Am I being simulated by their love affair.

Chapter 211 The Little Prince

"Matsueda, I've decided to leave."

Jun Matsueda looked at the girl crying under the umbrella.

On a snowy day like this, even shedding tears would feel cold.

"Where are you going?"

He felt that this was not bad. The girl's determination to run away at least showed her will to change.

The two walked to the eaves of the courtyard, put down their umbrellas, and looked at the snow outside. The snowflakes fell at a speed as slow as a movie camera.

"Leave Tokyo and go somewhere where I can't see you."

Mochizuki Yao waited for a while, but the boy didn't speak.

"Don't you want to ask why?"

The girl looked at him, and Matsueda Jun shook his head. "I know without asking that you can't stand the way I treat you now."

Wangyue Yao nodded softly and squatted at the edge of the corridor. She scooped up a handful of snow on the ground, just like she had clenched the tear-soaked tissue in the cinema before.

"Going back to school is more unbearable than I thought."

"I watched you walk through the corridor after class and pass by our classroom window without even glancing at me."

"Watching you follow the crowd up the stairs, you couldn't see me on the other side."

"Watching you accept a girl's confession and reject it with a smile."

"There are so many people in school, so many that it's hard to even find a chance to be alone with you."

The girl's voice trembled as she threw the snowball in her hand, watching it leave a trail in the pure white courtyard.

"But I told myself I couldn't be sad, because Songzhi wanted me to be independent and change."

So she could only hide her sadness and carefully play the role of a girl with just the right amount of sorrow and useless thorns in front of Jun Matsueda.

The rose must have felt the same way when she saw the little prince packing his bags and leaving, right?

"But I can't do it."

The girl stood up and patted the remaining snow on her hands. Her movements were clumsy, just like she didn't dry her hands properly when she walked out of the kitchen last night.

"I don't want to just watch you smile from the outside of the crowd."

"I don't want you to show hesitation in front of me and ask me for help because of another girl."

"I don't want to walk with you in this cold weather, holding two umbrellas, one in front and one behind, without saying anything."

Mochizuki Yao walked to the center of the courtyard, turned around and looked at Songzhi Jun under the eaves.

Look at me!

Her eyes were earnest.

"Smile at me."

Her smile was sad, and snow fell in her hair.

“Love me!!!”

She screamed at the top of her lungs, and the pain hidden during those days of separation finally broke out.

The girl let out a long breath in the snow, the white sigh slowly rising into the air and dissipating easily.

"I'm sorry." These were the only four words Jun Matsueda said as a snowball hit his coat hard.

"I know you just want to push me away." She picked up the umbrella that was lying in the snow, and snow had begun to accumulate on the umbrella.

"It's snowing so heavily, I can't let my hair get wet." The girl smiled at him, "I'm leaving today, and I don't have time to go back and take a shower."

"Then let's go back under the eaves." Matsueda Jun stamped his feet.

"No." Mochizuki Yao said softly.

"impossible."

"The closer I am to you, the less I want to leave."

So he could only sigh in his heart.

"But, Songzhi, you know what? The current approach won't work." The girl holding an umbrella looked at him, her eyes as gentle as a fox's.

“It’s not enough to just keep your distance.”

"Even if I can only watch from afar, I will wait for you to glance at me out of the corner of your eyes."

"It's okay to say nothing, because language can lead to misunderstandings."

"Even when I'm waiting for you to appear, I feel happy. I get restless. This is a sign of happiness."

The wind started to blow, and Wang Yueyao's coat swayed in the wind. The snow on the umbrella was blown away like a gust of sand.

"You should be more ruthless, Songzhi."

"Do you know what you did in the simulation?" The girl came closer, tempting him like a snake.

Mochizuki Haruka began to tell the story of that night in the bedroom, her attempt to keep him and his departure.

"That's how you should be cruel." She smiled, but her eyes turned red.

"Matsueda Jun, I hate you." The girl walked up to him, folded her long-handled umbrella, and poked the boy's chest with the tip of the umbrella again and again.

"I hate that you are not completely gentle now, but cold and unresolute."

"For me, it's just one long torture session."

Mochizuki Haruka started sobbing again, but Matsueda Jun had run out of tissues.

"In the end, even leaving was my choice."

"I said I hate you!" The girl glared at Matsueda Jun, grabbed his collar with both hands, and the umbrella fell to the ground. Their bodies swayed with her movements.

"You're always talking about friends, friends."

"If I had known you wanted to turn me into just your friend, I would have preferred to spend my entire life as a waste in your room!"

Mochizuki Haruka tugged at Matsueda Jun's clothes and cried with her head down. The hem of the boy's coat swayed in her sight.

"If you really do that, I might have to consider moving." Jun Matsueda let go of her hand, picked up the umbrella that fell on the ground, and blocked the snow from falling on the girl.

"Give me back my umbrella." She looked up, snatched the umbrella from Matsueda Jun's hand, and distanced herself from him again. The girl looked at Matsueda Jun, but he didn't look at her. The eyes are the windows to the soul, and he refused to communicate with his heart.

The wind stopped again, as if it thought the courtyard did not need any extra noise.

"There was a line like this in a movie I watched a few days ago." Mochizuki Haruka's tone calmed down.

"I will love or die."

"How I wish I could say this to you once." The girl looked away, not knowing where to look. "But I can't do it."

“So I can only be more humble.”

She faced Matsueda Jun and retreated step by step to the center of the courtyard.

"Matsueda, I'm leaving now."

"Could you please keep me here?"

However, the boy did not speak.

"Are you really not going to keep me?" The girl's hands holding the umbrella were shaking.

"I really hope that you never had any feelings for me, so that after I leave, you won't regret not saying a word."

Jun Matsueda still didn't speak.

"say something!!!"

"No."

This was the second time he lied to Mochizuki Haruka.

The only sound in the snow was the girl's breathing. When she spoke again, her tone became calmer.

"Matsueda, I don't think you ever wanted me to be independent."

"You just want to turn me into the person I was before you came here."

"You're just afraid to change others because you don't want to be responsible for them."

"I hate you." the girl said again.

"But my love outweighs my hate."

"So I'll let you see."

"It's not a bad thing to let you see the changes you've brought to me. I will get better and prove that I'm worthy of being loved and changed by you."

"That's why I have to leave."

"I am leaving like the little prince, and you are the rose that stays here waiting for me."

Mochizuki Haruka laughed, her smile was so natural, as if the previous hesitation and pain were just a trick to win the favor of Matsueda Jun.

"I won't listen to you anymore. I want to deal with my pain on my own."

"But before I leave, I have to collect some interest."

As she spoke, the girl walked towards Jun Matsueda, threw down the umbrella in her hand, and pulled him into the snow.

Then she hugged Jun Matsueda's body and tilted her head back to kiss him.

Jun Matsueda's mouth was tightly closed. He tried to let her go, but the girl held him very tightly, like a corpse, with her joints and muscles stiff.

So he bit Mochizuki Haruka's two soft lips, trying to make her let go by causing her pain.

However, the girl's movements became more forceful. She used her teeth to tear at Jun Matsueda in turn, and the pain began to invade the brains of both of them.

The long-lost kiss tasted of blood, and the bright red liquid fell on the snow, stinging people's eyes and making them hurt.

Feeling the pain between her lips, the girl's emotions were conveyed through the trembling of her body, painful and excited, determined and reluctant.

The weak are not good at love, but she has never regretted making Matsueda Jun her hope.

A few minutes later, Mochizuki Haruka finally let go of her hand. Matsueda Jun pursed his lips. There were few intact patches of skin left.

"We really have to leave now." The girl didn't look at him, her expression shy.

"I'm serious. I might text you or call you. Whatever happens, don't respond, okay?"

"Let me struggle on my own."

Mochizuki Haruka picked up the umbrella on the ground and looked at Matsueda Jun for the last time. Her eyes moved slowly, carefully tracing his outline.

"When I come back, will you be looking forward to the me who still loves you, or the Mochizuki Haruka who no longer loves you?"

She turned and walked out of the courtyard, and Matsueda Junya followed the girl with an umbrella.

"Don't send me off!" Mochizuki Yao turned her head and said angrily.

"There's nothing in this yard, so I have to leave." His tone was helpless.

"Okay~" the girl laughed, then immediately raised her brows, "Once we walk out the door, you're not allowed to follow me!"

The two walked out of the courtyard. The road outside the shrine was white with no traces of tire tracks. It was probably because the nearby traffic was blocked due to heavy snow.

"Goodbye." The girl holding the black umbrella turned around and waved goodbye to him.

"Please cheer up."

Wangyueyao is not the little prince, so she cannot turn into light and leave. She can only walk towards the end of the road step by step.

In the falling snow, Wang Yueyao walked farther and farther away, and finally turned into a white umbrella.

After watching the girl's back until she disappeared, Matsueda Jun raised his head.

The snowy sky is as bright as day.

His heart could no longer be hardened.

(End of Volume 2)
　This volume is quite long because the relationship between Mochizuki and Matsue develops from strangers, without much foundation, making it quite difficult to depict her changes. There will be no "loser" characters in this book, and Mochizuki won't simply disappear from the story, so please rest assured, everyone.

　　The first chapter of this volume is Sleeping Beauty, and the last chapter is The Little Prince, starting with a fairy tale and ending with a fairy tale.

　　The next volume will be even sweeter and more twisted, focusing on the senior student, but there's a short story before the third volume.

　　The story after she left before spring arrived.

　　Let's call it Volume 2.5 for now!

　　
　
(End of this chapter)