My Love Disaster Notes

"Wait... what happened to the love battle we were promised?"

"Where's the bad girl I was promised?"

"System, are you kidding me?!"

In the quiet evening study room, a cool evening breeze blew through the curtains, mixed with the sultry heat unique to Chongqing after the rain, as if the city had been given a soft and relaxing sauna.

Under the quiet, gentle moonlight, Lin Chuan felt utterly cold inside.

Isn't it a love war with a bad girl?

Isn't it about scheming and back-and-forth, racking your brains and using all your wits to win in a relationship?

Why did you suddenly turn on me with a knife?

Compared to this ending, Lin Chuan said he could accept Jiang Yao abandoning him and running off with an old foreign man.

It's just a failed relationship, it's not like he can't accept it.

Lin Chuan felt that he was still kind. Since it was a peaceful breakup, he would rather wish Jiang Yao to find true love again and embark on the happy life she had planned.

Car accidents, cancer, and other melodramatic plots are best left as entertainment in Korean dramas; real life is better when it's calm and peaceful.

What the heck is this sudden "suicide note"?

Are you trying to stop me from having a proper "evening study session"?

What should I do if I fail the mock exam next week?

Lin Chuan took a deep breath and continued reading the second suicide note from his childhood sweetheart.

"The second year of living in the hospital."

The surgery went relatively smoothly so far, but the doctor said it only prolongs my time. I've made up my mind that once I'm fully recovered, I'm going to run back and take back everything I've lost.

Hehehe, you didn't expect that, did you? Actually, this was my final plan. That girl was just temporarily taking over for me and helping me take care of you for a while.

"Once I'm better, I'll appear before you immediately and hold up two fingers—your amnesia is so bad that even if I change everything without you noticing, you won't detect any problem."

"I'm sorry, I couldn't resist and secretly came back to take a look at you."

Don't get me wrong, I don't miss you. I just want to see how that girl is taking care of you.

Hmph, thankfully, she didn't let me down and fattened you up nicely. Hehehe, I saw it, you've gained at least ten pounds. You're so lazy! The swing in the yard can barely move you anymore. You really should lose some weight.

Hmph, you should learn from me when it comes to writing. I've lost dozens of pounds, hehehe, I feel like I'll definitely become a rising star in the weight loss industry in the future...

Okay, I admit, the surgery was a bit tough, and the hospital food was terrible. Humph, they won't let me eat spicy food. They have no idea how much Chongqing people love spicy food. Chongqing can't lose chili peppers, just like the West can't lose Jerusalem.

Lin Chuan, you must hold on! I will try my best too. Once I overcome this illness, I will definitely come back to take care of you again.

The voice on the cassette tape sounded familiar, yet weak. Suddenly, you remembered your childhood sweetheart, standing amidst the rapeseed flowers, smiling gently, her skirt swaying as she danced gracefully among the blossoms.

You seemed to realize something, and with trembling hands, you opened the third tape.

"Dude, no way, it can't be this dramatic, can it?"

The bell rang to signal the end of the first evening self-study session. Ignoring his deskmate's invitation to go to the restroom, Lin Chuan nervously clicked to continue the simulation.

The future story is quite clear at this point.

Jiang Yao was diagnosed with some kind of cancer. In order not to worry Lin Chuan in the simulation, and also to prevent him from being sad after her death, she orchestrated this elaborate scheme of switching the prince with a cat.

She must have spoken with the doctor and knew that her chances of recovery were very low, even extremely slim, which is why she brought in Xiao Mei to take over the memories of her life with Lin Chuan.

If her surgery doesn't go well, Xiao Mei will take her place and stay by Lin Chuan's side in the future.

In order for this grand show to proceed smoothly, Jiang Yao must have discussed it with everyone around her beforehand, including Lin Chuan's parents, her father, and their mutual relatives and friends.

This also explains the unusual behavior of Lin's parents at the Civil Affairs Bureau. They knew Jiang Yao's plan, so they also knew what this girl had endured and what she had given up.

The whole world is helping Jiang Yao stage a grand show for Lin Chuan in the simulated future. Everyone is well aware that they are suppressing their grief and deceiving Lin Chuan, who suffers from amnesia.

Rather than a flawless plan, it was more like a meticulously crafted "departure," starting with the divorce and gradually disappearing from Lin Chuan's memory.

Is this still my childhood sweetheart with a terrible personality, arrogant and domineering?

Perhaps because he stayed up late last night, Lin Chuan felt that his eyes were red, itchy and sore.

In reality, only an afternoon has passed, but in the dating game, six or seven years have gone by for Jiang Yao.

University, car accident, amnesia, illness... one thing after another gradually transformed a romantic girl full of dreams for the future into an unfamiliar figure.

"The surgery failed. The doctor told me that the cancer cells had spread further, and the subsequent treatment might become increasingly difficult."

"I'm sorry, Lin Chuan, you might have to wait for me for another two years..."

In the dating simulation, audio and text accompanying simulated scenes appeared before Lin Chuan's eyes.

"The hospital is so noisy. My uncle and aunt came today, and they cried very sadly. But I'm actually okay. In fact, I had a general idea of ​​my fate the first day I learned about my condition."

My mother also passed away from this disease, a hereditary disease... Sigh, there's no point in saying all this. Actually, I just want to say... Lin Chuan, I miss you.

If one day I'm really gone, you must be happy.

I won't be attending your wedding with Xiao Mei. Humph, I'm such a petty person. If it weren't for her, you probably wouldn't have had that car accident... But now that I think about it, if you hadn't developed amnesia, you probably wouldn't have had as much time to spend with me in the last two years. You've been so busy with work, Lin Chuan. Do you think I'm being a bit sentimental? When you were just average, I hoped you would become outstanding, but now that you're truly outstanding, I don't want you to be so busy with your career. I hope you can come back and spend more time with me...

But none of that matters anymore. My biggest hope now is that my boyfriend will be happy.

[In the latter half of the audio, you can faintly hear sobs and choked sobs; it feels like your heart is being gripped tightly, making it hard to breathe.]

You try your best to recall everything from the past, to remember all your memories of Jiang Yao.

You failed... After ten long years, your memories of Jiang Yao have gradually become blurred. There are no photos of Jiang Yao around you, and even your high school memories have faded, the scenes in your memories becoming increasingly indistinct.

[Confusion, suffocation... a flood of emotions surges through your chest; you've completely forgotten Jiang Yao.]