Nirvana Top Laner, Reborn Tokyo Girl

Chapter 35, Section 34: Yuna, you're famous!

The video garnered 5 views on Bilibili on the day it was released.

Don't be fooled by the small number.

For the broadcasters at Longshen, a video with 5 views is already considered a high number.

Longshen has a rather radical style and way of speaking, which results in him not having many casual fans, unlike some more mainstream streamers whose clips can get tens or hundreds of thousands of views.

The number of people who come and go to watch his live streams and recordings is just a tiny group.

Therefore, if a video clip doesn't involve any outrageous or shocking statements, 5 views would be considered a decent number.

It could even be said that his core fans already know about this.

The comments section also shows that people are very interested in Yuna Shimamura.

[Oh my god, she's a girl, and her voice is so sweet. So, it turns out God got beaten up by a woman twice.]

[Holy crap, is this for real? During that live stream the other day, I felt that this Ghost King was really amazing. I was wondering if some high-level player was using a smurf account to start a social media account, and it turns out it's true.]

[She's a Japanese girl. But can a Japanese girl speak Chinese this well? And why would a Japanese person come to play on the Chinese server? Are they trying to pull off the same trick as Dong Xuelian, pretending to be Japanese to scam money?]

[It's unlikely, her IP address is definitely in Japan. And didn't she talk about Japan during her livestream? Her Kansai accent was quite obvious; no Chinese person could imitate that level of detail.]

This is actually quite interesting.

Just as Shimamura Yuna had initially envisioned, her combination of being Japanese, having a high score in the Rift, and being a girl was indeed enough to immediately attract attention on Bilibili.

As a streamer, all she needs is an initial influx of viewers to increase her popularity.

However, her initial thought was that she would attract attention by making videos and creating some vampire highlight clips.

She thought she wouldn't have any audience before that.

However, to her surprise, she gained her first audience in such an unexpected way.

That very evening, many people left comments under the post that Bilibili automatically posted when she registered her account: "I have become Bilibili's xth officially registered member xxxxxxx".

[Wow, Yuna's pretty good, she can easily crush this damn dog.]

[Sister Yuna is awesome!]

Is Yuna a good woman?

[Yuna is the Demon King, the true Demon King!]

[Sister Yuna, please start broadcasting soon! As soon as you start broadcasting, we'll immediately support you as the new ghost god!]

In just one night, dozens of comments had gathered on her page.

Her number of followers on Bilibili also jumped from zero to 600.

However, at this moment, Shimamura Yuna herself was unaware of what was happening on her account.

It might be because the pressure of thinking about live streaming has been too great, or it might be because the medication has been off for too long, causing a relapse.

Of course, it's more likely a combination of both reasons.

In short, after the broadcast ended that day, she lay in a chair and suddenly felt an overwhelming sense of anxiety and sadness.

She wanted to cry. She suddenly felt wronged by many things and realized that most of the things in the world were unpleasant to her.

These emotions destroyed the past of Shimamura Yuna.

Since she transmigrated to this world, she has been trying to control these negative emotions with willpower.

But at this moment, she felt that this emotion was no longer something that could be controlled by willpower alone.

'Should I take my medication?' Shimamura Yuna looked at the large pile of untouched psychiatric medications on her desk and hesitated for a moment.

The physical and mental pain made her want to use medication.

These medications have side effects.
For most patients with severe depression, side effects such as slow reaction time, drowsiness, and mood swings are not as important as the feeling of wanting to die every day.

But for her, it was an unacceptable situation.

She aims to become a professional athlete, not simply to cure her depression.

Her urgent desire to improve her reactions and concentration, as well as her yearning for the stage, made her unwilling to rely on these drugs anymore.

After hesitating for a while, she ultimately decided not to take the medicine.

I'm just trying to use sleep to stop the spread of my anxiety and letting time soothe my emotions.

She lay in bed, trying her best to control her anxiety and sadness, and trying not to think about the day her parents died.

And so, I slowly drifted into a deep sleep.

And this sleep lasted for more than ten hours.
The next afternoon, Shimamura Yuna got up groggily.

She slept for a long time, but her physical condition is now very poor, probably because she fell ill last night.

Drowsiness, headache, blurred vision, general weakness, and feeling depressed.

I don't feel as bad as I did when I first fell ill last night.

But I just can't muster the energy to do anything.

If it were the old Shimamura Yuna, she might be wondering which rope to use to hang herself, or what thickness of blade to use to cut a couple of small gashes on her hands.

But now, she is trying her best to restrain the emotional depression that her body brings her, and to use reason to think about the essence of the problem.

Shimamura Yuna lay on the bed, looking at the ceiling with some fatigue.

At first, she thought that whether it was depression or anxiety, even if it affected her, she could usually get through it with willpower.

Even though my depression is already severe, my current positive and optimistic mindset should gradually improve it.

But as the time she spent without medication increased, she began to realize that the problem was not so simple.

My emotions became increasingly extreme, eventually exceeding my control over my willpower.

I'm finding myself wanting to cry more and more often for no apparent reason.

This scared her a little.

She was terrified that this relatively rational soul from her past life would slowly be assimilated by this emotionally driven body, becoming sensitive, extreme, and misanthropic.

When one's willpower can no longer withstand this pressure, one will most likely end up on the same path as Shimamura Yuna.

She felt she had to find a way to solve the problem before she was completely dominated by her emotions.

As the saying goes, the person who tied the bell must untie it.

Yuna Shimamura believes that her past memories are still affecting her, and that she still has unresolved obsessions in her heart, which is why her condition is not improving.

However, that's what I mean.
How can things get better?
Just as Shimamura Yuna was struggling with this, she suddenly received a LINE message from Kujo Akari on her phone.

[Oh no! Your Bilibili account has gone viral!]

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