Can not doing what one wants be called rebirth?

Chapter 164 162. Talking nonsense while awake

[Confession is the trumpet of victory, not the charge of attack. ]

Zhou Si Ning stared at the emotional blogger's summary in a daze for a long time.

From a brief taste to a passionate kiss, it was like a heavy pink rain fell in her heart.

It was not until she returned to the dormitory that she realized something seemed to be missing.

Something is indeed missing.

Are he and I really together?

Although Lu Jincheng's tone towards her was almost doting before they parted, and there was a different kind of light in his eyes when he looked at her, she was still not sure.

We kissed, so that should count, right?

But if I haven’t confessed, it shouldn’t count, right?

Sitting on a stool in the dormitory, she browsed the emotional bloggers on Weibo. After learning a lot of theories, she began to doubt.

If this statement is true, he did not confess to himself, that is to say
Do you think the relationship isn't ripe yet?
If the horn is not blown, it cannot be considered a victory?

Oh, why think so much!
The love can't be fake, and since you have kissed each other, you will be together sooner or later.

Zhou Sining quickly convinced herself.

She quietly took out the photo album from her bag. There were eight photos in a page. The two of them were cute, with different expressions.

As she watched, she couldn't help but pursed her lips and laughed.

"Ningbao, you came back so late. Are you going on a date with your dining partner again?"

Song Wan had just finished taking a shower and was standing in front of the dormitory mirror, combing her hair with a wooden comb. She saw Zhou Si Ning's curved lips out of the corner of her eye and asked curiously.

"Yes."

Normally, if such a joke was made, Zhou Si Ning would definitely laugh and shake her head to refute it, but today, for the first time ever, she quietly affirmed it, with a blush appearing on her fair skin.

She stood up and walked to her roommate, meeting her roommate's curious gaze and asked in a chatty tone.

"Wanwan, how did you and your boyfriend get together?"

"this one"

When talking about this topic, Song Wan was obviously a little embarrassed, but after thinking about it, she realized there was nothing to hide and spoke in a low voice.

"We met in the welcome group before entering school. He was a year older than us, very patient and gentle, and we developed a liking for each other as we chatted."

In the Finance Dormitory 601, the other two roommates also came over and pricked up their ears.

Everyone likes to listen to gossip.

"Then what?"

But this is not what Zhou Si Ning wants to hear: "After you fell in love with him, how did you get together with him?"

"He always asks me out, shopping, eating, walking, and watching movies."

"One day in the cinema, he held my hand"

“So we’re together.”

Song Wan put down the comb with a smile, patted Zhou Si Ning's shoulder and replied.

"Does holding hands mean we are together?"

Zhou Si Ning bit her lower lip and her starry eyes blinked continuously.

"Isn't that enough? My body doesn't resist him, we like each other, and we will always be together."

Song Wan is a conservative girl whose views on love are still stuck in the last century.

"Of course it doesn't count!"

Another roommate, Lu Xixi, immediately took over the conversation.

"You said holding hands was an agreement, but dear, that wasn't love!"

"I haven't heard of it, so I'm not sure."

In order to prove her point, Luxixi simply started singing.

".Xixi might mean that there is no confession or anything like that?"

Zhou Si Ning twisted the corner of her clothes with her fingertips and asked through someone else's mouth.

"Is confession important? We didn't have one anyway. It just felt like it was a natural progression, and we got together naturally."

Song Wan shrugged. She was a hardcore pragmatist and didn't care much about those things.

"The one in my family is a straight man. He can't express himself and can't say anything sweet. I'm used to it."

Is Lu Jincheng also a straight man who knows nothing?

No it's impossible.

Zhou Si Ning shook his head, as if thinking about something.

"But then again, you've been asking me all these questions today, so how come you've made any progress with that dinner partner?"

Song Wan moved closer to her and asked curiously.

Zhou Si Ning, the little princess in the dormitory, usually talks about anything but almost never shares her emotional problems.

Of course, it’s not that no one pursues her. Girls like her have been asked about by the Finance Department and the neighboring departments since the first day of school.

But it seems that no one can approach her, and every rejection is generous and decent.

"Sorry, I don't want to make friends right now."

In fact, I don't want to be friends with you.

"I'm really sorry, I'd rather focus on my studies right now."

In fact, she skipped classes to go to the coffee shop more often than the boys.

"Friends, please stop sending me weird messages."

During this period of school opening alone, three aspects of fancy rejection have been summarized.

Since she opened a coffee shop, the number of admirers around her has naturally decreased.

As long as one has basic analytical skills, it is not difficult to find out what Zhou Sining represents as the owner of the popular coffee shop in Beiyuan.

She is good-looking, has a good figure, is rich, and has outstanding abilities.

If you want to pursue such a girl, you must first weigh your own weight.

What stopped more people from pursuing it was a rumor.

One pass ten, ten pass a hundred.

The coffee shop was opened by Zhou Si Ning and someone else in partnership. The male boss was always aggressive and even slapped a middle-aged man in front of many people, but the other party didn't dare to say a word.

The relationship between the two of them is not ordinary.

But these are just rumors, and even their roommates don't know the real truth.

Although Zhou Si Ning has a good personality, her boundaries are quite clear.

"Recently, it's been OK."

Zhou Si Ning scratched his head, not knowing how to start.

"Is it ambiguous?"

The roommate couldn't bear her hesitating and asked.

If you keep asking others about why they are not together, it means you must be facing this problem yourself.

Of course it was ambiguous, so ambiguous that the social distance was easily broken.

So Zhou Sining nodded.

"Hold hands?"

"Yeah." The girl paused for a few seconds, blushing and nodded again.

"Wow."

Everyone exchanged glances, their eyes full of tacit understanding.

Oh my god, they progress so fast!
"Then we can't call each other dinner partners."

Song Wan handed everyone a piece of fruit and waved her hand with a smile.

“But he hasn’t.”

Zhou Si Ning hesitated to speak.

"Are you trying to confess your love? Honey, isn't it enough for two people to like each other?"

Song Wan always sneered at the ridiculous sense of ritual.

"Hey, Wanwan, I don't think so."

Lucy shook her head; she had a different opinion.

How can they be considered to be together if they don’t confess their love, make an official announcement, or show photos together?
"You think it's useless, now Ning Bao wants you to think about it."

Song Wan said this, looking at Zhou Si Ning beside her.

"It's easy to tell whether someone is a dinner partner or a couple. Ask yourself, do you like him?"

"Yeah, I like it."

Zhou Sining nodded in agreement without hesitation.

"Then does he like you?"

"I think he likes it, too."

Zhou Sining thought about all the details of their interactions, reviewing and recalling them in all aspects.

She was about 70% sure.

"That's it! Liking each other is the most important thing. This is the core and premise of everything."

"Yes, that's fine."

Until she climbed onto the bed with the ladder, Zhou Si Ning held the mobile phone in her hand, kissed the bed sheets with her knees, and her calves dangling in the air.

Perhaps everyone's opinions and positions are highly related to their own values ​​and experiences.

Zhou Sining thought about it and finally figured out the problem by throwing out some ideas from the huge differences of opinion.

Relationships are fluid and beyond human control, so there seems to be no need to care about any name.

There's no point in caring.

This also coincides with her own personal experience from childhood to adulthood.

Before my father and mother divorced, love had been extinguished in their marriage, and the two were husband and wife in name only, physically together but spiritually apart.

Later, Dad found true love again and was full of energy every day.

To this day, Dad and his true love are still very sweet.

But to outsiders, they are not a new family because they don’t have a marriage certificate.

But this kind of thing is like drinking water, only you know whether it is hot or cold, who can say for sure?

How do we define the relationship between two people?

In other words, as long as you feel happy together, does it matter whether you are in a relationship or married?

Is it important to be entangled in whether there is a confession and a name?

Come to think of it, it doesn’t seem that important.

She drew the bed curtains to block out some of the light from her private space, and swiped to the WeChat interface, only to find that the Ran Dong WeChat group was unusually quiet today.

This is not surprising, of course. She and Lu Jincheng were out on a date and had little time to look at their phones.

As for Guan Yongyi, she would respond but rarely initiate any topic.

[Guan Guan, what do you think it takes for two people to be together? ]

She clicked on Guan Yongyi's profile picture and sent him a private message.

【Confession.】

What if there is no confession?

【Then we don’t count together.】

It turned out to be different from what I thought.

Zhou Si Ning looked at the message from her best friend, smiled and swiped the screen, not surprised at all.

Their ideas are both inconsistent and complementary, but strangely, there has never been any conflict.

Good friends understand each other.

Same thing this time.

Zhou Si Ning knew that from Guan Yongyi's perspective, she had this kind of personality.

She was tortured so much by her original family that she longed for an almost harsh intimacy.

Therefore, compared with Zhou Si Ning, she needs more clear love, direct disgust, sincere liking, the openness to stand under the sun, and to praise herself loudly and without guilt.

What kind of person can impress a girl like Guan Yongyi?
Anyway, there is no hope for someone like Lu Jincheng.

He shamelessly came over and kissed me, but he was not even willing to confess his feelings.

After thinking about it, even his best friend felt that Guan Yongyi was a little difficult to deal with.

The phone's screen lit up again, and Guan Yongyi sent another message.

[You and he are already together? ]

Zhou Si Ning smiled and tapped the keyboard with her slender fingertips.

【Not yet. 】

According to Guan Yongyi, there is indeed not yet.

Then no.

The message seemed to have fallen on deaf ears. Perhaps Guan Yongyi was asleep and did not reply.

Instead, around twelve o'clock, the pinned user who had been silent for a long time sent her a message.

[Do you remember what nonsense you said to me when you were dizzy at night? ]

【Remember~】

Zhou Si Ning lay in the bed, smiling sweetly, with her two round and small feet resting together.

[I told you that I like swinging on the swing. There are so many stars in the sky, and the moon is so round. I want to open my hands and hold the clouds in my arms.]

[That's it? It's not quite what I remember.]

The other party replied very quickly.

Zhou Si Ning couldn't help but laugh, her eyes curved into beautiful little crescents.

[Also. Like you? ]

[This is not nonsense. ]

[Whether I am asleep or dreaming, dizzy or awake, I love you. 】

8200, I can’t bear it any longer, I’ll owe you some money first and make up for it after I wake up.

ps: Writing about girls is a very tedious process, it is so tiring. Now I can finally write about her career line.

Finally, I recommend this book. Wen Haowen, a master in the same group, was reborn back to 1981. In this magnificent era, Liu Peiwen originally wanted to show his wealth and earn a small goal! As a result, he was busy teaching Yu Hua, studying food with Wang Zengqi, traveling around Beijing with Deng Youmei, and doing business with Zhang Xianliang. In short, he was very fierce.

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