I, the wizard, the foolish Buddha.

Roland opened his Book of Alaye and looked at the contents concerning Theresa and others.

[Name: Theresa Alaye]

【Type: Holy Spirit Servant/Archangel】

[Realm: Radiant Moon/Tier 4]

[Attribute: Holy/Shadow]

[Position: Holy Maiden of the Book of the Lord of the Resting Place of the Evil Heaven (Former Position), Senator of the High Angelic Council of Heaven (New Position), Disciple of Roland/Family of Alaye/Head Maid]

"Heaven will baptize and deify me."
Olivia also intended to baptize and deify his subordinates.

Thus, Teresa and the others were unknowingly given a boost by Olivia, who infused them with the power of faith and elevated them to the pinnacle of this world's limitations.

No, that's not right!

In the Empress's mind, they were originally archangels from heaven, who descended to earth with her.
She believed that these angels had always been with her, so in history there were many saints who carried books and followed her.

These holy maidens holding books are all illusions.

When the bubble collided with the holy servants, they achieved unity and collapsed into one person.

Things that did not exist before came into existence because of God.

Roland had witnessed this before: God believed there should be light in the world, and so light came into being.

In the Old Bible, the story of the Foolish Virgin Mary turning the whole world into mermaids is a typical example.

In the eyes of the mad gods, the relationship between cause and effect is chaotic. And when a mad god reaches a certain level, He becomes like a creator, believing that whatever the outcome, the result of the 'dice' will be.

Roland could also roll dice, but he was far from reaching that level. When he rolled the dice, he was anticipating the truth of the future, causing a random outcome in the present to collapse into an inevitable one.

The essence of dice has not changed.

But these mad lords are different; in a single thought, they can alter the very nature of the world. When they roll the dice, a watermelon might appear, and all who witness them do so will find it perfectly reasonable.

Because what He was shaking was a watermelon.

Not only that, they weren't actually sitting on a train, but in a melon field. The watermelons had just been picked from the field.

Roland can change the outcome of the dice, but only if it is based on laws and follows logic.

God disregards laws and logic because He is the truth. Therefore, He does not need to follow laws and logic, since laws and logic exist because of Him. Consequently, laws and logic will change according to Him.

Lady Heracles has not yet reached the level of the Foolish Mother, but she is incredibly close.

Roland was able to win the dice game only because Olivia did not have a clear understanding of herself—she did not know that she was the Mad God, so she was not the Mad God, and therefore she did not have the power of the Mad God.

She considered herself an ant named Olivia, a flying ant, and therefore she could only use the power of an ant.

But once He discovered that He was not an ant, but a god, He became God.

The changes in Theresa and others were things He did when He was in a state of 'half-madness'—for Him, this was just a small test of His abilities.

Once she completely lost her mind, and fully discovered what she was, the real terror followed.

Because in this state, her thought process is completely different from that of ants. No one can understand her thoughts, and no one knows what she will do.

Perhaps, she'll turn the whole world into a watermelon.

"The Empress most likely won't turn the entire world into watermelons. She'll turn it into hair! Because in her view, the world is made up of hair!"

Recalling the 'mysterious event' that Richard had described that night, cold sweat began to break out on Roland's forehead.

That night, Olivia suddenly went mad, and many people dreamed of hair.

They weren't actually dreaming; they really saw it.

That night, the world underwent a small-scale, fundamental change, and returned to normal in a short time.

Those caught up in it first transformed into strange, bizarre things, then returned to normal. Numerous indescribable memories remained in their minds, and so they all went mad.

As Roland flipped through the Book of Rest in his hands, he finally understood everything.

He was shocked to discover a terrible truth—Olivia went mad that night because she suddenly realized what she was!
Roland originally planned to get his hands on the Book of Rest and then cure Olivia's madness, or at least bring her back to 'sane'.

But now he realizes that this is an extremely dangerous operation.

"I've always believed that the Queen has three faces: Olivia, Diana, and Heracles. But I was wrong. Beneath these three faces lies a true face!"

I've seen that face before!

Roland had seen a glimpse of that mad face in the River Styx in his dream.

Moreover, he had seen it more than once—the Spider Red Bride was Him, the one that resembled the Milky Way and the sun and moon was Him, and the one who ate butterflies in the Land of the End was also Him.

This is the real Queen Heracles!
Roland thought to himself: 'Diana the shepherdess is a queen who has no self-awareness or memory and sees herself as a pitiful little thing. She is the weakest.'

The goddess Heracles 'Olivia' is a goddess who knows many things but considers herself a goddess. She is extremely powerful.

The third queen, the one I had sex with, the "elder sister queen," was a queen with a high degree of self-awareness and memory. She knew that she was both Olivia and Heracles and Diana.

She possesses the knowledge and memory of all faces, making her the closest to the complete Empress, and also the strongest and wisest one.

As for the fourth one, that indescribable goddess, she is a goddess with complete self-awareness and memory; she is God.

From our perspective, the last empress is the craziest one, but from God's point of view, she is the most normal one!
She's the one who isn't insane!

Roland had always hoped that 'Big Sister Queen' would wake up and accompany him to the Holy See to deceive the Papacy and Heaven, and complete this important mission.

Because he always thought that this older sister empress was the most stable.

But actually, it's the complete opposite!

The clearer the Empress's self-awareness is, the more dangerous she is!

When the eldest sister empress appears, it means she is on the verge of madness and about to go berserk! In this state, the empress is like a nuclear bomb that could explode at any moment.

She only needs to be slightly stimulated to suddenly realize what she is, and then she changes.

This stimulus could be an emotional fluctuation, something He discovered in the Book of Rest, or simply a casual remark made by someone else.

Therefore, the 'Big Sister Empress' is the most dangerous one!
On the contrary, the 'chasing the unstable Olivia' that Roland and Helena saw was actually very safe.

'I should try my best to keep the Queen in Olivia's state. However, Olivia doesn't know that I am Alaye. If I let her come with me to be baptized, something terrible will happen.'

The eldest sister goddess knows my situation and said she would help me get through this. Moreover, she was the one who represented Heaven in negotiating with us. She herself can deceive Heaven, and she can help me deceive Heaven as well.

She's the perfect candidate, but she might suddenly go mad on the day of her baptism and give the gods a big surprise!

Roland was secretly worried, and he kept turning the pages of the Book of Rest.

'What exactly is this plan to clear my name? If I knew its details, perhaps...'

At this moment, Roland suddenly noticed that the contents of the book were gradually becoming messy and illegible. Many of the words had become difficult to recognize.

The further he turned the pages, the more chaotic the text became. Towards the end, the book's contents turned into complete scribbles, making it impossible to discern any characters.

Roland's heart skipped a beat. He quickly flipped through the pages, and the words in the book crawled around like countless tiny spiders, as chaotic as the mental state of the madwoman Heracles.

'Impossible! Only this section of the page must be garbled; the preceding content must contain text!'

Roland tossed the book into the air and chanted a forbidden verse. Immediately, countless pages flew out of the book and covered the entire carriage like wallpaper.

After the carriage was covered with pages, the first pages that flew out left the wall and flew back into the book.

Paper kept flying out from the left side of the book and constantly entering from the right side, forming a Möbius strip throughout the carriage, moving in and out at an extremely fast speed.

Before long, the page number reached several thousand years ago. After a while, the page number flipped to tens of thousands of years ago, and then to hundreds of thousands of years ago.
After a long time, the last page flew out of the book, circled the Möbius strip inside the carriage, and then flew back into the book.

With a thud, the book fell to the ground.

Roland slumped into his seat as if all his strength had been drained.

The contents of this book are completely chaotic; it only records the contents of the last three months, which means there was no plan to deceive God at all!

Even if it existed, Lady Heracles covered it up.

Roland felt that these spider-like scribbles must have a meaning, because the Queen's memories came from the Book of Rest. If the contents of the book were meaningless, then she would be like someone suffering from severe amnesia, only having memories from the past three months.

Judging from the behavior of Olivia and the eldest sister queen, they clearly have memories of the past.

After thinking for a moment, Roland tossed the book into the air again. Countless sheets of paper once more covered every corner of the carriage. In an instant, the entire carriage looked as if it were crawling with countless tiny black spiders.

Roland's expression gradually changed as he looked at the small spiders wriggling around the carriage.

“These characters all have meaning. It’s just that their order is completely chaotic, and even the strokes of each character are chaotic.”

Roland suddenly remembered 'Talas's bubble paradox':
To ordinary people, time is like a book; it can be turned forwards or backwards. But no matter how you turn the pages, the words on them are always in order.

In the bubble paradox, Taras also used an analogy—it is the same book, but its text appears to be ordered.

But in essence, the words above are completely chaotic and disordered.

The reason people see ordered text when they open a book is not because the text itself is ordered. Rather, it's because of the 'anchor point'—the content of the book collapses into relatively ordered content based on the observer's own anchor point.

Mortals' anchor point is linear—from the past to the future. That's why they can understand writing that's 'written from left to right'.

Heracles, however, is different. She exists in all dimensions simultaneously. For her, time has no past, present, or future. Therefore, her writing appears completely chaotic and disordered to mortals.

When this god uses a pen to write, it will be like this—first, he writes the first stroke of a character on the first page, then randomly turns to another page and writes the second stroke of the character, and so on.

When she finished writing the book, to outsiders it looked like the scribblings of a madwoman. But if one could stand at the same level as God, one would realize that it was not scribbling at all, but rather a series of normal and orderly words!

The Book of Rest is such a case.

The Queen's three faces—Diana, Olivia, and the eldest sister—will write down what they see and hear in their own 'normal' way in the book—therefore, the content of the past three months can be read normally by mortals.

The goddess's fourth face would follow behind the three and 'reorganize' what they had written in a divine way—thus, many strange symbols appeared in the book.

Three normal faces are born from a fourth face; their memories and thoughts originate from the four faces.

Or rather, these three faces don't actually exist!
Only the fourth face exists, but she often goes mad.

Sometimes when she goes mad, she can only see and understand the contents of the book about 'Olivia the Goddess', and thus she has the memories and knowledge of Olivia.

Sometimes when she's in a frenzy, she can only see and understand the contents of 'Poor little shepherdess,' and thus she is Diana.

Sometimes, she can see and understand most of the content, so she is called 'Big Sister Empress'.

Occasionally, she could see and decipher all the scribbled symbols. At that moment, she was the 'Goddess'.

Therefore, perhaps the eldest sister goddess knew that the book recorded a 'deception plan,' but she couldn't possibly know its details or how to carry it out.

She thought she knew the details, but in reality, she was wrong.

Because she cannot see or understand all the scribbled symbols!

Therefore, the plan she knew about to deceive the god must be wrong!

There is only one person who truly knows everything and how to operate it—that is 'God's Goddess'.

Because only He can understand all the contents!
This has led to a very interesting result.

That is, if Roland wanted to deceive the gods and complete his baptism unscathed, thus clearing his name, then neither Olivia nor the elder sister goddess accompanying him in his baptism would be of any use.

He has to release the 'Goddess'!
Goddess God is a truly eccentric deity—on the level of the Mad and Evil Third Holy Mother!
Releasing Him in front of all the gods is absurd!

Thinking about this, Roland felt terrible.

'Dad, how could you entrust such an important task to a mentally ill person!'
Are you kidding me?! (End of Chapter)