didn't feel anything at the time. And after what happened at noon, Lin Yin was the first girl I met, and our first encounter was also on this rooftop…

No, not here, but at the classroom door. Because of my previous fantasies, I somewhat thoughtlessly reached out my hand towards Lin Yin's face, but she caught it quickly. I didn't feel any delay at the time. This should have been our first contact.

So why didn't I feel that delay? Was it because I reached out to Lin Yin with that intention? That should be it. But Lin Yin quickly grabbed my hand again. I didn't know what she wanted to do at the time. According to the conclusion I just came to, I should have felt that delay. It's impossible that I followed Lin Yin to the rooftop so smoothly without noticing anything.

This doesn't make sense... it shouldn't be like this. Unless...

Unless what happened at noon wasn't the real beginning of this situation, until I came to the roof of this teaching building and walked through that door, that was the real moment when this situation began.

But what happened during the time I was going upstairs that made me like this, only knowing how to enjoy the service that this girl in front of me is providing? I can't find a single thing in my memory that makes me feel strange.

So, setting aside the time spent going upstairs, that's not the reason I made any changes; the time should be more concise, and the timeframe shouldn't be this long...

This situation should have officially started when I walked from that door to the rooftop and took the initiative to be intimate with Lin Yin.

Chapter 160 A Brief Review

I remember that it was around this time that I started to feel a delay in controlling my body, but why at this particular time?

I successfully got from yesterday to today without anything happening. I had such close contact with Lin Xue this morning without any problems, and I didn't feel any delay at all. Why did this happen with Lin Yin?

From the time I entered the school until I met Lin Yin, I stayed almost entirely in the classroom, only going to the cafeteria once at lunchtime. During this period, I didn't do anything unusual. I didn't touch Ye Zi, nor did I speak to San Yue. There might have been some contact or collision when I went to the cafeteria because of the large number of people, but it shouldn't have turned out like this.

Thinking back to those few days when this whole series of events had just begun, all the way up to tonight, when I successfully saved Yezi, what I did was no different from what I did today. If the problem was with Yezi, then at that level of physical contact, I simply couldn't control myself, and my intimate relationship with Yezi would definitely not have stopped under those circumstances. After all, Yezi was facing me with the awareness of sacrificing everything for me.

Since it wasn't Ye Zi, the other person closely related to the time travel incident is March. But that's also unlikely. That morning, March held my hand and walked this long distance with me, yet I didn't experience any problems. After entering the school, apart from her glancing at me once and seeming somewhat different than before, nothing else changed. I neither interacted with her nor spoke a single word to her. Under these circumstances, how could March possibly have such a significant impact on me?

I think that's also somewhat unlikely. Besides that, there's only Lin Yin.

This state shouldn't be the result of accumulated influences from anything, but rather a sudden and radical change. Let's reconstruct it from beginning to end.

After lunch, I returned to the classroom. Bored, I looked out the window, and suddenly a flood of random, unrelated fantasies rushed into my brain. The sheer volume of information was overwhelming, and my brain, unable to process it, began to consciously resist the influx. However, it was being forced in, and this resistance was ineffective. As a result, my overloaded brain began to feel pain… I think that's how it was? I don't quite remember the exact description I'd seen before, but that pain remains vivid in my memory.

After that pain subsided, I deliberately stopped looking out the window and didn't even want to stay in the classroom any longer, so I came to Lin Yin's place. Luckily, I found her, and she saw me too. She came out of the classroom and stood in front of me, but I couldn't help reaching out to touch her face. At the time, I didn't find it strange, but now that I think about it, it seems a bit outrageous.

I remember clearly which corridor had surveillance cameras, but even without them, people come and go in those corridors, and if anyone saw me, it would be a very serious matter. I consciously tried to hold onto my boundaries, although those boundaries have now been shattered, but I honestly never imagined it would turn out this way. Why did I want to touch Lin Yin's face? Even she, who was initially the one being touched, knew to stop me; why didn't I think of that?

Furthermore, when Lin Yin stopped me and took my hand, I didn't find anything strange about it. I followed her to the rooftop, watched her take out a key, open the door, and then went inside with her. After the door closed, all I saw was Lin Yin's face. I felt she was hinting at something, but why would I do that? It shouldn't be like this.

Could it be because those numerous images directly affected me? Like that action in the hallway earlier, were those images the cause? But why did it turn out this way? I came out of the classroom wanting to avoid those things, but why did I choose to be intimate with Lin Yin when I saw her? Logically, I should be even less inclined to want things to turn out this way.

I kissed Lin Yin without hesitation, but this had happened many times before, so I wasn't too bothered. My attention was focused on the nascent delay, and it took a lot of effort to get Lin Yin away from me a little. I wasn't dominated by that delay, nor did I let that base desire control my actions.

After chatting with Lin Yin for a while, I sat down in the shade by the wall and invited her to sit with me. Wanting to test the effects of the sensations I'd just experienced, I had Lin Yin lie down and rest her head on my lap. I wanted her to relax; I didn't intend to do anything else. However, after some contact with Lin Yin, those images began to reappear. Since I'm still a relatively normal person, it's impossible for me to be completely unaffected by those images. The price I paid was some changes in my body, changes that Lin Yin noticed.

Because of that strange delay, I wasn't able to separate my body from Lin Yin's head in time, but at least I could still move. However, because I was slightly interested, I focused on the fantasies in my mind, and when I sensed Lin Yin making some unusual movements, I had completely lost control of my body. My mind was active, but I had no control over my body, like a rag doll being manipulated by Lin Yin. In order to regain control of my body, I surrendered myself to desire, and witnessed everything that happened before my eyes.

Even now, Lin Yin continues to serve me attentively and seductively. My movements remain restricted; only the desire to touch Lin Yin's body can be successfully fulfilled by my body.

During this time, there was another matter, something I didn't know how important it was, but it was something that I cared about extremely.

As I closed my eyes and imagined those scenes, and as Lin Yin's actions began to defy my will and become increasingly audacious, I heard a soft laugh.

It was a laugh that felt familiar, very familiar, but I couldn't quite place whose it was. It wasn't Ye Zi, it wasn't San Yue, and certainly not Lin Yin—not any of those three girls.

Could I have misheard? I had that same doubt.

Chapter 161 Unfolding Doubts

My thoughts were interrupted by a series of rapid coughs. I couldn't help but look towards the source of the sound. Lin Yin coughed for a while before raising her head. The lewd expression on her face and the milky white viscous substance at the corner of her mouth made me understand why she was coughing. At the same time, as my thoughts returned to reality, I also felt a slight fatigue in my body, but this fatigue couldn't restore my original control over my body. I had to try another method.