After being attacked by the rich young ladies with hatchets, I chose to enter "sage mode".

"what?"

Originally, the head injury caused him pain and dizziness, but after Qing Sisi said those words, he suddenly realized that the headache was nothing compared to the real pain in his genitals.

Chapter 160 Things That Should Be Done

Bai Yu covered her calf with her hand, her face full of fear.

He felt that his ox was more important than death. Without his ox, it would be worse than death, and he could not accept it.

“Sisi, this is no joke. You can punish me for my mistakes, but you can’t do it in such an inhumane way.”

Seeing Bai Yu clutching Niu Niu with a look of fear on her face, Qing Sisi was only talking. If she really wanted to do such a thing, perhaps she would have done it in her previous life, but with the memories of this life and knowing what Bai Yu had gone through, she would never do it, because she knew that Bai Yu was not doing well at all.

If death is painful, then the repeated blows Bai Yu suffered in his previous life were no different from falling into an abyss from which he could not extricate himself. Even after being reborn, Qing Sisi could still sense that he was different from before.

Bai Yu used to criticize himself all the time, but now he is so humble, and he is even willing to do many things for her that she would never have dared to imagine.

Reaching out to stroke Bai Yu's forehead, Qing Sisi's comforting words left Bai Yu speechless.

"Are you alright, senior? Does it hurt?"

Bai Yu: ? ? ?

Staring wide-eyed at Qing Sisi, Bai Yu's mind was filled with bewildered expressions. Was there something wrong with her head? Wasn't the bang earlier obvious enough?

Although he was inwardly complaining, Bai Yu didn't verbally blame the girl. If it were him, he probably wouldn't be able to forgive himself for making such a mistake.

"It's okay, Sisi, it doesn't hurt too much."

Bai Yu shook his head with a smile, his voice a little hoarse, but he had no intention of blaming Qing Sisi.

Seeing Bai Yu, who was completely different from before, Qing Sisi felt both sad and heartbroken, but even more so, she felt resentful and aggrieved.

With too many memories and experiences, a person becomes complex; even the most aggressive person can become complex.

For her, she wanted Bai Yu to receive the punishment she deserved, but she also wanted Bai Yu to have a better life.

This is the complex and inseparable interplay between love and illness.

"Senior, is Sisi sick?"

Why do you ask that?

Looking into Qing Sisi's bright eyes in the darkness, tears welled up, but deep down there was even more hatred.

Even though she hated herself so much, she didn't do anything dangerous again.

This was beyond Bai Yu's expectations, because the awakening of his memories came faster than he had imagined, but the punishment was lighter than he had expected.

"Sisi doesn't know whether she should love or hate her senior, and she feels very upset."

Upon hearing this, Bai Yu could completely understand the girl's complicated feelings.

Turning my head to look at the night outside the window, it was pitch black. The moon was covered by dark clouds tonight, so dark that you could hardly see your hand in front of your face.

"You both love and hate me. You love everything about me and hate everything I've done. You're in pain because you can't tell whether you love me more or hate me more. I understand all of this and I accept it all."

Will Senior abandon Sisi again, just like before?

"I'm more afraid of being abandoned by you than of abandoning you. Do you understand what I mean?"

Nodding, Qing Sisi understood Bai Yu's feelings for her, but that wasn't the problem now. The problem now was how to handle the relationship with the other women involved.

"If Sisi is with Senior, then no one else can be with Senior. Can Senior do that?"

Taking a deep breath, Bai Yu knew that she could never get around this most difficult problem. This girl was not as easy to get along with and tolerate as Si Yu and Lin Ying.

"I...I'm sorry..."

Hesitation, a dry voice, and those simple four words encapsulated everything.

Bai Yu truly couldn't do these things. He couldn't abandon the other women for Qing Sisi, just as he couldn't abandon Qing Sisi for the other women.

Therefore, this answer was destined not to satisfy the girl, nor could it possibly satisfy her.

However, Qing Sisi did not become angry or irritable as Bai Yu had imagined. Instead, she asked a question with unusual calmness.

"Then... senior, would you be willing to leave this world with Sisi?"

She sat up, but even though she was exhausted, Bai Yu didn't dare to lie down anymore.

This is a question that would be easy for a normal couple to answer; it's simply a matter of saying "I'm willing," a statement that doesn't require any action.

But Bai Yu knew very well that this was not just an ordinary answer for Qing Sisi. If she dared to say it, Qing Sisi would definitely dare to do it.

Sitting up and supporting herself, Bai Yu looked into the girl's eyes in the darkness and responded earnestly.

"If it weren't for everything that happened in my previous life, perhaps everything I did could have been for you, including my death. But now I no longer belong to myself, nor can I belong to you alone."

Bai Yu used to hate being treated like an object, belonging to someone else, but now he no longer has that freedom or many choices. Everything is the price he has paid for his own mistakes.

"Why should I? Sisi wants to be with her senior and has everything he has. Why should she share it with someone else?"

Grabbing her short pink hair, Qing Sisi acted like she was going crazy, but as soon as she finished speaking, she suddenly calmed down in a strange way and continued to speak with a smile.

"By the way, senior only had to share himself because of them, so... if Sisi excludes them... wouldn't it be possible for senior to only be with Sisi?"

Their eyes met, and Bai Yu noticed that Qing Sisi's illness seemed different. In his previous life, after discovering that he had a relationship with another girl, he would only think about punishing him instead of targeting women. But now he had changed.

To put it bluntly, Bai Yu felt that Qing Sisi's yandere type had changed, from an aggressive type to an exclusionary type.

Aggressive types are mostly targeted at objects, while exclusionary types exclude any opposite-sex types that come into contact with the object.

This discovery made Bai Yu think about the variability of the illness, that is, perhaps the girl's illness could be made to develop in a better direction, or even disappear completely in the end, and she could think like a normal person.

Of course, all of this is just Bai Yu's imagination. If it were that easy, yandere wouldn't be the type that people avoid.

"Sisi, you can't do that. If you exclude them, it's the same as excluding me. Even if you plan to leave with me in the end, did you stay with me after you left in the previous life? Death only represents the end, it can't make us stay together forever. If there's no story left, what's the point or meaning?"

Bai Yu was still the same eloquent guy, but what he said always made perfect sense.

However, yanderes are not so easy to deal with. If they could be dealt with in just a few words, they wouldn't be yanderes. The exclusion type, like Aoshi, is the most difficult to deal with.

"They can't have the senior, but I can. Even if we eliminate them, the senior will eventually commit suicide, and Sisi will live with his corpse for the rest of her life. The story will still go on, won't it?"

That's so perverted. At least Bai Yu, who considers himself a pervert, isn't as perverted as Qing Sisi's current thoughts.

It truly represents the pinnacle of yandere pure love; even after turning into a corpse, she can still love—that's truly exceptional.

However, Murong Liyue seems to be not much different. This girl even eats herself after she dies. They're all crazy.

"Stop, stop, stop, Sisi, your brain is a little malfunctioning. If I become a corpse, what kind of story can you have with a corpse? Can you feel my warmth? Can you talk to me? Can I hug you, kiss you, or even say I love you? Everything is stopped, and you even have to preserve the corpse well, because it will decompose easily if you take it out, right?"

"It's okay, as long as Sisi is with Senior, that's enough. Corpses will decompose, but bones will never. Sisi will preserve the skeleton well, especially since it's Senior at his most blatant state~"

For some reason, Bai Yu felt a kind of excitement when saying these words, an excitement that was simply incomprehensible to others.

Even though he himself was already somewhat deranged and had analyzed all the possibilities after death with this girl, he never expected that this girl would not even spare the bones.

Isn't this love too crazy and abnormal?

In her previous life, Qing Sisi wasn't this twisted and insane, so how come she is now...?

Since following Qing Sisi's line of reasoning didn't work, Bai Yu had no choice but to exploit the girl's weaknesses, which she knew well.

“Sisi, if you really die, you won’t be able to experience what true love is, what true family is, what true care is, and you’ll even feel lonely and empty. Good feelings and all of these can only be experienced while you’re alive. If possible, I want you to experience them all, because I know you want these things, and so do I.”

These are the weaknesses that Bai Yu knows about Qing Sisi, and these are the reasons why this girl has a mental illness. If these weaknesses are addressed little by little, perhaps the girl will get better over time.

Of course, this method also applies to the other women, whose illnesses are caused by their families and society. As long as they are not congenital, there is a way to treat them. However, this method will take a long time, perhaps several years, or even a lifetime.

But no matter how long it takes, as long as the girls are willing, these are really not a big problem.

Sitting on the edge of the bed, her bare little feet swayed gently, and every now and then she would lift her feet and wiggle her cute toes in Bai Yu's sight.

"Is what you said true, senior?"

The voice changed, becoming filled with joy and a hint of anticipation.

"Really, if you're willing, I'll give you all of these, bit by bit."

Moonlight filtered through the dark clouds and fell into the room, adding a sliver of light to the otherwise pitch-black space.

“Sisi wants that kind of life, but Sisi doesn’t want to share it with others.”

Love is selfish, without exception, and no one wants to share it, let alone the yandere type who represents the pinnacle of pure love.

Trying to change this girl's mind is as difficult as the Foolish Old Man Moving Mountains.

Fortunately, this girl's promise has worked now. We'll figure out a new way to deal with the rest after the girls meet.

Fortunately, the girl's condition has stabilized a bit more now, and she's no longer thinking about excluding anyone.

"Sisi, as long as you don't hurt anyone else, I will go through all kinds of difficulties to marry you. Will you be willing then?"

Bai Yu's words were incredibly tempting. For this girl, the two most resonant words were "I'll marry you," and all other requirements were overshadowed.

Nodding, Qing Sisi agreed without hesitation, without giving it much thought.

Bai Yu extended her little finger, wanting to make a pinky promise with the girl.

Perhaps Bai Yu was someone who would easily do deceitful things in his previous life, but Qing Sisi would not. This girl would definitely do anything she made a pinky promise with; that was her principle.

This is why Bai Yu took the initiative to reach out and make a pinky promise with her; he was afraid that if the girl didn't make the promise, she would go back on her word and hurt the other girls.

Seeing Bai Yu reach out to make a pinky promise, Qing Sisi hesitated. The promise to marry her was very tempting, but the requirement not to hurt the other women also put her in a difficult position.

Can love really be shared? The answer is no, but she really wants to live the life Bai Yu described as the one she dreamed of.

Slowly extending her right hand, the girl wanted to make a pinky promise but still hesitated.

At this moment, Bai Yu knew he should make a choice for her, so he took the initiative to reach out and hook his little finger with hers.

"Pinky promise, a hundred years of vows, never to be broken."

After they made a pinky promise, Bai Yu childishly said this.

But Qing Sisi didn't smile as expected, nor did she show the sadness one might expect; she appeared rather calm.

Bai Yu didn't quite understand what the girl was thinking, but she knew that this matter had a very strong impact on her. The fact that she didn't do anything cruel to herself was already a sign of her restraint in love.

Neither Bai Yu nor Qing Sisi slept all night. The two lay quietly on the hospital bed, each lost in their own thoughts.

Bai Yu was discharged from the hospital the next day. Even though Qing Siling and Qing's mother repeatedly asked him to stay another day, he insisted on leaving.

There's no point in him staying here with Qing Sisi anymore. After all, he's already said and done what he needed to say. Now it's up to the girl to calm down and think things through.

Moreover, he simply didn't have any extra time to waste. Today was the day he had arranged to meet Murong Liyue, and he couldn't afford not to see her.