One of my fairy-like friends

Why did I cultivate immortality? My purpose in cultivating immortality was for you. In my eyes, you were once so dazzling, pure and untouched by worldly concerns, an ideal I would strive to reach at all costs. I wanted to catch up with you, to repay your kindness, and if I could, I would even want to marry you. But that was destined to be a fruitless pursuit... at least, that's what I used to think. But now, I've given up that unattainable fantasy, and as I face a new life, you've found me again, telling me how incredibly foolish you were, ignoring my feelings.