Astral Apostle

The day before yesterday's physical examination, I was in poor health, codewords for several years, many accumulated diseases, weak eyes and bones, aging before aging, exhausted spirit and depression. There is no distinction between morning and evening, no difference between waking and dreaming, living like a walking corpse, no interest in life, few days, no news of personnel, closed doors like death, no end in sight. Years pass away, I don't know the taste, the lesions accumulate, and it is difficult to return to health. Life is ignorant of interest, emptiness is deep into the bones, spiritual thinking is exhausted, words are insensitive, mentality is numb, writing is rigid, sickness is exhausted, and it is difficult to continue, so suspend the update, take a long rest, repair the broken body, and rediscover the interest of life.