Jingxia Rose

Chapter 114: How can you have room for others when your heart isn't even clear?
The old lady looked at her grandson with loving eyes full of heartache.

Their family is a medical family, and she, her husband, their son, and their daughter-in-law are all very busy. Xiao Guxing has been going to and from school independently since the third or fourth grade.

I started boarding school in junior high and only came home once a week, and I wasn't even sure if I could see my parents.

Besides the nanny who regularly takes care of his daily life, she is the person he spends the most time with.

Xiao Guxing retired in her second year of junior high school.

Xiao Guxing, who is the second child, is actually the one who is most neglected by his parents. When he chose foreign languages ​​and entrepreneurship, his parents did not understand him or have high hopes for him.

However, the parents were very supportive of their younger sister, Xiao Tinghui, choosing the legal profession.

Xiao Tinghui received twice as much favor as Xiao Guxing and her elder brother Xiao Yunian combined.

Despite Xiao Guxing's seemingly nonchalant, carefree, and polite demeanor, as if he doesn't care much about these things, he is actually the most sensitive, meticulous, and yearns for a special favor that belongs solely to him.

Just like how he treated Ji Xian.

He can always find a way to get along with her that makes her feel most comfortable, without making her feel abrupt or uncomfortable, and he knows how to act appropriately.

But because of her sensitivity, she was afraid that her rash advances during college would offend or bother her. So, even though she suppressed her feelings, she silently stepped back and watched her walk away.

He did it willingly.

The thought of his expression when he mentioned Ji Xian to her at the hospital, compared to his taciturn and dull-looking appearance these past few days, was unforgettable.

The old lady couldn't help but grab his hand, "Everyone has their own destiny. You can't force matters of the heart. There's definitely someone better out there for you."

"How about this, the girl I told you about last time, her name is Shu Tang. Her father used to be your grandfather's student. I've met her a few times. She's so pretty and has a great personality. Just when she smiles, just like her name, she's incredibly sweet."

"She's not a medical student, she studied art, she's a muralist. She's been working abroad for the past few years, only came back before the new year, and hasn't gone abroad since. Why don't you meet her?"

He had heard this name more than once.

He gave a wry smile and grasped the old lady's hand in return. "Grandma, I know you care about me, worry about me, and think of me for my own good, but..."

He paused, then said slowly, "Your heart isn't even clear yet, how can you have room for someone else? Even if you get together, how irresponsible would that be to the girl?"

The old lady was taken aback by what he said.

She sighed, "Ah Xing, Grandma only hopes that you will have a smooth and peaceful life, be healthy and happy, and live a fulfilling life."

“What you said is not wrong. Shu Tang is a good girl. She is only 25 years old this year, in the prime of her life. Under these circumstances, it is indeed not appropriate to meet her under the guise of a blind date.”

"but you……"

"Grandma, don't worry, I'm fine." Xiao Guxing interrupted her. "Actually, I understand. When I said those words, I already knew her answer."

"It's just that I don't want to bury my feelings deep in my heart forever, never to see the light of day. Since I like her, I'll let her know."

Ultimately, it's that侥幸心理 (a gambler's mentality) that's at play.

I'm always afraid of missing out again, just like I did in college.

He was terrified of the feeling of regret.

Ji Xian stared blankly at the raindrops pounding against the car window for a long time, even wondering if he was being a little too dramatic in this matter.

If he resigns in this way, it would be tantamount to sending a signal to Xiao Guxing to sever all ties.

Xiao Guxing had been really good to her; she couldn't possibly use Cheng Kong as a stepping stone. After giving herself a pep talk, although the rain was still falling, she felt like she had finally seen the light at the end of the tunnel regarding this matter.

Figured it out.

It would be good to be transferred back to Beijing.

After sorting out the matter, Ji Xuan drove home, opened his laptop (which hadn't been used for many days), and checked his email.

There are more than ten unread emails, mostly work-related.

The translation task materials that Xiao Guxing mentioned were sent seven minutes ago. They totaled more than twenty pages and contained a basic introduction to their project, as well as information on several collaborating partners.

After a quick glance, Ji Xuan sent Xiao Guxing a WeChat message: I've looked at the information. I can take this job. When do we start?
Xiao Guxing replied twelve minutes later: Mr. Gerry will be coming to Beijing next Thursday and has booked a stay at the Jizhou Hotel.

Two minutes later, perhaps finding typing too cumbersome, he simply sent a voice message: "I just called the project manager and they said Mr. Gerry has already signed an electronic contract with the company. We'll sign a paper business cooperation contract when he arrives next Thursday. I'll probably be flying around a lot during this period, especially between China, the UK, and France."

Ji Xian listened patiently and typed: I understand. He needs to send me the specific project details in advance.

Xiao Guxing: I've already spoken to the project team. Do you have time tomorrow morning?

Ji Xian: Yes.

Xiao Guxing: Then come to the company tomorrow morning to complete the formalities.

Ji Xian: Okay. Shouldn't we also go through some handover procedures in Moscow?

Xiao Guxing: If it's inconvenient for you, that's fine. Just tell me what needs to be handed over, and I'll help you.

Ji Xian thought for a moment: No need, I'll go over there in the next few days. I have a lot of things I haven't taken, so I need to go and sort them out. Besides, I got along well with them that year, so I should say goodbye.

Xiao Guxing: Okay. I'm going back to Moscow the day after tomorrow. Are you coming with me, or will you choose another time?
Actually, her vacation ends next Tuesday, and if nothing unexpected happens, she should be preparing to go.

Ji Xuan had struggled for a long time about whether or not to resign, but she hadn't thought much about this matter.

He went straight to the point: "Let's go together then. Have you booked your tickets?"

Xiao Guxing: Not yet. Shall I order it for you too?
Ji Xian: Okay.

The next morning around ten o'clock, she drove to the Financial Business Street and saw the two characters "Lin Qi" that still shone brightly in the gloomy sky, and thought of Wen Qi.

Starting yesterday, he started sending her WeChat messages again, just like before.

He would ask her if she was there, if she had eaten, and what she was doing. He would also say goodnight to her before bed and good morning to her in the morning, and give her a brief update on his day.

He described everything in great detail, even who he met and socialized with.

Cheng Kong's HR manager recognized Ji Xuan and greeted her warmly upon seeing her, "President Xiao called yesterday. I've prepared all the documents. Just come and sign them, and come back to work next Wednesday."

"Thank you."

Ji Xian smiled faintly and quickly signed several documents.

I also stopped by the translation department and met with the department director. When I came out, I ran into Xiao Guxing.

"Are the formalities complete?"

Ji Xuan smiled and nodded, "Mm."

The two entered the elevator together, and Xiao Guxing asked, "Should I pick you up tomorrow morning? Or will you take a taxi?"