Am I being simulated by their love affair.

Chapter 210 Goodbye, please cheer up!

It takes two hours to tell the story, from the encounter between the pilot and the little prince to the little prince's departure.

When the prelude of the first song "C'Est Un Chapeau! (This is a hat!)" sounded, the audience was already immersed in speechless emotion.

The pilot's voice is mellow and carries an inexplicable sadness. In his soft and delicate pronunciation, the romance in the nature of French seeps into the soil like a trickle, making it difficult to resist.

Mochizuki Haruka was able to control her emotions at first, but when the scene changed and Miss Rose appeared in front of the little prince, her chest felt constricted.

Jun Matsueda noticed a slight noise beside him. He glanced at the girl out of the corner of his eye and saw her left hand tightly grasping the armrest. Her trembling movement reminded him of a newborn kitten.

Looking up, the girl's eyes met his in the darkness. The water in her eyes was deep and the waves kept flowing. Once it started, it could not be stopped.

Mochizuki Yao didn't know whether she was looking at her rose or her little prince.

When the rose and the little prince on the stage started arguing, the two people in the audience also looked away.

After the quarrel, there was separation, and the melodious and sad viola began to play.

The song title appeared in the corner of the background, "Goodbye," with another name in parentheses.

Please Cheer Up.

This is also what Mochizuki Haruka is going to do today.

Tears began to well up in the girl's eyes.

On the eve of their departure, Miss Rose and the Little Prince sat back to back.

"Adieu (Goodbye)."

“Et tche d'être heureux (Cheer up!)”

The woman's singing voice was hoarse and sad. Her previous arrogance disappeared completely, leaving only a gentleness that made people sigh.

"I wasted so much time."

"So stupid, just to hide all my emotions."

"And now that you're leaving, I ask for your forgiveness."

"I should have told you earlier."

"I have loved you deeply for so long."

Mochizuki Haruka sobbed silently, the girl's shoulders trembling, and Matsueda Jun took out a tissue and handed it to her.

The last time this scene happened was in the Mochizuki family's mansion. At that time, the two of them never thought that they would end up sitting in the theater together.

The rose moved its face closer to the little prince and left him a light kiss, a farewell kiss.

"Let's go, let's go now."

"I can adapt to this wind and cold night without you."

"Without you, I can still deceive myself into having no worries along with the caterpillars and butterflies."

The woman's voice is mournful, like an aria lamenting, as if she has put away her four small thorns and is caressing the deepest strings of your heart with her soft petals.

Jun Matsueda touched his pocket and felt that he didn't have enough tissues.

"farewell."

"Please be happy."

At 11:50, the two walked out of the theater. Mochizuki Haruka walked beside Matsueda Jun. The shell that the girl pretended to be mature when she came had now been softened and peeled off.

"When was the last time you cried?" Mochizuki Yao asked him, holding a tissue in her hand.

Matsueda Jun's eyes turned red. He thought for a moment, "It should be when we watched Hachiko: A Dog's Tale in middle school?"

The girl smiled and said, "The last time I cried was yesterday."

As expected, Jun Matsueda was not surprised. The girl did not wait for his reply and walked out of the theater.

"Let's find a place to eat and watch it a second time after dinner."

"Second time?" He looked at the girl's back.

"Hmm." Wang Yueyao turned around and said, "I have bought tickets for today's daytime shows. There are two more shows waiting for us in the afternoon."

So at one o'clock sharp, the two of them sat in the same seat in the theater again, watching the curtain drop and the lights dim.

Under the blue-purple sky, the sunset dyed the desert orange-red, and the little prince met Mr. Fox.

Mochizuki Haruka read along with the confused boy on the stage, "What does 'taming' mean?"

She already knew the answer.

Soothing piano music sounded, and the cunning and warm fox made his request.

"Please tame me." Mochizuki Haruka never asked for this, because Matsueda Jun had already tamed her long ago.

When the little prince finally tamed the fox, it was time for him to leave.

"I'm leaving," the boy said to the fox lying on his lap.

"Oh! I'll cry if I do that."

"It's your fault," said the little prince. "I didn't want to hurt you, but you insisted on having me tame you."

“That’s okay, because I got the color of a wheat field.”

The boy returned to the rose garden and looked at those bright roses, which seemed no different from his own roses.

"You are beautiful, but you are all false."

"Because no one will die for you."

The girl recalled the night at the Otaru Hotel and what the man lying in front of her said to her.

"Anyway, I won't watch you die in front of me."

The melody of the classical guitar is very light, with a slow rock flavor, because singing the truth does not require a high tone.

"Because she is what I watered."

"What I protect."

“That’s what I listened to.”

"She is my rose."

The fox said softly before saying goodbye, "It's the time you spend on the rose that makes it so precious."

The fox's sobs concealed Mochizuki Haruka's tears.

Apart from handing her the tissue, Jun Matsueda did nothing else.

Don't be soft-hearted, he told himself.

You can't be soft-hearted about things that you are not responsible for. This is the lesson he learned from his first love and the lesson from his previous life.

Mochizuki Haruka once accused him of being cold. He always made them feel warm, but was unwilling to let them feel loved.

However, love is a subjective feeling, which is not controlled by Jun Matsueda. The girl has seen the light and naturally cannot forget that warmth.

When the little prince decided to leave the planet, he whispered goodbye to the pilot.

"It's not by chance that I'm leaving."

It is true, Mochizuki Haruka wiped the tears from the corners of her eyes. A malicious girl once told her that all the things she worries about will come true.

Just like the two people in the simulation did not end up together, everything was not accidental.

After the flash of light, the little prince disappeared.

"The most poignant sight in the world is where he disappears."

"This light is nowhere to be found and is fleeting."

"Please, kind soul, don't leave me lingering in sorrow."

At 5:30 in the afternoon, they walked out of the New National Theatre. The snow had not stopped yet, still as clean and light as before, but it was falling a little slower.

The two of them were holding umbrellas, walking in the snow one after the other. Matsueda Jun didn't know where they were going. He just followed the aimless girl to calm his turbulent emotions.

After passing the busy Hatsudai Station, the 711-Eleven convenience store, two temples and a shrine, the girl stopped in a secluded courtyard of Meiji Jingu Shrine as there were fewer and fewer people around.

"Matsuzhi, how many sunsets have we seen today?"

"One hundred and twenty-nine times."

"I thought it would be one hundred and thirty."

Mochizuki Haruka turned around and looked at him. The girl held her umbrella very low, and Matsueda Jun couldn't see her eyes.

"It's a pity that it snowed so heavily today. The sky was completely white and I couldn't see the sunset."

She raised her umbrella and gazed toward the sky, and Jun Matsueda followed her gaze. It was sunset, but the snow-covered clouds were so bright and white that it made one wonder if they were trapped in a theater set.

"One hundred and twenty-nine sunsets, it must be very sad."

"But why do I feel sadder on the day I made up my mind?"

He watched the girl's tears run down her cheeks and fall on the snow, like dark stars in the white sky.

(End of this chapter)