I'm not interested in money or women.

Chapter 31 I’m not sick!
"what are you talking about?"

Li Mengyao wanted to refute, but her throat felt a little dry.

Under Lu Feng's scorching gaze, she subconsciously looked away.

Seeing her guilty conscience that she couldn't hide, Lu Feng chuckled softly and said in a relaxed tone: "In fact, you have never liked me, not in the past, not now, and not in the future.

But you like how good I am to you, or rather, how good anyone is to you.

This is normal. People like to get benefits, and you don’t ask others to be nice to you.

But you have to understand one thing: people change, and you can’t expect others to always revolve around you.”

Lu Feng's tone was relaxed, but every word he said was like a knife, piercing directly into Li Mengyao's heart.

"not like this!"

She subconsciously refuted, but Lu Feng did not give her a chance to speak: "You want to win me back, not because you like me, but because you can't bear to give up my kindness to you, and you think this is what you should do.

But I am not interested in you now, so you are not used to it and want to pull me back, but this is not your intention, it is just a temporary measure.

Because you don’t like me or anyone else at all, you only like yourself.

You will choose to win me back because you can't bear to give up my kindness, and in the future you will choose others because of their kindness to you.

You measure the closeness of a relationship based on the benefits you get. You choose whoever gives you more benefits.

If it's about business, I like dealing with people like you, but if it's about feelings, forget it!"

Lu Feng's words were like thunder, exploding in Li Mengyao's mind.

She just felt that she couldn't concentrate.

"That's not the case. I never thought about it that way..."

She retorted subconsciously, but her voice was particularly hoarse.

Zhao Sijia, who was standing by, couldn't stand it anymore. She hugged her and frowned at Lu Feng and asked, "Lu Feng, why are you like this? You can dislike her, but you can't say that about her! Is Yaoyao such a person in your heart?"

Lu Feng still looked at Li Mengyao, his tone still relaxed: "I don't mean to belittle you, human nature is selfish, this is normal.

But it’s okay to be selfish, but you can’t force others to be selfish, which is a bit bad.”

"It's enough!"

Li Mengyao finally regained some sanity.

At this moment, her face flushed, and she was angry in humiliation: "Why do you say that to me? I really didn't expect you to become like this!
Do you think it's glorious to date an old woman who is much older than you and spend her money? "

Lu Feng looked at her angry expression, and suddenly smiled and asked, "You are jealous, right?"

Li Mengyao didn't expect him to ask this question in return. After a pause, she sneered, "I'm jealous? Are you dreaming? I look down on you!"

clap clap clap!
Lu Feng was not angry. Instead, he raised his hand and clapped gently.

"..."

Li Mengyao looked at Lu Feng and found it hard to understand.

"Congratulations, you finally said this."

Lu Feng smiled and said, "The reason why you kept hanging on to me before was actually because you thought I was not worthy of you, right?

You are afraid that when you go to college and enter a wider world, you will meet a better goal than me, and you will regret having a past with me, which will lower your level.

You want to shop around, find the best option, and live your best life.

But you didn't expect that I, the alternative, gave up on you first and lived a better life than you ever dreamed of.

You are scared, you are unwilling, you are jealous, you want to pull me back, back to the position of the little follower who once held you in high esteem, and continue to enjoy that feeling of being superior.

So, do you despise the behavior of being a gigolo, or do you feel uncomfortable because I, the backup candidate, suddenly became the preferred candidate? "

The color on Li Mengyao's face had faded, and it looked a little pale.

Lu Feng's words were like a scalpel, cutting open her heart and exposing those thoughts that she herself had not dared to face.

Looking at her pale face, Lu Feng shook his head gently: "Actually, I don't want to tell you this. We are classmates, there is no need to say such harsh words.

And I don’t think you are wrong. It is natural and reasonable for a girl to choose a good husband. I respect your choice.

But I don't want you to bother me anymore, it's meaningless because I really have no interest in you anymore."

Li Mengyao's eyes were red and tears welled up, but she just remained silent.

Lu Feng's words were very decisive, and once they were out, there was no room for maneuver.

"Yao Yao."

Zhao Sijia patted Li Mengyao lovingly and glared at Lu Feng with complicated eyes.

Deep down, she agreed with what Lu Feng said.

But couldn't he be more tactful?

We are classmates after all, how can you say such hurtful words?
Looking at Li Mengyao, Lu Feng looked calm.

He didn't want to hurt others like this, but if he wasn't ruthless and said things clearly, Li Mengyao might still argue with him.

He doesn't like trouble, and cutting the Gordian knot is the most efficient option.

Li Mengyao raised her hand to wipe away her tears, without saying another word, she broke away from Zhao Sijia, pushed Lu Feng away, and left quickly.

"Yao Yao!"

Zhao Sijia shouted, chased after him for two steps, and turned back to complain to Lu Feng angrily: "I really don't know what happened to you. How did you become like this? You weren't so cruel before."

"People change all the time."

Lu Feng said casually, but as soon as the words came out, he fell silent.

Zhao Sijia looked at his profile and suddenly felt a little sad.

She hesitated for a moment, then asked, "Are you really dating Boss Zhou?"

"You think so too?"

Lu Feng looked into her eyes.

"I don't know, that's why I'm asking you."

Zhao Sijia looked at him with a serious expression.

This question is very important to her, as it determines how she should face Lu Feng.

After a moment of silence, Lu Feng stepped forward and came close to her.

Seeing him suddenly approaching, Zhao Sijia became a little nervous.

Lu Feng lowered his head to her ear and whispered, "Let me tell you a secret. Zhou Ye and I are partners, and I didn't spend her money."

Feeling the hot breath from Lu Feng, Zhao Sijia felt half of her body itchy and goose bumps all over her body.

But Lu Feng only said one sentence and stood up.

She breathed a sigh of relief, and tried to stand on her weak heels. She asked in surprise, "You cooperated with Boss Zhou? What for? You didn't spend her money, so who spent the money tonight?"

"These are other secrets."

Lu Feng did not continue to explain, but just indicated: "You will know in the future."

Seeing that he was unwilling to say more, Zhao Sijia did not ask any more questions.

She raised her hand to smooth her hair, and took the opportunity to scratch her itchy ears. She sighed: "You should have explained it clearly to Yaoyao. She misunderstood that you were... were..."

She was too embarrassed to say the following words.

"Does it matter what she thinks?"

Lu Feng didn't care.

"Ugh!"

Zhao Sijia finally confirmed that Lu Feng really had no feelings for Li Mengyao anymore.

"I'd better tell her..."

She shook her head, then looked at Lu Feng and said seriously: "Lu Feng, no matter what your relationship with Li Mengyao will be like in the future, I want to tell you that people do change, but you should not lose your original intention.

If you don't want to tell Li Mengyao about something, you can tell me or Liu Bo. We are all classmates and friends. I hope you can be well and more successful, but don't become too unfamiliar to us. "Lu Feng, who could let words be as sharp as knives just now, was silent at this moment.

Seeing that he didn't say anything, Zhao Sijia didn't say anything more and turned around and left silently.

Lu Feng stood there, thoughts churning in his mind.

Suddenly, he raised his head and looked forward.

His image was reflected in the glass wall.

A young and vigorous body and a face full of youthful vigor.

But what he saw was an expressionless middle-aged man, looking at him indifferently.

The overhead light hid half of his face in shadow. His face, which had been chopped by knives and axes, was as hard as steel, and his thin lips were like the sharp blade of a knife.

And those eyes, also hidden in the shadows, were as bottomless as a dark deep pool, hiding a heart-wrenching cruelty and sinisterness.

What Zhao Sijia said just now exposed the problem that he had been trying to avoid these days.

Although he was reborn into this young body, he was very clear that his soul, which had been manipulated beyond recognition by fate, was still the same person he was in his previous life.

Strong people are lonely.

Because it is simply difficult for ordinary people to imagine what kind of pain and suffering he went through to achieve such success.

In his previous life, he had been down and out, had enjoyed glory, and had enjoyed life, but mostly he experienced pain.

He lost his family and friends, leaving only a scarred body and inexhaustible wealth.

He can indulge in music and revelry, but he always wakes up alone.

A close friend...

Before his rebirth, how long had it been since he had a true heart-to-heart talk with anyone?

"Lu Feng?"

A voice brought him back from his memories.

Following the sound, he looked behind him at his reflection on the glass curtain wall and saw Gao Qi looking at him with a little concern.

Looking back at her, Lu Feng gathered his thoughts and asked calmly, "Do you want to go to the bathroom?"

Gao Qi shook her head and asked tentatively: "Did you have a fight with Li Mengyao?"

She noticed it when Li Mengyao left.

But after a while, she saw Li Mengyao with red eyes, returning to the booth, picking up her bag and about to leave. Zhao Sijia chased after her and said something.

For some reason, she somehow came to the bathroom.

As soon as she arrived at the passage, she saw Lu Feng standing in the passage, staring at the glass curtain wall in a daze.

She called out twice but there was no response. She raised her voice a little before Lu Feng came to his senses.

"This is my private matter."

Lu Feng didn't explain, he was in a bad mood.

"..."

Seeing that he had no intention of communicating, Gao Qi didn't dare to ask any more questions.

But after hesitating for a moment, she still spoke to comfort him: "Actually, Li Mengyao is a very good person. It's normal for young people to quarrel. Everything will be fine after talking it out..."

Seeing that she was still talking, Lu Feng, who was already very annoyed, asked impatiently: "What does this have to do with you?"

Gao Qi was stunned and explained awkwardly: "I just think that we are all friends, so I came to comfort you."

"Little friend, this is only the first day we met, so we can't be considered friends, right?"

Lu Feng looked at her straight, with no sign of joking on his face.

Gao Qi opened his mouth and looked into Lu Feng's eyes, but didn't say anything.

"Ok."

She calmed herself down and said, "If you don't consider me a friend, just pretend I didn't say anything."

Lu Feng was silent for a moment, then he spoke tiredly: "I'm sorry, I'm not targeting you, it's just... we are not the same kind of people, it's better not to be friends."

Hearing him say this, Gao Qi couldn't help but asked in confusion: "Why?"

Lu Feng did not answer, but stopped a passing salesman and said, "Give me a cigarette."

The salesperson recognized him and quickly took out a pack of cigarettes, handed him a cigarette, and diligently helped him light it.

After taking a deep breath, Lu Feng waved his hand, signaling him to leave, and then slowly exhaled the smoke.

This was the first time he smoked after his rebirth.

Seeing that he didn't say anything, Gao Qi became more curious: "Why?"

"Because no one who becomes friends with me ends up well."

Lu Feng looked at her with a serious and earnest expression.

In his previous life, he and Gao Qi had no intersection.

He had heard about Gao Qi's family background. The fact that he had not heard any news about Gao Qi meant that Gao Qi should be living her own life like those people he knew but had lost contact with.

Plain and happy.

He didn't want to ruin her life.

In his opinion, rebirth is fate's compensation for all his sufferings, allowing him to live again and make up for the regrets of his previous life.

Liu Bo, Guo Zitao, Qin Qiang, Jia Xiaoyu, and the tragedies that left them with deep memories all had the chance to make amends.

But he was not sure whether his butterfly would bring about other changes.

So he didn't want to cause any trouble.

"Isn't it?"

Gao Qi observed him: "Are you prone to depression?"

"..."

Lu Feng was speechless.

But Gao Qi seemed to have found the answer and said, "I've seen situations like yours. One of my cousins ​​is in the same situation as you. You shouldn't push everyone away. That will only make you more miserable. You need to get help, really."

As she spoke, she took out her cell phone and looked through the address book: "I'll ask my cousin for her doctor's phone number. You really should go see her..."

"I'm not sick!"

Lu Feng explained unhappily.

"Don't be afraid to seek medical treatment. Depression is not only a psychological problem, but also a physiological problem. It cannot be underestimated..."

Gao Qi was still trying to persuade him, but Lu Feng was already getting impatient.

Listening to her chatter, the emotions that had just been suppressed began to stir up again, and a surge of irritability arose.

Lu Feng suddenly raised his hand, grabbed Gao Qi's neck and pushed her against the glass curtain wall.

Bang!
Gao Qi's back hit the curtain wall, making a dull sound, but it didn't hurt too much.

But she was still startled and couldn't help but exclaimed: "Ah..."

Bang!
She had just uttered half a cry when Lu Feng slapped her on the side of the head, making a loud noise.

She swallowed the second half of the sentence. She looked at Lu Feng's eyes, which were as cold as a beast, and felt her heart jumping into her throat.

Lu Feng's heavy breathing sprayed on her neck and echoed at her collar.

Her body was shaking slightly uncontrollably.

But an unprecedented strange feeling gradually emerged from the depths of her heart.

After taking a few deep breaths, Lu Feng's surging anger was suppressed and his expression recovered a little.

He looked at Gao Qi apologetically and was about to apologize, but he caught a glimpse of expectation in Gao Qi's eyes.

(End of this chapter)