Love Healing Manual

Chapter 58 Don't Leave Me

"From the perspective of access detection device"

Then darkness fell before my eyes.

Then, in an instant, the whole world fell silent, and all bodily sensations were completely blocked.

As he clearly felt a light emerging, and as the light began to grow stronger, Lin Ze tried his best to adapt to the entire process of transitioning from complete darkness.

It's like he's sitting alone in front of a giant screen, and the movie is slowly starting.

With a "whoosh".

A dense crowd appeared before him, all sorts of people walking past him, while his view kept swaying.

He heard labored breathing, which sounded like Kitagawa-senpai's voice, as she struggled to walk forward step by step.

It looks like a train station or something, which explains why there are so many people.

Due to the narrow and low vantage point, Lin Ze couldn't see his exact location at all, but one thing was certain—his senior was not in Tokyo.

The sky wasn't that dark, and the place in front of us was very different from the bustling city.

Kitagawa Ayane, on the other hand, would walk for a while, then rest for a while.

During the ten or so minutes that Lin Ze was in her field of vision, she even stood still for a long time, leaning against a nearby street lamp. Judging from any perspective, it was clear that she was in a very bad state.

Pain threshold: Level 9

The threshold bar next to her had already soared to the critical red state. Only then did Lin Ze understand why she was in such a bad state. It was because, apart from walking, it was probably because Kitagawa-senpai was in a state of hallucination.

She tried to resist the hallucinations with her willpower.

The senior student was drenched in sweat after walking such a short distance.

Seeing this scene, Lin Ze's heart turned cold.

After thinking about it carefully, he had already guessed it.

A few days ago, Senior Sister Kitagawa kept telling him that she needed to ask for leave or something, but Lin Ze didn't agree at the time. Later, several things happened, plus the punishment she received.

She was somewhat afraid, so she dared not mention asking for leave.

So he secretly ran away, intending to act first and inform others later, thinking that if he was careful, he could withstand the torment of the illness and return before the onset of the disease.

And that phone call the night before last...

Presumably, she suddenly arrived in an unfamiliar place and experienced a major psychological problem, which is why she made strange phone calls to seek solace.

By piecing these events together, Lin Ze immediately understood the logic behind the situation.

He felt a profound sense of speechlessness, even irony.

It turns out that some people really are willing to disregard their lives and health for the sake of some so-called future prospects. Moreover, as far as he knew, the seminar that Kitagawa Ayane attended was of no value at all. A little research on the internet would tell you that it was just a tool for some politicians to build their image.

Is it really worth traveling to a distant place for this meeting, even if it means potentially fainting in an unfamiliar city?
He couldn't understand Kitagawa Ayane's thoughts.

From the perspective.

Watching her move forward step by step, struggling to maintain her balance, the entire process from the crowd to her seat in the carriage felt like an eternity.

then.

He saw Kitagawa-senpai leaning against the handrail, struggling to take her phone out of her pocket.

took a glance.

Lin Ze saw the train's destination station, a city station not far from Tokyo.

It's not that Kitagawa Ayane doesn't want to ask for help, but rather that she can't even speak now. Mental illness is related to the brain, and cognitive confusion can lead to loss of language function. At the University of Tokyo, she would go almost the entire day without communicating with anyone before each therapy session.

Anyway, the senior student herself is quite withdrawn, so no one would take the initiative to talk to her. Her only good friend, Kaoru Murayama, knows the inside story and won't make a fuss about it.

So, if she really was taken to the hospital, she fainted.

The doctor might not even be able to diagnose what her illness is, and in the end, they can only treat it as a common seizure.

Disregarding his own life and ignoring the doctor's efforts, Lin Ze suddenly felt a pang of irony. A strange, unsettling feeling washed over him—an emotion he had almost never experienced before. Lin Ze wanted to withdraw from the scene.

However, just as he was about to be removed from the pain threshold detector, Ayane Kitagawa suddenly made another move.

She struggled to open LINK and tapped on the chat interface with Lin Ze. She clearly hesitated for a moment, her slender fingers hovering over the phone screen.

The senior student was typing, operating with one hand, while she used the other hand to hold onto the handrail next to her to steady herself.

"Ayane Kitagawa: I'm sorry... Dr. Hayashi, I'm so sorry to have made you hear those words you don't like again. I'm on the train back to Tokyo. I saw your message yesterday but didn't reply, and I'm so ashamed to face you. You've been treating me so diligently these past few days, and I've let you down again in this way. It's probably too late to apologize now... I don't dare ask for your forgiveness, I just hope that after I get back to Tokyo, you can give me a chance to explain. I feel so much pain right now, and I'm already feeling quite dizzy. I'm suddenly very afraid that I might faint on the way back to Tokyo. I feel so scared; maybe I shouldn't have left your side. Dr. Hayashi, if only you were here right now, I'm in so much pain... Please..."

She types very slowly, almost writing each character out one by one, her fingers so weak.

However, this applies when writing the words "please".

Droplets of water fell onto the screen.

Lin Ze didn't react at first, but he thought about it after a moment.

This is Kitagawa-senpai shedding tears.

She might really be scared.

"Please, give me another chance. Don't abandon me when I get back to Tokyo... please don't leave me behind, I beg you."

But after typing out the text that filled the chat box, she didn't immediately click send.

Instead, she reached out and wiped the tears from the screen.

Perhaps at this moment, her vision had become so blurred that she could no longer see clearly.

but.

The water droplets on the screen keep multiplying no matter how much I wipe them... the more I wipe, the more they appear.

The light on the phone screen refracted through the water droplets, creating a colorful effect. On the small water droplets, the text was embossed into strange shapes and magnified.

The train started moving.

Lin Ze didn't want to watch any longer, so he turned off the camera.

suddenly.

Back to reality.

The wind in Tokyo was getting colder and colder, mixed with fine, hair-like drizzle that blew in through the open window and dampened the edge of the bed in the equipment room. The damp wind ruffled Lin Ze's bangs as he walked over and looked at the gloomy sky.

A flash of lightning suddenly appeared in the convolutional dark clouds.

Click——

Rumble, rumble——

A series of thunderclaps sounded, and leaping arcs of electricity showed twisted lines in the clouds.

The rain got so heavy that she couldn't even go home.

Lin Ze was deep in thought.

He considers himself a very detached person, and most of the time he views everything in the world rationally. He believes that a person only has the right to do good deeds if he has lived his own life well.

These years in Tokyo.

Lin Yuning and I guarded that small shop.

Life is a straight line between two points.

Nothing happened that caused him to experience significant emotional fluctuations.

Even though Kitagawa Ayane-senpai's face was covered in tears, he could imagine what she looked like, but he still hated her stupidity.

But people are always like this.

The world is always wrong because there are too many foolish people.

(End of this chapter)