After being attacked by the rich young ladies with hatchets, I chose to enter "sage mode".

"Senior, Sisi doesn't like to eat these things, please don't do this."

She turned over and sat up, her body weak. Qing Sisi wanted to get out of bed and hug Bai Yu, so she quickly called the doctor and pressed the button by the bedside.

However, Bai Yu did not show any anxiety when she saw this, nor did she stop Qing Sisi's actions. She just smiled faintly and said.

"Sisi, please make sure to live well for yourself from now on. Even if you don't live for yourself, live well for me, okay? Love can be there anytime, but once you leave this world, everything will disappear, including everything between you and me."

Looking at Bai Yu's smiling expression, Qing Sisi could sense his fearlessness of death, as well as his worry and love for her.

If people who are willing to die for you don't count as love, then perhaps the concept of love doesn't exist in the world.

"Listen to your senior, the doctor will be here soon..."

With red-rimmed eyes, Qing Sisi was in a state of fear, unlike Bai Yu's composure.

If Bai Yu is gone, will there be another Bai Yu in this world? The answer is no, there really is no way there will be. At that time, I really had no hope of living at all.

"Look how worried you are, are you terrified that I'll die?"

Smiling as she looked into Qing Sisi's tear-filled eyes, Bai Yu was almost excessively calm.

But the more he acted this way, the more anxious and uneasy Qing Sisi became.

"Your current state is exactly how I felt when I found out you were in the hospital and saw you lying in a hospital bed, do you understand?"

Nodding, Qing Sisi finally understood that Bai Yu's heart had always been with her, because she knew that as much as she loved Bai Yu, Bai Yu loved her just as much.

Standing up, Bai Yu found that the sleeping pills he had swallowed did not take effect as quickly as he had imagined. On the contrary, no matter what he said, it did not seem to have any effect.

It wasn't until the doctor and nurses rushed over anxiously that Qing Siling and her mother, seeing them arrive, pushed open the door and ran in.

Seeing Qing Sisi sitting on the bed, everyone's first concern was for her safety, while they overlooked Bai Yu standing to the side, until the girl said something.

"Senior Bai Yu also took sleeping pills, make him vomit them up quickly."

As soon as these words were spoken, not only the doctor, but also Qing Siling and Qing's mother looked at Bai Yu as if he were an alien.

Seeing that everyone's eyes were on her, Bai Yu felt a little embarrassed by their stares, so she had no choice but to take the initiative to admit it, taking out a box of sleeping pills from her pocket and pointing to the water glass next to her.

“I don’t know how much Sisi ate, but I only ate this small bottle.”

Seeing Bai Yu so calm, even appearing to outsiders like a fearless lunatic, the doctors and nurses were dumbfounded.

I've seen all sorts of people commit suicide by taking various medications, but I've never seen anyone like Bai Yu who just takes them for fun. It's so bizarre.

"Just ate?"

The middle-aged male doctor in the white coat asked Bai Yu a question with some uncertainty.

Upon hearing this, Bai Yu nodded and replied honestly.

"I just ate it, it's been about three or four minutes."

Upon hearing this, the doctor took a deep breath, looked at the nurse beside him, and sighed.

"Hey, stomach pumping, quick!"

After saying that, the doctor stepped forward and pulled Bai Yu towards the door. The medicine hadn't fully taken effect yet, so washing her quickly would be better and make the procedure easier.

However, the fact that the drug's effects haven't fully materialized doesn't mean it's ineffective. After all, several minutes have passed, and I still feel a bit dizzy.

When Bai Yu followed the doctor to the ward for gastric lavage, he suddenly collapsed and fell to the ground. If Qing Siling hadn't been there to support him, he would have been seriously injured.

"Holy crap, Bai Yu, you're really something. Even if you realize you're wrong, you can't pay for it with your life, can you?"

Qing Siling was genuinely frightened by Bai Yu's behavior.

Just like a doctor, he had heard of people committing suicide by taking all sorts of drugs, but he had never seen anyone as calm as Bai Yu taking a box of sleeping pills for fun, and he had never even heard of it before.

Turning his head to look at Qing Siling's face, Bai Yu's vision began to blur, and his body began to twitch slightly. The cramping pain in his body made him extremely painful.

This time, Bai Yu experienced the pain of taking sleeping pills firsthand. Dying is not as easy as she imagined; the idea that she could just sleep it off is ridiculous.

Gradually, Bai Yu began to lose track of where she was, her mind filled with pain and torment, and she came to understand Qing Sisi's determination to face death.

Time passed slowly, and Bai Yu finally woke up that evening.

He was lying on the bed next to Qing Sisi's. Originally, Qing Sisi's ward only had one bed, but she requested an extra one.

Upon waking up, Bai Yu saw only a white ceiling. Her mind was still hazy, and she didn't know where she was or why she was lying there. She even had a feeling that she might have died and had transmigrated into another world.

After these various bizarre ideas, Bai Yu began to regain her composure.

Turning his head to look at the surrounding environment, apart from the incomprehensible instruments, Qing Sisi was lying on the bed next to him.

"Hiss..."

As soon as she opened her mouth, Bai Yu found that her throat was unusually dry, and she even had difficulty making a sound.

No one heard this faint, whispering call.

Looking at the gradually darkening sky and the sunset on the horizon outside the window, I felt a strange sense of loss and disillusionment.

With her eyes closed, Bai Yu didn't call out anymore, but instead chose to sleep quietly.

He originally thought that the hospital would definitely notify his parents or something, but it seems that they haven't. It's probably Qing Sisi's request or Qing's mother's behavior.

After all, the fact that someone else's son took sleeping pills for your daughter is bound to cause unpleasantness, so it's better not to notify them at all.

Given Qingma's abilities and background, it doesn't seem like a big problem for her to not notify the hospital.

However, this also saved Bai Yu a lot of trouble. If her parents really came, things would definitely be much more difficult.

Bai Yu drifted off to sleep again, sleeping soundly, while Qing Sisi had a very strange dream.

In this dream, I experienced many things with Bai Yu that I had no memory of. I even dreamed of chasing after Bai Yu and chopping at her, and lying in a coffin watching Bai Yu pleading to see me one last time.

The dream was so real that it gave Qing Sisi the illusion that it had actually happened.

Slowly opening my eyes, I found the ward pitch black; it was clearly still dark and the night was deep.

Turning her head to look at Bai Yu in the next bed, Qing Sisi couldn't see Bai Yu's face clearly in the darkness, but with just that one glance, the memories in her mind began to surge wildly.

After a bout of dizziness, she gradually remembered many things, and everything slowly crowded into her memory.

It should be said that she died from taking sleeping pills in her previous life, and in this life, she took sleeping pills again, which triggered this memory from her previous life.

But this memory is anything but pleasant; it's filled with Bai Yu's betrayal and my own despair and helplessness.

Rather than having her memories restored, Qing Sisi would rather they never appear at all.

She sat up and looked at Bai Yu quietly. Although Bai Yu seemed to have betrayed and abandoned her in her memory, was it true that he appeared at her funeral?

In her dazed state, Bai Yu felt that someone was watching her, and with a very dangerous gaze.

Human intuition is usually quite accurate, and Bai Yu was quickly awakened by this feeling.

When Bai Yu opened her eyes, the first thing she saw was Qing Sisi sitting on the edge of the bed staring at her. This sudden appearance in the middle of the night terrified her.

"Oh, Sisi, you scared me to death! What are you doing sitting there so late at night instead of sleeping?"

Her voice was a little hoarse, and even still so dry, but that didn't stop Bai Yu from having a hoarse voice when she was scared.

"Senior, do you also have relationships with other girls?"

"Huh? Why do you ask that?"

Bai Yu had just woken up—no, she should say she was startled awake—so her mind was still foggy and she didn't quite understand what the girl meant by those words.

Seeing that Bai Yu didn't understand what she meant, Qing Sisi continued to ask.

Do you know Su Rongxue?

"Yes, we know each other. We were in the same class in college. What's up?"

The answer was given, but it also made Bai Yu realize that something was wrong, or rather, that something was amiss with Qing Sisi.

In this life, Qing Sisi hasn't even entered Beicheng University yet, so how could she possibly know Su Rongxue?

Therefore, there is only one reason why this girl knows Su Rongxue: the recovery of her memories.

"Senior, is there any chance that something will happen between you and that girl named Su Rongxue?"

In the darkness, Bai Yu couldn't see Qing Sisi's eyes clearly, but she could detect a hint of resentment in her cold tone.

If she really has regained her memories from her previous life, it's normal for this girl to harbor resentment.

After all, in his previous life, he not only concealed a lot from her, but also deceived her time and time again. In the end, he could no longer hide it and was forced to expose his mistakes.

If there's not even a hint of resentment after all this, then it can only mean that Qing Sisi doesn't love him at all, because in matters of the heart, only love can breed hatred.

However, Bai Yu's response to what the girl said was not to continue deceiving her, because deception would not have any good effect and there was no need for it.

"Sisi, are you remembering memories from your past life?"

Upon hearing this, Qing Sisi did not deny it, but nodded indifferently.

Seeing this, Bai Yu stopped wasting words and directly told everyone about herself, her, and the other girls.

Sitting quietly by the bed, Qing Sisi made no movement or even uttered a single word to interrupt Bai Yu. She only reacted slightly when Bai Yu finally mentioned that she had chosen to leave under the bridge in the island nation.

“Sisi, these are all the things you knew and didn’t know in my previous life. You definitely can’t accept this kind of love. If I were you, I wouldn’t accept love that’s shared either. But… my life no longer belongs to me, but to you all.”

As soon as she finished speaking, Bai Yu saw Qing Sisi stand up from the bedside.

Bai Yu gently closed his eyes, knowing what kind of treatment he would receive, but he would no longer run away or back down.

"Senior...you know that you need to be punished for doing wrong?"

"I know you still want me dead, so... I will choose to accept this fate."

Bai Yu didn't really want to be killed by Qing Sisi like this, but he had to gamble, betting that Qing Sisi wouldn't be as ruthless as she was in the previous life after regaining her memories.

Reaching out to pick up the water glass beside her, Qing Sisi raised it as if to smash it down on Bai Yu's head.

But she had just as much hatred as she had love, and the entanglement of love and hate was the most painful thing.

She wanted to punish Bai Yu, but then she felt that Bai Yu's departure in her previous life seemed to be more painful than hers, so she felt a little soft-hearted and sorry for her.

Everything was beyond his expectations; even fate had abandoned him.

Before Qing Sisi could make a move, Bai Yu opened her eyes and looked at her hesitantly holding the water glass, and said calmly.

"If you hate, then smash it down. It was my fault in the last life, and I will still be wrong in this life. I am truly an incorrigible person. Perhaps it is ridiculous that I want each of you to receive the love you deserve, but none of you are willing to share the love that originally belonged only to you. This is destined to be an extremely difficult thing."

Just when Bai Yu thought Qing Sisi wouldn't hit her, there was a muffled thud, and the glass smashed directly onto Bai Yu's forehead.

"Sisi hates her senior and wants to cut off his penis so he'll stop using it indiscriminately..."