1960s: The crazy life after the alchemy furnace became a spirit

Chapter 70 Let's Separate for a While
"I wanted them to hold on for a while until I came back. I was going to report it to the higher-ups to see if there was any solution, but they no longer had the will to live."

Qin Haonan said sadly, but what he didn't say was that he wanted to ask Gu Qingwu if there was any solution.

"Are you planning to ask me about this after you report it?"

Gu Qingwu looked at the expression on Qin Haonan's back. After a moment's thought, she understood what Qin Haonan had not finished saying. Qin Haonan's expression changed.

"Yes."

Qin Haonan did not hide his thoughts, he was just asking. If Gu Qingwu had no solution, he would not blame Gu Qingwu.

"Qin Haonan, you are a soldier. I cannot question any decision you make, but I am just an ordinary person. Although we are married now, I am still an independent individual."

Gu Qingwu was unhappy. Even if Qin Haonan did this to save people, she was not happy. She just wanted to live an ordinary life and did not want to live an eventful life. Qin Haonan was trying to push her into the fire pit.

When Qin Haonan saw Gu Qingwu's expressionless face, his heart skipped a beat. Even though he wanted to ask Gu Qingwu about this matter at that time, he planned to ask it privately and had no intention of making it public. Now seeing Gu Qingwu's face, he felt that their originally relaxed relationship had suddenly become worse than at the beginning. At the beginning, Gu Qingwu just treated him as a stranger, but now the way Gu Qingwu looked at him was even worse than a stranger.

"Qin Haonan, you are a soldier, you are prepared to sacrifice yourself, I am not that great."

After saying that, Gu Qingwu turned and left. She needed to go out and be quiet. She didn't want to understand Qin Haonan. When Qin Haonan saw Gu Qing turned and left, he subconsciously wanted to reach out, but Gu Qingwu dodged him.

So, Qin Haonan just watched Gu Qingwu leave. At this moment, he was panicked. All the sadness and regrets disappeared. He was afraid that Gu Qingwu would never come back after leaving. He was also worried that Gu Qingwu would divorce him because of this. If Gu Qingwu really chose to divorce him, what should he do?
He stood up and wanted to follow, but when he saw Gu Qingwu turned back to look at him when she heard his footsteps, he stopped.

After leaving home, Gu Qingwu went straight to the back mountain. Now only the back mountain could allow her to quietly think about how she and Qin Haonan would get along in the future, right?

She had no right to criticize Qin Haonan's dedication to the public. After all, Qin Haonan was a soldier, but she was not a soldier. She could give people what she wanted to see for some people, but that did not mean that she could sacrifice herself for the so-called patriotism. This incident made Gu Qingwu realize once again the problem between her and Qin Haonan. Qin Haonan was a good person, but he did not seem suitable for her.

She didn't know what to do for a moment. If she divorced, Qin Haonan probably wouldn't agree. But if she didn't divorce, she would have a knot in her heart that she couldn't get over. Problems would arise between them sooner or later. At this time, Gu Qingwu secretly regretted marrying Qin Haonan. If she hadn't married Qin Haonan, it seemed that she wouldn't have these problems now.

However, their marriage was already settled, and even if she had any ideas, she couldn't put them into practice at this time.

Whenever she saw those men talking about so-called arranged marriages, Gu Qingwu wanted to laugh, or rather laugh sarcastically. If they were not happy with arranged marriages, they should not have slept with those women. Their children were born and their parents were taken care of by those women. They got promoted and made fortunes, so they disliked arranged marriages. If they disliked them, what would they have done before?

Gu Qingwu despised such men, but she couldn't generalize them all, but there were quite a few such men. Those men married young and pretty wives and ignored their country wives and children, and even left their parents to their previous wives. She looked down on such men.

Gu Qingwu was getting angrier and angrier as she thought about it. She was thinking about faking her death to get out of this situation, but after thinking about it, she decided to forget it. Faking her death to get out of this situation was easy, but what about after she died? After she died, no matter where she went, she couldn't live alone in the mountains and forests. Humans are social animals. If she went to another place to start over, what would a single woman, or an unmarried single woman, experience? Gu Qingwu knew better than anyone.

But she was unwilling to let it go like this.

Well, let's separate for a while.

After thinking it through, Gu Qingwu turned around and returned to their current home.

"You're back?"

After seeing Gu Qingwu return home calmly, Qin Haonan showed a look of surprise.

"I plan to go back to my hometown for a while."

Gu Qingwu ignored Qin Haonan's surprised expression. She went straight to the point and said to Qin Haonan that since Qin Haonan didn't care about her feelings and a gap had already been created, they should separate for a while. If Qin Haonan changed his mind after the separation, that would be the best. If he didn't change his mind, then she could wait until she wanted to come back.

"sorry."

Qin Haonan really realized his mistake. He was too self-righteous. If it weren't for his self-righteousness, things between them wouldn't have turned out like this.

"You have your persistence, you have your faith, and I have mine."

The bottom line cannot be touched. No matter how good the relationship is, Gu Qingwu does not want Qin Haonan to make decisions for her, any decision. She is an independent individual. Maybe some people say that she is making too much fuss. Isn't this how a couple should get along? Gu Qingwu doesn't think so. A couple should get along well and understand each other. But Gu Qingwu cannot accept others making decisions for her without her permission.

"I'm sorry, I will never make any decisions for you without your permission in the future."

Qin Haonan really realized his mistake this time. In fact, if you put yourself in his shoes, if Gu Qingwu made some decisions for him without his permission, or even made life and death decisions for him without discussing it with him, Qin Haonan would probably be even angrier.

"I can't take responsibility for other people's lives."

Gu Qingwu said in a cold voice. It was precisely because she had such self-knowledge that she did not expose her medical skills. Otherwise, if she directly showed some of the things she had learned in the world of cultivation, she would no longer be Qin Haonan's wife, but a famous doctor.

(End of this chapter)