At night, the soft and obedient girl was kissed by the big boss in the Beijing circle and cried

Chapter 506 Love Has Left Me Half-Life

Lu Shengsheng's heart skipped a beat. "K&G was given to me by him?"

She has been out of the entertainment industry for the past three years. With no new works, no brands are willing to hire her as their spokesperson. Some contracts expired naturally, while others were terminated by the brands. However, K&G has never terminated her contract and even offered to renew it before the end of the year.

“I’m not saying this for any other reason than to let you know…” Gu Jingchen took a deep breath, “It’s true that my older brother hurt you in the past, but now he loves you deeply and even treats Tingting as his own daughter. Not everyone can do that.”

Lu Shengsheng fell silent.

Of course she knew that what Gu Jingchen said was true. Apart from Gu Ronghui, she really couldn't think of any other man who could treat someone else's child as his own.

For the past three years, he had been trapped in the pain of losing Lu Wenzhou, and Gu Ronghui was also trapped in the same place.

Lu Shengsheng got out of the car and went back to her room, while Gu Jingchen also left.

She barely slept that night, her mind replaying the years she had spent with Gu Ronghui, their encounter and their relationship...

***
The next day, Lu Shengsheng got up very early.

She first met with the producer, they talked a lot, and had a meal together.

In the afternoon, instead of going to the Gu family's house, she took a taxi to the cemetery.

Even after the start of spring, the capital city was still bitterly cold, with the wind biting like knives against the face.

Lu Shengsheng sat down in front of Lu Wenzhou's tombstone. "I was abroad before and didn't have time to come see you. Now that I'm back, I have a lot to say to you. I hope you won't find me annoying."

Lu Wenzhou just smiled faintly, his long, narrow eyes seemingly filled with deep affection.

“Gu Jingchen told me a lot yesterday, about Gu Ronghui. I thought about it a lot last night too. Should I really move on?”

"Get out of the vicious cycle of Gu Rong not loving me before, and get out of your departure."

She took a letter out of her handbag.

This letter was given to me by Cheng Zheng; it was his will.

She had never opened it in the past three years because she felt that as long as she didn't look at it, it would always exist and never leave.

"I never knew what you wanted to say to me, but now I'm telling you in person, so don't be shy."

He paused for a moment, then said, "Forget it, you're shameless and shameless, how could you possibly be shy?"

Lu Shengsheng tore open the envelope, took out the folded letter, and unfolded it...

Sheng Sheng:
Seeing this letter is like seeing you in person. I believe I will be gone by the time you read it. I just don't know when you will have the courage to open it. You seem carefree and easygoing, but you are more sensitive than anyone else. You are timid and fragile when it comes to feelings. You don't even dare to tell Gu Rong that you like him.

Just reading this passage made Lu Shengsheng burst into tears, and she turned her head to glare at him.

"Anyone who likes Gu Ronghui, be careful I'll sue you for spreading rumors."

Sniffed and continued reading.

Sheng Sheng, please forgive my despicable actions back then. I was afraid that you would forgive Gu Ronghui, and even more afraid that you would be moved by Tang Yifeng, so I confessed first. I wanted to be by your side when you needed me most because your aunt was sick, so that you wouldn't look at them again.

I thought I could heal the wounds Gu Ronghui caused you, I thought I could spend my whole life with you, and that you would eventually fall in love with me. But I never imagined my life would be so short. If I had known this would be the outcome, I would never have used such despicable means to steal you away, never used your emotions to manipulate you... Sheng Sheng, I was selfish, but I don't regret it. Because from childhood to adulthood, I've always been abandoned. Apart from Liang Hanyue, no one has ever truly cared about me, and you are the first person to protect me!
You were so radiant, passionate, kind, and upright. Your light illuminated me, a creature like a rat in a gutter. You inspired me to strive for something great, to become your support and backing. Unfortunately, I failed. So you don't need to be sad for someone like me. You never truly loved me anyway; you were just moved and mistakenly thought you loved me. That wasn't true love. Life is long. You must look forward and move on. My future ends here, but in your future, there will definitely be someone better than me, someone who loves you more, waiting for you. Please keep going, don't stop here, don't remember me…

Perhaps I was born a speck of dust, destined to either fall into the mud or drift in the wind. One day, I might accidentally fall into your eyes, stay there briefly, and eventually leave them.

My dearest girl, I can do nothing more for you, nor can I leave you anything. I only hope that you will have a happy and smooth life, free from illness and disaster, and live to be a hundred years old.

By the end, Lu Shengsheng was sobbing uncontrollably, her hands trembling as she held the letter.

"Are you stupid?" Lu Shengsheng looked at him with teary eyes. "I'm not stupid. I can't distinguish between feelings and being moved. You're the first person who has made me feel cherished. How could I not love you?"

I loved him so much I almost died.

"Fool, I know you don't want me to be sad for you, so stop saying all that useless nonsense."

She wiped away her tears, sniffed, and choked out, "Don't worry, I'll get through this. I'll take care of myself and Tingting. You don't need to worry about us."

A gust of wind blew by, and the green leaves on the evergreen tree rustled as if in response to her words.

Lu Shengsheng sat on the ground, feeling cold all over. When she got up, her fingers loosened slightly, and the letter was accidentally blown away by the wind.

The white letter paper fluttered in the air, flying farther and farther away, like a kite with a broken string.

Lu Shengsheng didn't chase after it. Instead, she looked in the direction the letter had flown away and smiled faintly. "Lu Wenzhou, I will really get over this time, but don't worry... you will always live in my heart, and no one can replace you."

She clutched her chest and turned her head to look at Lu Wenzhou's pretty face, which was already beaming with a bright smile.

*
Gu family.

Gu Rong looked up at the window for the nth time, her eyes growing increasingly dim.

She won't be coming today.

If Gu Jingchen hadn't been so talkative, she probably wouldn't have even glanced at him.

If she were the one who died, would she care?

Or is it just insignificant? Perhaps it's already been forgotten.

dong dong.

There was a knock at the door. He said coldly, "Get out..."

Before she could finish speaking, the door was pushed open, and Lu Shengsheng stood in the doorway. "I don't know how to roll. Why don't you demonstrate first?"

Gu Rong's face showed her shock. "You...when did you get here?"

I didn't see it myself.

Lu Shengsheng walked in and glanced out the window, which faced the main door. A slight smile played on her lips. "You've been waiting for me all day, Gu Ronghui. I never thought you'd have a day like this..."

Her light and cheerful voice was full of pride and amusement.

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