Can not doing what one wants be called rebirth?

Chapter 202 200. The Elephant in the House
Guan Yongyi felt like she was melting.

Her starry eyes were tightly closed, her brows furrowed and then relaxed, and her frosty expression gradually disappeared at the edge of the red glow.

The heroic spirit is gone.

The man held her cheeks tightly, her charm hidden in the gradually rising temperature.

She felt a sudden sense of emptiness in her heart.

The light touch of thin lips can make people tremble all over.

Compared to Zhou Si Ning's superficial kiss, a real passionate kiss took place in the empty teaching building.

The jealousy is gone.

She used to think that the expressions in youth literature were all deceptive.

Falling in love with someone is like going crazy. You want to be with him day and night, want to hug him, and want to kiss him.

How could it be possible for someone like me who has such clear boundaries?
But the day her first kiss was taken away, she became sleepless.

She discovered that people have muscle memory.

Even every cell and every tissue has memory.

Late in the night when she was alone, she didn't think of him, but she couldn't help but recall his lips with her lips.

She was no longer elegant, with her short hair in a mess, listening to Miriam Yeung and "Kiss Everywhere" in bed.

I tossed and turned, unable to fall asleep, and the Cantonese voice penetrated into my heart through the headphones.

"One kiss steals a heart, one kiss kills a person~"

She had known the lyrics by heart since middle school, but this was the first time she understood their meaning.

Whether it was complaints or longings, she only then realized how powerful Lu Jincheng was.

That reasonable yet unexpected kiss, that rebellious yet unstoppable confession, really made her fall in love with him.

Guan Yongyi had to admit that this method of coaxing people was very effective.

Reserve is gone.

She took the man's restless hand, intertwined their fingers, and continued to kiss him. The lipstick that she had deliberately applied during dinner was eaten away piece by piece.

When Lu Jincheng held her roughly in his arms, she was as tense as a rubber band with its end pulled, but after a deep kiss of more than ten seconds, she relaxed all over and softened in the man's arms from head to toe.

"you"

Newbies are newbies, and they always feel out of breath for no apparent reason.

Guan Yongyi reluctantly moved away a few centimeters, looked up at Lu Jincheng, her little face flushed, and she was breathing heavily.

"Don't be vertical when kissing. It's best to be sideways at 78 or 108 degrees so that you won't have difficulty breathing."

Lu Jincheng suggested with a smile.

"???"

When Guan Yongyi heard this, she immediately pursed her lips, raised her eyebrows, and pushed him hard, her voice tinged with anger.

"Why are you so skilled?"

The more she thought about it, the angrier she became. At that moment, resentment, jealousy, unwillingness and other emotions mixed together and surged up in her.

"How many times have you kissed Zhou Si Ning?"

The short-haired girl's voice, which was an octave higher, echoed repeatedly in the teaching building.

Lu Jincheng didn't explain at the first moment. He took two steps forward with a smile on his face.

He knew that there was a standard answer at this time.

But he is not like most men, and the subtlety between him and Guan Yongyi is completely different from the open and aboveboard couples on campus.

It took him no effort to solve this simple white-school problem.

"Baby."

Lu Jincheng held the girl's shoulders and looked into her eyes.

A deep and gentle baritone with a bit of magnetism.

"Don't you think this makes more sense?"

"No matter how many times I kiss her, ten times, a hundred times, a thousand times, it still can't extinguish the fire in my heart."

"The closer I am to her, the more intimate I am with her, the less I can deceive myself."

"I know in my heart that I love you."

The man intertwined his left hand with the short-haired girl's fingers and placed his right hand on his heart.

"Just like what is sung in the song "Red Rose", I hope you can understand." After saying that, he gently exerted force and hugged Guan Yongyi into his arms again.

She said nothing and did not struggle anymore. Her long eyelashes trembled slightly, just like her mixed emotions.

She closed her eyes.

It's really ironic that he said he didn't quite understand, but he longed for her to understand.

However, she seemed to be beginning to understand.

[When I hug her from behind, what I'm looking forward to is your face. 】

She convinced herself.

"Lv Jincheng, am I..."

It was not yet time for the research group to meet, so the two of them sat on a bench in a small garden near the law school. The midday sun filtered through the leaves, falling on him and her in patches.

"Ok?"

"Am I becoming a scumbag who everyone wants to beat up?"

Guan Yongyi tilted her head and leaned on one of his shoulders, her slender legs dangling in the air.

"A scumbag man and a scumbag woman, a green tea and a green plum, they are a perfect match."

Lu Jincheng smiled, with a nonchalant tone.

"And if you want to call me a scumbag, it's because I plan to have two relationships at the same time. I said I like you first, and it has nothing to do with you."

“Why doesn’t it matter?”

Guan Yongyi twisted the ends of her slightly curly hair with her fingertips and spoke softly with a pursed mouth.

"You were obviously led astray by a bad man, and you accidentally went down a dark path."

Lu Jincheng pinched the tip of her upturned nose with a smile on his face.

"Why, do you have to take the blame on yourself? Blame yourself for being a green tea who stole your bestie's boyfriend? A scheming bitch? A mistress?"

"Ahhhhh! You talk so rudely!"

The short-haired girl buried her face in his arms and refused to listen.

"See, I told you and you still don't believe me. You didn't compete with Sisi for it. It's obviously not like that."

Lu Jincheng spread out his hands, trying to dispel Guan Yongyi's remaining inherent understanding of universal values.

Ever since he and Guan Yongyi revealed their identities, the two seemed to have developed an unspoken understanding.

That is--

Eating the forbidden fruit and having a secret relationship behind bestie's back.

In front of their besties, they kept their distance and were just better friends.

Avoiding Zhou Si Ning, they immediately transformed into a close and real couple.

Be it a stopgap measure or a full sense of stealing.

All in all, in order not to harm the innocent Zhou Si Ning, this is the most appropriate way to deal with the situation at the moment.

"Oh."

Although he felt that Lu Jincheng was making some twisted arguments, Guan Yongyi didn't know how to refute him.

Um.
There was no robbery.

We grew up together and our relationship is like that of sisters.

In that case, I’ll only give a little bit to my best friend’s boyfriend. A little bit isn’t too much, right?

"Stop thinking."

Lu Jincheng ruffled the girl's hair, bent down and kissed her ear, his tone full of pampering.

"No matter what happens in the future, just blame it on me. It was me who seduced you, it was me who fell in love with you regardless of everything, it was me who forced you to be with me, don't let it affect your relationship."

"."

Guan Yongyi straightened up, picked up the bag next to her, and pursed her lips.

She sighed slightly.

The last sentence seems impossible to do.

Things that we avoid talking about are like an elephant parked in the house. With this elephant between us, we seem embarrassed to have a frank talk with our best friend.

(End of this chapter)