The Nightmare Experience of a Useless Person

March 22, 2026

Bai Chan and I returned to Linmeng Abyss. Without Bai Chan's spiritual power, the Dream-Seeking Tavern collapsed, and Linmeng Abyss returned to its former desolate state. In a daze, it felt as if we had returned to the very beginning…

March 23, 2026

Those adorable little fox spirits have disappeared, and Lin Mengyuan has to do all the chores himself. He has to ferry dreams across the river and record dreams. What era is this? The working conditions are still so backward!

March 24, 2026

Bai Chan's wound looks much better today, and she's in good spirits. She really is a genius. However, I sometimes feel she's better when she's asleep; once she wakes up, she won't let me hold her and throws a tantrum. Sigh, oh well, I guess I deserve it. I'll just have to put up with it…

March 27, 2026

On a small hill three kilometers from Mengzhou Wharf, a ray of sunlight appeared! It must be from the crack caused by the collapse of that secret path. Great! With this ray of sunlight, Bai Chan will surely recover faster.

March 28, 2026

Take the white jasmine to bask in the sun.

March 29, 2026

Take the white jasmine to bask in the sun.

March 30, 2026

Sunbathing.

March 31, 2026

Sunbathing.

April 1, 2026

sun.

April 2, 2026

Bai Chan woke up while sunbathing today, thankfully without throwing a tantrum. But I admit, I was genuinely a little flustered when she glared at me.

April 3, 2026

Take the white jasmine to bask in the sun.

April 7, 2026

Today, while I was sunbathing with Bai Chan, I actually fell asleep, and she lay quietly beside me. When I woke up, I found her tail draped over my eyes, shielding me from the glaring sunlight. Actually, she hasn't changed at all; she's still just as kind and soft-hearted.

April 9, 2026

Bai Chan is in better condition than a few days ago; she didn't even take a nap today. What makes me even happier is that she's awake but still willing to rest her head on my shoulder.

Perhaps she was just tired and too lazy to move, but I was still a little moved, and even started to wonder why one being would become fascinated by another.

I still want to cry...

April 13, 2026

I missed the sunshine because it was a day off, and Lin Mengyuan was incredibly busy. The little fox stayed in the house all day, and I didn't see her at all.

I suddenly realized that Bai Chan hadn't spoken for a long time since she was injured and remained in fox form. I hadn't noticed before, probably because when I spoke to her, I always unconsciously imagined her response.

April 15, 2026

Today, while Bai Chan was sleeping, I briefly returned to the mortal realm. It wasn't to rest or slack off; I just wanted to buy her some delicious food and fun things.

But when it came to the end, I realized that I had no idea what the little fox liked to eat or what she liked to play.

Our relationship... is always filled with dramatic ups and downs of love and hate, but lacks the small, everyday moments we share. From now on, I must pay more attention to how I win her favor.

One more thing, when I came back, her eyes seemed red. Could it be that she thought I ran away while she was resting? I need to find a chance to talk to her about it.

April 17, 2026

Everyone says foxes like to eat chickens, but Bai Chan doesn't seem to have much interest in chickens.

April 18, 2026

I need to update yesterday's record. Bai Chan still likes playing PUBG, she just finds me annoying... I should have saved that one for her yesterday.

April 20, 2026

I only realized today that the little fox is shedding its fur.

April 22, 2026

Two little outfits were prepared for Bai Chan, but she refused them, insisting they were for dogs… and they really were…

April 27, 2026

It took me five days to learn sewing. It was a bit difficult, but I was able to make a few little clothes for the fox.

April 30, 2026

I was rejected; Bai Chan kept saying the clothes I made were ugly, but she still accepted them and didn't take them off.

Actually, those little clothes were the same color as my outer robe, but she didn't notice, hehehe.

May 2, 2026

Today is a memorable day; the little fox can walk on the ground now. But does that mean she'll soon revert to human form? And will she still allow me to stay by her side then?

May 5, 2026

On the day of the Beginning of Summer, it is said that the fox clan will have the little foxes play in the river bend to cultivate their children's swimming ability. Unfortunately, Linmengyuan is not suitable for this activity.

May 6, 2026

I was a bit busy today, and when I finished, I realized that my little fox wasn't home. It startled me; apparently, she went out to sunbathe by herself.

I'm still a little scared...

May 10, 2026

Bai Chan likes incense.

May 11, 2026

Beef: I like it, second only to chicken.

Apples: I can eat them, but I don't like them.

Pig's heart: Disgusting

Rabbit meat: I ate it quite well without knowing the details...

Grapes: I really like them.

May 15, 2026

Something feels off. Could the little fox have returned to human form? When I was sleeping last night, I felt someone hugging me, but why would Bai Chan hug me? I'm lucky he didn't kill me.

May 17, 2026

Is that a similar feeling again? It seems like even turning over is difficult, and the blanket isn't covering me...

May 20, 2026

Young people consider today a day for expressing love, so I gave Bai Chan a pearl necklace, but I didn't dare say why...

May 21, 2026

I found a felt doll made of fox fur next to my pillow—it's a little fox! Could this be a gift from Bai Chan?

I asked, and she got angry and took the toy away... I should have known better than to ask...

May 25, 2026

!! Ah!! How could this be?! How could this be?!

It turns out the little fox really does transform back into human form at night. She was so sweet and soft in my arms, so adorable...

I can't take it anymore...

Let's just pretend we don't know...

May 26, 2026

During the day, it turns back into a fox.

May 28, 2026

Today was the same; as soon as I turned back into a fox, he seemed to dislike me, even though he hugged me so tightly last night.

May 29, 2026

While she was resting, I stole the felt fox back, hahaha.

June 5, 2026

We should wear lighter clothes tonight; the little fox seems a bit too hot…

June 8, 2026

I woke up a little early today and saw Bai Chan sleeping. How can she be so beautiful? Her eyes, nose, mouth... they're all beautiful. When they're put together, they're incredibly beautiful.

June 9, 2026

peep.

June 12, 2026

peep.

June 13, 2026

Looking at her, I really wanted to use my spiritual power to reconstruct that illusion, and under that divine tree, propose to her again.

But I am too weak. Ever since the divine core left my body, I have been unable to absorb the spiritual energy of heaven and earth. Like a burning candle, I will eventually run out of oil and go out.

Ultimate romance or ordinary happiness?

June 15, 2026

peep.

There was a small, obvious mole behind her ear that I hadn't noticed before.

June 16, 2026

There is also a mole on my neck, about one finger's width above my collarbone.

June 18, 2026

She was so engrossed in watching that she forgot to close her eyes, and he caught her red-handed... Oh no... No way...