1960s: The crazy life after the alchemy furnace became a spirit

Chapter 72 Showing Loyalty

"No, it's not."

Qin Haonan quickly shook his head. He didn't say that he couldn't accept Gu Qingwu like this. He could accept it. As long as Gu Qingwu didn't leave him, he could accept any Gu Qingwu.

"Let's separate for a while, so we can give each other space to think independently. We can both think carefully about whether we should be together."

Gu Qingwu had really made up her mind, but Qin Haonan didn't want to let Gu Qingwu leave.

"Your grandparents and your uncle and aunt have always had ulterior motives towards you. They want to sell you off. If you go back now, wouldn't that be like a sheep walking into a tiger's mouth?"

You managed to escape from there with great difficulty. If you go back now, you will be walking into a trap.

Qin Haonan didn't say this, but his eyes expressed it.

"I was not prepared at the beginning. Now I have so many medicines. If they really do something to me, it's hard to say who will be the unlucky one."

Yes, Gu Qingwu planned to deal with them openly after returning. Besides, her adopted aunt was kidnapped some time ago, and they should be cracking down on it severely. In addition, she was still Qin Haonan's wife in name and a military dependent. If some people really went too far and she couldn't teach them a lesson openly, then she could still use Qin Haonan's identity as a soldier to act.

"It's not safe for you to go back alone. It's too chaotic outside now."

Qin Haonan said in a deep voice, if Gu Qingwu really left, what would he do if she didn’t want to come back?
He didn't want to go back to that place that was filled with bad memories.

Even though Gu Qingwu is there now, and Gu Qingwu's parents were there before, the person who hurt him so deeply is still alive, and he doesn't want to go back.

Gu Qingwu didn’t know what Qin Haonan was resisting, and she didn’t care at all.

The conflict has already arisen, and separation is actually the best thing. Qin Haonan doesn't want to let go, so there's nothing wrong with her leaving for a while, right?
As for whether Qin Haonan would agree, Gu Qingwu didn't care at all.

"Well, how about I apply for leave?"

Qin Haonan didn't want to be separated from Gu Qingwu. Plus, he had been in the army for so many years and had never had a vacation. It was just right that he could apply for a leave and go back with Gu Qingwu.

"We have a conflict now, so we need to separate for a while?"

Gu Qingwu was almost infuriated by Qin Haonan's shameless behavior. After all she said, Qin Haonan just didn't want to separate from her. He even planned to stay with her. She mainly wanted to think about her relationship with Qin Haonan alone. How could she think if Qin Haonan followed her all the time?

"Qingqing, you can hit me, scold me, or even ignore me, but you can't separate from me. I won't accept that."

Qin Haonan said seriously that this was his bottom line. No matter how angry Gu Qingwu was, as long as Gu Qingwu didn't leave him, he would do anything.

"Then, you can go live in the army."

Gu Qingwu was so angry that she laughed at Qin Haonan's shameless words. Aren't they at the point where she can just teach him a lesson?
They weren't that close.

"Qingqing, I know you are angry. I did something wrong and I accept the punishment, but please don't leave me."

Qin Haonan spoke again. This was his bottom line and his insistence. He was afraid that after Gu Qingwu left, he would never find her again. Don't say it's impossible. Gu Qingwu didn't have a letter of introduction. After spending some time with her, Qin Haonan knew Gu Qingwu's ability. If Gu Qingwu wanted to leave, no one could stop her. Even if she wanted to hide her identity and start over somewhere else, her life would still not be too bad. She could even find a better man than him.

Although saying this made him feel even more uncomfortable, he believed that Gu Qingwu had such ability and he did not want to take the risk.

"why?"

Gu Qingwu didn't understand why Qin Haonan wanted to stay with her.

"Qingqing, you are a capable and resourceful girl. I am worried that if you leave me, you will never come back."

When Qin Haonan said this, he didn't look guilty at all. He said what he thought.

"Ha ha ha ha."

Gu Qingwu didn't expect that Qin Haonan had been worried about this.

"You are also a capable man, aren't you? If I leave, can't you find someone better than me? A woman with a different personality from mine, who does whatever you say and obeys you in everything? Isn't that good?"

Don’t most men dislike their women being the type who regard their men as their heaven?
Is it the case that whatever a man says is what it is, and women dare not and will not resist?

"Qingqing, I have always liked you. Maybe I am not good at some things and sometimes I am a bit chauvinistic, but I always know what I want."

That kind of woman is pretty good, but she lives without self. What if one day, if he dies, that kind of woman will not be able to support a family, and then it will be their children who will suffer. What if that kind of woman is forced to remarry after he dies, or remarries with the allowance he earned from his sacrifice, and the children are directly abandoned by her, or taken away, and she does not treat his children well? What if?
All in all, he is just a selfish person.

But he didn't dare to reveal his inner thoughts. He was worried that if he said so, Gu Qingwu would leave him immediately.

"Oh."

Gu Qingwu looked Qin Haonan up and down. Why did she feel that Qin Haonan's words were a little hard to believe? She felt that Qin Haonan seemed to have something else to say.

"Qingqing, that kind of woman is good for some men, but not for me. The environment I grew up in is there, and I don't want my children to have the same experience as me. You should also know that we are soldiers, we have today but no tomorrow, and we can't say when we will be gone. Can a woman with no self really support a family after I sacrifice myself?"

After Qin Haonan said this, Gu Qingwu immediately understood that Qin Haonan just wanted to find a woman who could support a family and preferably take good care of his children after he died.

"Tsk, tsk."

She couldn't say that Qin Haonan's choice was wrong, but why did it make her feel so uncomfortable?

"You can find someone with a strong personality who can support a family. It doesn't have to be me, right?"

Gu Qingwu still felt that Qin Haonan's feelings for her were not so pure. She admitted that she felt a little uncomfortable in her heart. She was unhappy and upset.

"Qingqing, before I met you, I never thought about what my future significant other would be like. After I met you, I admit that I was attracted to you. At first, I wanted to take good care of you and marry you. After all, you were my only choice at that time. But after I learned about your experience, I felt that you moved my heart, and my feelings for you were not just about taking care of you."

(End of this chapter)